Rebirth's guilt

Maybe it was the quiet and peaceful atmosphere in the coffee shop, maybe it was Qiao Zhishen's gentle and mellow voice that soothed his mood, Su Yan also gradually calmed down, and his mind gradually calmed down.

The two only talked about some things about jade, and they were happy for a while.

When the afterglow of the setting sun shone in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, Su Yan realized that it was already very late, and felt a little embarrassed.Qiao Zhishen took the opportunity to invite and said, "It's already evening, why don't I treat you to dinner!"

Su Yan thought about it, then nodded in agreement.Qiao Zhishen didn't go back to drive, but took Su Yan's car. He hesitated for a moment, and instead of directly asking where to eat, he asked Su Yan to drive to a kindergarten.

Su Yan was a little surprised, but it's not easy to ask more questions due to his current status, so he had to bury the question deep in his heart.Qiao Zhishen didn't explain, but called, "Mama Chang? I'll pick up Nian Qing today, and dinner will be eaten outside, so you don't have to prepare it."

Nian Qing?

Su Yan's hands on the steering wheel paused unconsciously, and then he reacted again, his face was as usual, but he didn't know that Qiao Zhishen had already seen his reaction in his eyes.

I came to a kindergarten with a huge construction site. At this time, when school was over, there was an endless stream of vehicles coming to pick up people.Su Yan was waiting in the car, Qiao Zhishen went down to pick him up, and soon he saw him walking out with a black-haired and blue-eyed boy about three years old.

Qiao Nianqing was of mixed race, with fair complexion and blue eyes inherited from Qiao Zhishen's mother, but her black hair followed her father's.Qiao Nianqing looked cute and cute, but she didn't seem to be very close to Qiao Zhishen, with a hint of restraint.

That's right, since Qiao Zhishen brought him back from Italy, he hasn't had any contact with him for a long time.We don't see each other often on weekdays, and we only had dinner together a few times in half a year.It was the first time to pick up someone in person today, and Qiao Zhishen was very imposing, which naturally made the children afraid.

Su Yan had a gentle attitude and teased him with a few words, but since he wanted to drive, he didn't want to be distracted, so the atmosphere in the car along the way was a little duller than when he came.

Taking care of the children, the two also chose a western restaurant, but chose a very unique private restaurant, which serves Shanghai cuisine.Qiao Zhishen ordered boiled prawns, vegetable fish dumplings with water shield, eggplant stuffed with minced chicken, wax gourd balls and fried rice cakes with crab.

Before the food was served, the soup dumpling came first. Qiao Zhishen carefully fed Qiao Nianqing. The child had something in his mouth, so he let go and ate happily.

Su Yan looked at them, one big and one small, and his heart suddenly calmed down, enjoying the warmth of this moment very much.

After eating for an hour or two, the three came out of the shop slowly.Qiao Nianqing was a little tired, her big eyes blinked and then closed.Su Yan looked at him as cute, but couldn't help hugging and kissing him a few times.

"I'll take you back!" Su Yan smiled as he looked at the pitch-black sky.Qiao Zhishen nodded, and reported He Zhong Yinyue's address, Su Yan was taken aback again, and started the car without saying anything.

The number of times he was in a daze today was the most since he was born.

Driving towards Hezhong Yinyue, Qiao Zhishen's voice suddenly rang in his ears, "It seems that you are very familiar with the roads of City X, and you were also familiar with that hotel last time in Myanmar. .”

Su Yan was startled, and suddenly felt like a broken jar, "Maybe I lived there once!" He parked the car on the side of the road, looked sideways at Qiao Zhishen, and stared straight into his eyes, "You Say, Han Jue, An Yanqing, Su Yan, who is me?"

Hearing the familiar names popping out of Su Yan's mouth one by one, Qiao Zhishen's heart sank.Looking at Su Yan's tense face and tightly wrinkled brows, he suddenly realized.

Immediately became anxious again in his heart, and asked, "Don't you know the difference?" It was another area that he couldn't understand at all. Although when An Yanqing died, he still found a lot of research experts in this field because he was unwilling, but he still couldn't understand it. don't know.

There is an explanation for An Yanqing's habitual movements, sudden fiery temper, and strange attitude on Su Yan.

Probably due to the combined influence of many factors, Su Yan suddenly opened his mouth. He didn't want to bear it alone. He wanted to speak out. Perhaps Qiao Zhishen was the best person to confide in.

Slowly, from the beginning of waking up, to the chaotic memories in my mind, to the always inadvertent actions.Su Yan told everything, including everything about An Yanqing and Qiao Zhishen.

Then he said with a complex expression: "I seem to be in the middle of the game, but at the same time I am like a bystander. At one time, those things seemed to be my own experience and empathy, but at another time, it was like watching a TV series. Watch other people's lives."

Qiao Zhishen was in a mess when he heard what he said, but he was sure that Su Yan must be An Yanqing, the original Han Jue, the one he loved.It's just that something goes wrong now, the personalities of the three seem to start to influence each other, and their memories start to intertwine.

Having said everything, Su Yan felt very relaxed. Seeing Qiao Zhishen who was holding the child beside him, he suddenly wanted to get closer. The feeling of incomparable trust in the bottom of his heart made him think so much like this time. Rely on the man next to you.

"It's already late today, you should go back to the hotel first, I'll come to you tomorrow!" In the end, Qiao Zhishen only said this.Su Yan nodded and stopped talking after hearing this.

Back home, Qiao Zhishen handed Qiao Nianqing to Chang's mother and went to the study.Thinking about Su Yan's current situation, he called Sunan and recounted it in detail.

"So, in fact, he is Qingqing, but I don't know why, the memories of the three people overlap. Although they can be separated, it feels like a bystander."

Sunan frowned when he heard this situation. He is just a mortal, and he doesn't understand things like soul and memory.After thinking about it, I had no choice but to suggest: "Why don't we find a hypnotist?"

Qiao Zhishen thought for a while, "Yanqing...Su Yan may resist." Sunan thought about it too, and the two fell silent for a while, speechless.Finally Qiao Zhishen said: "Anyway, I will mention it to him, maybe he will agree."

Qiao Zhishen wanted Su Yan to stay by his side all the time, but Su Yan's current status was doomed to be impossible.

On the other side, Su Yan sent Qiao Zhishen back to the hotel but was stopped by Su Li, "Did you go to Runhe Jewelry today?"

Not knowing what Su Li's intention was, Su Yan nodded.Su Li pondered for a while, then said: "Grandpa is a little interested in Qiao Zhishen, you can get in touch with him more. I'm going to Jieyang the day after tomorrow, and the public market there should also open. Are you going?"

Su Yan shook his head intuitively, and then said: "I don't want to run around, so I'll just stay here and wait for you, maybe I'll go back directly." Su Li agreed and ignored him, anyway, Su Yan is an adult, although he is Brother, but it's not easy to be more restrained.

The next day, Su Yan went to Runhe Jewelry again, but only met Qiao Zhishen.Qiao Zhishen brought up Sunan's proposal from yesterday, but Su Yan really agreed.

As if aware of Qiao Zhi's deep surprise, Su Yan smiled and said, "I'm also in a hurry, can't I? Is it so unbelievable that I agreed?" At this time, he looked like An Yanqing again, with a mischievous smile and a gentle temperament.

Qiao Zhishen was nothing, but he seemed to be in a better mood.The two walked out, and Sunan had already made an appointment with a hypnotist.Shan Lan watched Qiao Zhishen leave again, and couldn't help but said to James: "The boss has been out of work for two days, that Mr. Su is really embarrassing."

James glanced at her and said, "Don't worry about extra things!"

The hypnotist Sunan contacted was introduced by a friend of his. He has strong listening and speaking skills, a strict mouth, and a very professional ethics.Su Yan was still a little nervous after all, Qiao Zhishen was with him inside, while Sunan was waiting outside.

"Don't be nervous, relax!" The hypnotist's voice was very soft and pleasant, unexpectedly she was a very gentle woman.Su Yan felt a little better, nodded and sat opposite her.

There was a faint hypnotic fragrance in the room, which made people relax unconsciously, and Su Yan gradually fell into a coma.In the dream, it was blood red, and a little golden light came out, but Su Yan trembled unconsciously, not wanting to lean over as if there was something terrifying.

No, can't go, can't pass!Su Yan wanted to run back, but was pushed forward by an unknown force.An unbearable tearing pain, don't!The messy pictures and intermittent scenes disappeared bit by bit.

Qiao Zhishen was invited out after Su Yan was hypnotized. He and Sunan were both in the reception room, and they could only know what was going on inside through the screen on the monitor.

Su Yan in the monitor was sweating profusely, his face was distorted, it seemed unbearable, Sunan couldn't help being anxious.Qiao Zhishen shook his head and said, "Look on!" He also felt uncomfortable looking at it, but there was nothing he could do.

"Huh, huh, huh..." Panting heavily, Su Yan woke up, looked at the situation around him, as if in a dream.Qiao Zhishen and Sunan were separated by a wall, and they hurried out.

"Ah Shen? Brother!" Su Yan cried out in a daze, and Su Yan passed out immediately.Qiao Zhishen and Sunan didn't hear his name through the glass, only saw him fainted, and walked in worriedly.

"how is he?"

The beautiful hypnotist took off his glasses and said: "The effect is very good, but the stimulation seems to be great. Let him rest more, and he can do it again in two days."

Looking at the person lying in Qiao Zhishen's arms, Sunan asked, "Go back to your house?"