Get out, divorce!

, immediately understood what was going on, and hurriedly scolded the little eunuch, "What nonsense are you talking about, how did you tell the second master..."

Isn't it... I can't help but ignite a glimmer of hope again.

"Second Master," Xiao Zhuangzi smiled apologetically, "Please go back, the emperor is not here, these emperors are very busy...you go back first, if you have anything to tell the slave, the slave will definitely tell it to you, second master don't worry..."

I looked at Xiao Zhuangzi, isn't the little fox... inside?

If not inside, who is that figure...

You don't want to see me, why on earth don't you want to see me... I stood there frozen.

After a while, he pulled Xiao Zhuangzi and asked sadly, "Xiao Zhuangzi, is my father in the palace... Where is he? Tell me, I'll find him back..."

"Master Xiang," Xiao Zhuangzi broke away from my grip without looking for any traces, "Isn't Master Xiang in the mansion? This slave doesn't know. Should the second master look for it again? How could Master Xiang be here at this hour? "

"You..." I was stunned for a moment, and breathed heavily in front of my chest, "You are talking nonsense..."

That day, Zhao Chuan and Sun Mingming said that the Military Aircraft Department had some business to do, and he came into the palace... Why at this moment, one of you refused to see me inside, and the other kept lying to me outside.

I turned around and slammed my palm on the window lattice of the south study, and the window creaked violently.

Seeing the figure inside move, I raised my hand and slapped it hard on the window.

He almost lost his sense of pain when he slapped that hand, and Xiao Zhuangzi came back to his senses, pulled me hard, and kept persuading, "Second Master, Second Master, what are you doing... If this alarms me Your majesty, that's a matter of losing your head... go back, go back..."

Go back... Where shall I go back... Isn't he not inside...

Then how could he be alarmed, how could he lose his head...

If you want to lose your head, then lose it. I only have such a head, and I have never known this person before.

He always wants... to return Zhao Chuansun to me!

"Second Master, are you crazy!?" Xiao Zhuangzi stopped me.

I was taken aback, raised my hand, and looked at the shaky figure.

yeah... i'm crazy...

Staggering out of the palace gate, Zhao Er was still there, waiting for me with his horse.

The night was as dark as water, bottomless.

"Second Master..." Zhao Er was startled when he saw my expression, and hurriedly collected himself, "...where is Xiangye?"

...Master Xiang...I stared at him blankly...

"he's not here……"

"Second Master," Zhao Er hurriedly stepped up to support me, "No, let's go home if we don't, we will send someone to look for... get in the car..."

Zhao Erlian coaxed me into the carriage and drove me home.

The road of life is always longer when it comes than when it goes...

"Zhao Er..." I heard a line of voice squeezed out of my throat, and my whole body was in pain, "What... what..."

What is this... how could this scene be like this.

When did my house become like this? What are they hanging up those white flags for? Why are they throwing those yellow papers in front of the door? What are these servants crying about...

"Second Master..." Zhao Eryu pulled me back in panic.

From the main entrance all the way to the inner hall, I saw the bright lights, and everyone's faces were sad. For a moment, I felt that this was not true...

It's really like a dream, why, but I am in this dream, why did I dream that my grandmother went...

"grandmother……"

It was only when he got to the front that he called out, and finally he was able to call out.

Just sitting beside grandma, stretched out his hand, and held grandma's hand, but it was still a little warm... Maybe he fell asleep...

It's just that the lights are so bright, how can I sleep soundly...

Besides, the little uncle hasn't come back yet.

Sitting there amidst the shadows of candles, I vaguely remembered my childhood.

I remember that at that time, I was always by my grandmother's side, and I didn't get along with Zhao Chuansun very much. I followed her every time my grandmother did, and I didn't separate day and night...

When Zhao Chuansun wanted to send me to school, I cried and cried, and refused to go, but my grandmother also said in a whimsical way, then don't go, just stay at home...

At home, Zhao Chuansun said at that time, it would be great if time could stop in the past... Today, at this moment, I understand what he is talking about.

However, at that time, I was still young, how could I have imagined that such a thing would happen today.

How can I think that my dearest and dearest grandmother can pass away...

I never thought such a thing would happen...

Grandmother, you said you wanted to see your little uncle, but I went looking for it, but I couldn’t find it, so my grandson came back alone...don’t blame your grandson...

The little fox... the little fox, he knew it clearly...but he hid it and didn't tell his grandson...

grandmother……

By the way... grandma said...

You have to watch me start a family and start a business, marry a wife and have children.

I don't know whose girl my grandmother took a fancy to at the banquet that day...Grandma, wake up, wake up and tell your grandson, whose girl you have a crush on, and your grandson will take her home and make her your granddaughter-in-law...

Whoever you think is good is good.

It was my grandson who was wrong...

It was my grandson who was wrong...

The grandson thinks that this day is still very long, and the grandson thinks that one day in the future, he will be able to satisfy his grandmother.

How could I have expected that today... just like this...

Grandson shouldn't...shouldn't be obsessed with ghosts...

Doing such a thing with the little fox, and for him, even when you had your last birthday, you couldn't be with me at the banquet to the end...

If the grandson knows that today is like this, it will never be like that that day.

If my grandson knew what was going on today, he would never do those random things...

Grandson shouldn't hang out with that person, wasting so much time for nothing...

The grandson should have married a wife and had children... long ago should have married and had children...

A child wants to support but does not wait for a kiss...

Grandma... I firmly hold Grandma's hand...

Can't let go...can't let go...

Maybe grandma is walking on Huangquan Road, maybe she's only halfway there...she doesn't know that I'm back, doesn't know that I'm here...I have to hold her so tightly...she might not be able to walk... ...or be able to come back...

Grandma, please come back, your grandson cannot be alone.

This life is so long, how can my grandson survive such a long time...

From nightfall to dawn, it takes such a long time... How long should this life be...

I just sat beside my grandmother in a daze, holding her hand, not wanting to let go...

"Second Lord," Mo Yu said softly, "let go...let someone build the coffin..."

... the coffin was built... I was shocked... I grabbed Moyu tightly...

"You can't build it, you can't build it...you can't do this..." I cried, "If grandma wakes up...you can't build it..."

"Second Master, people cannot be resurrected after death," Mo Yu advised me.

"No, no," I pulled Moyu, as if holding on to the last straw, "Moyu, don't ask them to cover... Please... Please..."

"Second Master," Mo Yu hugged me.

How can it be like this...the person is dead...how can it be like this...how can it be possible to just put some objects from life...put some yellow paper...and cover the person in a coffin...

Why was it so vivid in front of my eyes yesterday, but suddenly became like this today...

Obviously yesterday, my grandmother asked me if I let someone go in my heart...

Who was released...why was such a person released...why wasted until now...my grandmother hasn't seen my future yet...

The son wants to support but does not wait for the relative...Grandmother...

On the day of the funeral, Min Zhengyun came.

The funeral procession took a step forward, and Min Zhengyun accompanied me to take a step forward...

He didn't say a word, just accompanied me quietly.

I thought that the person who would accompany me was... that person...but it wasn't...

Step by step, I walked ten miles...

at the end...

"Xiaodai," Min Zhengyun gently held me in his arms, "...say something to me..."

I looked up at him, opened my mouth and couldn't speak.

Min Zhengyun... I can't tell... I regret it... I regret it...

"Xiao Dai," Min Zhengyun held my face, "... say something... hurry up... just say something..."

Just say one thing... what do you want me to say... I regret it...

"Min...Zheng Yun," I opened my mouth with difficulty, "I... regret..."

Before I could say a word, I suddenly couldn't restrain myself from crying...

I regret... I regret my childhood sweetheart with that person... I regret the momentary infatuation... I regret those absurd times... I regret going astray for him...

Regret...to this day I still want to hate him...

After the funeral, I locked myself in Zhao Chuansun's study.

I have to wait for Zhao Chuansun to come back...Grandma said...call your little uncle back...

Therefore, I can't go anywhere, so I can only wait here for my uncle to come back.

Uncle... when will you come back...

I am alone afraid of the long night... the long eternity...

Min Zhengyun came to see me once a day, and at dusk, he finished his court affairs.

So I came to my house and asked me if I had eaten this day.

If he knew that I forgot to eat again, he knocked on the door and came in to eat with me.

We often eat together in the evening like this, and eating with him makes me feel more at ease, as if I have a relative by my side, so I won't be so lonely.

"Min Zhengyun," I said to him once, "Look, I'm alone now..."

Min Zhengyun paused his hand holding the chopsticks, his eyes darkened, and he smiled softly, "No, don't worry."

"Really?" I asked uneasy.