Rebirth's guilt

Shangri-La Hotel is located in the commercial center of S City - Lujiazui Financial and Trade Zone, built adjacent to the Pujiang River, and sits on the eye-catching Oriental Pearl TV Tower.

After receiving the invitation, Han Jue did not discover the existence of these two names from An Yanqing's memory, as if there was a fault in his memory.Intuitively, Han Jue felt that these two people had a great relationship with An Yanqing's suicide.

After hesitating for a long time, Han Jue came here driving a black BMW he just bought yesterday. This car is exactly the same as the BMW he was riding in before his death.

It stands to reason that people who died in a car accident would probably not want to ride in that car again.But for some reason, when Han Jue saw the same car in a car dealership, he immediately decided to buy it.

Walking into the hall, Han Jue came to the place where the welcoming ladies were, signed his name, and handed the red envelopes to them.It is still early now, the bride and groom have not come out yet, only a few relatives and friends of them are welcoming the guests.

Han Jue didn't go over to say hello, but found a relatively remote place to sit down and drink tea quietly.After all, he doesn't know anyone here, and there may be many people who know him, so it's wrong to say too much.

"An Yanqing, is it really you?" A clear male voice came from next to his ear, Han Jue looked up, and a young man in a black suit appeared in front of him, he seemed surprised, or disgusted?

Seeing that he raised his head and said nothing, the young man frowned and asked, "Why are you here? Didn't Fang Cheng break up with you already? Are you still going to keep pestering me?"

"You don't want to make a fuss, do you?" The young man seemed to have found the answer for him without waiting for him to answer.Seeing that Han Jue didn't deny it, the young man's tone gradually became harsh, threatening: "You'd better leave quietly, I won't let you ruin Xiaoxue's wedding!"

Han Jue frowned listening to the young man talking to himself.Just as he was thinking about talking, his head suddenly hurt, and many broken pictures flashed by.

"You bloody gay! Get out! Don't get near my son again!" Who was that screaming hysterically?

"Look, it's him. I heard that he's with senior Fang Cheng. They're the same sex! It's disgusting." Who is it, whispering and scrutinizing?

"You are a man, even if Big Brother Fang loves you, so what. You can't get married, and you won't be recognized by others. If you are with you, Big Brother Fang's future will be completely destroyed! Only I can be with him in a fair and honest way." Together, I will be the Mrs. Fang whom Ming Media is marrying." Who is it, a high-ranking taunt?

"Yanqing, I'm sorry, let's break up! I can't let my parents down and be sad." Who is begging for forgiveness?

The broken pictures were connected little by little. In the last scene, the sharp knife cut through the pale skin, and the bright red blood stained the whole bathtub.At this moment, Han Jue seemed to be able to feel the pain and despair in An Yanqing's heart, and the two seemed to overlap at this moment.

Is the groom Fangcheng?Han Jue frowned and raised his head. It seemed that the former owner of this body had an ambiguous relationship with the groom. Was he also abandoned just like himself?

Thinking of this, Han Jue suddenly felt uncomfortable. He thought of Lu Jiyuan.An Yanqing, our experiences are so similar.But just committing suicide for such a thing, you are really cowardly!

Han Jue, who integrated An Yanqing's memory, knew that An Yanqing was a person who was indifferent on the outside and soft on the inside.

His parents divorced when he was young, and he was used to protecting himself with indifference and alienation as he lived alone.The panic when I found out that my sexuality was different from normal, the happiness when Fang Cheng confessed, and the pain and despair when the two broke up.

Do you choose to commit suicide because you feel that you have nothing to love in life? You are simply escaping from reality.But now he has the memory of An Yanqing and Han Jue who has the same experience, so he will not do nothing about it.

"I just came here after receiving the invitation. Didn't you invite me?" Han Jue asked coldly. .

Yao He seemed a little surprised when he heard this, frowned and said, "Impossible, the Fang family wanted to cover up the scandal between you and Fang Cheng, how could they invite you?"

Han Jue raised his eyebrows, held up the glaringly red invitation card in his hand, and said with a smile: "It seems that your little princess has some different ideas, thinking that she can marry Fang Cheng, so she can't wait to show it off in front of me. "

Han Jue felt that he should do something, at least not let down the "good intentions" of others.If An Yanqing is cowardly, then Han Jue is just the opposite, his self-esteem does not allow him to be cowardly and shrink back.

Yao He was about to say something to refute, when there was a sudden commotion in front of him.The two turned their heads and saw that it was the bride and groom who came out together.

Looking at the smiling bride, Han Jue felt that the smile was very glaring, and a feeling of anger or sadness suddenly rose in her heart.Although the groom also had a smile on his face, he was a little stiff, and his eyes were not happy, which didn't fit in with the whole hall's attire.

With a cold smile, Han Jue stepped forward, bypassing Yao He who was blocking him.Some people around who knew him were a little stunned when they saw him, but after realizing it, they looked curiously in the direction he was walking.

Fang Cheng, who was originally greeting the guests, suddenly noticed that the noise around him seemed to have disappeared, and many people looked behind him and whispered.He turned back with a smile, but when he saw the person coming, the smile froze on his face.

"Yanqing, why are you here?" Fang Cheng stared blankly at the handsome man in front of him, and asked in surprise.The smile on his face had long since disappeared, and there seemed to be love and struggle in his eyes, and finally dimmed.

Han Jue looked at Fang Cheng. He looked very handsome in a white suit today, but his tiredness could not be concealed on his face.The moment he saw himself, his eyes sparkled with brilliance, but then dimmed again.

Yao Xue looked at Fang Cheng in a daze, and then at the guests who were whispering around, bit her lip, her face was a little ugly.

After she knew that An Yanqing had attempted suicide, she decided to invite him to the wedding. She wanted him to see Fang Cheng marry her with her own eyes, and make him miserable and desperate.

If it wasn't for this man, Big Brother Fang wouldn't have broken up with her, causing her to be ridiculed.If it wasn't for this man, Big Brother Fang wouldn't want to break off the engagement. Fortunately, Big Brother Fang repented in time.

She really wanted to see how desperate this man's eyes would be now.

But Fang Cheng's absent-mindedness at this time and the whispered discussions of the guests made Yao Xue feel very embarrassed, she suddenly regretted, why did she have to invite this person over so many things.

Not all the guests around knew about Fang Cheng and An Yanqing, but after hearing some rumors whispered by the people around them, they looked at the groom and the handsome man beside him with great interest.

"Happy wedding! I'm here to bless you. I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years and grow old together!" Han Jue looked at the bride's ugly face and heard the whispers of the guests around him. He didn't care at all, and blessed with a smile.

Fang Cheng's face turned pale instantly, and he just looked straight at Han Jue, as if he wanted to see through him.Yao Xue pinched Fang Cheng secretly, and then said with a smile: "Yanqing, you are Cheng's best friend, I am very happy to receive your blessing, and Cheng is the same, right?"

Awakened by the stinging pain from his hand, Fang Cheng nodded stiffly under Yao Xue's eyes.Han Jue looked at Yao Xue with a half-smile, and said, "I'm going to toast you a glass of wine later!"

After finishing speaking, he looked around at the guests who secretly raised their eyes to look here, then turned and left.

Fang Cheng looked at Han Jue's straight back, and suddenly felt that he seemed to have changed and become stronger.Yao Xue looked at Fang Cheng's expression and whispered, "Brother Fang, the wedding is about to begin, are you going to disappoint your aunt and uncle?"

Fang Cheng looked at her blankly for a while, then turned his head and greeted the guests who came up.

Yao Xue's heart skipped a beat when Fang Cheng saw it, and she was a little scared.Looking at Han Jue's back in a blink of an eye, he couldn't restrain the jealousy and hatred in his heart, but he had to keep smiling.

Han Jue walked back to his seat, drinking tea leisurely.I watched the wedding banquet begin coldly, watched the bride and groom swear their oaths, watched the joy on the faces of both parents, and watched table after table of people congratulate and bless them.

Finally reaching the table where Han Jue was, Fang Cheng dropped Yao Xue and walked over to Han Jue impatiently, looking at him who seemed to have a thousand words to say but didn't know where to start.

The guests at other tables looked at this side very gossip, and the parents of both parties also saw Han Jue, and their faces suddenly became ugly.

Han Jue smiled slightly, raised the wine glass in his hand, and said, "Ten years of cultivation can make you share a boat, and a hundred years of cultivation can make you sleep together. This glass of wine wishes you to be united and in love forever!"

The last four words are extremely heavy, but in the eyes of insiders, they are very ironic. Everyone knows that Fang Cheng loves An Yanqing, and married Yao Xue only because she is a woman and will be a legal wife.

Fang Cheng squeezed out a stiff smile, drank the wine in the glass, and felt that the wine was really bitter for the first time.He looked at Han Jue, but he could no longer see a trace of love and pain in his eyes.

Han Jue's eyes were calm, like the clear sky, as if he had never loved him before.

"So you've let go, but I'm still stuck in it." Fang Cheng smiled wryly, bowed his head and muttered to himself, then turned and left.Han Jue looked at his back with a complicated expression.

It was also at such a hotel that day, at the same wedding banquet, Lu Jiyuan's back and the person in front of him seemed to overlap.

At that time, although his heart hurt, he still stood proudly, trying his best to maintain the smile on his face and the only remaining self-esteem.But at this time, he was just an outsider, and An Yanqing was long gone.

No, it was Han Jue who died, and now he is An Yanqing.At this moment, Han Jue realized very clearly that he was An Yanqing, a person who had a similar experience to Han Jue.

An Yanqing!An Yanqing!Forget it, let the name Han Jue be buried with all the past!

Driving away from Shangri-La, Han Jue, no, it's time to be called An Yanqing, and he drove around like a headless chicken, venting his anguish.Returning to the jade world, can I really face those two people as if nothing happened?

A lover from a previous life, a best friend.