Go all out

14

"Actually, my sister is gay just like you. Homosexuality is different from heterosexuality. Except for the persecution of relatives, the condemnation of society, and the pressure of public opinion, it is easy to get bored." Picking up another cup, Shang Wenqi Not allowed to drink, had to pour water to drink.

"But I didn't believe this kind of statement in the past. I used to be self-righteous and thought that the most important thing is the heart. The persistence in the heart is the core of persisting in a homosexual love. Facts have proved... I was right." Shang Wenqi lifted Mou glanced at Shang Qiu and smiled, "However, the premise is that the heart must be persistent. I have had five girlfriends. At the beginning, they all said that they would definitely persevere, but in the end, they were no match for all kinds of pressure. , have left...and since the fifth term, I have never found a girlfriend again."

"Why? Did you give up?"

"Well, it's been five terms after all." Shang Wenqi's eyes flashed a hint of helplessness and self-mockery, "But after that, I admitted that I was still a little bit dissatisfied, so I opened a bar exclusively for gays."

"I was looking forward to that bar, but I didn't expect... the bar had only been open for a few days, and my parents and those parents who came to the bar with their own children smashed my bar... smashed it It's a mess. That bar was designed by myself, I built it with the workers, and spent all my hard-earned savings. It took three months to complete... I didn't spend my parents on building this bar A penny, from the beginning to the end, is just me...so I am really wronged, and I don't understand..." It should have hit a sore spot, and Shang Wenqi, who has always been smiling, also leaked some With an embarrassing expression, "So, when I get angry, I cut off relations with my family members. I think the relationship with them is in jeopardy because I have made five girlfriends before."

Looking back on these things, it is really crazy.But when she talked to Shang Qiu, she was completely indifferent, which showed that the trauma left by this memory had almost disappeared, but in fact, in her memory, how many times she was forced to die at that time.

"Sister Shang, how are you doing now? This is not a gay bar anymore. How long has it been since you found a girlfriend?" Shang Qiu asked.

"Now..." Shang Wenqi thought for a while, "I have already decided, either find a reliable man to marry, or stay single forever. I was born ten years earlier than you, but the difficulties and Helpless but I don’t know how many generations have passed, so, under such circumstances, I still lost the original attachment after all.” Recalling these, Shang Wenqi thought of the so-called fifth girlfriend, who had been for ten years It's a long time ago.

"Then do you want me to give up...?" After hesitating for a long time, Shang Qiu asked tremblingly.

Although Shang Wenqi didn't talk about her five girlfriends in detail, or even just mentioned them briefly, but thinking about it, she must have been extremely crazy and persistent at that time, and even opened a gay bar.But like this, she finally gave up because of various factors.

Then she said this... to tell herself... to give up...?

Shang Wenqi didn't answer immediately, picked up the wine glass, and drank the transparent water with her head up.Holding her face in her hand, she looked at Shang Qiu who was trembling with grievance and helplessness, she suddenly smiled in relief.

"No, I've said so much, but the rest of the paragraph is actually nonsense."

Shang Qiu didn't understand, and raised his head to look at her suspiciously.

"I just want to express my feelings. After all, women are long-winded." Shang Wenqi seemed to be joking just now, "After living for more than 30 years, my sister also understands some principles of life. Can’t be bigger than public opinion, bigger than society, can only be trampled under their feet.” Shang Wenqi smiled at Shang Qiu,

"However, I still believe that as long as you still have a persistent heart, then you can surpass the sky."

"In the final analysis, homosexuality, why is it not a kind of love? It is not for fame, profit, money, even if there is, there is no heterosexuality? Isn't it just gender."

"If it's just about gender—that is, men can't like men and women can't like women—then according to this logic, doesn't it mean that poor people can't like poor people, and good people can't like good people?"

"Obviously it's the purest and most essential emotion between two people. Why is it that everyone supports God's justice when a man is against a woman or a woman is against a man, but it must be offensive when a man is against a man or a woman is against a woman." Lost conscience?"

"Although real experience tells me that homosexuality is difficult to maintain forever, but at the same time, in reality, I also see that heterosexuality seems to have flash-offs and seven-year itch. So, why must it not be equated?"

"Leave everything aside, just look at the most essential thing revealed—isn't it all love. Love, we only need our sincere praise, and we are not qualified for the rest."

"Anyway, I think—"

"Compassion is not a crime. Discrimination against love is a heinous crime. What do you think——Shang Qiu?"