I miss you for a long time

Wen Zexi stayed at home with the two cubs, and Lin Chengxiao drove the unused BMW that Zhang Donglin gave Lin Ran to the cemetery in the suburbs. Jiang Ye sat in the co-pilot, and Lin Ran sat in the back with Grandpa Qin and grandma. It was just to prevent grandma from pulling Jiang Ye to chat about Ruan Xingyue. If Jiang Ye lost his nerve in the car, it would be difficult to deal with it.

Along the way, the two of them only picked up the conversation when grandma opened her mouth. Whenever grandma wanted to talk about Aunt Ruan, Lin Ran would change the topic, causing an inexplicable sense of tension in the entire carriage, so in the end grandma simply stopped talking.

Today is the morning of the New Year's Eve, and there are not many cars on the road. When they passed by a flower shop, they bought three bunches of beautiful flowers. They didn't find out until they arrived at the cemetery that there were surprisingly many grave sweepers. They searched for a long time Only then did I find a parking space far from the cemetery.

A group of five people walked up the mountain. Grandpa Song's tombstone was nearest, so they went to see Grandpa Song first.At that time, Grandpa Song passed away suddenly, and Lin Chengxiao did not come back in time. This time, when he came to visit his old man at the cemetery, he suddenly felt that the world is impermanent.

Lin Chengxiao stood silently in front of Grandpa Song's tombstone for a long time, his eyes reddened, while Grandpa Qin was always smiling, squatting aside and wiping the snow beside the tombstone.

Lin Ran and his grandmother went up first, and arrived at Lin Wanqiu's tombstone.After Grandpa Song passed away last time, Jiang Ye followed Lin Ran to meet Lin Wanqiu. At that time, they were not lovers. Now standing in front of Lin Wanqiu's tombstone again, Jiang Ye actually felt guilty for digging up his good cabbage. , coughed a few times to cover up his guilty conscience.

Grandma asked: "What? Have a cold?"

Jiang Ye said, "No, it's just that my throat feels uncomfortable."

"Oh, I'll drink more hot water when I get back to the car." Grandma bent down and put the tribute she brought in front of the tombstone.

Lin Ran also squatted down, put the bouquet in his hand under Lin Wanqiu's photo, and whispered: "Mom, Ah Ran came to see you, last time I told you that I won the first prize in the physics competition, but In the end, I didn’t choose to walk. Hey, the school didn’t give me a spot because I beat someone up.”

Grandma smiled, put her hands on her knees and wanted to get up, Jiang Ye hurried forward to support her.Grandma grabbed Jiang Ye's hand and got up, standing aside listening to Lin Ran's chatter, with a smile on her face all the time.

"I have good news for you. Zhang Donglin has been cheated on. He is about to get divorced. Are you unhappy?" Lin Ran continued: "Forget it, I don't want to mention Zhang Donglin in front of you, for fear that you will get angry."

In fact, coming to the cemetery to visit the grave is just to satisfy the desires of the living. It is just a way for him to resolve his thoughts about his mother like Lin Ran.And Jiang Ye, who was standing on the side, didn't quite understand this method. When it was his turn to go to Ruan Xingyue's grave, he just squatted down and put the flowers down, without uttering a word for a long time.

Seeing that Jiang Ye didn't speak, grandma didn't urge him, but Lin Ran, the talkative person, started to babble for Jiang Ye: "Aunt Ruan, Ah Ye came to see you, you see he is so tall, so handsome, and his grades are also good." Great, he is a top student, as good as me."

Jiang Ye stood on the side somewhat cautiously, and after hearing what Lin Ran said, he couldn't help but want to hate him, but he had to pretend to be a little sad, so that grandma couldn't think he was a cold-blooded guy.

Lin Ran continued to babble.

Lin Chengxiao and Grandpa Qin came up, and grandma walked over and asked, "Have you visited your sister?"

Lin Chengxiao nodded: "I've seen it, let's see Sister Ruan again."

Lin Ran gave Jiang Ye a hand, and said in a low voice, "Just say something, and I'll take you down the mountain first."

Jiang Ye opened his mouth slightly and held it back for a long time, but finally he didn't call out "Mom", but at least he spoke: "I grew up and lived a good life. Yes... Anyway, everything is fine. Well, don't worry about it."

Grandma stood aside and patted Jiang Ye on the shoulder, and turned to let Lin Chengxiao come over.

Lin Ran said to his grandmother, "Grandma, I want to go to the bathroom, Jiang Ye and I will go down first, and wait for you in the car."

"Well, let's go." Grandma nodded, turned around and stood in front of Ruan Xingyue's tombstone with Lin Chengxiao.

"Ah Yue." Grandma bent down and wiped the photo on Ruan Xingyue's tombstone, and said with a smile: "The last time Mom came to see you, she told you that Ah Ye is back. She looks pretty good, tall and handsome. Good. But I can see that he still has opinions on me, even on you. I know, I was wrong. I shouldn’t have let that woman take him away. Mom, I’m sorry, I... I admit that I didn't insist on him back then, as long as I wanted, I would go to Zhang Donglin and he would definitely solve it for me, but I didn't, it's fine if you resent me, but at that time... and now he has survived the most difficult time in his life. In the painful time, it seems that I don’t need the care of my grandmother, but I will treat him well, just to make up for my mistakes back then.”

"Mom." Lin Chengxiao supported Ms. Meng, and took a tissue from his pocket for her. Back then, she agreed that the woman would take Jiang Ye away. Lin Chengxiao also opposed it, so he knew that his mother was actually doing something about Jiang Ye. Wrong, so there was no sound of comfort. "Let's go back."

Grandma nodded, followed Lin Chengxiao and turned to leave. Lin Chengxiao supported Ms. Meng with one hand and Qin Ranxiu with the other, and walked down the mountain step by step.

There is a small forest across the road from the cemetery, which looks quite gloomy, because it is opposite the cemetery, and almost no one goes there.It was the first time for Lin Ran and Jiang Ye to experience the joy of drilling a small forest. It was covered with snow, and no one entered or cleaned it. It was very quiet and beautiful. They hugged and kissed under a tall tree, feeling tired. After waiting for a long time, reckoning that they should come down, they walked out of the grove.

Lin Ran stepped out before Jiang Ye, glanced left and right, saw no one else, then stretched his clothes and walked out.Jiang Ye looked at him amusedly, and strode forward to put his arms around him: "What are you doing? It's like having an affair."

Lin Ran sighed: "Isn't it just an affair? Our biggest enemy visiting in the cemetery should have been the strongest combination to prevent us from falling in love, my mother and your mother."

Jiang Ye asked with a smile, "Grandma has become an enemy?"

Lin Ran analyzed: "In terms of preventing us from falling in love, she must be an enemy, but there is no permanent enemy."

Jiang Ye hooked his shoulders and walked forward: "Let's go, go meet your enemies, I saw them come down."

Lin Ran didn't leave immediately, he turned his head to look at Jiang Ye, and asked, "You resisted so much to see Aunt Ruan, now that you see it, have you untied your knot?"

Jiang Ye lowered his head, as if he was trying to organize his words. How should he express his current mood: "Maybe I don't hate her as much as I imagined. I just felt strange when I stood in front of the tombstone. I remember things, but my impression of her has been blurred for a long time. If it weren't for a family photo in the entrance of the house, I wouldn't even remember her appearance. Ah Ran, I'll be an unfilial son, I I think this is very good, I don't hate her, and I don't need to think about her, I will come and take a look with you during the holidays, so that's fine."

"Okay, Jiang Ye, this is good enough." Lin Ran glanced at the grandmother who came out of the gate of the cemetery in the distance, and stretched out his hand to squeeze Jiang Ye's hand, and said in a low voice: "It's fine if you have me, I will always by your side."

Jiang Ye nodded: "Well, you are enough."