All members are super god [E-sports]

A few words can never understand a person's life.

Some things can’t be uttered, just like cicadas born in late summer in the deep mountains and buried in the ground when they died in late autumn. Even if they screamed presumptuously, they still can’t tell where they came from and the way back. Naturally, the songs they sing can’t be heard clearly. meaning.

Not to mention that if a person has never thought about clamoring to confess from the beginning to the end, it is difficult to see the overall appearance of the past years just by accidental scribbles.

But Qin Qiang sat in the living room in the middle of the night, finished smoking a pack of cigarettes, but in the confusion, he hastily pieced together the unknown boyhood of the person sleeping peacefully in the house.

When the light falls on the shoulder, one can see the age with one side of the head, someone is tossing and turning, confused and confused.

Where no one will protect, Lin Huai can only do his best to protect himself and redeem himself like a beast fighting in a predicament.

Then he walked out from the dark side, stood under the sunshine, and became a lonely and independent person. He didn't know where to go or what to do. He just remembered the time when he was young a few years ago.

I remembered the people who were by my side in those days.

So I didn’t know it, I couldn’t even tell what I was thinking and wanting, I went to the city where he was alone, joined his team, and trained day and night hoping that I would be good enough that no one could replace me.

Because in this case, he can stay.

But what did he do, Qin Qiang thought, he seemed to think about what a child of that age should do from the perspective of a normal person.

Then, drive him... away?

Even if he never thought of a thought related to "rushing", the fact is that Lin Huai left MGT in despair and almost in a state of embarrassment.

Qin Qiang was born in a happy and dignified big family. The education he received since he was a child is that everyone is equal and the sun shines.Before meeting Lin Huai, he didn't think deeply about how people who grew up in the dark side where the light can't reach live.

After meeting Lin Huai, he didn't pay attention to what people other than Zai Zai were going through every day.

He has learned to be merciful, but he doesn't have to love thousands of people.

Under the filth, darkness breeds.

He had never seen those darkness, so he asked Lin Huai for the innocence of Yangguan.

Because he thought it was his cub.

He has a responsibility to him, and he doesn't want Lin Huai to give up on himself.

But he didn't want this to become another kind of disgust for giving up in Lin Huai's eyes.

The smoke burned his throat, and when the light climbed up from the floor-to-ceiling windows, Qin Qiang moved his frozen hands.

It's too cold, and the smell is too strong, going back to the room like this will wake Zai Zai up.

He went to the bathroom to take a shower, and stood under the shower to cool down for a while. The water flowed into his eyes and then came out of them, and there were dense bloodshots.

A little sore, nerves and muscles talking of pain all night.

Qin Qiang exhaled slowly, opened his mouth wide like a drowning person, and closed his eyes heavily.

Someone told him that when a domesticated fox was released into the forest, it would die.

Only by being taken back through the thorns, stepping on the damp soil after the grass leaves withered, locked up with exquisite cages and chains, and imprisoned in the garden of blooming roses all day long, can they live again.

He didn't want to lock Zai Zai up.

But I can't help but want to build a cage.

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It was only when Lin Huai woke up that he realized what he had said to Qin Qiang last night.

After traveling for too long, I drank some wine at Pang Ge's house, and then wave after wave of news bombarded me.

Even his mind was wandering, he was as unsteady as if he couldn't step on the ground, and he didn't even want to read the news, but was brought back home by Qin Qiang.

So he settled down for an instant.

It's like falling into a vat of warm water, floating and floating, but it doesn't feel cold, and you can touch the smooth wall with a light touch.

What he said afterwards was done in this floating state. He told Qin Qiang why he didn't dare to look for him, and he said that he walked alone in the dark for those few years.

When he finally got sleepy, he fell into a deep sleep.

Now waking up from his sleep, Lin Huai found himself being held in someone's arms. Almost as soon as he moved, the confinement around his waist tightened a bit.

Qin Qiang leaned close to him and said in a low voice, "Sleepy."

The voice was deep and hoarse, and when it rose slowly in the ears, it was enough to make people tremble.

Xiao Huai's body stiffened for a moment, and the temperature behind him immediately became hotter. Qin Qiang clearly looked like he hadn't slept well, leaning against him and whispering: "Don't move, let me hug you for a while."

Waking up in the morning is the most gentle and gentle, the body temperature is similar to infect and cuddle with each other, and being held in someone's arms seems to be full of tenderness and affection.

With his back turned to Qin Qiang, Lin Huai couldn't see his expression clearly, but he sketched out the appearance of this person very familiarly, and he relaxed unconsciously.

It was bright daylight—the curtains, even though they were tight, could not block out all the light—and it was late, and my brother rarely slept for so long.

He arched under the covers for a while, then turned over.

The movement was not small, and it was in his arms, so every movement was magnified. Qin Qiang sighed slightly, loosened the restraint between his arms slightly, let Zai Zai turn over, and then opened his eyes slightly. Xian looked at him helplessly, "Let me sleep for a while, huh?"

The end sound rose, engulfed in laziness, and the sentence he asked for was read like a movement. Lin Huai's heart beat suddenly lost balance, and he responded with an "um" unconsciously.

But soon he realized another thing.

Qin Qiang's eyelashes are very long, with a slight upward curve, covering the eyes and trembling slightly, covering the color of the pupils inside.

——It also hides all the bloodshot that flashed by.

"..."

Brother didn't sleep.

It's like stealing a few minutes of comfort and leisure, and before he realizes it will be taken back by someone to tell him that he is not worthy.

Lin Huai didn't move much, but the soles of his feet began to cool little by little.

He snuggled into Qin Qiang's arms, closed his eyes, thinking of simply enjoying this moment of tenderness, and when he got out of bed, he would meet and experience...

Let's talk about it then.

Anyway, I was not such a good person from the beginning to the end.

Qin Qiang just guessed and imagined him based on the impression he had of him since he was a child, imagining a little beast that was domesticated and lost by him.

He would never have known what he had experienced in those years without him.

But what if you want to throw him away again after you know it?

Lin Huai opened his eyes, fixed his eyes on Qin Qiang's Adam's apple, and looked there almost still for a long time.

He thought, his teeth are sharp enough, the distance is close enough, his brother must be very sleepy now, and he won't have much defense.

He just needs to raise his chin slightly and take a bite there...

Then he cut his wrist with a knife casually.

I can't even throw it away.

The temperature in early spring was suitable, and the bed was very warm. Lin Huai stared at it for a long time, then looked away.

... reluctant.

He moved out a little, wanting to get off the bed, but the arm that had been slack around his waist was immediately retracted.

"Where are you going?" Qin Qiang didn't even open his eyes.

Lin Huai was slightly stunned, and said in a low voice: "Respond to Brother Huo, they should be worried."

Qin Qiang's voice was very soft: "There is me."

Lin Huai froze for a moment: "What?"

Qin Qiang's chin lightly rubbed against his hair, "It's me, baby."

Chen Guang moved away quietly, Qin Qiang hugged Lin Huai, "Let them be anxious for a while, you sleep with me."

Lin Huai's ears turned red all of a sudden, and he was hugged too tightly, as if his whole body was locked up. He lost his fierce and beast-like aura just now, and lied in a low voice with a trace of guilt for Wildfire and the team: "... ...but I want to go to the bathroom."

After a long while, Qin Qiang finally opened his eyes, glanced at him lightly and without any strength, his eyes hit him directly, and immediately hugged him a little more, and said nonchalantly: "Wet the bed!" , anyway, it's not like I haven't smelled of you before."

Lin Huai: "..."

Lin Huai: "!?"

When did this happen?I do not know how!