[Comprehensive] Take a look at my blind incumbent

After greeting her colleagues, Himeko Takemoto packed up and prepared to leave the school.She let down her rolled up hair and changed into her normal clothes.

On the way home, her mind was a little ethereal.

I have lived in this world for more than 20 years, and the memory of my long past life is somewhat blurred.She knew that she was not in the world of her previous life now, because there was an inexplicably extra continent on the earth.That continent is the continent where Himeko was reborn, and it is not very safe.

Fortunately, Mercury and her hometown of Rocky Town are very safe, so Himeko's life is not much worse than her previous life.

She thought that Mercury's existence was probably equivalent to the flower-growing country in Asia in her previous life.Although they are on the same continent, other countries are full of wars and dangers, and the Flower Planting Country is one of the few safe countries.

The mother in this life has passed away, and the father is probably a playboy-like existence.Even though Himeko had little contact with her sisters, she knew that her half-sisters could be described as spread all over the world.

Walking to a crossroads, Himeko changed her plan to go straight home while waiting for the green light and took a fork in the road.

She plans to go to the new sukiyaki restaurant and have some food to celebrate.

Himeko has been teaching at Mercury University for five years, and the house allocated by the school completely belongs to her from today.The house is not far from the school, so there is no need to buy a car.There are also a few bosom friends such as Mido, Millie, and Winnie. Although the kinship in this life is a little shallow, the friendship is still good.

The shopkeeper served her a signature sukiyaki, and Himeko nodded in gratitude.

She clapped her hands together, lowered her head and said, "I'm starting."

After all, he began to eat.

In fact, Himeko prefers hot hot pot more than sukiyaki, which is sweeter in her concept.Although she has been unable to eat spicy food recently due to stomach problems, the mushroom soup pot is also delicious.But today, when I thought of celebrating, I suddenly chose the sweeter sukiyaki without knowing why.

Since you can't figure it out, then just treat it as destiny in the dark.

In fact, the fact that the house is completely in her name is something worth celebrating.But now it happened to be a working day, Midori, Milly and other friends from Rocky Town were not in Mercury, and Winnie was not at school today because of something.Obviously it was something worth celebrating, but Himeko could only celebrate alone in the end.

Although the good news of getting the house was sent to the group, there was no one who could make her call immediately to express her happiness.

Himeko Takemoto was always afraid of causing trouble, even if it was her friends.

She knows how to measure, which is the reason why she has more friends and develops for a long time.But because she knows how to measure too well, she has also been blamed by her friends.

But what to do?She is such a timid person.

Fear of disturbing others and being left behind.There is no real unique shining point in her, and there are a lot of people like her at hand.If she were to judge, she was the kind of existence that could be replaced at any time.

Takemoto Himeko's uneasiness exists in her flesh and blood.

She used to pin her pure state of mind on eating and drinking because of depression.Because of this immature sustenance, and due to her poor self-control, Himeko's weight once soared.It was also during that period that her condition got worse, her mood became more depressed, and she became less and less confident.

After that, Himeko gradually lost weight through putting in all her efforts.In the end, it was the stomach problems caused by her constant lack of appetite for meals that helped her really lose weight, but her confidence was still a little lacking.

Thinking of her colleague who was actively preparing for a date with her lover as soon as she got off work, Himeko took a bite of the freshly baked tempura.

Satomi-chan looks very happy.

If possible, I also want to fall in love.You can share your joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys with your lover, sweet and sweet, noisy and happy.

But it's probably hard for her to do it.

In this life, Takemoto Himeko has never been in love until today.For people who don't know her, she is too boring and boring.Those who understand her, she is a little more dull.Occasionally, I finally have a flash of inspiration, but I feel that being a lover is not as good as being a friend.Himeko doesn't dare to show her shortcomings to the other party. Instead of waiting until others take the initiative to lose herself, it's better not to start.

So far, no one can make her more courageous.

She also once thought that maybe she could get in touch with bold outsiders so that she could practice her courage.But Mercury's entry and exit were strictly controlled, so Himeko, who was too lazy to bother, gave up.

Even though he ordered the smallest portion of sukiyaki, with the addition of miscellaneous side dishes, Himeko still couldn't finish the sukiyaki for celebration.

She chose to pack it up and take it home.

In fact, the reason why she didn't go home directly today was because she didn't want to go back.The house was empty, and she was the only one.Even though I am used to living alone, I still feel a little lonely occasionally like today.

Himeko, who couldn't take the initiative to take a step forward to interact with others, naturally considered other plans.

For example, if you raise a small animal, the room will be more angry, and it may be difficult to feel lonely.

Takemoto Himeko loves both cats and dogs.Even hamsters, rabbits, pythons, etc., she had thought about it.

I have also visited many pet stores recommended by friends and colleagues, and found many cats and dogs for myself.I even opened my mouth many times to tell the store that I want to buy it, but finally swallowed the words in my mouth.

Every time Himeko leaves the pet shop, she sighs inwardly.

As expected, she was still as timid as ever, afraid to bear the weight of another life.But thinking about it, sometimes she doesn't even want to face her own life, and she can't bear it, let alone take on other lives.

Himeko tried her best to adjust her mood, but in the end it still didn't change.

He clearly told himself to treat himself well and learn to love himself well.Because to love other lives and other things, the most basic premise is to learn to love yourself first.But she can't even promise herself three meals a day, and sometimes when she is in a bad mood, she will get angry and hurt herself by not eating.

She thought that if she liked someone, the situation would be better.

Carrying the packaged food into the house, Himeko's first action was to push the door out.After confirming that the door was really closed, she immediately locked it.This will make her feel more secure.

Put the food in the refrigerator, wash your hands and take out the snacks, then boil some hot water for yourself, take an orange, and put the snacks and fruit on the coffee table.Himeko went back to the bedroom and changed into her home clothes, and then threw today's clothes into the washing machine.

After getting everything ready, Himeko lay down on the sofa and watched TV leisurely.

Himeko, who had just breathed a sigh of relief, immediately received a call.

It was a call from a sister who was far away in another continent. The two of them talked about it and mentioned the matter of marriage.

Over there, he inadvertently asked about Himeko's views on mate selection, and Himeko said that as long as you meet someone you like, that's fine.And when she put down the phone, her mind was no longer on the TV.

She likes taller ones with a more stable temper, and it's best if she can be with her often.If it is a long-distance relationship, I am afraid it will be difficult for her to accept it.It's better to have a stable job, after all, it's risky.It is best to be in Mercury or a small town. There is no way to guarantee the safety of people in other cities and countries.

But it's good to be in a relationship, she has no plans to get married at all, let alone have children with the other party after marriage.

For the current Himeko, marriage protects part of the rights and interests of women, but it is more of a huge legal and reasonable exploitation.And even if you like it at first, people will change.In the end, the two people become unrecognizable, and then respect each other like ice, and it is very possible that they even become a pair of resentful couples in the end.Not to mention the act of betting one's life on the operating table by giving birth to a child.No matter how she thought about it, Himeko still felt that she didn't want to have children.

In this world without Hisoka, Takemoto Himeko only has love in her plan, and getting married and having children has never been within her range of options.Of course, she couldn't imagine that she would fall in love with such a temperamental lover.

Temperament is not calm, even often jump off.Even if the other party is not as good as imagined after dropping the vest, even I love fighting and killing, and take fighting as fun.Compared with the safety of Rocky Town and Mercury, he prefers the fun of wandering around looking for fruits.

She doesn't know how brave she is, and she doesn't know how liking and loving someone makes her happy, sad, sad and angry willingly.I will not try to believe in the other person more than I believe in myself.

In this world, Takemoto Himeko's life is somewhat static.

Unless it's a friend's invitation, or to visit her sisters on other continents, she is a three-point cycle of school, Mercury's house, and Rocky town house.Even though Himeko sometimes feels that this kind of life is a bit boring, she doesn't have enough motivation and desire to change.

Although sometimes I try hard to make vitality plans for myself, but I am always full of ambition intermittently, and I continue to eat and wait for death.

Even sometimes when she thinks about it, such a quiet and stable life is suitable for her.

She will see sweet couples showing envy, and she will also send the most sincere blessings to friends when they get married and fall in love.Occasionally, when I see other people's children, I think they are quite cute.If you meet a stray animal on the road, you will buy some pet treats at the nearest convenience store.If the small animal is still there when it comes out, then it will feed a few mouthfuls.But because they are worried that stray animals are not clean, they will definitely not touch them.School life is nothing more than teaching, holding meetings, writing reports, and getting along with colleagues is lukewarm. Although few of them have good relationships, it is enough to make her happy that she will not be targeted.

She is obviously a small girl, but she can see her future at a glance.She even thinks this is pretty good, and she won't be so irritable.

Without Hisoka, Himeko in this world feels that she can live a decent life.