Four rooms and one hall diary

The kitchen of 701 is filled with the fragrance of fruit porridge.

Li Yajun: "Put more oranges."

Xiang Huai: "Aren't you afraid of toothache?"

"Play more."

"well……"

"The apples are cut too small."

"...Then cut it bigger next time."

"No bananas."

"well……"

"No lemons."

"well……"

"No tomatoes.

"well……"

"Stop seeing your ex-girlfriend again."

"Okay... eh?"

Xiang Huai's hand that made the porridge paused, then turned to look at Li Yajun.

He hung his head halfway, his eyes were hidden under his bangs, and he could only see the crimson stain on the tips of his ears.

Xiang Huai was silent for about ten seconds, then cleared his throat and said, "How much sugar to add?"

Li Yajun bit his lower lip and didn't say a word, Xiang Huai didn't urge him, his eyes looked at the bubbling bubbles in the pot and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The porridge was almost overflowing, Xiang Huai finally sighed, "Yajun..."

"Wait," Li Yajun pressed his mouth like lightning, "wait a minute... let's talk."

Xiang Huai held his wrist and pulled it a few centimeters away, and gently brushed the hair on his forehead with the other hand: "Why wait? Could it be a few minutes later that the result will be different?"

Li Yajun glanced at him bitterly: "Then add two spoonfuls of sugar."

"...you know I'm not talking about that."

"..."

Looking at the blushing cheeks of the other party, Xiang Huai felt as if he was being hit by something: "Yajun, you have to think about it, is this just admiration for the elders, or..."

"That's enough, if you think it's unacceptable, just take it as..." A trace of embarrassment flashed across Li Yajun's expression, and his eardrums kept ringing.

In fact, even he himself can't tell the difference between his feelings for Xiang Huai - is it his attachment to his elders, his possessive desire for his lover, or both?

He was about to be driven crazy by this incomprehensible thing, if he didn't speak out, he didn't know what he would become...

Everyone expects someone to treat them well, but Li Yajun finally found this person, but he was tortured by him so much that he only missed him when he was sleeping 24 hours a day.

"What should I do? Didn't you hear? Yajun, what you say is not air, and I don't have amnesia." Xiang Huai turned off the fire and sprinkled two spoonfuls of sugar into the porridge and stirred it well, "...if you like it, I will tell you the truth. I won't scold you again."

There was a bang in Li Yajun's head, and his heart was beating like a drum!He stared and tremblingly said: "When did I say I like you?! You are too self-indulgent!"

"Hey, every expression on your face says you like me." Xiang Huai pinched his nose, thinking that you are at your level, how can you hide what's on your mind.

It's not that Xiang Huai never met homosexuals when he was studying abroad.Those were a pair of his classmates, both of whom were high-achieving students. Now they had successful careers and planned to get a marriage certificate. Their lives were happier than many couples of the opposite sex.Isn't that what marriage is all about?Caring and supporting each other, striving for the goals of both parties step by step, whether you want to be long and vigorous, as long as you put in enough efforts, nothing is impossible.

However, the situation in China is different after all, and the pressure that homosexuals bear is several times higher than that in foreign countries.He can be sure that Li Yajun has a certain degree of admiration for him, but between them, must they take that step?

It is true that he loves this younger brother, he can give him everything he can, but he is also afraid from the bottom of his heart that Li Yajun will regret it in the future.

This child has never been loved. If he just regards this attachment as|love, then if there is a girl who is sincerely good to him in the future, will he resent himself for not rejecting him at the most critical moment?

——You can't take a wrong step in matters of relationship, otherwise the result of going on will be riddled with holes.

Xiang Huai scooped up a bowl of fruit porridge silently and handed it to Li Yajun, but the other party didn't pick it up.

He looked over suspiciously, and was surprised to find that Li Yajun's eyes were as red as rabbits, and there was something bright spinning in the eye sockets.

"Yajun?!" He panicked, and immediately put the bowl on his arms and hugged his younger brother, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made fun of you...don't you cry?"

"...Which eye of yours saw me cry." Li Yajun wanted to push him away but found that he couldn't push him away.

In the past, as long as he exerted force on his hand, Xiang Huai would let go automatically, but this time...

"Tsk, let go!"

"If you're not angry, I'll let go."

Li Yajun frowned, his nose became more and more sore.

— that's enough!

"Brother, Teacher Xiang, look clearly, so what if I like you? So what can you do if you know?"—He is not so narcissistic that he thinks that if he confesses, he will definitely get a response, let alone he has no confidence to be with you. Xiang Huai has a smooth journey!

Xiang Huai was not a clumsy person, but the slightly trembling guy in his arms made him unable to say anything.

Yes, what should I say?

He is no longer a young man who only acts on impulse, and he cannot afford to delay Li Yajun's future.

——Not only as a teacher, even as an unrelated elder brother, he shouldn't make promises in a feverish manner.

If Li Yajun sees everyone else with beautiful girls at the class reunion a few years later, but he can only be alone, wouldn't he be envious?Or they can go further, and push back more than ten years, men of the same age around him are laughing and laughing with their families, but he has to face himself, an old man, every day in secret...

Thinking of this, Xiang Huai felt uneasy.

Now he still has the confidence to make Li Yajun happy, but what about ten years later?

Now Li Yajun is only a freshman, there are still many things he has never seen, many people he has never met, maybe he doesn't understand what true love is at all, should he suggest him... to find a girl and try to date?

As soon as this thought flashed in his mind, Xiang Huai felt as if he had been stabbed.

...No, that would be too cruel.

Xiang Huai has always been serious about relationships, he will not talk about a relationship without a future, which is why he has been single since breaking up with his ex-girlfriend.

At first he couldn't forget her, and then she gradually faded in his mind, but he was used to single life.

"Yajun, what's the matter, let's talk after you finish your porridge, okay?"

This attitude is clearly evasion.Xiang Huai smiled wryly—it turned out that pushing Li Yajun away was far more difficult than he imagined.

Li Yajun muffled: "I have no appetite."

"...Then what do you want to eat, I'll make it again."

"I don't want to eat, I'm going to sleep, you... you want to sleep on the sofa or go home, you can do it yourself." - In this case, they naturally can't squeeze the same bed.

Xiang Huai looked at his back blankly, trying to resist the urge to stop him.

His fingers slowly curled and clenched, and the palm of his hand ached from the force.

Li Yajun's footsteps were slower than usual, but he walked into the room without seeing any reaction from the other party.

He twitched the corner of his mouth mockingly, and slammed the door hard.

—Maybe, they should all think about it.

Think about whether there is still time to kill this kind of emotion that shouldn't have arisen.

rumbling...

The motorcycle parked steadily downstairs, San'er took off his helmet and turned off the engine, turned back to Fang Yi and said, "It's strange, I haven't been back for more than two days, it feels like two months."

Fang Yitong pressed the elevator button: "...Well, maybe it's because you have feelings for this place?"

"Tsk, I haven't had this kind of feeling in my house for more than ten years."

Fang Yitong blushed.

It's rare for him to be narcissistic - San'er misses this place, is it because there is a common space for them?

At this moment, San'er scratched his hair and stammered as if he could see through his thoughts: "Ah, it's probably because of you..."

Fang Yitong raised his eyes and looked at him, with surprise that he couldn't hide.

Seeing that expression made San'er feel turbulent again. If it wasn't for the cameras in the elevator, he might have kissed him on the spot.

——Forget it, anyway, I will be home soon, and I can do some things later.

The two came to the door of 701 and were about to take out the keys, but the door opened from the inside.

Seeing Li Jianzhong and Fang Yi holding hands, Xiang Huai was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "I'm back."

"Hey, where's Yajun?"

"he slept."

Fang Yitong asked suspiciously: "It's so late, where is Teacher Xiang going?"

"I - go home, I have something to do at home," Xiang Huai hurried out to leave a place for them, "Hurry up and go in, it's cold outside."

After he left, Fang Yitong asked in surprise: "Doesn't Teacher Xiang live alone? What can I do?"

"Never mind him." San'er turned around and pressed Fang Yitong against the wall, covering his head and face with kisses. At first Fang Yitong was taken aback, but later he couldn't match his desire for a lover, so he took the initiative to wrap his arms around San'er's. The waist responds to the other party.

This action undoubtedly pleased San'er a lot. He excitedly dragged Fang Yitong into the bedroom, locked the door with his backhand, and immediately pressed Fang Yitong down on the soft mattress like a hungry tiger.

The two hugged each other tightly, rubbing each other's fabrics at the same time, first they were thick coats, then T-shirts, trousers... After taking off their clothes, they couldn't wait to fit each other's skin and skin again. lips.

San'er keenly noticed that Fang Yitong seemed to be very enthusiastic tonight, he stroked his hair and asked in a hoarse voice, "Last time you called me and said you missed me very much."

"……Well."

"How much do you think?" San'er asked enthusiastically.

"I really want to." Fang Yitong hooked his neck, raised his head and kissed him on the lips.

This action, which was tantamount to lighting a fire, instantly burned out the rationality in Li Laosan's mind. He stroked his naked body with heat all over his body, "I didn't make it to the end last time, and I want to make it up this time."

"Eh? Last time, you didn't use your hands..." Fang Yitong was embarrassed to continue after halfway through speaking, blushing and afraid to look into the other person's eyes.

San'er was dumbfounded for two seconds, and said in disbelief, "You don't think that's the whole set, do you?"

Fang Yitong didn't answer, but his eyes completely betrayed the pure quality of his master.

San'er sighed and lowered his head to whisper in his ear for a while, Fang Yitong opened his mouth wide in astonishment: "...Why is this?"

"……That's it."

The imaginary scene made Fang Yitong's ears feel hot. He tremblingly recalled the size of San'er somewhere, and swallowed a mouthful of saliva in horror.

The obvious fear of the people under him immediately softened Li Laosan's heart, and he planted a series of thin and dense kisses on Fang Yitong's cheeks, lips, and neck, "Don't be afraid, I heard... very... very comfortable ..."

Fang Yitong closed his eyes to escape reality.

How can it be comfortable?It's just... torture...

Besides, how reliable are the things I heard?He still believes in men and women, but men and men, that place... no matter how you think about it, it's impossible...

But he also understands that this kind of thing will happen sooner or later, San'er's current situation is obviously impossible to endure, not to mention that he can't bear the other party's hard work at all.

The lover's slightly relaxed expression made San'er happy: "I promise I will be very careful! If you feel uncomfortable... just, just bite me! Shoulder, arm, bite anywhere!"

Fang Yitong took a breath, with a sense of righteousness: "Okay..."

When the first finger went in, it didn't hurt very much, but there was an uncomfortable foreign body sensation. Fang Yitong slightly twisted his waist, and then he heard San'er gasp.

"You... don't move." He said with great difficulty.

"Okay, I won't move..."

When the second finger went in, Fang Yitong was already sweating from the pain on his forehead.

It's really hard, why is it like this...

The people below are extremely uncomfortable, but the people above are no better than him.

San'er had no experience, so he didn't know what to do other than comfort the desire in front of him with his hands. When he was anxious, he couldn't help but use some force, and his fingers slipped in again.

Fang Yitong took a deep breath with his mouth open, San'er couldn't help but said, "Bite me!"

"No, no need..."

"Hey, you're welcome!"

"I'm not being polite...uh! Uh..." For some reason, Fang Yitong's body suddenly bounced slightly, and then his face was covered with a particularly attractive crimson, which spread to the neck below his neck. place.

San'er was stunned for a while, then carefully touched the place just now.

Fang Yitong let out a gasp, opened his eyes and pushed him panickedly: "Don't touch..."

Of course San'er wouldn't do as he said, instead he kneaded and scraped more and more.Fang Yitong only felt a strong numbness at the tailbone, and he was so startled that he pushed his knee up, which happened to hit San'er's...a certain place.

"...Hiss!" San'er frowned—this time the force was not strong, but he was on the verge of an arrow right now, so how could he be so prodded?

Fang Yitong rubbed it with his hands in a panic: "Sorry..." After rubbing it twice, he realized that the situation was getting worse, so he shyly withdrew his hand.

As soon as he retreated, San'er grabbed him and panted, "Don't hide, you continue..."

Fang Yitong closed his eyes tightly, feeling his hand being pulled by him to cover a hot and hard object, he didn't dare to neglect, gritted his teeth and rubbed it gently.

A drop of hot sweat slid down San'er's strong chest and landed on Fang Yitong's arm. At the same time, the constantly moving fingers in his body had been precisely scraping and pressing on a certain point one after another.Fang Yitong's breathing became louder and louder, and the desire under his body gradually raised his head. His waist suddenly softened, and his hands squeezed hard, and San'er immediately let out a low growl.

He quickly pulled out his fingers, opened the drawer beside the bed and took out a small gadget, tore open the package and put the contents on the soldiers who were about to go to the battlefield, then kissed Fang Yitong's mouth, lifted his waist and eased himself Slowly push it in.

"Uh...um...!" Fang Yitong opened his eyes wide in shock, and the intense pain spread along with the other party. His fingers sank deep into San'er's back, and the tingling sensation was even more arousing. It revealed the violent factor in San'er's heart.

He said over and over again that impulse is the devil, for fear of hurting his lover.

San'er lowered his head to look at Fang Yitong, and found that he was really in pain... The flush on his face faded to paleness in an instant, big drops of cold sweat rolled down his forehead, and his body couldn't stop shaking, always The gentle expression is also slightly distorted like a dying patient at this moment.

He didn't dare to push any further, and stopped halfway in panic, pressing Yitong's lower abdomen with his big hand and gently rubbing it, while the other hand continued to walk around his chest and waist, and finally came to rub against the top of his desire in a weak state stand up.

After the intense pain dissipated a lot, Fang Yitong was finally able to take a deep breath. He leaned his neck up to relax as much as possible, and tried to convince himself not to be afraid—this is the lover he decided to stay with each other, and they are doing normal things between lovers. Things...don't be afraid...relax...

His efforts quickly paid off, and after a while, he felt a strange numbness coming from the place where his body joined. Although it was a bit strange, it was not uncomfortable.Fang Yitong supported San'er's shoulder, and said in a low voice, "I'm ready...you, you move..."

The scene that followed was a bit terrifying. San'er immediately moved like a wild beast after hearing these words, and the strong waist strength he had trained for a long time knocked the people under him so hard that he couldn't even breathe smoothly.Fang Yi put his arms around his neck as if drowning, their ears and temples rubbed against each other with intense movements, the temperature of the place where the skin touched was getting higher and higher, and it was almost possible to feel a layer of scalding water vapor covering the whole body...

"Hmm... Take it easy..." Fang Yitong spit out this sentence with all his strength, and then San'er really slowed down, but it brought another kind of long torture.

"...what's wrong?" he asked panting.

Fang Yitong frowned, and looked at him with wet eyes as if his soul had been sucked out. San'er's self-control was not at the level of a saint, so he couldn't help speeding up again on impulse.

"Woo..." Fang Yitong's body convulsed suddenly, and he grabbed his back tremblingly, and the pleasure exploded in his body like a torrent of pleasure.

San'er gritted her teeth and snorted, hugging him tightly.

After calming down, the two sneaked to take a shower.

Fang Yitong was a little embarrassed, so he blushed and turned his back to rub his hair, and San'er turned to him dissatisfied: "Why are you ashamed?"

"Hmm..." The other party's lips pressed against each other.

This time they parted with just a light kiss, and San'er supported him back, letting him lean against her chest, and then rubbed his hair carefully.

In this extremely gentle movement, Fang Yitong felt as if he had forgotten something...

Forget it, let's talk about it tomorrow, I don't have the energy to think about it now...

He yawned and narrowed his eyes, gradually sinking into sleep.