Go all out

11

In a blink of an eye, three years have passed since I was in college.In the past three years, Jin Shengen and Shangqiu have been together almost every day. Except for different classes, they stick together as long as they can, and they can't get apart!Live every day with gusto, so fulfilling.But how did they know that gossip about the two of them had been slowly spread inadvertently.

Not to mention that the two of them would be together whenever they had a chance, or that they would often be alone together. They were obviously not in the same dormitory, but they could often be seen visiting each other. The two of them also had a lot of fun, and the inadvertent noise made Shang Qiu's roommate very annoying.Moreover, when they were eating, the two of them chatting and laughing completely surpassed the level of intimacy of other people. Shang Qiu would suddenly add vegetables to Jin Shengen's bowl, and when he saw Shang Qiu's mouth was stained, Jin Shengen would directly lighten it with his hands. caress to go.Not just a few times, but in full view.Even if it's the best friendship and brotherhood, it won't be that kind of expression at all.

Even in public, they often act like no one else...it really feels like...they are lovers...

Disgusting gays!

"Hey Shangqiu! Come with me to the Office of Political Affairs and Education!" On the last day of the junior year, the graduation ceremony was over, and the almost 50-year-old dean couldn't find Jin Shengen, so he had to find Shangqiu.

"What's wrong with the director?" In the Political and Education Office, the director closed the door as soon as Shang Qiu came, and there were only two teachers in the room.Seeing the seriousness of the director, Shang Qiu was not blind, so he naturally became a little nervous.

"Shang Qiu, you have left a deep impression on the teacher, because you are obviously a boy, but in the eyes of the teachers, you have always been well-behaved, sensible, and obedient." The dean took a breath, and the other two teachers looked at it. To them, "But at the same time, you also left another impression on the teachers—that is, you are too close to Jin Shengen!"

Although the tone is very serious, but to Shang Qiu, it has reached the level of ruthlessness.From that moment on, Shang Qiu's heart has been clutching Shang Qiu, never letting go.As for Shang Qiu, he already guessed what the director was going to say next.

"Do you know, from freshman to junior year, not only the classmates, but also our teachers! Not only the cafeteria and the dormitory, even when discussing problems in class, you and Jin Shengen are really too close!" said the dean Yue The louder the voice, the more ferocious the expression became, and the last sentence was simply scolding.

Shang Qiu lowered his head, grabbed the corner of his white clothes with both hands, blushed without saying a word, and looked aggrieved.Evidently trying not to cry.

"Actually, normally speaking, this kind of behavior is quite normal, but you and Jin Shengen are different! I went to the cafeteria to see it myself, and I saw that the actions of the two of you are really flirting! I just took one look and I... I can't stand it anymore!" The dean looked distressed and helpless, and excitedly patted the table, "You know what? You look like disgusting homosexuals !"

The ruthless verdict was finally handed down cruelly, and Shang Qiu finally heard the sentence he was most afraid of hearing...

Disgusting gay.

"Ah... I'm sorry, Director..." Before he could finish a sentence, Shang Qiu's body and voice trembled uncontrollably.He lowered his head, bit his lips fiercely, and firmly grasped the corners of his clothes with trembling hands to prevent himself from crying, forcibly enduring the grievances and various unexplained feelings in his heart.

"I... actually we... are... are..."

"Oh, Shang Qiu, you and Jin Sheng'en can't do this even if you have revolutionary feelings, right? They're too close!" Hesitating, Shang Qiu, who has a very good personality, stuttered every word, in fact, he wanted to tell the truth.However, he was already very obedient, with a gentle, kind and lively personality. The hesitant look now really makes people feel distressed. In addition, he is a good boy in the eyes of the teachers, so a teacher next to him couldn't help but interrupt up.

"That's right, the teachers also know a little bit about the family background of you and Jin Shengen. Maybe it's because they feel that the other party resembles themselves, so they can't help but get closer. Just pay attention next semester, it's okay!" The two teachers obviously agreed. Rounding the field for Shang Qiu, Shang Qiu was startled.

"Director, don't be cruel to Shangqiu, he is a good boy, we all trust him."

After such words reached Shang Qiu's ears, Shang Qiu only felt that his eyes were darkened.

The director actually didn't want to force him, since the two teachers had already paved the way, so let's do this: "Okay, okay, I don't want to care too much about the friendship between you guys, it's just that the next semester will really be good. You need to restrain yourself a bit. Because the students have been gossiping and complaining more and more in the past three years!" As soon as the director finished speaking, Shang Qiu's expression was completely incomprehensible.

"Complaint? What complaint?" Shang Qiu didn't quite understand.Or he didn't really want to understand.

"What can it be? Your overly intimate behavior has already aroused the disgust of some of your classmates. It's okay, it's already a holiday, let's go back, and don't delay your studies during the holiday..."

Later, the director said some more, and let Shang Qiu go back.

After returning home, Shang Qiu never went out.Now he has already started working and rented a house by himself, but he still misses the memory of being in Jin Shengen's apartment.Shang Qiu curled up on his bed, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart.He should have thought of that earlier—they were both men, after all.

Shangqiu burst into tears for his next decision, in great pain.

Throughout the holiday, for Jin Shengen, Shang Qiu was a different person.As for how to change? ——It’s not like that, I don’t know why there is the most serious gap between the two of them, Shang Qiu almost ignores him, but he refuses to say anything, the chain has been changed.During this period, Jin Shengen approached Shang Qiu countless times, and also found the reasons on himself many times. He offered his courtesy, and chose to temporarily avoid giving Shang Qiu space. There was even one time when he was angry and aggrieved. Shang Qiu made a move, but in the end he suddenly woke up and apologized again and again, forcing himself to cry. In the end, the two still broke up unhappy.Therefore, the two of them originally planned to spend the whole vacation happily together, but now they are all covered in the pain that Shang Qiu endured alone, and the increasingly angry and indifferent relationship with Jin Shengen who doesn't know what to say.

Unexamined, like a dark holiday, finally survived.On the first day of school, that is, the first day of senior year, because of the indifference of the whole holiday, when the two met, it was like meeting for the first time.

The students were still the same, and they didn't pay much attention to the delicate relationship between the two.The girls still surrounded Jin Shengen like this, and from time to time someone would come to chat with Shang Qiu.

However, Jin Shengen, who has always been kept in the dark, finally couldn't help it after only a week of school.

"Tell me what happened to Shang Qiu!!" After class, by the sink in the men's room, Jin Shengen forcefully pressed Shang Qiu against the cold and hard tile wall. Shang Qiu was hurt by the bump, but He gritted his teeth and said nothing.

"What the hell are you talking about?!" Jin Shengen had reached his limit, he couldn't bear it at all, seeing Shang Qiu bowed his head without saying a word, and even refused to look at himself, the anger in his heart soared, and for a while Lost reason between them, and also blurred a certain agreement, lifted Shang Qiu's chin, and forcefully fell down with a kiss full of anger and anger.

Shocked, Shang Qiu quickly raised his hand and pushed wildly.

"Jin Sheng... um... you..." Shang Qiu's strength was not strong enough for Jin Sheng'en, not to mention that he is passive now, so everything was messed up.While Shang Qiu resisted, his heart was slowly being crushed.

"This is the toilet... Hey..."

"What the hell are you doing—!!" Just as the two of them were pushing and shouting, entangled with each other, there were already more than 20 men and women standing at the door of the toilet. The picture of kissing up, and the face is full of shock.