Goku Meishou

"I have something to talk about tomorrow. I'm very tired. I want to rest."

Zixi clenched her fists and cheered herself up in her heart, yes, that's it, you have to learn to say no to unpleasant things, hmph...

"come out."

The command-like words came out of Zhaoyi's mouth, and the simple and clear words made Zixi's back feel a chill.

Zhao Yi is angry?Zi Xi thought while holding the phone.

"No, I told you I'm tired."

Indifferently refusing, Zi Xi lay back on the bed again, but Zhao Yi on the other end of the phone remained silent, not threatening or persecuting as usual.

"Is what happened today, what happened to the necklace true?"

After a long time, Zhaoyi's hoarse voice reached Zixi's ears like a hoarse voice squeezed out of his throat.

Zixi's heart skipped a beat, the thing he was afraid of still happened, he closed his eyes and replied softly, "Yes, it's true."

"So, am I really being deceived by you?"

The voice of talking to himself was full of sarcasm, and Zhao Yi, who was leaning against the school gate, put down the mobile phone in his hand, lowered his head and smiled with a 'chi chi', the laughter was full of unspeakable anger and despair.

"Beep beep..."

Seeing that the phone connection was cut off, and listening to the single siren, Zixi put his arms on his eyelids, pressed the sore eye sockets that were about to cry, curled up, and gritted his teeth to endure.

Can't explain, can't explain, it's not bad to be misunderstood like this, Zixi mocked, the pain in his heart can't be expressed in words, suddenly at this moment, Zixi felt how much he envied those who have complaints but can find friends to confide in , because his suffering can't even be said.

He has received Shu He's love, but he can only pretend not to know it. It is really cruel to do cruel things to his best friend. He will lose Shu He, will he...

The first person who made him open his heart and willing to share his joy, the first person who cared about him and showed him a sincere smile, Zixi knew that Shuhe was what he cared most all the time, Bi Zhaoyi still cared about him, now I can't afford to love anymore, because his heart has been completely frozen just now, so Shu He, I'm sorry...

When he nodded and answered yes just now, he lost Zhaoyi, and Zixi forced himself to give up the last bit of greed with the pain in his heart.

How could Zhaoyi tolerate those who deceived him? How could the students in Gadili not try their best to find out about him. After all, without his knowledge, he became the leader of the underground club and was known by the whole school .

This college is no longer his habitat. Before things get out of hand, flee timidly, Zi Xi said while biting his broken lip, this, maybe the best The choice, because of him, can't afford to gamble.

What he was looking for has been obtained, but the result is so bitter that his heart is empty...Zi Xi feels that he is...so lonely...lonely wants to...destroy everything...

I don't want to repeat the tragedy, some encounters are destined to be parting... just like his fate with Gadi... just like him and some people in Gadi...

Zixi always felt that when he woke up and faced that absurd situation, he already had the heart to take on everything, but now...

He knew that he was wrong, and it was a big mistake, because he regretted it, regretted that he had given up his feelings, but he did not regret meeting those people.

Until the end, the tears still didn't flow down... But the eye sockets were dry and covered with red threads due to excessive forbearance... From a distance, people would mistakenly think that Zixi's eye sockets were filled with bright red tears of blood.

No matter what the final answer of my pursuit is, no matter who controls me, God, please allow me to rest for a while, just for a while, Zi Xi closed his eyes and prayed, I am so tired...

I want to be alone for a while, even if there is no reason to live, even if my concern has been cut off, even if I am so selfish and cruel, please allow my greedy request, I want to live, even if it is only alive, because alive Only when there is hope can we find hope, and then we can watch them from afar...

The author has something to say: (to be continued)

Well, I admit that I really want to say badly that this article is over,

It's a pity that I have done this kind of thing once, if I do it again, not many people will believe it, right?

So, a more exciting ending is coming soon.