Go all out

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊The first part will not be published, after all, it will be blocked (and it won’t affect the plot, let’s talk about it if you want to know more)＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊ ＊＊＊

So, Shang Qiu is a monster.Mingming's expression was like that of a devil representing sex, but his eyes seemed to be filled with the purest, clear blue sea and blue sky.

It was late at night.In the darkness of the room, Jin Shengen hugged Shang Qiu and fell asleep.The room was filled with a strong and lingering fishy smell, the condoms were thrown everywhere, and the liquid was sprinkled all over the bed.

Shang Qiu is also entangled with Jin Shengen.There is no gap between the body and the most essential contact, but the most essential heart of the other party cannot be felt.

Shang Qiu did not fall asleep at all.His throat was hoarse again, and his eyes were swollen.In the dark, he couldn't see Jin Shengen, but he could feel his breathing.

Follow the breath, follow the memory, follow the touch.Shang Qiu withdrew his hand from Jin Shengen's arm, stretched it out of the quilt, and slowly stroked Jin Shengen's sleeping face.

Almost completely ignorant of what he was like out there.

At least today, Shang Qiu only knows that someone is causing trouble in Jin Shengen's company.But why the trouble happened, how it was resolved, whether there was any bad influence, who made the trouble... everything else, Shang Qiu didn't know.

Jin Shengen came back much later than usual today, and when he came back, the tiredness and irritability on his face were really obvious.But Shangqiu... Shangqiu didn't ask anything, and Jin Shengen didn't say anything.

One is not allowed to ask, one does not want to talk.

Obviously it couldn't be any closer, but Shang Qiu clings even closer to him, to Jin Shengen, and to the person he loves.Feeling his peaceful and rhythmic breathing at this time, Shang Qiu felt relieved, but suddenly felt heartache.

"At least in front of me, don't show such an expression, Jin Shengen..." It was just a thin voice from his throat, but Shang Qiu actually trembled.

"I'm very selfish, I have a small stomach, I don't want to see your tiredness, anxiety, disgust, anxiety..." Jin Shengen's hot eyes filled with water again, "I just want to see you when you are the happiest, I just want to see you." I wish you could smile at me, Jin Shengen..."

"However, if you are uneasy, I also hope that you can speak out...to me...I am willing...to listen to you...I hope that I can help you to eliminate those uneasy emotions...even if It's the ones I don't want to see the last..."

Shang Qiu actually cried, secretly crying.Not daring to make any choked, silent sobs.

"Jin Shengen...you really understand, I love you...I only love you..."

Shang Qiu really cried.Then he was speechless.Hugging Jin Shengen tightly, he wanted to fall asleep.Forget it all.

But Shangqiu didn't notice that when his tears fell on Jin Shengen's face, the sleeping Jin Shengen hugged him even harder.