storytelling
Chapter 40
"Jin... Yu..." The Adam's apple under the fingers rolled, and the gentle voice that only belonged to Liu Qing came out from under Jin Yu's gradually tightening fingers.
Almost at the same moment, Jinyu's rounded pupils shrank suddenly.Liu Li, who was looking at him outside the window, also slowly raised one corner of his mouth at that moment, and gave Jinyu a contemptuous glance with a half-smile.
"You don't even dare to kill a chicken, would you be willing to kill him? Heh!" Seeing Jinyu's fingers leaving Liu Qing's neck, Gong Cheng laughed wickedly and heartlessly.
After Jinyu withdrew her hand, she clenched her fist into a fist, beat her painful head continuously, pulled her hair, and slowly sat down on the floor where Liu Qing lay before she collapsed, leaning her back against the edge of the bed, crying with her head in her arms.In addition to grief, anger, entanglement, and powerlessness, the expression on his face is more helpless...
Liu Li stood in the courtyard where the peach blossoms were in full bloom, his gaze penetrated the curtained window lattice of Liu Qing's room, and he happened to be able to see the sleeper in Liu Qing's room, facing the window.
Liu Qing was lying on the couch, unable to move, and his whole body was filled with a sense of death.
Jinyu grabbed her messy hair with both hands, put her elbows on her knees, and sat on the ground with her head down, tears flowed down the bridge of her delicate nose to her tightly pressed lips, her forehead was red from crying too much, but her forehead was bruised , a look that would collapse at any moment.
Liu Li's fierce eyes just now gradually turned into a complex and evasive look among the peach petals flying outside the window.He quickly glanced away, blinked his eyelids, and left the small garden where Liu Qing lived without looking back.
Jinyu sat paralyzed on the floor beside the bed, her limbs were weak and her mind was confused.Confused heart, is extremely at a loss.
Everything I could think of was done.
I have been beaten, I have been beaten, I have been burned; demon mirrors, ghost talismans, poisons... I have tried all the methods to deal with ghosts and ghosts... I am born to be unlucky, why is Liu Qing also a monster?
What I have always liked... Is it still there?Or... is it a human or a ghost?
"Jinyu..." Liu Qing called softly from the bed.
Jinyu was very excited, and immediately turned her head and yelled at the bed, "Don't call me! I'm so annoyed now! I don't even know what you are?"
"I'm... Liu Qing..." The voice on the bed was intermittent, and it was very difficult to finish a sentence.
Hearing this, Jinyu suddenly stopped crying, got up quickly, knelt down to the edge of the bed, and tentatively looked at Liu Qing, "Are you really Liu Qing? Then why... I saw your hand before... Your hands became like that?"
Liu Qing slowly turned his face to the side, seeing Jin Yu's eyes that were red and swollen from crying, a line of tears could not help falling from the corner of his eyes.
"Our Liu family owes you. Jinyu, Brother Yu can only repay you in the next life for the kindness you have shown Brother Yu these years. Brother Yu's fate has come, and he will not live long. The tree demon whose soul is entangled with me will also I was dragged to the underworld together. In the past, every time I wanted to tell you the truth, that monster would definitely use its power to trap me in my body and replace it. I can only watch you... and the fox demon who killed my brother ...It's useless for me to drag you down. Jin Yu, that evildoer who turned into Liu Li will not let the tree demon be killed by me. He has poured the souls of two other people into my body one after another over the years, Use them to wrap the tree demon in order to protect its essence. Unfortunately, my body is too weak to bear the squeeze of so many souls in my body. The two wandering souls and myself, as well as the tree demon, are gradually exhausted. In order to keep their respective consciousnesses, they had to be twisted together. It is impossible to separate now. This is also the reason why my temperament has changed drastically in recent years. Jinyu, if this continues, I'm afraid I will hurt you in the future. You'd better run away quickly. My younger brother is gone. The Liu family...at least one of them will be left..."
Hearing Liu Qing's words from the bottom of his heart, Jinyu was inexplicably moved, but also heartbroken.Some fragments of the past, slowly integrated together, and then suddenly realized.
"I won't leave you alone and run away."
Jinyu sucked in his nasal cavity.The eyes are full of crystal.Clearly with a pitiful and fragile appearance, the words he uttered were calm, but there was an extraordinarily determined taste in his tone.
Just waiting for this moment, Jinyu seems to have spent a whole lifetime.Although there were still tears on his face, the tenderness in his eyes moved the corners of his mouth to a smile.
"Liu Qing, I like you."
For a long time, this secret that has been kept in the deepest part of Jin Yu's heart, I hope to find a suitable time to tell him completely.
But when Jinyu finally had the courage to face this taboo and vain feeling, Liu Qing's temperament was no longer under control.
Jinyu's wishes have always been small.Liu Li even mocked his "humble dream" in a disdainful tone more than once.
But Jinyu knows what she wants, and she always believes that as long as she persists, her wish will come true one day.
Now, he finally waited for this day.
Even if Liu Qing's life has returned to light...
However, at any rate, he was sober.
And this was a scene that Jinyu had imagined countless times in his mind. When the reality came, it was more perfect and complete than any imagination.
Liu Qing only showed a slight expression of astonishment at the moment when he heard it, and soon spread out a gentle smile that could not be dispelled, looking at Jinyu, there was not only pity, but also deep feelings, no matter how he showed it, it was infinite. Endless affection.
"Brother Yu knows... Brother Yu has always... been... very guilty..."
With his fingers on the outside of the bed, he almost groped for the back of Jinyu's hand on the edge of the bed, first touched it lightly, then slowly covered it, and then grasped it tightly.The strength was so great that his entire palm was trembling, as if at this moment alone, he had exhausted all his life's strength, just to prove something to the other party at the last moment on the verge of death.
Jinyu looked back at his tear-stained eyes, the two of them looked at each other speechlessly, as if they no longer needed words, but they understood everything the other wanted to say just because of their spiritual friendship.The fingertips that were intertwined gradually turned white.
Liu Qing seemed to have exhausted his last ounce of strength, fixedly looking at Jinyu, as if he wanted to carve his appearance into his soul.
"In the next life...the next life... I am destined to be with you for three lives. If I go back, I will be struck by lightning from the sky, and my soul will be scattered, and I will never be reborn forever."
After finishing the sentence, Liu Qing closed her eyes and lost consciousness.Jinyu held his hand tightly, knelt before the collapse, weeping uncontrollably.
After an unknown amount of time, Jin Yu suddenly felt a chill in his palm, and the hand in his palm was suddenly pulled away violently.
Jinyu was startled, subconsciously raised her head to look for it, trying to hold on to this rare and precious tenderness throughout her life, but she was slapped in the face.Jinyu's eyes blurred, she covered her side face, and fell to the ground. Looking back, she saw Liu Qing sitting on the bed alive and well, rubbing her wrists with cold eyes and disgust, and said with contempt for Jinyu who was lying on the ground:
"Rough skin and thick flesh, it hurts my hands. Why? You still feel wronged? Who allows you to take advantage of me while I'm asleep? You deserve to be beaten. Repeated teaching and repeated offenses. I see You look smart, but you are so stupid? Why are you the only one here? Where is Liu Li?"
Seeing this, Jinyu knew that he had changed his temper again, so he got up from the ground silently, ignoring his vicious remarks.
With a 'creak' sound, the door was pushed open.
Liu Li walked in with a tray full of food, and when he reached the round table, it fell down heavily with a bang. He first glanced at Liu Qing who was on the bed, and then at Jin Yu who was shivering and staring at him timidly. , frowned, and said to Jinyu angrily:
"Eat obediently. After eating, feed him the medicine. You won't ask the young master to serve you, will you? Serving you the meal is already doing you a good job. Don't be unreasonable." As he spoke, he lifted his hem and sat down on Liu Before clearing the bed, he stroked Liu Qing's messy long hair while sleeping.
Liu Qing seemed to be very happy, and plunged into Liu Li's arms, looking at him with innocent eyes and smiling like a child, but the smile was a little silly.
Liu Qing sucked her finger and asked Liu Li:
"What story did the Taifu tell me today?"
Liu Li patted his head, smiled and said, "You are not obedient. I won't tell you a story today."
Liu Qing pursed his lips when he heard the words, "Woooo" started to cry, and coquettishly rubbed his legs on the bed, "Teacher, I will listen to you from now on. Just tell me one."
Liu Li smiled bitterly, "As long as you take good care of Qingqing. Wrap it outside so that it doesn't get hurt. I'll tell you a story every day."
Liu Qing blinked, looked at him innocently and said, "Who is Qingqing? Do I know him?"
"You know it, you don't know it. Qingqing is my lover. If it dies, I will be very sad."
Liu Qing shook his head half-understood, "I don't want Taifu to be sad. If Taifu is sad, I will be sad too."
Jinyu, who had been on the sidelines for a long time, was terrified. Looking at the steaming food on the tray on the table, she just wanted to feel sick.Hearing up to this point, he still couldn't help muttering: "Beast!" But Liu Li heard it immediately.
At this time, Liu Qing gradually lost his energy because of the fuss just now, and fell into Liu Li's arms, lost consciousness, and fell asleep again.
Liu Li then turned his cold and heartless eyes towards Jin Yu who was at the round table, "What did you just say?"
"I said you are a 'beast'! Just because others like you, use others to death!"
Jinyu has seen and heard everything these days, and now she doesn't feel that there is anything to scare her, so she calmly speaks out what is in her heart.
The strange thing was that Liu Li was not angry, he put Liu Qing away slowly, covered him with a thin quilt, got up and walked towards Jinyu.
Jinyu has been trying to convince herself that she is not afraid, but deep down, there is still a shadow of fear towards Liu Li.Seeing him coming now, the foot under the table couldn't help taking a step back, and cursed himself inwardly.
Liu Li smiled, walked across to Jinyu, and sat on the stool in front of the round table, "Do you think you're really useless?"
Jinyu was taken aback for a moment, then raised her head and looked towards the opposite side.
Liu Li said again, "Are you thinking again now: why can I know your thoughts?"
Jinyu's figure shook, and the hands in the armholes began to tremble uncontrollably, but her face was pretending to be calm.
"Did you play a trick on me?"
"Hahaha, ridiculous. Do you know what 'Gu' is? Have you seen 'Gu' before?"
Jinyu had never seen it before, and he was confused and couldn't find the reason why he guessed his mind, so he frowned in confusion.
Liu Li glanced at him and snorted a few times, his eyes were contemptuous, as if looking at an ignorant kid who kept trying to make something happen.
"It seems to be listening to someone's story again."
Jinyu's cheeks flushed suddenly, she was very annoyed and helpless.Liu Li, an opponent, can always accurately grasp his own braids when he is most embarrassed, so that he will suddenly be short of breath just before he is ready to face the battle.
Liu Lidao, "I have lived many times longer than you. Seeing through you, a little brat, do I still need to use Gu? You can figure it out."
When Jinyu heard this, there was also a trace of grief and anger in his heart. He secretly clenched his cuffs and suppressed his anger, "Since you are so powerful, why bother to make things difficult for the younger generations of our Liu family? Liu Li has already been killed by you, and Liu Qing is now ...What exactly do you want? Or do you have to make troubles until the Liu family is ruined before giving up? What did we owe you in our previous life?"
"Some things are long stories, one or two sentences, and I can't explain clearly. Don't you know what I want from the beginning? Why are you pretending to be stupid now?"
Jinyu jumped up from the stool with a 'huh', grabbed the neckline, and roared at Liu Li who was opposite:
"I don't know! How should I know? What do you want? When did you say so?"
"I want you……"
"what?"
"Love me."
For a while, the house was silent.
At some point, Jinyu stopped crying, but at the same time forgot to breathe.The dark and misty pupils contracted and expanded, and Liu Li, who was looking directly at him with firm and deeply lonely eyes, suddenly fell back on the stool.
"why?"
"Because Qingqing likes your appearance."
Jinyu finally digested this sentence, and said in confusion, "Because you are jealous? I like Liu Qing, not your lover."
Liu Li snorted, "Now that things have happened, can you still tell who is him? Even I can't tell. You, a brat in your early fourteens, can tell the truth from the fake?"
"Just because of this... you poisoned me and forced me to do that with you all the time?" Jinyu seemed to be remembering some unbearable past, her fingers on the lapel were white and trembling, " Even if your body is taken over by you, I won’t like you! You should die as soon as possible! Besides, what’s the use of doing these things? It’s just asking for shame! You obviously have someone you like in your heart, but why don’t you Sowing seeds with mercy everywhere, do you consider yourself a lover?"
Liu Li stood up, left the round table, stopped looking at Jinyu, and faced the window, smiling wryly with his hands behind his back.
"Hehe, do you really think I'm a flirt? When I was flirtatious, you didn't know where I was? Whether it was a magnificent beauty or a high-ranking civil servant or military general. What kind of person did I not see?" But every time I get it, I lose it again. Because after they get me, they are not satisfied and always want to have more. People’s insatiable greed makes me chill. Only Qingqing, I depend on him for life For many years, he never asked me for anything. Now, I only have it as a concern. This time, it's not like before, I can't afford to lose."
Jinyu was flustered when he heard it, subconsciously understood something, but he didn't want to delve into it, and always wanted to escape.But Liu Li didn't give him this chance. At this point, he suddenly turned his head, looked directly at Jinyu and said:
"The first time Qingqing saw you go under the tree, she fell in love with your appearance. In order to please you, she entered Liu Qing's body and forcibly delayed Liu Qing's life, which was already dead, by ten years. But its 2000-year morality has been greatly reduced because of this, and it cannot withstand the third change of body. You don’t want to deny the 20-year lifespan you made a wish under the tree, right?”
"You... what do you mean?" Jinyu's limbs were cold, like a basin of cold water poured over her head.
Liu Li walked towards him, came up to him, put his lips close to Jinyu's neck, and whispered something in Jinyu's ear.
Jinyu's eyes, which had been wide open for a long time, opened even wider now, as if the eyeballs were about to pop out.Two moist teardrops burst out of the eyes, flowing down the smooth and tender skin of the cheeks.
But Liu Li stood up straight, and said indifferently, "Think carefully. This is not only to save Qingqing. For Liu Qing, and your mother, you have done your best. Everything must be sacrificed. To love is to know how to give. " Seeing the dull expression on Jinyu's face, he squeezed Jinyu's chin again, and smiled playfully, "Besides, it's not so difficult to like this young master, right? Anyway, I'm in Yangzhou, so I'm one of the best romantic figure."
Jinyu let him caress her cheeks, play with her earlobes, pat the top of her head, and left Liu Qing's room.
Jinyu couldn't support the weight of her body anymore, her legs gave way and she fell to the ground.
Trance eyes, blurred by tears.Dejected, fingers gradually bent on the cold ground, looking at the green brick between his hands, drop by drop, wet with many small round marks.With a swollen head, there is no clue or countermeasure.
Some of the conversations that the two of them had never paid attention to in the past, all of them emerged in Jinyu's mind at this moment.
"You don't want to go with me, do you still want to talk about this tree hole later?"
"This tree, to say the least, has been here for thousands of years. There have been several dynasties and generations in the world, and many emperors have died, but it hasn't withered yet..."
"But when I was a child, I heard from an old servant at home that there was a white vixen living in this tree. If anyone liked it, she would become a beauty, find her, and do the husband and wife thing. When someone likes it, it can suck it. Take away the three souls and six souls of that person for cultivation. Those who can be sucked away by it will only be left with a walking corpse; or become a living dead who will never wake up. You always say to the talking tree hole Maybe it's the old den of the fox spirit. Are you afraid that it will find you after hearing too much?"
find...hehehehe...
In fact, it's already by your side, right?
While crying, Jinyu laughed at herself.
Jinyu will never forget the heavy rain that night.Dragging his broken body, hiding outside the window sill of Liu Qing's bedroom, he overheard the conversation between Nightingale and Liu Li's bed in the house, and now it reverberates vividly in his ears.
"How many times have I hugged you?"
"Co-authoring this time, it's time for nine times, young master."
"do you love me?"
"Hee hee, of course I like it. I like the young master very much."
nine times...
Should it be called taking away the 'three souls and six souls'?
"Jinyu, do you like me?"
"Jinyu, do you really like me?"
"Fuck! Damn bitch! I killed you! I fucked you 56 times during this time! If you liked me at all, you shouldn't be alive!!"
"I heard that Nightingale has a strange disease, and she can't wake up no matter how much she wakes up. The third young master is so ruthless! He didn't even invite a doctor, and anyway, Nightingale and him are considered husband and wife, but they are actually rolled up on straw mats. Throw it out. Tsk tsk tsk...I can't tell you clearly about the big family's affairs!"
Liu Qing, who was still sleeping on the bed, suddenly sat up again, hooked his orchid fingers, lifted the mosquito net, looked into the room, saw Jinyu sitting on the ground crying, and asked him softly, "Where is the young master? Did you see three Is the young master gone?"
Jinyu was taken aback for a moment, and then she understood, covering her face with her hands, crying and laughing, completely like a lunatic.With a hungry spleen and stomach, 'cuckoo' clamored, announcing that the owner hadn't eaten for many days.This strange feeling suddenly upset Jinyu, her head hurt, her eyes were dry and sore, everything was not going her way, not at all.The sweet and delicious food on the table, in Jinyu's eyes, smelled disgusting like arsenic smeared with poison.
Don't want to look any more, don't want to think any more, Jinyu raised his sleeves, flipped his arms, knocked them all over, fell to the ground, lost strength, but couldn't faint, his head was abnormally clear.He just kept his eyes open and stared all night, with a dead expression on his face.The body, on the icy ground, shivered a few times from time to time, which lasted overnight.
The next day, Liu Li came again.At a glance, he could see the mess all over the floor, as well as Jin Yu, who was huddled in the corner, with messy clothes.He was so angry that he took Jinyu's arm and dragged him out.
"That's great, you! Don't you want to eat? You want to starve to death? It's not that easy!"
In fact, Jinyu just couldn't eat, but she didn't want to explain anything to him.The limp legs and feet no longer had the strength to stand up by themselves, and they were dragged vigorously by Liu Li. They knelt on the ground and dragged all the way, gradually rubbing off a layer of flesh, and their jaws trembled in pain.
Liu Li noticed it quickly, pulled him up quickly, hugged him in his arms, tore open his pants, carefully checked the scratches on Jinyu's knees, and found that it was not serious, so he straightened up, yelling and cursing incessantly , suddenly pushed Jinyu away again, and said:
"So dirty!"
Before Jinyu came to his senses, Liu Li had already pulled him back to his room, pushed him behind the screen, and threw him, including his clothes, into a bathtub filled with hot water.
"Wash it clean for me! As long as the water is still muddy, don't come out, just keep soaking in it for me!"
If he had to face Liu Li, Jin Yu wished he would never come out.I wish I could suffocate to death in the water.
But he didn't know how long he stayed in the water, a hand suddenly stretched out from the water, grabbed his hair, and pulled it out.
It was not a blessing for Jinyu to breathe fresh air into his lungs.Liu Li's gloomy face undoubtedly showed how bad his mood is now.
And at this moment, Jinyu was so ugly, let alone.
The hair was wet and stuck to the face like seaweed, looking like a moldy lump of pickled cabbage.The two eyes were swollen like swim bladders, as if they were about to rot anytime, which was annoying.
Liu Li felt annoyed for no reason, left Jinyu aside, and walked out of the screen.
"Get out of here immediately!"
Jinyu was pushed against the edge of the barrel by him.The splashed bath water echoed like a wave.The Ni Lin in his heart was also peeled off piece by piece by Liu Li, revealing bright red flesh and blood, but he couldn't even scream "pain" even to death.
Everything before was caused by oneself.No reason to complain.
Everything in the future is also your own choice.There is no room for regret.
After a while, Jinyu, who was extremely reluctant, wiped the water droplets from her hair, put on her dark clothes, and walked out slowly from behind the screen.
Liu Li was also sitting on the edge of the bed in dark clothes. Seeing him walking in small steps, he simply stood up, took Jin Yu's wrist, and led him to the bed.
When they arrived, without saying a word, they fell down on the bed and began to untie the ribbons of each other's clothes.Skillful in movements and smooth in hand, but still expressionless, just like when Ye Jinyu hid under the window sill and saw him go up to Nightingale.
Jinyu knew what he was going to do, and finally understood his purpose. The repulsion in his heart still made him unable to help but stretch out his hand to press the back of Liu Lizheng's hand that was opening his clothes on his side.
"Why... why bother...you don't love what I don't want...the only way to get stuck?"
As soon as Liu Li stopped his fingers, he pulled out his covered hand in the next moment, and continued to move, calmly, "Anyway, it's a way, I have to try it. And today is fifteen, don't you forget it?" ? I don’t want to fuck you, but you are the one who will feel uncomfortable for a while.”
Jinyu's lips trembled, she was speechless, her eyes were filled with mist, she was wronged and pitiful.But Liu Li let him go, got up, sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Jin Yu, and straightened his clothes.
"It's fine if you don't want to. It seems that I have to force you every time. Do you think I am willing to be with you? You don't know, I don't know who I want to sleep with? But I can't sleep with anyone ! When Qingqing entered, Liu Qing was still too young and sick. For so many years, he was able to grow up, and he was maintained by Qingqing's 2000 years of mana. But he is only a dying person after all. What is the matter of continuing life?"
Halfway through Liu Li's speech, he talked to himself faster and faster, as if he had been suppressed for too long, and if he didn't release himself, he was not far from the verge of collapse.He turned around suddenly, grabbed Jinyu's shoulder, shook him and said:
"It's all because of you! It's all your fault!"
Jinyu was dizzy from being shaken by him, her arm hurt, and she broke free from the restraint with all her strength, and yelled at him, "Why is it me again? I was provoked by you! That's why I brought two goblins home..." As he spoke , Regret unceasingly, lying on the bed, choking silently.
Liu Li seemed to have vented for a while, and his mood calmed down a little. He sat on the edge of the bed, his chest still heaving, looked down at Jinyu in the bed, and said bitterly:
"It's all because you always exceeded my budget and ruined my plan! Since the first day I entered the world, there has been no corner that cannot be pried away or someone who cannot be seduced! I have never seen such a romantic person? In the end Who doesn't bow down to my legs! I met you, ugly and stubborn! I am capsized in the gutter, I can't tell the pain! Why do you just like Liu Qing? Don't you like me?"
In the last sentence, Liu Li seemed to yell out all the depression accumulated in the past ten years, with a terrifyingly loud voice.
When the voice died down, in the silent room, there was an echo flowing out of the window, disappearing into the courtyard in the night.
Jinyu's suppressed crying was accompanied by a strong nasal voice.Turning his head away desperately, he couldn't hide the tears that slid out of his eyes.
"You don't even look at the things you did to me in the past. Which one can make me feel a little bit fond of you?"
Liu Li was suddenly very excited when he heard this, and chattered endlessly:
"If you like me, why would I do that? Do you think I like to be tough? To someone who doesn't like me! I'm not a bitch! I'm being pushed too! After all, the one you love the most is yourself after all. !"
"Do not……"
"You keep saying that you like Liu Qing, but you don't want to do anything for him? You just watch him slowly die of illness!"
"No... not..."
"Why not? You humans are like this. You are full of hypocrisy on the surface, but you are actually very selfish in your heart!"
"Please stop talking! I'm not... I'm not this kind of person! I'm not... no... woo woo woo..."
Jinyu covered her ears, kept shaking her head, and knelt on the bed, crying until the pillow was wet.However, Liu Li took off his trousers and pressed them on his back, doing the mating movements of a beast that have never changed since ancient times.
The wishes and words I made to Liu Qing in the past are still vivid in my memory.
"Liu Qing, I will treat you well for the rest of my life. Even...if I have to sacrifice my life, I am willing."
"I will never regret it!"
Jinyu finally couldn't bear this kind of physical and mental torture, so she lay down on the pillow and cried out loudly.
Liu Li's panting voice lingered in his ears, questioning with resentment, and in the rhythm of his body getting faster and faster, he kept venting the anger accumulated in his heart to Jin Yu.
"Why don't you love me? Why? Why?! I can't suck your soul!! You shameless bastard who likes your stepbrother, what right do you have to call me a beast? You are the out-and-out bitch Son! I'll kill you!"
You Dai's panting voice stopped suddenly, Liu Li let out a low growl, and the root of evil was firmly embedded in Jin Yu's warm body, leaving only two goose egg-sized eggs slapping Jin Yu's white and tender buttocks.
Jinyu hummed softly after being hit by him, her consciousness was fuzzy and she felt that the hot and hard object in her body almost pierced her intestines, and finally stopped at the deepest part of her body, shaking a few times.Some scalding liquid gradually filled the intestinal tract, and slowly flowed out along the closed backyard, sticking to the base of the thigh, dirty and itchy.
Spring goes and autumn comes, summer solstice and winter leave, year after year.
Three years have passed.
Jinyu is 17 years old.
And Liu Qing, who was originally two years older than him, is now nineteen years old.In a blink of an eye, it will be a weak crown.
Jinyu's 20-year life expectancy under the banyan tree back then seems to be gone.
A few years ago, when Liu Li walked away, Liu Qing, who struggled to come out to whisper to Jinyu for a while, was now dying, and it was difficult to see him again.
Not to mention the nightingale soul that Liu Li forcibly poured into Liu Qing's body three years ago.In less than a month, Liu Qing stopped pinching his throat and called Liu Li "Young Master" effeminately.There is no femininity in every gesture, let alone raising orchid fingers, or covering mouth and smiling coquettishly.
At the beginning, Jinyu was immersed in pain and did not notice these abnormalities and changes. It was not until ten days later that Liu Qing's condition suddenly worsened.He was sweating profusely rolling around between the beds.Shouting heart-piercingly, it seemed that the body was in extreme pain and was about to burst at any moment.
Jinyu was terrified, and held him carefully, but couldn't find any scars on the left and right, so she could only ask him where the pain was?
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Liu Li only murmured, "Tsk! Why did you run out of it so quickly? It's getting faster and faster..." Jinyu didn't understand, so Liu Li ran out of the room.In a blink of an eye, there was no one.
Jinyu was sealed in the room by him with an enchantment, so it was naturally impossible to follow him out.Even if he could follow, he might not go.Right now, the person he is most worried about and the one he cares about the most is Liu Qing.
And when he looked at Liu Qing who was in pain like thousands of needles pricking his skin in his arms, he had no choice but to help him at all, but just hugged him and cried.In Jinyu's heart, apart from empathy, there was also deep remorse and guilt.
If I knew this earlier, why did I...
It's better to let him die that year, so as not to suffer like this now.I can't live, I can't die, and I have to watch my own brother being killed by monsters and replaced by him, being by my side every day, but I can't avenge him.These catastrophes, which seemed to happen after eight lifetimes of bad luck, were all because of an accidental suggestion I made back then.
Jinyu blamed herself...
Compared to what Liu Qing said, he and the Liu family owed Jinyu a lot.Jinyu even felt that he owed the Liu family too much... Even if he hanged himself immediately, it would not be enough to make up for his past mistakes.
The trouble should end it.Since all the fabrications are started by myself, then let me resolve all the grievances and resentments by myself.
The moment Jinyu figured it out, he picked up Liu Qing who was already exhausted and passed out again, walked to the barrier at the door, tried it with Liu Qing's fingers, and the barrier opened an arch as he expected.
In fact, Jin Yu knew very well that no matter how bad Liu Li was to him, he would never hurt Liu Qing.
So Jinyu made up his mind and put Liu Qingping on top of the barrier. Afraid that he would be cold, he went back to his room and brought a quilt to wrap him up. Then he stepped out of the barrier and ran away.
When we arrived at the academy, the students swarmed up to ask questions, most of them were wondering why he didn't go to school for so long?
Jinyu couldn't answer, and he didn't have time. He was afraid that Liu Li would find him soon, so he grabbed an acquaintance casually, and asked at the first sentence:
"Is Zhong Jiushou here? Where is he?"
The man was puzzled, seeing his anxious look, he answered truthfully:
"You haven't been here for more than a month, and he doesn't go to class every day. He hugs the piano and mourns the spring and autumn in the backyard. I don't know why he sighs all day long? He doesn't even take a bath. He has become so sloppy. It stinks! The students are all respectful and far away, and don't like to talk to each other..."
Before Jinyu finished listening, she ran towards the backyard.Unexpectedly, I arrived at a secluded corner of the corridor, and suddenly heard two men talking in the corner.The tone was extremely ambiguous, mixed with erotic gasps from time to time.
As in the past, Jinyu is not interested in this kind of thing at all, and will not stop for curiosity.
For him to hear, the voice of one of the men was clearly Liu Li!
"Actually, you've always liked me, right?"
"Uh...I..."
As soon as Jinyu heard Liu Li's question, her heart would pound, and she would immediately feel something was wrong.Because every time he asks this sentence, people will die.The only one who didn't become a ghost was Jinyu himself, whom he hated the most.
Almost instinctively, the moment Jinyu found Liu Li, she immediately dodged and hid behind a pillar, and peered into the blind alley where Liu Li and that classmate were standing.
"You still want to hide it? I can see it. Where are you hiding?"
"Xixi rustling..." In the corner, there were some sounds of cloth rubbing against each other, as well as the sound of the grass being trampled by random feet.
The man said, "Liu Li...you..." Looking at Liu Li's eyes that didn't blink for a moment, his face gradually blushed, "I'm going to fight today!" His long sleeves were rolled up to cover his face that was close to Liu Li's. .But even ghosts can see what they are doing!
While Jinyu felt sad, he was also extremely resentful, hating himself for being useless, but he couldn't stop Liu Li, because he knew that Liu Li did it for Liu Qing...or he was just for Liu Qing's body, that person who called "Qingqing" "soul.
But, all of this is wrong after all!It is against morality, conscience and common sense!
The education Jinyu had received in the past, the books he read, and his understanding of the principles could not allow him to sit idly by and let Liu Li be free.
After he left the pillar, he took a longer route and ran towards the backyard.He remembered that under the banyan tree, Zhong Jiushou said to himself with a smile:
"I can catch ghosts, and I can also subdue demons!"
Jinyu is no longer in the mood to consider whether his words are bragging or true.He just thought that maybe if he found Zhong Jiushou, maybe things would have a new turn for the better.
But along the way, Liu Li's complicated eyes when he looked at that classmate kept recurring in Jin Yu's mind.
Not out of curiosity.On the contrary, Jinyu has seen this look in his eyes many times.
When Liu Li got drunk for the first time and ran into his room, turning into a fox; when he tried and failed on himself, when he hugged Liu Qing and cried; When forcing myself to do that...
Jinyu looked at him with such sad, helpless, sad, lonely and confused eyes, and she never understood it.Can't figure him out
Almost at the same moment, Jinyu's rounded pupils shrank suddenly.Liu Li, who was looking at him outside the window, also slowly raised one corner of his mouth at that moment, and gave Jinyu a contemptuous glance with a half-smile.
"You don't even dare to kill a chicken, would you be willing to kill him? Heh!" Seeing Jinyu's fingers leaving Liu Qing's neck, Gong Cheng laughed wickedly and heartlessly.
After Jinyu withdrew her hand, she clenched her fist into a fist, beat her painful head continuously, pulled her hair, and slowly sat down on the floor where Liu Qing lay before she collapsed, leaning her back against the edge of the bed, crying with her head in her arms.In addition to grief, anger, entanglement, and powerlessness, the expression on his face is more helpless...
Liu Li stood in the courtyard where the peach blossoms were in full bloom, his gaze penetrated the curtained window lattice of Liu Qing's room, and he happened to be able to see the sleeper in Liu Qing's room, facing the window.
Liu Qing was lying on the couch, unable to move, and his whole body was filled with a sense of death.
Jinyu grabbed her messy hair with both hands, put her elbows on her knees, and sat on the ground with her head down, tears flowed down the bridge of her delicate nose to her tightly pressed lips, her forehead was red from crying too much, but her forehead was bruised , a look that would collapse at any moment.
Liu Li's fierce eyes just now gradually turned into a complex and evasive look among the peach petals flying outside the window.He quickly glanced away, blinked his eyelids, and left the small garden where Liu Qing lived without looking back.
Jinyu sat paralyzed on the floor beside the bed, her limbs were weak and her mind was confused.Confused heart, is extremely at a loss.
Everything I could think of was done.
I have been beaten, I have been beaten, I have been burned; demon mirrors, ghost talismans, poisons... I have tried all the methods to deal with ghosts and ghosts... I am born to be unlucky, why is Liu Qing also a monster?
What I have always liked... Is it still there?Or... is it a human or a ghost?
"Jinyu..." Liu Qing called softly from the bed.
Jinyu was very excited, and immediately turned her head and yelled at the bed, "Don't call me! I'm so annoyed now! I don't even know what you are?"
"I'm... Liu Qing..." The voice on the bed was intermittent, and it was very difficult to finish a sentence.
Hearing this, Jinyu suddenly stopped crying, got up quickly, knelt down to the edge of the bed, and tentatively looked at Liu Qing, "Are you really Liu Qing? Then why... I saw your hand before... Your hands became like that?"
Liu Qing slowly turned his face to the side, seeing Jin Yu's eyes that were red and swollen from crying, a line of tears could not help falling from the corner of his eyes.
"Our Liu family owes you. Jinyu, Brother Yu can only repay you in the next life for the kindness you have shown Brother Yu these years. Brother Yu's fate has come, and he will not live long. The tree demon whose soul is entangled with me will also I was dragged to the underworld together. In the past, every time I wanted to tell you the truth, that monster would definitely use its power to trap me in my body and replace it. I can only watch you... and the fox demon who killed my brother ...It's useless for me to drag you down. Jin Yu, that evildoer who turned into Liu Li will not let the tree demon be killed by me. He has poured the souls of two other people into my body one after another over the years, Use them to wrap the tree demon in order to protect its essence. Unfortunately, my body is too weak to bear the squeeze of so many souls in my body. The two wandering souls and myself, as well as the tree demon, are gradually exhausted. In order to keep their respective consciousnesses, they had to be twisted together. It is impossible to separate now. This is also the reason why my temperament has changed drastically in recent years. Jinyu, if this continues, I'm afraid I will hurt you in the future. You'd better run away quickly. My younger brother is gone. The Liu family...at least one of them will be left..."
Hearing Liu Qing's words from the bottom of his heart, Jinyu was inexplicably moved, but also heartbroken.Some fragments of the past, slowly integrated together, and then suddenly realized.
"I won't leave you alone and run away."
Jinyu sucked in his nasal cavity.The eyes are full of crystal.Clearly with a pitiful and fragile appearance, the words he uttered were calm, but there was an extraordinarily determined taste in his tone.
Just waiting for this moment, Jinyu seems to have spent a whole lifetime.Although there were still tears on his face, the tenderness in his eyes moved the corners of his mouth to a smile.
"Liu Qing, I like you."
For a long time, this secret that has been kept in the deepest part of Jin Yu's heart, I hope to find a suitable time to tell him completely.
But when Jinyu finally had the courage to face this taboo and vain feeling, Liu Qing's temperament was no longer under control.
Jinyu's wishes have always been small.Liu Li even mocked his "humble dream" in a disdainful tone more than once.
But Jinyu knows what she wants, and she always believes that as long as she persists, her wish will come true one day.
Now, he finally waited for this day.
Even if Liu Qing's life has returned to light...
However, at any rate, he was sober.
And this was a scene that Jinyu had imagined countless times in his mind. When the reality came, it was more perfect and complete than any imagination.
Liu Qing only showed a slight expression of astonishment at the moment when he heard it, and soon spread out a gentle smile that could not be dispelled, looking at Jinyu, there was not only pity, but also deep feelings, no matter how he showed it, it was infinite. Endless affection.
"Brother Yu knows... Brother Yu has always... been... very guilty..."
With his fingers on the outside of the bed, he almost groped for the back of Jinyu's hand on the edge of the bed, first touched it lightly, then slowly covered it, and then grasped it tightly.The strength was so great that his entire palm was trembling, as if at this moment alone, he had exhausted all his life's strength, just to prove something to the other party at the last moment on the verge of death.
Jinyu looked back at his tear-stained eyes, the two of them looked at each other speechlessly, as if they no longer needed words, but they understood everything the other wanted to say just because of their spiritual friendship.The fingertips that were intertwined gradually turned white.
Liu Qing seemed to have exhausted his last ounce of strength, fixedly looking at Jinyu, as if he wanted to carve his appearance into his soul.
"In the next life...the next life... I am destined to be with you for three lives. If I go back, I will be struck by lightning from the sky, and my soul will be scattered, and I will never be reborn forever."
After finishing the sentence, Liu Qing closed her eyes and lost consciousness.Jinyu held his hand tightly, knelt before the collapse, weeping uncontrollably.
After an unknown amount of time, Jin Yu suddenly felt a chill in his palm, and the hand in his palm was suddenly pulled away violently.
Jinyu was startled, subconsciously raised her head to look for it, trying to hold on to this rare and precious tenderness throughout her life, but she was slapped in the face.Jinyu's eyes blurred, she covered her side face, and fell to the ground. Looking back, she saw Liu Qing sitting on the bed alive and well, rubbing her wrists with cold eyes and disgust, and said with contempt for Jinyu who was lying on the ground:
"Rough skin and thick flesh, it hurts my hands. Why? You still feel wronged? Who allows you to take advantage of me while I'm asleep? You deserve to be beaten. Repeated teaching and repeated offenses. I see You look smart, but you are so stupid? Why are you the only one here? Where is Liu Li?"
Seeing this, Jinyu knew that he had changed his temper again, so he got up from the ground silently, ignoring his vicious remarks.
With a 'creak' sound, the door was pushed open.
Liu Li walked in with a tray full of food, and when he reached the round table, it fell down heavily with a bang. He first glanced at Liu Qing who was on the bed, and then at Jin Yu who was shivering and staring at him timidly. , frowned, and said to Jinyu angrily:
"Eat obediently. After eating, feed him the medicine. You won't ask the young master to serve you, will you? Serving you the meal is already doing you a good job. Don't be unreasonable." As he spoke, he lifted his hem and sat down on Liu Before clearing the bed, he stroked Liu Qing's messy long hair while sleeping.
Liu Qing seemed to be very happy, and plunged into Liu Li's arms, looking at him with innocent eyes and smiling like a child, but the smile was a little silly.
Liu Qing sucked her finger and asked Liu Li:
"What story did the Taifu tell me today?"
Liu Li patted his head, smiled and said, "You are not obedient. I won't tell you a story today."
Liu Qing pursed his lips when he heard the words, "Woooo" started to cry, and coquettishly rubbed his legs on the bed, "Teacher, I will listen to you from now on. Just tell me one."
Liu Li smiled bitterly, "As long as you take good care of Qingqing. Wrap it outside so that it doesn't get hurt. I'll tell you a story every day."
Liu Qing blinked, looked at him innocently and said, "Who is Qingqing? Do I know him?"
"You know it, you don't know it. Qingqing is my lover. If it dies, I will be very sad."
Liu Qing shook his head half-understood, "I don't want Taifu to be sad. If Taifu is sad, I will be sad too."
Jinyu, who had been on the sidelines for a long time, was terrified. Looking at the steaming food on the tray on the table, she just wanted to feel sick.Hearing up to this point, he still couldn't help muttering: "Beast!" But Liu Li heard it immediately.
At this time, Liu Qing gradually lost his energy because of the fuss just now, and fell into Liu Li's arms, lost consciousness, and fell asleep again.
Liu Li then turned his cold and heartless eyes towards Jin Yu who was at the round table, "What did you just say?"
"I said you are a 'beast'! Just because others like you, use others to death!"
Jinyu has seen and heard everything these days, and now she doesn't feel that there is anything to scare her, so she calmly speaks out what is in her heart.
The strange thing was that Liu Li was not angry, he put Liu Qing away slowly, covered him with a thin quilt, got up and walked towards Jinyu.
Jinyu has been trying to convince herself that she is not afraid, but deep down, there is still a shadow of fear towards Liu Li.Seeing him coming now, the foot under the table couldn't help taking a step back, and cursed himself inwardly.
Liu Li smiled, walked across to Jinyu, and sat on the stool in front of the round table, "Do you think you're really useless?"
Jinyu was taken aback for a moment, then raised her head and looked towards the opposite side.
Liu Li said again, "Are you thinking again now: why can I know your thoughts?"
Jinyu's figure shook, and the hands in the armholes began to tremble uncontrollably, but her face was pretending to be calm.
"Did you play a trick on me?"
"Hahaha, ridiculous. Do you know what 'Gu' is? Have you seen 'Gu' before?"
Jinyu had never seen it before, and he was confused and couldn't find the reason why he guessed his mind, so he frowned in confusion.
Liu Li glanced at him and snorted a few times, his eyes were contemptuous, as if looking at an ignorant kid who kept trying to make something happen.
"It seems to be listening to someone's story again."
Jinyu's cheeks flushed suddenly, she was very annoyed and helpless.Liu Li, an opponent, can always accurately grasp his own braids when he is most embarrassed, so that he will suddenly be short of breath just before he is ready to face the battle.
Liu Lidao, "I have lived many times longer than you. Seeing through you, a little brat, do I still need to use Gu? You can figure it out."
When Jinyu heard this, there was also a trace of grief and anger in his heart. He secretly clenched his cuffs and suppressed his anger, "Since you are so powerful, why bother to make things difficult for the younger generations of our Liu family? Liu Li has already been killed by you, and Liu Qing is now ...What exactly do you want? Or do you have to make troubles until the Liu family is ruined before giving up? What did we owe you in our previous life?"
"Some things are long stories, one or two sentences, and I can't explain clearly. Don't you know what I want from the beginning? Why are you pretending to be stupid now?"
Jinyu jumped up from the stool with a 'huh', grabbed the neckline, and roared at Liu Li who was opposite:
"I don't know! How should I know? What do you want? When did you say so?"
"I want you……"
"what?"
"Love me."
For a while, the house was silent.
At some point, Jinyu stopped crying, but at the same time forgot to breathe.The dark and misty pupils contracted and expanded, and Liu Li, who was looking directly at him with firm and deeply lonely eyes, suddenly fell back on the stool.
"why?"
"Because Qingqing likes your appearance."
Jinyu finally digested this sentence, and said in confusion, "Because you are jealous? I like Liu Qing, not your lover."
Liu Li snorted, "Now that things have happened, can you still tell who is him? Even I can't tell. You, a brat in your early fourteens, can tell the truth from the fake?"
"Just because of this... you poisoned me and forced me to do that with you all the time?" Jinyu seemed to be remembering some unbearable past, her fingers on the lapel were white and trembling, " Even if your body is taken over by you, I won’t like you! You should die as soon as possible! Besides, what’s the use of doing these things? It’s just asking for shame! You obviously have someone you like in your heart, but why don’t you Sowing seeds with mercy everywhere, do you consider yourself a lover?"
Liu Li stood up, left the round table, stopped looking at Jinyu, and faced the window, smiling wryly with his hands behind his back.
"Hehe, do you really think I'm a flirt? When I was flirtatious, you didn't know where I was? Whether it was a magnificent beauty or a high-ranking civil servant or military general. What kind of person did I not see?" But every time I get it, I lose it again. Because after they get me, they are not satisfied and always want to have more. People’s insatiable greed makes me chill. Only Qingqing, I depend on him for life For many years, he never asked me for anything. Now, I only have it as a concern. This time, it's not like before, I can't afford to lose."
Jinyu was flustered when he heard it, subconsciously understood something, but he didn't want to delve into it, and always wanted to escape.But Liu Li didn't give him this chance. At this point, he suddenly turned his head, looked directly at Jinyu and said:
"The first time Qingqing saw you go under the tree, she fell in love with your appearance. In order to please you, she entered Liu Qing's body and forcibly delayed Liu Qing's life, which was already dead, by ten years. But its 2000-year morality has been greatly reduced because of this, and it cannot withstand the third change of body. You don’t want to deny the 20-year lifespan you made a wish under the tree, right?”
"You... what do you mean?" Jinyu's limbs were cold, like a basin of cold water poured over her head.
Liu Li walked towards him, came up to him, put his lips close to Jinyu's neck, and whispered something in Jinyu's ear.
Jinyu's eyes, which had been wide open for a long time, opened even wider now, as if the eyeballs were about to pop out.Two moist teardrops burst out of the eyes, flowing down the smooth and tender skin of the cheeks.
But Liu Li stood up straight, and said indifferently, "Think carefully. This is not only to save Qingqing. For Liu Qing, and your mother, you have done your best. Everything must be sacrificed. To love is to know how to give. " Seeing the dull expression on Jinyu's face, he squeezed Jinyu's chin again, and smiled playfully, "Besides, it's not so difficult to like this young master, right? Anyway, I'm in Yangzhou, so I'm one of the best romantic figure."
Jinyu let him caress her cheeks, play with her earlobes, pat the top of her head, and left Liu Qing's room.
Jinyu couldn't support the weight of her body anymore, her legs gave way and she fell to the ground.
Trance eyes, blurred by tears.Dejected, fingers gradually bent on the cold ground, looking at the green brick between his hands, drop by drop, wet with many small round marks.With a swollen head, there is no clue or countermeasure.
Some of the conversations that the two of them had never paid attention to in the past, all of them emerged in Jinyu's mind at this moment.
"You don't want to go with me, do you still want to talk about this tree hole later?"
"This tree, to say the least, has been here for thousands of years. There have been several dynasties and generations in the world, and many emperors have died, but it hasn't withered yet..."
"But when I was a child, I heard from an old servant at home that there was a white vixen living in this tree. If anyone liked it, she would become a beauty, find her, and do the husband and wife thing. When someone likes it, it can suck it. Take away the three souls and six souls of that person for cultivation. Those who can be sucked away by it will only be left with a walking corpse; or become a living dead who will never wake up. You always say to the talking tree hole Maybe it's the old den of the fox spirit. Are you afraid that it will find you after hearing too much?"
find...hehehehe...
In fact, it's already by your side, right?
While crying, Jinyu laughed at herself.
Jinyu will never forget the heavy rain that night.Dragging his broken body, hiding outside the window sill of Liu Qing's bedroom, he overheard the conversation between Nightingale and Liu Li's bed in the house, and now it reverberates vividly in his ears.
"How many times have I hugged you?"
"Co-authoring this time, it's time for nine times, young master."
"do you love me?"
"Hee hee, of course I like it. I like the young master very much."
nine times...
Should it be called taking away the 'three souls and six souls'?
"Jinyu, do you like me?"
"Jinyu, do you really like me?"
"Fuck! Damn bitch! I killed you! I fucked you 56 times during this time! If you liked me at all, you shouldn't be alive!!"
"I heard that Nightingale has a strange disease, and she can't wake up no matter how much she wakes up. The third young master is so ruthless! He didn't even invite a doctor, and anyway, Nightingale and him are considered husband and wife, but they are actually rolled up on straw mats. Throw it out. Tsk tsk tsk...I can't tell you clearly about the big family's affairs!"
Liu Qing, who was still sleeping on the bed, suddenly sat up again, hooked his orchid fingers, lifted the mosquito net, looked into the room, saw Jinyu sitting on the ground crying, and asked him softly, "Where is the young master? Did you see three Is the young master gone?"
Jinyu was taken aback for a moment, and then she understood, covering her face with her hands, crying and laughing, completely like a lunatic.With a hungry spleen and stomach, 'cuckoo' clamored, announcing that the owner hadn't eaten for many days.This strange feeling suddenly upset Jinyu, her head hurt, her eyes were dry and sore, everything was not going her way, not at all.The sweet and delicious food on the table, in Jinyu's eyes, smelled disgusting like arsenic smeared with poison.
Don't want to look any more, don't want to think any more, Jinyu raised his sleeves, flipped his arms, knocked them all over, fell to the ground, lost strength, but couldn't faint, his head was abnormally clear.He just kept his eyes open and stared all night, with a dead expression on his face.The body, on the icy ground, shivered a few times from time to time, which lasted overnight.
The next day, Liu Li came again.At a glance, he could see the mess all over the floor, as well as Jin Yu, who was huddled in the corner, with messy clothes.He was so angry that he took Jinyu's arm and dragged him out.
"That's great, you! Don't you want to eat? You want to starve to death? It's not that easy!"
In fact, Jinyu just couldn't eat, but she didn't want to explain anything to him.The limp legs and feet no longer had the strength to stand up by themselves, and they were dragged vigorously by Liu Li. They knelt on the ground and dragged all the way, gradually rubbing off a layer of flesh, and their jaws trembled in pain.
Liu Li noticed it quickly, pulled him up quickly, hugged him in his arms, tore open his pants, carefully checked the scratches on Jinyu's knees, and found that it was not serious, so he straightened up, yelling and cursing incessantly , suddenly pushed Jinyu away again, and said:
"So dirty!"
Before Jinyu came to his senses, Liu Li had already pulled him back to his room, pushed him behind the screen, and threw him, including his clothes, into a bathtub filled with hot water.
"Wash it clean for me! As long as the water is still muddy, don't come out, just keep soaking in it for me!"
If he had to face Liu Li, Jin Yu wished he would never come out.I wish I could suffocate to death in the water.
But he didn't know how long he stayed in the water, a hand suddenly stretched out from the water, grabbed his hair, and pulled it out.
It was not a blessing for Jinyu to breathe fresh air into his lungs.Liu Li's gloomy face undoubtedly showed how bad his mood is now.
And at this moment, Jinyu was so ugly, let alone.
The hair was wet and stuck to the face like seaweed, looking like a moldy lump of pickled cabbage.The two eyes were swollen like swim bladders, as if they were about to rot anytime, which was annoying.
Liu Li felt annoyed for no reason, left Jinyu aside, and walked out of the screen.
"Get out of here immediately!"
Jinyu was pushed against the edge of the barrel by him.The splashed bath water echoed like a wave.The Ni Lin in his heart was also peeled off piece by piece by Liu Li, revealing bright red flesh and blood, but he couldn't even scream "pain" even to death.
Everything before was caused by oneself.No reason to complain.
Everything in the future is also your own choice.There is no room for regret.
After a while, Jinyu, who was extremely reluctant, wiped the water droplets from her hair, put on her dark clothes, and walked out slowly from behind the screen.
Liu Li was also sitting on the edge of the bed in dark clothes. Seeing him walking in small steps, he simply stood up, took Jin Yu's wrist, and led him to the bed.
When they arrived, without saying a word, they fell down on the bed and began to untie the ribbons of each other's clothes.Skillful in movements and smooth in hand, but still expressionless, just like when Ye Jinyu hid under the window sill and saw him go up to Nightingale.
Jinyu knew what he was going to do, and finally understood his purpose. The repulsion in his heart still made him unable to help but stretch out his hand to press the back of Liu Lizheng's hand that was opening his clothes on his side.
"Why... why bother...you don't love what I don't want...the only way to get stuck?"
As soon as Liu Li stopped his fingers, he pulled out his covered hand in the next moment, and continued to move, calmly, "Anyway, it's a way, I have to try it. And today is fifteen, don't you forget it?" ? I don’t want to fuck you, but you are the one who will feel uncomfortable for a while.”
Jinyu's lips trembled, she was speechless, her eyes were filled with mist, she was wronged and pitiful.But Liu Li let him go, got up, sat on the edge of the bed with his back to Jin Yu, and straightened his clothes.
"It's fine if you don't want to. It seems that I have to force you every time. Do you think I am willing to be with you? You don't know, I don't know who I want to sleep with? But I can't sleep with anyone ! When Qingqing entered, Liu Qing was still too young and sick. For so many years, he was able to grow up, and he was maintained by Qingqing's 2000 years of mana. But he is only a dying person after all. What is the matter of continuing life?"
Halfway through Liu Li's speech, he talked to himself faster and faster, as if he had been suppressed for too long, and if he didn't release himself, he was not far from the verge of collapse.He turned around suddenly, grabbed Jinyu's shoulder, shook him and said:
"It's all because of you! It's all your fault!"
Jinyu was dizzy from being shaken by him, her arm hurt, and she broke free from the restraint with all her strength, and yelled at him, "Why is it me again? I was provoked by you! That's why I brought two goblins home..." As he spoke , Regret unceasingly, lying on the bed, choking silently.
Liu Li seemed to have vented for a while, and his mood calmed down a little. He sat on the edge of the bed, his chest still heaving, looked down at Jinyu in the bed, and said bitterly:
"It's all because you always exceeded my budget and ruined my plan! Since the first day I entered the world, there has been no corner that cannot be pried away or someone who cannot be seduced! I have never seen such a romantic person? In the end Who doesn't bow down to my legs! I met you, ugly and stubborn! I am capsized in the gutter, I can't tell the pain! Why do you just like Liu Qing? Don't you like me?"
In the last sentence, Liu Li seemed to yell out all the depression accumulated in the past ten years, with a terrifyingly loud voice.
When the voice died down, in the silent room, there was an echo flowing out of the window, disappearing into the courtyard in the night.
Jinyu's suppressed crying was accompanied by a strong nasal voice.Turning his head away desperately, he couldn't hide the tears that slid out of his eyes.
"You don't even look at the things you did to me in the past. Which one can make me feel a little bit fond of you?"
Liu Li was suddenly very excited when he heard this, and chattered endlessly:
"If you like me, why would I do that? Do you think I like to be tough? To someone who doesn't like me! I'm not a bitch! I'm being pushed too! After all, the one you love the most is yourself after all. !"
"Do not……"
"You keep saying that you like Liu Qing, but you don't want to do anything for him? You just watch him slowly die of illness!"
"No... not..."
"Why not? You humans are like this. You are full of hypocrisy on the surface, but you are actually very selfish in your heart!"
"Please stop talking! I'm not... I'm not this kind of person! I'm not... no... woo woo woo..."
Jinyu covered her ears, kept shaking her head, and knelt on the bed, crying until the pillow was wet.However, Liu Li took off his trousers and pressed them on his back, doing the mating movements of a beast that have never changed since ancient times.
The wishes and words I made to Liu Qing in the past are still vivid in my memory.
"Liu Qing, I will treat you well for the rest of my life. Even...if I have to sacrifice my life, I am willing."
"I will never regret it!"
Jinyu finally couldn't bear this kind of physical and mental torture, so she lay down on the pillow and cried out loudly.
Liu Li's panting voice lingered in his ears, questioning with resentment, and in the rhythm of his body getting faster and faster, he kept venting the anger accumulated in his heart to Jin Yu.
"Why don't you love me? Why? Why?! I can't suck your soul!! You shameless bastard who likes your stepbrother, what right do you have to call me a beast? You are the out-and-out bitch Son! I'll kill you!"
You Dai's panting voice stopped suddenly, Liu Li let out a low growl, and the root of evil was firmly embedded in Jin Yu's warm body, leaving only two goose egg-sized eggs slapping Jin Yu's white and tender buttocks.
Jinyu hummed softly after being hit by him, her consciousness was fuzzy and she felt that the hot and hard object in her body almost pierced her intestines, and finally stopped at the deepest part of her body, shaking a few times.Some scalding liquid gradually filled the intestinal tract, and slowly flowed out along the closed backyard, sticking to the base of the thigh, dirty and itchy.
Spring goes and autumn comes, summer solstice and winter leave, year after year.
Three years have passed.
Jinyu is 17 years old.
And Liu Qing, who was originally two years older than him, is now nineteen years old.In a blink of an eye, it will be a weak crown.
Jinyu's 20-year life expectancy under the banyan tree back then seems to be gone.
A few years ago, when Liu Li walked away, Liu Qing, who struggled to come out to whisper to Jinyu for a while, was now dying, and it was difficult to see him again.
Not to mention the nightingale soul that Liu Li forcibly poured into Liu Qing's body three years ago.In less than a month, Liu Qing stopped pinching his throat and called Liu Li "Young Master" effeminately.There is no femininity in every gesture, let alone raising orchid fingers, or covering mouth and smiling coquettishly.
At the beginning, Jinyu was immersed in pain and did not notice these abnormalities and changes. It was not until ten days later that Liu Qing's condition suddenly worsened.He was sweating profusely rolling around between the beds.Shouting heart-piercingly, it seemed that the body was in extreme pain and was about to burst at any moment.
Jinyu was terrified, and held him carefully, but couldn't find any scars on the left and right, so she could only ask him where the pain was?
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Liu Li only murmured, "Tsk! Why did you run out of it so quickly? It's getting faster and faster..." Jinyu didn't understand, so Liu Li ran out of the room.In a blink of an eye, there was no one.
Jinyu was sealed in the room by him with an enchantment, so it was naturally impossible to follow him out.Even if he could follow, he might not go.Right now, the person he is most worried about and the one he cares about the most is Liu Qing.
And when he looked at Liu Qing who was in pain like thousands of needles pricking his skin in his arms, he had no choice but to help him at all, but just hugged him and cried.In Jinyu's heart, apart from empathy, there was also deep remorse and guilt.
If I knew this earlier, why did I...
It's better to let him die that year, so as not to suffer like this now.I can't live, I can't die, and I have to watch my own brother being killed by monsters and replaced by him, being by my side every day, but I can't avenge him.These catastrophes, which seemed to happen after eight lifetimes of bad luck, were all because of an accidental suggestion I made back then.
Jinyu blamed herself...
Compared to what Liu Qing said, he and the Liu family owed Jinyu a lot.Jinyu even felt that he owed the Liu family too much... Even if he hanged himself immediately, it would not be enough to make up for his past mistakes.
The trouble should end it.Since all the fabrications are started by myself, then let me resolve all the grievances and resentments by myself.
The moment Jinyu figured it out, he picked up Liu Qing who was already exhausted and passed out again, walked to the barrier at the door, tried it with Liu Qing's fingers, and the barrier opened an arch as he expected.
In fact, Jin Yu knew very well that no matter how bad Liu Li was to him, he would never hurt Liu Qing.
So Jinyu made up his mind and put Liu Qingping on top of the barrier. Afraid that he would be cold, he went back to his room and brought a quilt to wrap him up. Then he stepped out of the barrier and ran away.
When we arrived at the academy, the students swarmed up to ask questions, most of them were wondering why he didn't go to school for so long?
Jinyu couldn't answer, and he didn't have time. He was afraid that Liu Li would find him soon, so he grabbed an acquaintance casually, and asked at the first sentence:
"Is Zhong Jiushou here? Where is he?"
The man was puzzled, seeing his anxious look, he answered truthfully:
"You haven't been here for more than a month, and he doesn't go to class every day. He hugs the piano and mourns the spring and autumn in the backyard. I don't know why he sighs all day long? He doesn't even take a bath. He has become so sloppy. It stinks! The students are all respectful and far away, and don't like to talk to each other..."
Before Jinyu finished listening, she ran towards the backyard.Unexpectedly, I arrived at a secluded corner of the corridor, and suddenly heard two men talking in the corner.The tone was extremely ambiguous, mixed with erotic gasps from time to time.
As in the past, Jinyu is not interested in this kind of thing at all, and will not stop for curiosity.
For him to hear, the voice of one of the men was clearly Liu Li!
"Actually, you've always liked me, right?"
"Uh...I..."
As soon as Jinyu heard Liu Li's question, her heart would pound, and she would immediately feel something was wrong.Because every time he asks this sentence, people will die.The only one who didn't become a ghost was Jinyu himself, whom he hated the most.
Almost instinctively, the moment Jinyu found Liu Li, she immediately dodged and hid behind a pillar, and peered into the blind alley where Liu Li and that classmate were standing.
"You still want to hide it? I can see it. Where are you hiding?"
"Xixi rustling..." In the corner, there were some sounds of cloth rubbing against each other, as well as the sound of the grass being trampled by random feet.
The man said, "Liu Li...you..." Looking at Liu Li's eyes that didn't blink for a moment, his face gradually blushed, "I'm going to fight today!" His long sleeves were rolled up to cover his face that was close to Liu Li's. .But even ghosts can see what they are doing!
While Jinyu felt sad, he was also extremely resentful, hating himself for being useless, but he couldn't stop Liu Li, because he knew that Liu Li did it for Liu Qing...or he was just for Liu Qing's body, that person who called "Qingqing" "soul.
But, all of this is wrong after all!It is against morality, conscience and common sense!
The education Jinyu had received in the past, the books he read, and his understanding of the principles could not allow him to sit idly by and let Liu Li be free.
After he left the pillar, he took a longer route and ran towards the backyard.He remembered that under the banyan tree, Zhong Jiushou said to himself with a smile:
"I can catch ghosts, and I can also subdue demons!"
Jinyu is no longer in the mood to consider whether his words are bragging or true.He just thought that maybe if he found Zhong Jiushou, maybe things would have a new turn for the better.
But along the way, Liu Li's complicated eyes when he looked at that classmate kept recurring in Jin Yu's mind.
Not out of curiosity.On the contrary, Jinyu has seen this look in his eyes many times.
When Liu Li got drunk for the first time and ran into his room, turning into a fox; when he tried and failed on himself, when he hugged Liu Qing and cried; When forcing myself to do that...
Jinyu looked at him with such sad, helpless, sad, lonely and confused eyes, and she never understood it.Can't figure him out
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