Go all out

18

"Boom!" There was a loud deafening sound, which instantly broke Jing's terrifying atmosphere.Jin Shengen's raised hand froze in the air, and then his sanity fully recovered, and the blood in his eyes faded away.

Looking at it, it really is Shang Qiu.I saw that he stacked all the books he brought together, erected them and knocked hard on the table, the aftershocks involved made him unable to hold the books in his hands, and the tiger's mouth was torn apart in an instant. It hurts as much.

But after that, Shang Qiu had no other reaction, and still had a face of not caring about his own business, but everyone saw the gritted expression of "Why do you say that to me!" just now.At the same time, Shang Qiu deliberately looked at Jin Shengen for a long time, his eyes seemed to be seductive: "Brother, you are really handsome~"

Jin Shengen's eyes drifted away dully.He saw Shang Qiu's slight expression that floated by at the moment, and only he saw it. In the next second, Jin Shengen could only come back to his senses and force himself to do these things he didn't like.

"I'm sorry..." Jin Shengen squatted down in person, not just looking, but really using gentle strength to help the girl who was still paralyzed on the ground in fear.Then, he helped her back to her original position.It's just that this gentleness and this behavior are too alienating.

"Jin Shengen... You, did you react so aggressively because we talked about the scars in your heart...?" The girl asked in fear, "I'm sorry..." Again, she didn't wait for Jin Shengen's answer or Explaining, she apologized like this again, although it was indeed sincere.After the other girls slowly came back to their senses, they "understood" the reason and apologized one after another, annoyed by their actions.

But, it's really not like that at all!

If, if it wasn't for Shang Qiu's bitter and sad expression that only Jin Shengen saw, how could he do this!He just... really doesn't want to disappoint Shang Qiu, but this is undoubtedly a way to make his life worse than death.

Jin Shengen looked at these stupid girls, and those words of apology that left no trace lingered in his ears.In the classroom that was gradually becoming noisy again, before the class bell rang, the anger that Shang Qiu had just suppressed in Jin Shengen's heart began to rise again.

I really don't want to bear it anymore... Jin Shengen is not some ungrateful person!I don't want my love to be hurt!I don't want to...Shang Qiu bears all this alone! !

Just say it!Disgusting you?Heh, why don't you dig your own eyes?Do not cut your own ears!

"no--"

The words were accumulated in his chest, and when he was about to burst out, suddenly, there was a breeze from behind, and then the tactile sensation from his arm immediately dispelled all Jin Shengen's words.

"You must not be hurt because of something ~ definitely, it is because of me~" Shang Qiu had already circled around his side at some point, his arms wrapped around his arms stickingly, and his whole body leaned on his arms , expression, is so seductive and satisfied.

"Why, do you want to come with me once~"

Jin Shengen stared blankly at Shang Qiu, feeling that this scene was familiar.He thought hard, thought and thought, and just remembered - isn't this the same as half a year ago!But Jin Shengen just reacted like this, but Shang Qiu's expression suddenly changed—the next second, everyone didn't see clearly, Shang Qiu's shadow blurred in front of Jin Shengen's eyes, and then he only felt his arm being moved by him——

"Boom!!" There was a loud noise, and the whole class fell silent in an instant.

Jin Shengen's face was terrified, and his eyes were full of surprise and bewilderment. His legs were limp because of the scene in front of him, but he couldn't move, and stood blankly.Except for the arm that fell back randomly and was still shaking slightly, the rest was motionless.

The back of the ditch hit the corner of the table deeply.Shang Qiu touched the obviously painful and numb waist, but still felt the severe pain, his expression twisted in pain, his mouth was open and his mouth kept moving, but he couldn't make any sound, even crying or groaning. not out.The body squatted down bit by bit because of the severe pain, Shang Qiu's hot tears kept falling like sea water at high tide, his whole body was already reddened by the sharp pain in his waist, and he was clutching there, at this moment He really wanted to pass out.

Jin Shengen was stunned, even his heart stopped.He tremblingly wants to raise his hand. Now that everything seems to have disappeared except his vision, he really wants to run over, really want to hug Shang Qiu who he slammed into for him. , I really want to... quickly take him away...

"Good job Jin Shengen!" Suddenly, the trembling hand in mid-air was held by other hands, and Jin Shengen's eyes were distracted, and was taken away by those hands, "I don't need to say so much about this kind of person! You should directly Throw it out!" It was a girl.

Shang Qiu squatted on the ground in pain, his whole body twitched because of the pain in one place, tears dripped on his pants, and burned his inner legs.In fact, he originally planned to just roll on the ground in pain like this, shouting and crying loudly, but the unexpected severe pain made all the scripts he had thought up just now aborted.Even his own expression, his own limbs, are powerless to control.

That's right, it's all to protect Kim Sung Eun.

At that moment, a flash of thought flashed by Shang Qiu, and Shang Qiu had already figured it out. First, he should take the initiative to jump forward, and then before Jin Shengen came back to his senses, he quickly took Jin Shengen's arm and fell backwards - just like Jin Shengen intentionally It's like throwing yourself out.Then, he will hit, and then, just roll on the ground in pain.

However, the rough script was doomed to an unexpected ending.

The weather has started to get hot, so people wear less clothes.Moreover, Shang Qiu was already thin.Now, the pain has spread to the bone marrow, and he can no longer stand up.

It was obvious that he was convulsed by the pain, but because of the movement, the pain was even more painful, which made it even more tormenting.He still couldn't cry out, the tears had already left countless marks on his face, and his legs were so hot that it was so uncomfortable.

But, at least, at least one sentence must be said!

Gritting his teeth, Shang Qiu forcibly moved himself, and his body was pulled up with tens of thousands of nerves, but it was really difficult to do.

Back...waist...good...good...! !

"Shang...Shang Qiu...Shang Qiu..." After being surprised and stunned for an unknown amount of time, the painful expression shown by Shang Qiu in front of him really broke Jin Shengen's heart.He just wanted to go there, but Shang Qiu, who was discovered again, slapped the table hard with his other hand that was forcibly freed—Jin Shengen was stopped again.

Shang Qiu supported the table with one hand, and touched his unconscious lower back with one hand, and found that it was really difficult for him to stand up, but it must not end like this!

Gritting his teeth, he gritted his teeth so hard that the teeth he gritted felt pain.

The slender arm trembled more and more intensely. At the moment when he was going all out, Shang Qiu accidentally slashed his teeth because of his clenched teeth--instantly, a large crack was cut at the corner of his mouth, and oozing bright red blood.Shang Qiu was in pain again, and subconsciously covered his mouth in horror, but the blood actually seeped out from between his fingers.

Dazzling red, red dazzling.But no one around him reached out to help him.They didn't seem to know that the seriously injured person in front of them was, at the very least, the same kind as themselves—it seemed that they didn't even realize this.

"You really... just hate me that much?!" But just because of the pain in his mouth, Shang Qiu had the catalyst to continue talking, and he forced himself to look at him with hatred, "It turns out that it's really because you hate me... ...you beat up others for what you hate...you have thrown them so hard...half a year ago you threatened me to drop out of school...Jin Shengen...!!"

No... really... good... good!

"Go away! Dead gay! You are not welcome here!"

"Yeah! Don't stay here anymore, tm get out!"

"Hurry up and get him out!!"

Suddenly, the whole class booed.

Maybe it was because I really saw the most exciting show, and the whole class was excited.

After all, Jin Shengen was still in a blank space in his own world, unable to respond.He really didn't expect that Shang Qiu had already achieved such a level... all for the remaining half a year!

no... not... for...

Shang Qiu wanted to let him, Jin Shengen, have a day when he would no longer be alienated from everyone like before!What Shangqiu hopes is that Jin Shengen is no longer alone. He hopes that Jin Shengen, who was abandoned by his parents, can feel the warmth of others!

Later, Shang Qiu was roughly pushed out of the classroom by several people.At that moment, it seemed that the bell, which had been late for half a century, finally rang. The teacher had just entered the front door, and Shang Qiu was just driven away at the back door.

Class is over, and there is no one in the corridor.

The rough pushing and shoving aggravated the pain just now, and finally no one saw him anymore, which made Shang Qiu break down instantly, unable to hold on any longer, not to mention walking, he was already lying on the cold ground, twitching.

At last there was a faint cry.The crying echoed faintly in the corridor.But Shang Qiu still has to find ways to endure it, so as not to be discovered.Tears wet the ground, and under the dim light, he couldn't see his embarrassed and terrifying appearance reflected.

Pain into the bone marrow, numbness piercing.The hand caressing the back of the waist suddenly felt sticky wet, and Shang Qiu, who was lying on the ground unable to move, was startled, finally bit his tongue, and stood up.How to stand up, I can't bear to say more.However, although the pain was so numb, Shang Qiu still felt pain from falling down again and again, and new pain reappeared when he bumped into it.Shang Qiu's crying became louder and louder, but he still suppressed it desperately.

No one saw, no one helped, no one helped.

Shang Qiu himself didn't know how he stood up in the silent collapse and crying, but when the tears finally dried up, he supported the cold wall, felt the hot wetness behind his back with one hand, and took a step at a time. , fell down in a few steps, and stumbled and stumbled, and came to the school infirmary.

no... ok... ok...

During the process, Shang Qiu stubbornly forced himself not to say that word even if it came from his heart, not to mention from his mouth...

"pain".

"School doctor...school doctor..." Finally, in torment and fear, he came to the door of the school doctor's office. Shang Qiu's whole elbow was desperately but powerlessly slapping on the door. He was obviously crying without tears, and his eyes were blurred, but , he still, really wanted to cry.

I don't know why, I just want to cry...

"What's the matter—oh, why is it you—" At the door, the school doctor, who is well-known as a perverted homosexual in the whole school, who was almost forty, was still shocked. The door was only half opened, and it was about to close.

"Wait...wait..." Shang Qiu's lips turned white, the scars on his lips were still bleeding terribly, but his eyes were terribly red and swollen.The originally beautiful and fair face was so unsightly at this moment, he shook his head weakly, his voice was already very weak, "I beg you... please... please help me this time, this time!"

Before, because many people were bullying and hurting him, he had been to the school infirmary many times.However, this aunt in the school infirmary is very disgusted with homosexuality for some reason, every time no matter how Shang Qiu came, she will block Shang Qiu at the door without exception.

If it was before, Shang Qiu would definitely leave, but this time...he really can't leave again!

"Go, go!" However, as a school doctor, a doctor with a certificate, facing Shang Qiu's heartbreaking appearance, he still feels disgusted and disgusted, hard-hearted, and refuses. So straightforward, but the reason is still such an old-fashioned and irresponsible sentence-"gay fuck off".

"Don't force me to drive you away! Tell you, I will never accept homosexuality! Is it disgusting? It's better to die, Mai Tai." After finishing speaking, the school doctor only gave Shang Qiu a face-changing shock. Opportunity, it really ruthlessly closed the door.

After all, Shang Qiu was also sluggish.

What...whether it's a student, a teacher, or even a doctor...doesn't consider themselves human at all.Forget all kinds of pranks, all kinds of discrimination, and all kinds of ignorance in the past... But this time, I suffered an injury that really felt like I was about to die, and it was all the same. face...

What is wrong with "I"?

Shangqiu suddenly rejoiced that he had been holding on to the wall all the time, otherwise, he would definitely fall down again now—this made the ditches in his lower back, which had already lost consciousness, worse.The eyes could no longer shed tears, Shang Qiu cried dryly, no tears and no sound, because they could no longer appear.A strange horror also appeared on the distorted face.

In the school infirmary, there is no possibility.Heart, instantly cold.

Laugh at yourself dryly.I didn't expect the school infirmary at first, but I still foolishly hoped and believed in the so-called kindness of people... But, the result is really just like this...

The lonely back, the crooked body.Every time Shang Qiu took a step, the wetness on his hands became obvious—it seemed to have dried a little.

Crying hoarse, sore throat congested.Crossing the campus and going to the school gate, many people saw me on the way, wondering if they could ask for help, but because of the word "gay", they all looked happy.

Obviously people are dying, but they can still show such an expression.People, society, are they really like this?

There may be some people who want to help, but they are held back by the people around them; there may be some people who want to help, but they are shocked by the blood in front of them; there may be some people who want to help, but there is no one around Therefore, he hesitated... I hope these are not lies Shang Qiu told himself.

Shang Qiu still felt uncomfortable, just kept crying, despair and fear mixed together, but it made him look more ferocious and terrifying.He really didn't know how he came to the guard room, the wetness on his back had penetrated into his pants.After drying, I rubbed my legs hard and it hurt.

Shang Qiu's body is not strong, but also thin.However, after suffering such a serious injury, he was able to persevere until now... What is the reason?

Or, for whom?

Obviously, the moment he hit it, he was already dizzy and about to fall down.However, at that moment, I suddenly felt that there was something else that must be done, something that must be said... Even Shang Qiu himself couldn't believe it, but he actually persisted.

After all, what is the reason for your persistence to the point of stupidity?Shang Qiu?

Holding on to the wall of the guard's room, even if Shang Qiu begged, he wanted the guard to call or call an ambulance, but...why suddenly it was all white...white...

Come all the way, white.

The sight in front of me is white.

Full body feeling, white.

persevere... as if...

Eh--?

Why, the line of sight suddenly turned into a clear blue sky...

But, so beautiful.

The body...is falling backwards...?

So tired...so tired...

The scene in front of me, along the way, turned into the sky.

The sky is blue and the clouds are clear.It's so beautiful, so beautiful...

It's been a long time since I realized that the sky is so beautiful... Heh, maybe because this is the last time I saw it, I thought it was very beautiful...

Vacuum, white, invisible, black.Finally, Shang Qiu couldn't hold it anymore, his eyes turned upwards, and he rolled his eyes.The blood behind him has already flowed on the ground, and at some point on the road, there are already drops of blood.

Falling backwards, falling quietly, falling blankly... In this way, the prelude to life is closed, and there will be no sequel after that...

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"Shang Qiu!"