Ji Yu

There were no burglars visiting at night, so I was probably overwhelmed.I fell asleep until almost noon, and the fatigue all over my body disappeared completely.From the side of the room facing the street, there was the noise of heavy traffic, which made people feel at ease.

Qiyu had already woken up. Seeing me open my eyes, she smiled and said, "You guessed wrong, no one came yesterday."

I purposely stretched out my hand and squeezed his cheek hard, "I'm not a god, it's normal to guess wrong."

He turned over and lay on top of me, complaining, "It's all your fault, you let me sleep with my clothes on, it's not comfortable at all."

"Then what do you say?" I put my arm around his waist and asked with a smile.He is several years older than me, and when we first met, he was still a protector.But as I got older, his attitude toward me gradually changed.Maybe it's because I'm growing taller, maybe it's because I know more and more things, maybe it's because after getting older, he gradually becomes a little jealous of being a few years older than me, and he likes to pretend to me on the bed. Tender and coquettish.We have gradually become a "acting like a baby - pampering" mode.

"Well... I have to do it tonight."

"Tonight?" I frowned and said, "But tonight we won't be able to make it to the next town, and most likely we will sleep in a carriage."

"Do it in the carriage, and sleep together naked."

His slightly red face moved my heart slightly, and I hugged him tightly, "Qiyu..."

"You haven't looked at me like this for a long time." He leaned over and kissed me fiercely. The kiss made me happy. Qiyu raised her head with a smirk, "It seems that we don't have to wait until night... ..."

"You bastard", I hugged him and turned over, pressing him down...

After taking a shower, I ordered lunch and ate in the room. Qiyu put his arms around my waist, and looked out the street with me through the hollowed-out window, "How about we stay here for another night?"

I planned to drive another two or three hours, and it was getting dark again, and I had already left Lecheng, so there was no need to hurry.

"Okay, but we will leave at dawn tomorrow, and then you are not allowed to hook me up again."

Qiyu giggled, and proudly put her chin on my shoulder.

"Do you want to go out for a walk and wander around this town?"

He shook his head and hugged me for a while, "This town is so small, what is there to do? Let's just stay in the room, okay? We haven't been alone together for a long time."

"Haven't we been together before?"

"That's different. You were lukewarm to me back then, and I felt terrible," he pouted.

"...as you like."

His eyes lit up, and he pulled me to lie down on the bed.

I raised my eyebrows, "I just got up, I just had dinner, and now I'm sleeping again?"

"My back is sore. Besides, I don't want to sleep, but I just want to hug you and talk."

"……All right."

He quickly took off his clothes, and leaned over to take off my clothes.I felt angry and funny, and slightly moved.With a heart of stone like mine, I am afraid that only such a passionate and unparalleled person can warm me up.

Back then in the Liu Mansion, although we were together every night, I never had a heartbeat, and I didn't know what a heartbeat was.Even if I am used to seeing romance in the courtyard, even if I have learned countless love poems, I still don't understand the word "love".

Taking Qiyu away from the Liu Mansion, apart from the suspicion that something might happen to the Liu Manor and the desire to take him away to avoid disaster, it is also because I am alone in the world, and I hope to have someone I know by my side.So he even agreed to his request not to allow me to marry a wife and take a concubine.In order to be fair, I don't know how deep his affection for me is, but I am definitely not as good as him, and only by guarding him alone can I make up for this affection.

Later, I found that he and I were gradually separated. Although I was sad, I couldn't think of arresting him.It's not that I want to leave him and marry a wife.It's just that I'm also confused about my own thoughts. Even if I take his heart back, what can I give him?And he did disappoint me, I don't know if my feelings are worth investing in him.

But during the two years away from home, I gradually understood.When we were in the Liu Mansion, our identities were awkward, and I really didn't think about it at that time.But after we arrived in Lecheng, we were all free. Unknowingly, I had put my thoughts and feelings into it, although I was still ignorant of it.Although I was still able to think calmly at that time, I could judge that Qiyu was gradually moving away from me, and I could tell myself that he was not worthy of my trust and dedication.I don't know that feelings are involuntary.

Those two years of loneliness made me mature, and also made me understand my feelings in my thoughts.Going back to Lecheng Qiyu made me furious.No matter how emotional he is, if he continues like that, I can't tolerate it, so I can only give up the relationship.

Fortunately, he did not let me down again.Now that I know my feelings, I will naturally not indulge him like I did in the past.It shouldn't be possible to let things that drifted away in the past happen again.

I hugged him and sighed, many times in the past, maybe I had the opportunity to control him, so he wouldn't take the benefits from Gu Shao without telling me, and there wouldn't be those concubines and prostitutes happening.But I didn't understand it at the time, and when I understood it, it was too late.

If my mind is narrower, if my heart is harder, maybe it will be too late.It's just that I can't help my feelings. I can't let go of the love I have had for so many years, and I can't forget it. I have to start working hard again.

"What are you sighing for?"

"It's nothing, it's very comfortable to lie down like this."

"Of course", he inserted his legs between mine, let me hold him, and hug me together, the two of them almost twisted into a twist.

Since practicing martial arts, my strength has been getting stronger and stronger. I am not afraid of his weight, so I just hugged him and lay on my stomach, so as not to make his posture too twisted and uncomfortable after a long time.

He lay on top of me, but also sighed faintly.

"Why are you sighing again?", I asked him funny.

"I also feel comfortable. Ji Yu, it's been a long time since you have been so nice to me."

"Did I treat you badly before?"

"Well. Since I took over Gu Shao's business, you have been very indifferent to me. No matter how much I try to please you, you don't respond. At that time... I was a little afraid of you and didn't dare to get close to you. Then You didn't treat me very well at first. You wouldn't look at me with such eyes at all, and you wouldn't be so gentle with me afterwards. "

So I was so inconsiderate before?

"I won't do that in the future."

"Really?"

"Well, if you make me angry again in the future, I will leave you like I escaped from Gu Shao this time, so that you can never find me again."

"How dare you!" He glared at me angrily.

"I was serious."

He stared at me fiercely, his hands that were originally resting on my shoulders pinched me tightly, and his nails pierced into the skin.

It hurts, but not as much as when he makes me sad and disappointed.I still hugged him calmly and looked at him calmly.Let him know that this is not intimidation and threats, but what I really think.

He was discouraged, water glistened in his eyes, he paused, and leaned back on me limply, "You are so cruel."

I put my arms around him, kissed his eyes, kissed away the tears, and sighed, "Qiyu, I like you. But you can't rely on this. If you break my heart again, I can't stand it anymore." .Once again, no matter how much I like you, I have to leave you. Do you understand?"

He wept silently in my arms, and the tears dripped on my chest. After a while, he nodded.

I hugged him and turned sideways, wiped away the wet marks on his face one by one, "Don't cry. As long as you don't make me sad, how can I be willing to part with you", watching his teardrops still in a string It fell down, and my heart became slightly sour, "Hey, don't cry..."

But like letting go of the brake, he hugged my neck and cried hard.

I coaxed gently, but not so sincerely.Although I feel a little distressed, I really like him crying for me. He looks so cute and sincere at the moment.

He had cried enough, and said with a sullen face, "I'm going to bite you, okay?"

I kissed him and nodded.

He bit my shoulder hard and didn't let go for a long time.

"Hiss~", it really hurts... If it is any harder, the piece of flesh will fall off, even so, the scar will definitely remain.This narrow-minded person finally found an opportunity to leave a permanent mark on me, "Revenge?"

"Huh", he snorted softly, let go, licked off the blood stains around the wound, and asked not very sincerely: "Does it hurt?"

"What do you think?" I asked through gritted teeth.

"Angry?"

"No."

"Who told you to leave me again. Hmph, I will cling to you, make you fascinated, and make you unable to leave me forever."

"That's the best", I couldn't help laughing.

"I also have two requests for you." He still had a straight face.

"Tell me."

"No matter what you do, you have to take me with you. You can't disappear like those two years. It makes me panic and frightened. Even if you are in danger, you can't say anything about leaving me for my safety. Even if we die, we will die. together."

After a moment of silence, I nodded, "I agree", and kissed his lips again, "I'm sorry, it was my fault for making you wait so stupidly for those two years."

He raised the corners of his lips, wanted to laugh but held back, and continued to keep a straight face, "Also, if I do something to make you angry, you have to tell me and I will change it. You can't be like the past That way you don’t say anything, and you don’t let me know if you’re unhappy, and you’ll settle the accounts together after a few years.”

I chuckled and nodded again, he was quite resentful, "I agree with that too."

"Then I'm relieved," he said, looking at me with anger and resentment.

"Qiyu, I really like you", I kissed him lightly, then deeply...