Ji Yu

Lie all the time and listen.If you miss dinner, you will not feel hungry if you are too hungry.But very tired.Qiyu said a lot, and I listened to every word and thought carefully.So tired.

It is meaningless to talk about right and wrong, and a slap cannot be made. The problem between us must be that both of us are at fault.Even if I persuade him verbally and prove that he is wrong, it will not make me happy.We were originally one, and he did something wrong, so what can I be happy about?

So don't say anything.

The only question now is actually whether he still wants to be with me, and whether I still want to be with him.

How determined he was to be with me I don't know, what he said didn't always line up with what he did.

But I understand my own mind.I can't accept him until I can trust him again.

That's enough for sure.Things can actually be very simple.

"I'm tired, you go back to your room first."

"No, I'll just sleep here." He closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Stop messing around and go back."

"It's not like I want to do anything. I just want to sleep next to you. We haven't hugged in two years."

"..."

"Why? You still think I'm dirty?" He sat up and said sadly, frowning.

I shook my head, "I don't care about the things that have passed", and the man has no problem with his virginity, let alone when he thought I would never come back, "The words that scolded you that day were just angry words, you don't have to take them to heart .”

"Then why? It's been two years, don't you want to hug me?"

I moved his hand on my thigh, "The past is not important. But I have to think about the future. Life is impermanent, and no one knows what will happen in the future, whether it is frustration or prosperity, wealth or abjection. I don't know if there will be something that will delay me and keep me away from you for two years or even longer. Although you have done nothing wrong, I don't want to find you in someone else's bed when I come back to you. Tender and sweet talk, turn the luan upside down."

"I... won't do that again..."

"I'm rigid, harsh, and uninteresting. I keep myself clean, so I demand the same of my people. No matter poor or rich, they will always stand with me."

"But... I thought you wouldn't come back."

I nodded, "That's why I said, you have done nothing wrong. You have treated yourself as a person without a partner and a lover, so you have done nothing wrong. My partner is not willing to wait because he has been separated from me for too long , of course."

"Then you are still so angry..."

"If you don't want to wait any longer, we will naturally lose the original relationship, won't we?"

"..."

"If I had a wife, she thought I had abandoned her because I didn't go home all the year round, or thought I died outside. So she took my children and remarried. I think she did a good job. I have a good relationship with her. What I owe, no matter what the reason I am away from home is. If she didn't remarry, but just hang out with other men and commit adultery, I have no position to blame her, because I didn't fulfill my responsibility. But no matter what it is, I won't be with her anymore. Because she has chosen and given up on me. You, too, have decided to give up on me, haven't you?"

"..."

"When you were sleeping with someone else, you didn't think about what would happen if I came back, if I saw and knew this. Didn't you?"

"..."

"If you think about it, you should know my reaction and the consequences of these things. Don't you?"

"..."

"I don't appreciate those women who stay chaste for their husbands for ten or twenty years. If I have a wife, if she becomes a widow, I don't want her to guard for me. There is no reason for the living to suffer for the dead. But you , After I didn't come back in the agreed year, I couldn't wait to indulge myself, it really chilled me."

"..."

"Maybe you think I'm dead, or that I've abandoned you. What about your feelings for me, can't you wait a little longer?"

"..."

"I had an accident on the road and was bitten by a poisonous snake, so I was delayed for more than half a year. In order to keep it secret, I went out alone, and there was no one I could trust to help me send a letter to you. I didn't come back on time, I told you You apologize."

"Bite by a snake? Where is the bite? Are you okay now?" He asked me nervously.

I nodded, "It's all good, don't worry."

"Sorry……"

"Don't apologize, you didn't do anything wrong. It's just that you shouldn't take it for granted that I should still be with you after I come back. "

"Then why do you still care about me? Still thinking about me?" His face was very pale.

I smiled, "Why don't I help you? You are my closest person. If I don't help you, should I still help Gu Shao and others?"

"Could it be...we can never do it again?"

"..."

"I will never do that again. You can look at me, no matter ten years or 20 years, I will only have you in my heart. I can also be like you, never look at others, never touch others."

"...Don't talk about this. Go back to sleep. You should think about the countermeasures for what I said today about the new magistrate. I will also think of a way."

He gritted his teeth, "As long as you have no one else in your heart, I will follow you and pester you until you are willing to trust me again..."

"Why must I? What good am I?"

"I like you, and I only trust you."

"Now that you are rich, you can buy a few male pets like Young Master Liu. They are attached to you, so naturally they can only obey you. As long as you don't meet someone with a deep background like Gu Shao, you can naturally like them and dote on them .Don't worry about their betrayal."

"I don't want the obedience that money buys."

"Since this is the case, you should understand the difference between me and them. It's not that you can change my mind by saying a few sweet words, confessing your true feelings, or being obsessive."

"Ji Yu..."

"This topic is too hurtful, so let's talk less in the future. I have already told you all my thoughts. Go back, I'm really tired."

He looked at me for a long time, got out of bed lonely, opened the door and left.

After Qiyu left, I calmed down.Even if there is reluctance in my heart, I will not let him see it.He is an undisciplined person, if he can't improve his memory and change his frivolous temperament, he might not be able to settle down one day.It has nothing to do with whether I want to be with him again, discipline him, because I still treat him as my own.compared to other people in this world.

The combination of the new magistrate and those big businessmen came soon, and Qiyu's business soon couldn't continue.He had to temporarily suspend his business and returned all the inventory to the supplier.Fortunately, none of the suppliers were local businessmen, so Qiyu didn't make it difficult for him to buy some cash.

I hooked up with the son of the new magistrate. Although he is a dude, he is not as cunning as his father.

Drink with him on the flower boat, watch the dancers dance, and there are two flower girls beside each other to accompany the wine.I also like to get along with this kind of simple-minded person. Maybe his father is too good at making money, but he is a person who likes to spend money.

"I inquired about your second brother. Some people jointly sued him for forced buying and selling, and robbed their shops. My father means that your brother should settle those people in private. As long as they don't sue, It will be fine if you take some money out.”

I nodded.Easier said than done.Those people, whether they have been robbed or not, are now united.I want Qiyu to pay tribute to the magistrate so as to avoid their disaster.Wanting to add insult to injury, he took the opportunity to swallow Qiyu's shop.It seems that there is only a few shops left to open their gap.Some people gain and some don't, so it is naturally difficult to unite again.

"Don't be so stern, I invite you out to play today, don't spoil the fun."

"Okay, let's drink."

"That's right, enjoy yourself in time, drink!"

When I got home, Qi Yu was grimacing, "After hearing what you said, I sold the house and two shops to businessmen from other places, but I couldn't sell the rest. They all got wind, and even if they wanted to buy it, they would pay the price." The pressure is extremely low, I would rather leave the shop to rot than sell to those jackals."

I told him the news I got from the magistrate, and also told him my suggestion.If you give up, you can get something. If you give up some, you can sell the rest for some money.Otherwise, it will really rot in your hands.If the magistrate really accepts the case, I'm afraid he won't get anything, and he will die in exile.

He sneered, "Today Liu Neng sent someone to tell me that he wanted to recruit me as his son-in-law. I kicked him out."

Liu Neng is faintly the top of the local merchants, and it seems that he wants to swallow Qiyu's business in one go.He has only one daughter, no son, and really needs someone to inherit the family business.His daughter is not an ordinary woman, she is said to be very pungent and capable.His daughter is quite old, and she has fallen in love with Qiyu a few years ago, and has come to talk about marriage.But at that time, it was said that in the future, a son would be adopted to the Liu family to inherit the Liu family business.This time it directly became a hostage.

Liu Neng is really ruthless, he pushed Qiyu to a desperate situation, and he wanted to gain both money and life.It's really difficult now, with Liu Neng around, it's impossible for others to let go.Liu Neng is not satisfied with getting a few shops.

"What are you going to do?"

"It's a big deal," Qi Yu snorted coldly.

"How much money do you have now?"

"5000 taels."

Not too much, "Give back the rest of the shop to Gu Shao, shall we leave Lecheng?"

The troublesome problem is also left to Gu Shao. Although Qi Yu has made a lot of money, if he only keeps the original silk and satin shop, he will definitely not be able to earn 5000 taels of silver in five years.What's more, he has lived extravagantly for the past five years.

So he can be regarded as benefiting from Qi Yu's glory, so he made more money.The matter has come to this point, and there is no way to care about it.

"But... I lost a lot..."

"Then what are you going to do? How can you not pay?"

"...It's fine for Gu Shao to be cheap, but that Liu can make me hold my breath."

I thought about it, "It's not that I can't fix him."