If love could come back

34 · It's hard to feel guilty

The misunderstanding made her feel guilty, like waves lapping over her.Knowing that she had wrongly blamed him, it felt like a thousand ants were crawling in her heart, which disturbed her and made her restless.

Professor is now in the hospital.He had a fever of 103 degrees and he didn't notice it. It was probably because he was too tired from staying up all night before, and he was particularly prone to illness when he was weak.

Originally, he wanted to tell you the good news as soon as possible, why?I thought you knew about it a long time ago, didn't he go to you that day? …It's no wonder that he didn't faint in the lab because he had a high fever. Fortunately, Janet discovered it early.

The words of Janet and LoSir kept echoing in their minds.

At that time, she was suspicious and cynical, and the shame of judging the belly of a gentleman with a villain's heart almost made her feel ashamed.No matter what the reason was, he worked so hard and sacrificed his precious rest time to help her, but she didn't even have the most basic gratitude, and even uttered bad words.If it was originally used to hurt others and protect oneself, it is actually a double-edged sword, hurting others and hurting oneself.After saying that, she didn't feel any better in her heart.

I learned from LoSir that Mr. Jing went to Shanghai to discuss a joint art exhibition with a gallery there, and Mrs. Jing was on a business trip to attend an academic exchange meeting in the UK.

Every time she thought of him being so seriously ill but lying alone in the hospital, she couldn't forgive herself.A strong sense of guilt coiled up like thorns and vines, tightening her heart bit by bit.

If it wasn't for Qin Nuoyan, she would not have known that he had been in the hospital for two days.

The decoration in the hospital is warmer, no longer cold and pale, this is a very humane approach.However, what cannot be changed is the faint smell of disinfectant floating in the air, like a lingering nightmare.

The private hospital where Kingsley lives looks obviously much better than the average public hospital.However, now only the servant Sister Ping is left in their family to take care of two patients who live in different hospitals, and she is exhausted.

According to the nurse's instructions, she walked towards the advanced ward, and as she approached step by step, her guilt almost overwhelmed her guilt.Knowing that she was wrong, she originally wanted to bring someone together to strengthen her courage, but someone raised her eyebrows lazily, and said with a half-smile, "Do you want him to go directly to the intensive care unit?" At the end, she still didn't forget to mock her " Those who want to apologize really lack sincerity.”

What goes directly to the intensive care unit?Is he cursing people?Could it be that she is insincere if she wants to find someone to visit with her?

She just didn't want Gu Wuyan to be too embarrassing.Whenever she thought of what he said across the iron gate, she couldn't help but want to shrink back.Because, I really don't know what face to face him with.

Standing in front of the ward door, the hand holding the fruit basket tightened unconsciously. After a long while, she finally gathered up enough courage to raise her hand nervously, and tapped on the door panel with her fingers—Knock, Knock, Knock!

"Please come in."

An extremely familiar response came from the room, low but clear.

Sure enough, it was his voice.

At least, it proves that there is no wrong room, no?She teased herself inwardly.

After taking a deep breath and pursing his lips habitually, he gently dropped his hand on the doorknob, paused for a second before pressing down slightly, and slowly pushed the door open—his eyes immediately fell on the hospital bed, always Well-dressed, he was lying on the specially raised bed in pajamas at the moment, his face was slightly pale, but at least he seemed to be in good spirits.

"Sharp girl?" Kingsley whispered in surprise, although he was puzzled, there was obvious surprise in his voice.

However, Xu Xiaoli was stunned, her steps froze in place, her legs were suddenly tied with shot puts, and she was struggling to move.His eyes shifted towards the person sitting by the bed, and he didn't have any mental preparation for a while, there was still someone there, and this person was still——

"Madam? Long time no see, are you coming to visit Kingsley too?"

Cai Baoer sat by the hospital bed, turned her face to say hello, and smiled gracefully.With a bowl in one hand and a spoon in the other, just by looking at this posture, a discerning person will know it, and a fool will not understand it.

However, she had already opened the door and stood in front of them, and the foot that stepped in could not be taken back.The scene in front of her was just a dutiful reminder to her that it was impossible to rewind everything, and some things could not be brought back.

The heart that had been hanging was finally let go, and it was so heavy and heavy, as if it had fallen to the deepest part of the ocean.The strange thing is that she was able to calm down in this way, and even felt that she was a fool who cared so much before, because she was worrying too much.

Her lips were pursed into a light arc, and she smiled without showing her teeth, appearing reserved and polite, but polite and alienated.

"Excuse me, did I disturb you?" She looked calm and natural, she closed the door and took a few steps towards the hospital bed, then stopped two or three steps away from the hospital bed.

Because of the word "you", Cai Baoer couldn't help admiring her knowledge and interest, and the smile on her lips became a bit thicker, and she said, "Why? Come, sit here." He greeted her with a smug gleam in his eyes.

Now that she has calmed down, she no longer has the nervousness she had before, and she doesn't mind Cai Baoer's expressive declaration.She came today just to visit a doctor, there is no need to make a fuss.

"Don't be so troublesome." She just smiled, and put the exquisitely packaged fruit basket on the coffee table on the other side. When she turned back, the corners of her mouth were obviously upturned, but her calm eyes were full of calmness Lightly, he directly faced the person on the hospital bed.

"I heard what LoSir said."

During her brief pause intentionally or unintentionally, Kingsley already understood the simple sentence.The eyes of the two met, conveying a message that only each other could understand.

"Gordon?" How?

After a while, she continued: "Well. That's why I found out that you were hospitalized. I came here just to say thank you. "

"Hey, what did Kingsley do to make Madam come here to thank you?" Cai Baoer, who was always sitting by the side, interjected with a smile.

She didn't ignore the eye contact between the two of them, and there was a feeling of being ignored at the moment.Why was she excluded when this poor woman appeared?The two of them didn't chat non-stop, they just spoke softly, but they were so close that there seemed to be no room for others to intervene.

Cai Baoer was full of unwillingness, how could she be compared to such a woman? !

Kingsley frowned slightly invisibly, and the dark light flashed in his eyes, but his voice remained gentle: "Miss Cai, I'm sorry. I have something to talk to Miss Sharp."

At the moment, Cai Baoer's face froze, and the smile that was always on her lips was faltering. The perfect smile almost failed, but she reacted quickly and said: "It's okay, let's chat. I'll go and change the water in the vase." Change." After finishing speaking, she took the vase with flowers and left the ward, looking like she had no intention of leaving at all.

Seeing this, Kingsley felt helpless.

Originally, I wanted to choose an appropriate time to speak clearly with Cai Baoer, so as not to delay others, but I inadvertently delayed until now.Today, she suddenly appeared in the hospital, he was a little surprised.

How did she know about his hospitalization?

Cai Baoer even temporarily put aside his work at the foundation and came to the hospital to take care of him. He really had good intentions, but unfortunately, apart from being grateful, he felt that he was making others feel uncomfortable.

When she came to visit with a concerned face and brought nourishing medicine soup, he had only a sudden feeling.In his cognition, the relationship between the two of them has not reached that level at all.

He knew very well that he couldn't delay any longer, and an extremely clear voice in his heart kept telling him.Even if it is not an appropriate time, even if doing so will embarrass the other party.However, it would be selfish to ignore it and allow the other person to have unwarranted expectations.

So, he decided not to procrastinate.

Just when he was about to speak, an even bigger surprise came.Her arrival immediately swept away the previous loss and depression.It turns out that people's mood can be affected in this way, tightly tied to a person who cares very much, even if there are ups and downs, they are still happy.

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