Four rooms and one hall diary

Fang Yizhi received a call from his brother early in the morning. To be honest, he was a little bit cowardly - it was only a momentary fever to expose his brother's affair with men at home. After that, he began to worry about whether Li Jianzhong, who seemed not to be trifled with, would Take revenge on yourself.The strange thing is that today my brother's tone sounded very plain, saying that he wanted to ask him to have a meal with Dad, and he kindly sent the address as a text message, which really made Fang Yizhi feel nervous for a while.

After thinking about it, he finally gritted his teeth and boarded the bus to the hotel.

At this time Fang Yitong was already sitting in the box with his father.The truth came to light, it turned out that Tang Yue was not his son's boyfriend, but had someone else - Li Jianzhong who carried him down the mountain and went to the city to see a doctor last time!

Fang's father was in a daze for a long time after he found out about this matter - no wonder, if it weren't for the relationship between these two boys, how could anyone be willing to come all the way to help for no reason other than relatives?Recalling the boy's appearance, he was upright and handsome, tall and strong, and he looked more upright than Tang Yue!I really don't understand how these young people, who are obviously in good condition, are not looking for good girls all over the world, but they are interested in his son who is as good as a fake - if his son is more feminine and beautiful, he would still I can understand, but Fang Yitong has a face that can't be seen if thrown into the crowd!Although these days seem to have become a lot more attractive, a man is a man, and Father Fang, who is also a man, still can't figure out why his son is so attractive?

In fact, his son's partner was someone of the same age, so Father Fang felt a little relieved.After all, those people in the society are old fritters. If the negotiation fails, will it not be his stupid son who suffers in the end?He felt that the young man Li Jianzhong was quite honest and reliable. Although he couldn't have children, as Tang Yue said, didn't he still have a second child in his family, so he didn't have to worry about not being able to hold a grandson...

Fang Yitong gritted his teeth and sighed helplessly when he saw his father. He was probably calm on the surface, but he was still very conflicted in his heart—well, it would be too embarrassing for a father to immediately accept the fact that his child is gay.

He poured a cup of hot tea and handed it over, smiling gently: "Dad, he will be here soon, don't worry, drink some water first."

"What am I in a hurry for? What's my hurry?" Father Fang took two sips from his teacup, and said in a muffled voice, "I just can't figure it out. Women are not as good as men. Look at the little girl my second brother is looking for." , isn’t it pretty good?”

"... It's not impossible to talk about love, but it's better for him to focus on studying now."

"The second child is not young anymore. The son of Lao Zhao, the head of the village, just married his wife at the end of the year and built a new house! My mother and I were anxious to see it. I was worried that our family would not be able to get anything after the second child got married. Come out, which girl is willing to marry him? It's good now, you are promising..."

Fang Yitong looked at his father's reassuring appearance, and finally couldn't hold back the words that he had replayed countless times in his heart, and said without hesitation: "Dad, I can't cover Ermao for a lifetime, have you forgotten? We are twins, and I don't live a few years longer than him, he can't find a wife based on what I have, he walks his own way, you are a sensible person, think about it."

Father Fang stared at Yitong dumbfounded - this was the first time that the eldest son refuted him on the issue of his younger brother!

Fang Yitong continued: "We don't need to spoil him. After graduation, looking for a job and buying a house, there is still a lot to do. He can't do it himself. I'm just his brother, nothing else. I don't have the obligation to help my wife. He married in, right?"

Father Fang thought for a while, and found that what his son said was reasonable, he was completely unable to refute, so he subconsciously responded: "Yes..."

"Our family's conditions are not good. Since he envies the people in the city to live a good life, he has to rely on himself to earn... As far as I know, he has been addicted to online games for a while since he went to college, and his final exam results this time are not particularly satisfactory. , Dad, you should change your views on Ermao." ——Fang Yitong's words are really not provocative, but his younger brother's situation has obviously developed in an abnormal direction, and he is purely out of respect for his relatives If you care, you will not hesitate to violate your father's bottom line.

The younger brother has been the pride of the family since he was a child. He is smart and has excellent grades. At that time, the children in the village were not very enthusiastic about studying, but Fang's second child was far ahead with his unique advantages. When other parents saw him, they would say enviously: Look at that Children are more promising!

In fact, sometimes the phoenix in a small place is just a pheasant in the eyes of others, but Fang's parents don't care about so much. They are just farmers facing the loess and their backs to the sky. It's just that I don't know much, and I thought that my second boy was capable, and I provided him with all the delicious and useful things. Now that I think about it, I really neglected the hard-working boss...

After Fang's father was shocked, he felt guilty again.

In fact, as early as Fang Yitong stepped on the muddy mountain road to pick him up for treatment, he began to reflect.Looking at the frail figure of the eldest son, the fathers are not completely unfeeling or touched, but they are also to blame for their long-term partiality. They have long been used to ordering the eldest son to do this and that, but they love the younger son in every way... Thinking about it, it is true ashamed.

Father Fang was silent for a long time, then suddenly lowered his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Yitong, your mother and I have been sorry for you all these years."

Fang Yitong's eyes widened suddenly, as if he didn't understand his father's words, he froze.

His lips trembled, and the unfair treatment he had suffered for many years reappeared in his mind like a lantern—it was not without grievances, and it was not without resentment, but he kept telling himself not to show it willfully.Looking at the regretful and aging father in front of him, the resentment in Fang Yitong's heart suddenly ebbed away, and he slowly smiled: "Dad, I am also your son, right?"

"Of course, of course!" Fang's father nodded like pecking at rice, "Dad lived to this age, only to realize...you are the most sensible."

The atmosphere between the father and son finally eased up. At this moment, a tall and handsome young man pushed the door and walked in. He was tall and straight, with a smile on his face, holding a good cigarette and wine in his hand. He had just met him , I called out enthusiastically: "Dad!"

Father Fang was suddenly called out like this, and his mind was lost - this Li Jianzhong hadn't seen him for a while, and he seemed more mature, with an indescribable demeanor in his gestures and gestures.

He replied with some hesitation: "Hey, hey... sit down quickly, sit down."

San'er sat down unceremoniously, and the two of them sandwiched Father Fang between one left and one right.As soon as Fang Yitong signaled to the waiter, he saw an assortment of good dishes pouring in and putting them on the table one by one.Father Fang has never seen this battle before, his eyes are straight. Although San'er is not a eloquent person, he also knows what to say to please the elders. After three rounds of drinking and boisterously, Fang Yizhi also entered the door poking his head .

There was a moment of silence.San'er looked at him with unfriendly eyes, Fang Yizhi shuddered, and carefully sat next to his brother.

Fang Yitong coughed and said flatly, "Er Mao, it's cold, and you're wearing too thin."

Although Fang Yizhi has always hated being called Ermao by his brother, but at this moment he found that he dare not refute Fang Yitong—the mediocre and cowardly feeling in his brother disappeared at some point, and was replaced by a peaceful but unquestionable feeling. aura.

Father Fang glanced at his second son: "Yes, I have to take care of my own body, don't always let your brother worry about it for you."

Fang Yizhi looked at his father in astonishment, his face changed several colors, and then he reluctantly let out a "huh" under the inexplicable pressure.

"Okay, Ermao, let's eat the vegetables first." Fang Yitong smiled and picked up a chicken wing for him, "You have studied hard, so make up for it."

Fang Yizhi was so embarrassed that he didn't know how to move his hands and feet—he barely passed the exam this time...

"You're welcome, Ermao," San'er Shi Shiran poured him a glass of white wine, "You have to take the postgraduate entrance examination after graduation, so don't relax."

Father Fang looked at his son and son-in-law satisfied - yes, sensible enough!Enough thinking and aspirations!

Fang Yizhi couldn't help but regret that he came to the banquet today. He originally planned to watch Fang Yitong's jokes, but who knew that in the end the meal turned into three people teaching him collectively. He wanted to say something several times, but was rejected San'er stared at him inadvertently, as if he had been immobilized, his tongue became knotted and he couldn't utter a word, so he had to swallow the food.

Good brother Fang Yi said: "Er Mao, eat slowly."

The good sister-in-law Li Jianzhong said: "Ermao, no one will grab you, we all have enough to eat, don't worry."

Even Father Fang also participated: "Ermao, don't act like you haven't eaten in eight lifetimes! When did the family treat you badly!"

Fang Yizhi had a mouthful of food stuck in his throat, and beat his chest for a long time before swallowing it. He looked at the three of them with grief and indignation, took two mouthfuls of soup, and said sullenly, "I'm full."

"Are you full?" Fang Yitong wiped his mouth with a fragrant and warm wet towel, "—then listen to my brother."

Fang Yitong was rarely so serious, and even San'er pricked up his ears in surprise, wanting to hear what he was going to say.

Seeing his lover carefully sized up his younger brother many times, he sighed softly and opened his mouth.

"Yizhi, I've been in L city for so long, it's not that I haven't seen twin brothers."

Fang Yitong's eyes floated into the air, a little dazed, as if he was recalling something: "...at least the twins I saw had no difference in food, clothing, and treatment. Sometimes I feel that I'm too used to you It's just a little bit earlier than you, why should I pamper you like an elder?"

The first time he heard his brother express dissatisfaction with him, Fang Yizhi's heart was shocked. His first reaction was not anger, but bewilderment.

Yes, just as you think that someone will always face you with a smile, and you also take it for granted that no matter how much you hurt him, he will never leave.But one day, this person suddenly said that I don't want to do it anymore, let's get together and break up-this feeling, like being suddenly abandoned, made people wonder what to do for a while.

"If you are diligent and motivated, know what you want, and will work hard for what you want, then even if I support you unconditionally, I will not refuse, but you are disappointing me by doing the facts."

Fang Yitong paused, and then said: "You can put on a good face to your classmates and friends, but I am the one who pays the most for you besides your parents. Treat my brother with that attitude again and again?"

There was a moment of silence.Father Fang looked at his two sons with a thoughtful expression.

Having said all this, Fang Yitong felt that there was no need to continue.He shook his head, formally expressing his decision: "——Yizhi, I won't give you anything in the future, you have your own way, go ahead with your own efforts."

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During the dinner, San'er drank a lot of wine. Although he was not drunk, Fang Yitong said that driving after drinking is not safe, so the two of them took a rare and leisurely walk along the street.

There are still a few days until New Year's Eve.There are a lot of people buying new year's goods recently, and the street is full of traffic. When the two came to a place, Fang Yitong suddenly stopped and looked to the right.

"What's wrong?" San'er asked in surprise.

Fang Yitong pointed: "Do you remember the square over there?"

San'er was slightly taken aback, then smiled and said, "...Of course."

——That was the place where Yitong participated in the finals. He still remembers that on the way back, he drove a broken motorcycle at high speed, and Yitong hugged his back tightly and silently counted down 300 times.

They were not lovers at that time, but they already had an inexplicable bond.

Some people, some things, are really destined by God.

Fang Yitong turned his head and saw his lover showing an exceptionally happy smile under the blue sky.

His heartbeat suddenly became faster, and his face also became hot.

"Drink too much? Your face is so red." San'er lowered his head and touched him, his eyes lingering on his expression.

"No, I just feel..." Fang Yitong shook his head, hooked San'er's collar and pulled his head tighter. Thinking of what he was about to say, his brain boiled even more violently.

The three soft and delicate words slipped into San'er's ears accompanied by warm breath.

——I wanted to say it a long time ago.

I have been embarrassed to speak, and have not found a suitable opportunity.

And now he finally felt that he could put some weight in this sentence.

The three words that are used to be vulgar but eternal classics represent his truest mood at the moment.

"……I love you."