when master meets master

Chi Yanhao has never cried since he was beaten by his dad in the office in junior high school. He didn't cry when his dad beat him in the office because he felt that crying in front of outsiders was too much. It's a shame, if he was at home, he would cry every time he was beaten.

Chi Yanhao never ran away when he was being beaten, because he couldn't run away from his father, and if he was caught, he would be beaten even more fiercely, so he cried, making all his uncles and aunts cry, and everyone helped him out of the way .

After the beating incident in the office, Chi Yanhao discovered that crying was tolerable, and then he stopped crying, and he found that if he kept silent, his father would lose energy after beating him, so he stopped beating him up.So from junior high school to university, three or four years later, my father still occasionally practiced with Chi Yanhao, but he never cried again.

After being dumped by his girlfriend, Chi Yanhao couldn't cry anymore. Chi Yanhao felt that he was still very manly, although he still cried when he was in junior high school, and he wet the bed until the fourth grade of elementary school.

After so many years, Chi Yanhao finally had the urge to cry again, and it wasn't because he was beaten or dumped by his girlfriend, but because his roommate ignored him.

It is true that Peiran's fluffy words hurt people, but if Lu Deming said the same or even worse words to Chi Yanhao, Chi Yanhao would beat him up at most, and he would definitely not want to cry.

Maybe he didn't cry for too long, and the tears accumulated in his body. Chi Yanhao lay on the bed that night, feeling more and more wanting to cry.

But he can't cry, and he shouldn't cry, crying for Peiran?He is not going to die.

So Chi Yanhao lay on the bed holding back thinking about Peiran's words. He tensed all his muscles, and curled up involuntarily. He remained so stiff for a long time without sleeping. It was quiet in the dormitory tonight. Surprisingly.

At first, Chi Yanhao was thinking, why does Peiran hate him so much? Peiran stuck to him when school started, and later on, it was Peiran who kept pestering Chi Yanhao, and it was also Peiran who did something to Chi Yanhao inexplicably. That kind of outrageous thing.

Chi Yanhao never took the initiative to show kindness to Peiran, and he did not treat Peiran specially. He treated Peiran the same as others. He never took the initiative to have an affair with Peiran, and he never gave Peiran any hints. It's just when Peiran is a friend.

He just used a worse method to reject Peiran, why does Peiran hate herself so much.

Thinking of "hate", no, just thinking of these two words, Chi Yanhao was at a loss, he couldn't think about it anymore.

Chi Yanhao held back for a while, his tears were held back, but his nose was a little wet and his nose was running a little, so he pulled up the pillow towel and wiped his nose carefully, because the pillow that Peiran had placed on Chi Yanhao's bed before A pack of removable tissues was used up, so Chi Yanhao naturally didn't think about putting tissues on the bed so carefully.

Pei Ran hated him, and Tang Shupei didn't have the self-consciousness to be someone else's girlfriend. An Yihe and Peixin, two top beauties, were gay. Not long ago, that bastard Lu Deming spoke ill of Chi Yanhao and the people in their dormitory.

A mess, really a mess.

Chi Yanhao rubbed his nose and felt very sad. Although he is not a good dancer, he can be considered tactful anyway. How could he be worse in college than in high school.

In fact, Chi Yanhao's life in high school was relatively average, and he was not like a junior high school at all, because the school he went to was very good. Of course, he didn't get into such a good school by himself. He was like other rich kids in that school. It was bought by the parents.In such a school, Chi Yanhao's type is relatively rare, and there are many top students who are absorbed in studying and smart, and these people don't bother to pay attention to Chi Yanhao.

The only people who are willing to play with Chi Yanhao are those rich kids, but Chi Yanhao doesn't really like them very much. They are all similar to Lu Deming, and of course they are better than Lu Deming. Yes, but the main theme of their life is to compare this with that. One day someone buys a brand-name dress, and tomorrow that person will buy a new mobile phone.

That is really the "luxury" life of the rich young people in the standard township junction.

Chi Yanhao, who was beaten by his father's fist and perfected his character, is no longer interested in being "luxury" like them. Compared with clothes, that's what he did when he was in the first grade of junior high school. Chi Yanhao in high school only has good-looking girls at the center of his life and nice shoes.

It is still a superficial goal, but Chi Yanhao feels that this superficial is not the other superficial, he is not as empty as others in clothes.

But most of the girls he knew well were of the same type as Su Le.

Of course Chi Yanhao didn't hate them, but he just felt that he couldn't find a girl he really liked.

Anyway, when he was in high school, Chi Yanhao could pursue a girl as a girl according to his own ideas. After graduating from high school, he thought that he would live this kind of life when he went to college, but he just left his small place. When he came to a university where young people from all over the world gathered, he realized that his previous vision was so narrow.

For example, this is the first time he has met someone like Pei Ran, as well as the type of Gong Qijun, the type of Lu Deming and Su Le who worship money so much that they get carried away with Chi Yanhao, and Tang Shupei, Peixin, An Yihe was a type that Chi Yanhao had never encountered before.

Among these people, there are many people, and Chi Yanhao is very happy to meet them and become friends with them. He is really happy.

Of course, there are also annoying people, and Chi Yanhao doesn't even want to see them.

Only Peiran is an exception. Peiran is not the type that Chi Yanhao particularly likes, nor is he particularly annoying, but Chi Yanhao knows that he attaches great importance to Peiran, and he doesn't know how he can do so Value someone you don't seem to like so much.

After rubbing his nose, Chi Yanhao took out the pillow towel and hung it on the bed rail, preparing to get out of bed to wash tomorrow. When he turned over, he saw that there was still light on the head of Peiran's bed.

Peiran has a girlfriend...

He is very considerate to ordinary roommates, and he will not neglect his new girlfriend.

Chi Yanhao stared blankly at the light over there, and felt his heart twitch inexplicably. He quickly pulled off the pillow cover that had just been hung up and covered his eyes.

Chi Yanhao and Tang Shupei broke up within a month of dating.

It is certain that they will break up, but even Chi Yanhao did not expect to break up so soon, and Tang Shupei, who confessed his love first, proposed it.

Chi Yanhao felt a little flustered, he always felt that having a girlfriend was like a swipe of herringbone, or he felt at ease like a bear hoarding food for the winter, although he really didn't have any real relationship with Tang Shupei.

So when Tang Shupei suddenly asked him to break up, Chi Yanhao spilled the soup in his hand all over the table.

Tang Shupei hurriedly wiped it for him. Chi Yanhao stared blankly at Tang Shupei's movements, and sucked his stuffed nose, because he had a cold, which was so severe that he could only lie down two days ago. Gong Qijun ran back and forth to take care of him, and then Asking him for leave and bringing him a meal, Chi Yanhao treated Gong Qijun to a meal as soon as he recovered from his cold, and then hurried out to meet Tang Shupei who hadn't seen him for two days.

However, people are really unlucky. Breaking up with Peiran, having a bad cold, being dumped by his girlfriend, is there such a thing as unlucky?

Chi Yanhao felt that he might be seriously ill again when he went back.

He sniffed again, and asked Tang Shupei blankly why he broke up with him, and if he didn't like him anymore.

Tang Shupei, who usually only blushes and smiles slightly, smiled happily today, as if breaking up with Chi Yanhao is something worth celebrating, but after she finished laughing, she wiped the corners of her eyes and continued to wipe Chi Yanhao's hands and clothes , rubbed and said: "I like it..."

Chi Yanhao couldn't bear the girl crying the most. Although Tang Shupei hadn't cried yet, her eyes were already red.

He quickly touched Tang Shupei's hair. It was the first time they had been dating for nearly a month that he knew that Tang Shupei's hair felt so good.

"However, I found that I am happier when I like you alone. I am not happy when we are together..." Tang Shupei continued.

Chi Yanhao listened to Tang Shupei without saying a word. He also felt that the two of them were unhappy together. He only knew that he couldn't go out with Tang Shupei and was unhappy, but he knew Tang Shupei's "unhappy" and his "unhappy" Not happy" is different.

"When I like you, I think you are very cute. After class, you talk a lot, and what you say is also very interesting... I am with you, and I find that what you say is really interesting, but you really talk too much. There are many things you said that I can’t understand at all. I don’t know if you can understand everything I said... I think it may be more comfortable to be with someone who lives at the same pace. I know you are with me, You're not feeling well either..." Tang Shupei said, she had finished wiping Chi Yanhao, and now she lowered her head and her voice was low.

There were a lot of people in the cafeteria, and no one paid attention to them, because Tang Shupei was inconspicuous, and Chi Yanhao, who was sick, could not catch people's attention today.

When Tang Shupei said these words, he spoke very slowly, as if he was choosing his words carefully so as not to make Chi Yanhao feel uncomfortable.

Chi Yanhao touched her hair again: "But don't you like me?"

Tang Shupei looked up at Chi Yanhao and smiled: "Then do you like me?"

Under the gaze of Tang Shupei's thin lens, Chi Yanhao remained motionless for a long time, then nodded and shook his head: "I like you, but not the kind of liking in love..."

After saying this, Chi Yanhao became a little at a loss like a child who had done something wrong.

He was very afraid that Tang Shupei would cry like this, but he couldn't say anything to lie to her.

So Tang Shupei touched his head, didn't cry, and smiled again: "I know you don't like me, I've thought a lot recently, maybe my thinking is old-fashioned, I think if two people are together, they must like each other At first I told you that I liked you, but I never expected that you would start with me like this. At the beginning, I wanted to get to know each other with you, maybe you would really like me... But it doesn't seem to be the case of……"

Tang Shupei talked intermittently for a long time, Chi Yanhao just listened to her quietly all the time, he thought of his classmates and girlfriends in high school, and he also dated girls he didn't like, Chi Yanhao felt that two people You don't need to like each other when you are together, as long as he treats the girls well.

Later, the number of people in the cafeteria gradually decreased, and Tang Shupei stood up and left with Chi Yanhao.

They broke up now. Tang Shupei smiled and said that Chi Yanhao would not have to go to the library with her in the future. Chi Yanhao wanted to laugh, but he didn't feel like laughing. You can ask him for help with everything.

After he separated from Tang Shupei, Chi Yanhao felt his head swell. He woke up with a runny nose and walked crookedly towards the dormitory.

There were people in the dormitory last week, but today there is no one in the dormitory. Peiran will not go back to the dormitory occasionally recently, probably because she lives outside with her girlfriend.

Chi Yanhao took out the key and opened the door of the dormitory, walked past Peiran's desk, glanced over there involuntarily, felt uncomfortable in his chest for a moment, everything on Peiran's desk was emptied, he seemed to be moving today Walk.

Chi Yanhao walked to his seat alone, poured hot water for himself, drank slowly and became dazed.

At five o'clock, Gong Qijun rolled back to the dormitory like a wind, saw Chi Yanhao sitting alone, and came to ask Chi Yanhao how he was.

Chi Yanhao smiled and said that he was healed, and asked Gong Qijun to go out on a date.

Gong Qijun was still worried about Chi Yanhao, but seeing Chi Yanhao's sunny face, he didn't resist the date with his girlfriend much, and after a little tidying up, he was swept out of the dormitory like the wind.

The surrounding space became silent for a moment, Chi Yanhao sniffled his nose, his seat was against the balcony, the sunlight outside gradually dimmed, Chi Yanhao finished flipping through the magazine that he had read many times this month, and felt that his body I was so tired that I didn't even bother to get up and turn on the lights.

He poured himself another cup of hot water, took out the medicine and took it, sniffing and remembering what Tang Shupei told him about boys should have their own goals, Chi Yanhao lay down on the table and thought about it In the future, do you want to start taking classes seriously and become a man with goals.

At 06:30, the dormitory door rang again. Chi Yanhao was a little drowsy, so he didn't open his eyes, but with the sound of the dormitory door closing, someone turned on the light.

Chi Yanhao moved his eyelids, opened his eyes, and saw the person standing by the door.

Pei Ran.

At that moment, Chi Yanhao felt that he couldn't turn his eyes away, because he was sleepy and seemed to be unable to control his optic nerve. He looked at Peiran, and Peiran also looked at him.

Soon Peiran stopped looking at him, turned around and walked to the empty seat, opened the closet, and put the last bit of clothes inside into the travel bag.

Chi Yanhao looked at the place where Peiran was standing just now, it was empty now, and there was only one door left in his vision.

Chi Yanhao's eyes were sore, and his throat was also very uncomfortable. He struggled to get up, and made a loud noise when he pushed the chair away. He took a tissue to wake up his nose, and then he wanted to pour himself a glass of water.

At this time, Peiran suddenly spoke, her voice was very flat, without any emotion in it.

"I heard you have a cold?"

Peiran's voice was accompanied by the sound of him tidying up things, the crease of clothes, the zipper of the travel bag, and so on.

As soon as Chi Yanhao stood up, he felt dizzy. He didn't want to answer Peiran's words, so he sat down and poured himself a glass of water.

After a while, Chi Yanhao was still sitting with his back to Peiran, neither talking nor moving. There was a movement not far behind him for a while, and Peiran spoke again: "Did you catch a cold?"

Chi Yanhao held the cup and looked out the window. It was very dark outside, and he could only see the lights of the teaching building in the distance, and the street lamp on the nearest road.

Peiran didn't have many things left behind. He seemed to have packed his things quickly and zipped up the travel bag.

Then he said to Chi Yanhao: "Chi Yanhao...I'm leaving..."

Chi Yanhao still didn't turn his head.

Peiran stood there and looked at Chi Yanhao's back for a while, then bent down to pick up the bag of the travel bag and carried it away.

When he went out, he looked back again. Chi Yanhao, who had been straight up just now, bowed his back, and his head also drooped.

Chi Yanhao looked at the cup in his hand, and there was a small splash on the small round water surface in the cup.

He closed his eyes and wanted to wipe it with his hands, but Peiran, who should have left long ago, walked over behind him.

"Chi Yanhao?"

Chi Yanhao heard the guy behind him calling him suspiciously.

Chi Yanhao still lowered his head, motionless, a drop of water hit his jeans, leaving a small, somewhat deep mark.

Peiran stood in front of Chi Yanhao.

"Chi Yanhao?"

He bent down and took the cup from Chi Yanhao's hand, put it on the table, and looked at Chi Yanhao's face again.

Chi Yanhao saw Peiran looking at him in the muddled water, and he felt a string of snot rolling out of his nose.

Peiran pulled a few pieces of paper from the tissue box on the table, and wiped them on Chi Yanhao's face. He moved lightly, wiped Chi Yanhao's tears, folded them in half, and wiped Chi Yanhao's snot.

"Why are you crying?"

When Chi Yanhao heard Peiran ask him this way, Peiran threw away the tissue, raised his hand to touch Chi Yanhao's face, and gently wiped Chi Yanhao's cheek with his thumb. His movements were really very light.

Chi Yanhao opened his eyes and found that Peiran was actually smiling.

He suddenly got angry, waved Peiran's hand away, and shouted: "Go to hell!" Then he choked up, and continued to curse with difficulty: "You are the one who pestered me at the beginning of school! You are the one who wants to like me !" Twice again, tears and snot rolling down: "Why do you hate me! Go to hell!! I hate you! I hate you the most!"

Talking too much in one breath, Chi Yanhao was a little out of breath, Peiran took out a tissue to wipe his nose again, Chi Yanhao hiccupped for a long time, as if he had gained some strength, he stood up and pushed Peiran away , Turning his back, still whimpering and crying.

He used to be unable to stop crying. When he was beaten by his father, his crying was a kind of transaction. He stopped as soon as he said, but now he can’t stop the car. Maybe it’s been a long time since he cried. Too much.

Peiran turned around with a stack of tissues and wiped Chi Yanhao's face, but suddenly stopped, and leaned forward to kiss Chi Yanhao's eyelids.

Chi Yanhao cried and scolded, counting the things that bastard Peiran did one after another, and added the sentence "Go to hell! You bastard!" at the end of every sentence, but Peiran just smiled and nodded , hugged Chi Yanhao without saying a word, wiped his face, and bowed his head to kiss him from time to time.

After crying for a long time, Chi Yanhao couldn't breathe and his legs became weak, so he finally stopped crying with a slumped face.

Peiran wiped his face again, buried his face by Chi Yanhao's neck, and kissed Chi Yanhao's ear.

Chi Yanhao allowed Peiran to move, with a slumped face and silent, gasping from time to time, the expression on his whole face was as if his whole family had been killed, full of bitterness and deep hatred.

Peiran seemed to be very happy, and kissed Chi Yanhao's ear lightly, he said: "How can I hate you...Of course I like you..."

The breath he exhaled hit Chi Yanhao's ears, and Chi Yanhao shrank his neck with his face crossed.

Suddenly, some liquid was about to come out of Chi Yanhao's eyes, he quickly sniffed, and said in a hoarse voice, "I hate you the most."

Chi Yanhao was a little bit relieved after talking about "the most annoying" a lot tonight, as if he had made up for all the losses he suffered from Peiran.

Coupled with another cry, Chi Yanhao felt a little more at ease. He is refreshed now, but he doesn't have much energy.

Pei Ran patted Tong Chi Yanhao's back, looked back at Chi Yanhao's face, didn't dislike that face crying like a cat fished out of a ditch, and lowered his head to kiss Chi Yanhao's lips.

Chi Yanhao's expression remained unchanged, and he scolded in a low voice, "Bastard."

Peiran bowed his head to kiss again, even if Chi Yanhao was like a dead fish, he still kissed with relish.