Ji Yu

Qiyu didn't get close to Lin Han very much, not because he had any grudges against the child's father, it seemed that he simply didn't know how to get close to a child, and felt a bit like seeing a scourge.

Also, children who did not grow up with their parents and elders, and those who have never had children around them, will indeed not adapt to this situation.

I'm not used to it either.But I like children.Especially this Lin Han who is already counted as my son.

Fang took care of eating, dressing, bathing, sleeping, changing diapers, etc. I just played with him with a rattle when he was sober and not crying.But even so, after a few days, the child also knew me, and gradually became close.Although he is not inherited by flesh and blood, he also has a sense of accomplishment and various joys in raising him.

Qiyu usually just looked at us, occasionally there would be a flash of emotion in his eyes, but he never offered to hug him, but watched Lin Han's expression soften day by day.

Such Qiyu is a bit...childish and cute.I like him, and I also like to touch the softness in his heart.

Now that I have Lin Han and bought Ah Fang, I am no longer obsessed with two people walking the world.Anyway, there is no threat of chasing soldiers for the time being.We hired another person to help drive the carriage, and also freed Qiyu and me to stay in the carriage together while driving.

It was just the two of us, and he was not in good shape during the day, with his head resting on my lap, and reaching out to interfere with my reading from time to time.

After a few times, I put down the book in my hand and asked him helplessly: "If you don't let me read, what do you want to do?"

"Talk to me", he saw me put down the book, with a smile on his face.

"Okay", I hugged him into my arms and let him lean half against me, "What do you want to talk about?"

"Well... Although we were together and very close before, I still feel that I can't touch your heart. Now... Now... I think you are different from before." happy.

I looked at his eyebrows and eyes. I liked his face before, but no matter how much I liked it, I didn't feel any difference after looking at it for a long time.Just don't feel tired.Now, what I see more is his thoughts, his joy, anxiety, admiration, nostalgia... I kissed him on the side of the cheek, and I nodded, "Yes."

Immediately he was all smiles.

"What about you? What do you like about me?" In fact, I don't even understand what he likes about me.

"I can't tell. In the past...and in the years before you entered Liu's house, I never liked anyone. With the lessons learned from that brother, I dare not let myself like anyone. But my When I saw you, I couldn't help it, I only thought about how I could be with you for a long time, and I was satisfied."

"Are you really satisfied?"

"real."

"You..." I laughed, and didn't want to pierce his petty thoughts anymore.

"Ji Yu, can we live like this for the rest of our lives? Will you get bored in the future?"

"Why do you only worry about whether I will be bored, maybe you will be the one who will feel bored in the future?", I teased him.

"I don't. Never will."

"How can you know what's next?"

"Because...because... I only have you, Ji Yu, and I have always only had you in my heart. Others are mortals, and I neither look down on nor let go of my heart. I can't even make a friend, because I No one will believe it. For the sake of fame, for profit, for the enjoyment of wealth, anyone can give up and sell. When I was doing business a few years ago, there were welcomes and gifts, and there were also some friendships at the wine table. I am happy to see those who used to look down on The flattery of my people, they will definitely not guess that I used to be just a little girl and a male pet for fun. At that time, I felt very happy in my heart. But I knew very well in my heart that it was only for money .One day, if I am penniless, no one will recognize me, be it the respectful underground people or the friendship in the business field. But you are different from them, and you are different from anyone else. I can only let go down you."

"Everyone else is a mortal? Then who do you think I am? A god?" I sneered, am I extraordinary?He looks too high on me.

He giggled, "It's about the same. Anyway, you are different. You don't care about fame, fortune and wealth. I thought you were a weirdo. I have studied hard for so many years, but I don't want to be an official. You are obviously better than me. , It's not that you don't have capital and opportunities, but you don't make money. It's a pity to waste all your abilities. You are too weird. However, you are a weird person who can make me feel at ease."

Just say I'm lazy.

"Since I can reassure you, what are you worried about?"

"That's not the same thing. You were always indifferent to me, which made me feel that whoever is with you is the same. Even if I'm not by your side, you are still fine."

I probably really thought that way before, so I couldn't help but feel a little guilty, "Cough...you still think that way now?"

He shook his head, "Now...you are very good to me. Let me know that you also have me in your heart. But you didn't know love at first, and you wouldn't be emotional to others. Now that I understand, I am afraid that I will grow old in the future You are tired of me, you have taken a fancy to others... for example, people like my brother, although he is stupid than me, but he is also better than me, single-minded, and will not cause trouble, maybe...you are more worthy of you than me like……"

"Puchi", I burst out laughing, although he is indeed good-looking, but using the word old and decrepit still makes me feel happy.

He frowned and turned around to pinch my waist, dissatisfied: "What are you laughing at?"

I smiled while kissing him, "You are so fierce, and you are always by my side, who can get close to me?"

"What if?"

"Then how do you want me to guarantee it?"

"I don't know. Anyway, I'm not at ease."

"What a fool. There are still many days to come, and you will feel at ease one day."

"When you become an old man that no one wants to take a second look at, I'll probably be relieved," he also laughed.

"...", I was speechless.

"With Lin Han, shall we still go to the southwest mountainous area? Can the poor mountains and rough waters there raise children? Since we don't have to worry about Gu Shao anymore, can we go to a better place?"

"I went there not only to avoid the pursuit of soldiers, but also because I lived there for more than half a year and was taken care of by those mountain people, and I developed some feelings for them. I didn't have the ability to repay them, but now I have 5000 taels to do it." The money for good deeds can be used to do something. Although the folk customs there are uncivilized, the mountain people are simple and the scenery is beautiful. I think you will like it there."

"But there are snakes...", he pouted.

I forgot, he has never been very courageous.

"Okay. If you don't like it when you go there, then after I finish what I want to do, we will go to the place you like. OK?"

"Okay", he leaned against my chest, pursed his lips, closed his eyes, and nodded in response.

"Where do you like?"

"The place I've been to is near Lecheng. I don't know where it's good. But I heard that Jiangnan is very good, and Dongdu is also very prosperous."

"Then go and see them all in the future."

"What about Lin Han?"

"Take it too."

"It's better to find a place to live as soon as possible. It's too hard to travel around with children. It's not good for children."

"Well, yes. You are a bit like an elder," I laughed.

He put his arms around my waist and stared at me, "You're making fun of me again."

He is too strong, and my waist really hurts when he hugs me.I kissed him and kissed him until he softened in my arms.Talk to me warmly again.

"Ji Yu, do you dislike my business?"

"How could it be? Your business is doing very well and you can support your family. If you don't make a living, how can I study at home so leisurely."

"That……"

"But you can't go too far in doing business. Like when you were in Lecheng, you did the whole city's silk business, which is very difficult to do. There must be government support behind it. Those are naturally Gu Shao's arrangements for you. Yes. But in the future we will not have helpers behind us. If you do business, you must be careful, and you must be careful. Doing business will not be as smooth as it used to be. If you can’t understand this, don’t do it Business, otherwise it is the way to bring disaster."

"Are you still willing to let me do business?"

"Well, you can do whatever you like, and I won't stop you. If you're willing to discuss it with me, you can."

"Ji Yu, you are so kind to me."

This fool, I never regarded him as a male favorite, as my accessory.It has been so in the past and it will be so in the future.