Go all out

27

"Can you wake up?" The night is always so quiet.The leaves outside the house will sometimes be rustled by the passing wind, the moon hangs high in the sky as if nothing has happened, no matter the stars are actually only two or three.

Jin Shengen knew that it was wrong to hit someone when he was angry, but it was really difficult for him to say the word "sorry", after all, this was Qu Poya's own fault.He bowed his head and thought about it, so he could only take off his suit jacket first, and put it on the naked Qubaiya who fell down on the bed.

Qu Poya is still wandering: "Exactly...what kind of person do you like, why...why I am so shameless, you are still...unmoved..."

Jin Shengen looked out the window at the peaceful darkness, slowly sat down at the end of the bed, smiled wryly and said, "I'm sorry, Tangya, to tell you the truth, I've been hiding it from you, I'm gay."

"Wh... what? Jin Shengen, you—" Qu Poya was shocked as expected and said bad words, but she didn't bounce off immediately like she touched garbage.

"I'm really sorry. The person I like is called Shang Qiu. Fashionable Shang, Qiu Qiu—this is the first time I met him in middle school, he took the initiative to greet me and introduce himself like this. Pfft, now I want to I think it's really funny." As Jin Shengen said this, the scene of the first meeting involuntarily appeared in his mind, and he blushed and laughed like a child.It was the first time Qu Boya saw Jin Shengen smile like this.

Qu Boya stroked the coat on her body, and organized her thoughts: "Then what are his characteristics, and you are willing to be so stubborn and just hang on a tree like him?"

Jin Shengen chuckled again: "Hahaha, it's funny that you say that. In fact, it's not stubbornness, but obsession in your heart."

Qu Poya's body trembled slightly because of surprise.

Jin Shengen continued: "Shang Qiu has paid far more for me than I want to do for him. I still remember very clearly that he gave up the international high school he recommended in high school and came to the high school I was in; I was too cowardly and timid, which made him suffer a lot. The same is true at work. In fact, his ability is better than mine. If he had shown himself a little more in front of Boss Qu at that time, then he must be the one who will have this opportunity now. In fact, I am really inferior to him in all aspects, even in the aspect of giving for my lover, I am inferior to him."

"But... In order to make me feel more at ease in this position, he even directly gave up his own freedom and was willing to be the person I raised at home... To put it bluntly, he is the little boy in the golden house. But... ...but I understand...I fully understand that he is just trying to make me seize this opportunity...just for me..." Recalling these dreamlike things, Kim Sung Eun really has a lot of emotion.This is really the kind of feeling that a big man can cry when he relaxes a little.

Although Qu Poya knew that her question was really inappropriate, she was really puzzled: "Then why didn't you say it? Or, that Shang Qiu's behavior is really stupid, can't you give me some hints?"

Jin Shengen squinted at Qu Poya, she had a puzzled look on her face, and he smiled wryly again: "It can only be said that love can really make people stupid. And Shang Qiu is such a stupid person, he always It’s wronging myself, making it difficult for myself to meet my requirements. He has always been like this, and I understand that I can’t hold him back. But in fact, I don’t want him to do this. I hope that he can stand shoulder to shoulder with me Let's go. But even so, I didn't say anything, because love made me stupid, knowing that his sacrifice is too unfair, but I don't want to just reject him like this...Actually, I am selfish."

The night seemed calm and restless.The sound of sand in the wind does not penetrate one's eardrum, nor does the first quarter moon at night catch one's eyes.Everything seems to be so calm, at least, some people are no longer entangled, and some people have asked their hearts again.

"Tangya, thank you for your help and support to me, you are definitely more than just a friend to me. However, I can't have love feelings for you. Because my heart is small, it can only accommodate Shang Qiu alone. "

Qu Poya raised her head and stared blankly at Jin Shengen, looking at his indescribably resolute expression, thinking of all the stupid things she had done before, she was really annoyed and ashamed: "Get lost..."