Go all out

Shang Qiu lay on the bed, his eyelids moved.My whole body aches unbearably sore.Shang Qiu opened his eyes, the bedside was empty, and Jin Shengen was no longer by his side.

Standing up with difficulty, Shang Qiu realized that Jin Shengen was so ruthless this time. After being together for so long, he has almost never seen him so abnormal.

Shang Qiu stroked his dizzy and aching head, only to realize that it was almost evening when he came back to his senses.The throat was still silent for the time being, Shang Qiu was wrapped in a quilt, and searched all over the house with trembling steps, but he couldn't find Jin Shengen.

"Didn't you come back... went to the company again?"

The house is very quiet.It's just that there are already prepared meals on the table, obviously made by Jin Shengen, and they have been cold for a long time.However, Shang Qiu suddenly felt that the house is too quiet now, which is a bit strange—although it is not much different from usual.

"Really know the company again." Sighing, Shang Qiu wanted to go back to the room to deal with himself first, but unexpectedly noticed that there seemed to be a new mobile phone lying on the bedside table.

Shang Qiu's heart skipped a beat, and then somehow, he picked it up by accident.He didn't know why he picked it up, and when he picked it up, his hands kept shaking for some reason.

With a swipe, the interface of the memo suddenly appeared on the phone, and all the contents were reflected in Shang Qiu's tired eyes.Shang Qiu looked at each word, his eyes widened.

"Shang Qiu, I'm going to study abroad, and the flight at three o'clock today may take at least three years. I'm leaving, you take care of yourself. Also, go out, don't just stay at home anymore."

This is left by Jin Shengen.

A few short horizontal words, so ordinary that they can't be more ordinary, but what can be expressed is something that makes Shang Qiu's legs go limp and fall to the ground.Although these words seemed to contain worried language, at this moment, they undoubtedly became the most ruthless ice pick, piercing deeply into Shang Qiu's fragile heart mercilessly.

Shang Qiu collapsed instantly.

"Why!" Shang Qiu yelled paralyzed on the ground, "How... how could it be... no... no..." Originally, his throat was hoarse because of the shouting before, but now when he speaks, it is really like being used by someone It hurt like tearing apart the hand severely, and it was so painful that it was dripping with blood.

"Why...why didn't you tell me...why didn't you tell me directly...why...why...why..." Shangqiu came back to his senses, only felt his heart be twisted like a knife, and his breathing suddenly improved The pain of difficulty and despair spread wantonly in my heart, and it hurt my heart.

Even at the most basic level, in front of him, using your own expressions, tone of voice, and language to compose this fact is not enough.Instead, it is explained through the cold and ignorant machine, the meticulous and ruthless printed words...

Is it true that you can't even say it yourself?

Can you really not even say a word? !

Why use a cold tool to confess the truth? !Obviously there are so many opportunities...

Really, don't you even want to talk?

Jin Shengen, I really can't understand you more and more.We are really getting farther and farther apart...

I couldn't cry, I could only cry like a bank burst.Shang Qiu flung the phone away like a bug, and backed away again and again, until his back hit a cold wall, and he covered his face and couldn't move.And began to shake, the consciousness of self-deception.The fishy liquid leaking out from behind should have been shy and exciting.But now even though it has been ironed in the body, it has become very warm, but it is still laughing at Shang Qiu, running out one after another, laughing at Shang Qiu's collapse with a cold smile and crying loudly.

"Do you... still love me..."

Late at night, Shang Qiu came to the place where he had been away for a long time.

"Shang Qiu?!" As soon as Shang Wenqi saw Shang Qiu, she immediately called out in surprise, with a smile blooming on her face accompanied by surprise, "You, you are finally here! Oh, it's been a long time since I saw you. I don't remember my sister!"

Shang Wenqi was so excited that she hugged Shang Qiu across the front desk of the bar, bouncing up and down as soon as she hugged her, and almost kissed her madly.

Shang Qiu couldn't help but smile.

"Sister Shang, it's been a long time." Shang Qiu's voice was weak and hoarse, but he still had a faint smile on his face, although it was obvious at a glance that it was fake.Shang Wenqi felt something was wrong.

"You...why are you crying like this?" Shang Wenqi took a good look at Shang Qiu and said in surprise.His eyes were as swollen as a dick. When he came in, he couldn't see clearly through the lights that were bouncing up and down in the bar, but he could see a lot clearly at the front desk.

Shang Qiu bowed his head and was speechless.

"Could it be Jin Shengen?"

Shang Qiu didn't return for a long time, Shang Wenqi guessed it.

"Shang Qiu, answer sister, where is Jin Shengen?"

"..."

"Where is Jin Shengen?! Why did he make you cry!"

As one of the few people who knows why Shang Qiu suddenly disappeared from the public eye, she knows that the current Shang Qiu, every smile and tear, every noise and silence, will all change because of the only one person.

"Sister Shang...he...Jin Shengen went abroad, just today..." In the noisy bar, Shang Qiu's lips moved weakly.

Shang Wenqi didn't really understand what Shang Qiu was talking about, but through Shang Qiu's expression, she could at least understand his current mood.

Complexity began to appear in her eyes.

"Akun!" Shang Wenqi's smile had long since disappeared, and instead she frowned and shouted loudly.

"What's wrong with Xiaowen?" Wang Kun rushed over and asked, seeing Shang Qiu, his eyes flashed, and he just nodded to Shang Qiu with a smile out of politeness.

"Close the door, close early."

"What? There are still more than three hours left."

"Tell you to close the door early! Call Asheng Xiaoyang and let those people go home quickly! Those who are still wandering outside at night are not afraid of meeting ghosts!"

"Uh...Okay." Wang Kun really listened to Shang Wenqi's words, agreed, and went to tell everyone that the bar was closing early, and was busy telling others to leave quickly.

Looking at all this, Shang Qiu knew what Shang Wenqi was doing, and wanted to stop her, but couldn't speak.However, the tears finally stopped not long ago, and I started to cry again.

Shang Wenqi looked at him, sighed through her nose, inserted one hand between Shang Qiu's hand and the cold bar, then put the other hand on Shang Qiu's hand, clenched it tightly, and said : "Xiaoqiu, it's okay. It's rare to come back, let my sister and brother-in-law have fun and chat with you, and meet some new friends... Also," Shang Wenqi's eyelids moved, "Speak to your little nephew Say hello."

When Shang Qiu heard it, his heart trembled.

He raised his head, only Shang Wenqi's gentle smile was in his blurry and astringent eyes.Warm hands are in my hands, gentle and reassuring.

really...so warm...

Obviously, Shang Wenqi actually doesn't know anything, does she?But she can do everything in this way, but he...

he……

"Hmm..." Shang Qiu cried again.

Shang Qiu really couldn't hold back the tears.Because, right now, he really hopes to find someone, preferably someone he knows, who can treat him gently. He hopes to find that person, and hopes that that person can make him cry out loud.