If love could come back

There is always an inexplicable depression in my heart. Ivy sneaks glances at Xiaoli while walking, and basically speculates on her subtle expression on the way home, with that inexplicable sentence echoing in his ears from time to time.

Maybe she really shouldn't interfere too much in other people's affairs, but that strange feeling is always lingering, what is it?

Just when he was about to get home, he saw a refined figure standing downstairs from a distance, it seemed that he had been waiting there for a while.

"Uh, it seems that you are not the only one who couldn't fall asleep last night." This big professor really woke up early, or did he not sleep at all?

In the situation last night, it was impossible to let him go back alone. Anyway, her house happened to have two guest rooms. Although it was indeed a little small, it was better than none.Now, seeing him waiting downstairs like this made her feel a little guilty for no reason. She really shouldn't have pulled Sally out early in the morning and let him come with her, so she couldn't find anyone.

Ivy glanced at Xiaoli, and saw that she didn't say a word, her expression was calm, and her calm eyes fell steadily to that direction. The big professor who seemed to have sensed turned his face naturally, obviously seeing that he was relieved It seems that the nerves have been tense!

Watching him walking towards him without hesitation, the faint fragrance of roses wafted quietly, his eyes glanced down at the red roses sent by the proprietress, and the fragrance of the flowers gradually became stronger.

"I'm just going shopping with Ivy." Xiaoli spoke softly when he approached.

As soon as these words came out, Ivy who was standing next to her couldn't help but glanced at her, her surprised eyes were not lacking in confusion.But no matter how puzzled she was, she also knew the identity of her light bulb.

"...I'll go in first."

She neatly grabbed the paper bag in Xiaoli's arms, lowered her head and hurried past the two of them, and couldn't help but look back when she stepped on the steps in front of the door.Unexpectedly, the door was suddenly pushed open from the inside, which made her startled. She lost her balance and was about to fall backwards. A healthy arm stretched out quickly and grabbed her slender waist in time to hold her back.

"What the hell are you doing!"

Ryan glared at her somewhat sternly, and naturally took the two heavy paper bags she was holding after she stood still.

"How long has he been standing here?" Ivy, who was used to being controlled, turned a blind eye and only cared about gossip.

"He will stand for as long as you go out."

"Ah? You, he is also a guest after all, why let him wait like this?"

Ryan curled his lips impatiently.He doesn't like mother-in-law and mother-in-law, and he won't repeat his advice a second time. Since people want to be so stubborn and persistent, of course he can do whatever he wants.

"I respect his wishes. Well, let's go in."

Seeing that Ivy was still determined to look in that direction, he simply put his arms around her waist and dragged her into the room. With a little force on his feet, the door was gently closed, finally returning the space to the two people.

Xiao Li looked back from the closed door, and met a pair of melancholy black eyes unsurprisingly.It turns out that people's eyes can really be filled with so many emotions, it seems that there are many, many words hidden, but they are so deep that words cannot express them.

Before, Ivy asked her with a smile - yesterday, what did you see?

At that time, she was caught off guard by the question and was a little dazed, but she still couldn't ignore the voice in her heart, an undeniable answer.

Now, looking at the same unmistakable eyes, she felt a strange sense of calm, and suddenly realized that being too caring would only make her hesitate.Everything gradually became clear, and at the same time, she also saw through the tension and anxiety hidden under her calm face.

"Why don't we go ahead."

She suggested with a smile, and then led him around to the green park in front.

The park is provided for the nearby residents and pedestrians to rest and use. Although it has entered autumn, the park is still full of greenery. The park is proudly swaying in the wind. The green grass is trimmed very flat, and the whole park looks simple and beautiful. , Although there is no flower embellishment, walking in it, I get an unprecedented tranquility in my heart.

"There is no such place in Hong Kong, so I will come here for a walk these days when I have time, and I feel very comfortable." Once, she regarded this place as another world where she could escape from one world.Because it's very quiet here, as long as you stay here, you don't have to worry about anything.

"...Do you like this place very much?"

The two walked side by side, Kingsley's pupils shrank slightly, and he turned his face to look at her with a relaxed expression.

"Of course. Are there many urban gardens like this in the UK?" She felt the soft grass under her feet and listened to the autumn wind, with a faint smile on her lips.

She seemed like she really just wanted to make small talk.

"Well. British urban planning pays great attention to the combination of gardens and landscapes, because they have a strong awareness of environmental protection. People mainly travel by public transportation, and the exhaust emissions are not so serious, so most of the parks are in good condition. "

He suffocated in vain, only to realize that what he said was boring enough, he looked at her a little annoyed and worried, but she also looked at him with a face of concentration, when he finished those words, still She raised her eyebrows curiously, as if waiting for him to continue.

"Sorry, am I boring when I say this?"

She smiled nonchalantly and said, "Why? You have a lot of knowledge and have been to many places. Listening to you is actually very beneficial! Unlike me, the first time I came to Italy was also the first time I traveled abroad."

"Actually, it's my first time in Italy." After a pause, his voice suddenly became a little hoarse, "Sharp Girl——"

"May I ask you a question?"

Unexpectedly, Xiao Li suddenly stopped her steps and turned to face him, interrupting his words intentionally or unintentionally, and looked at him quietly with her beautiful eyes.

He was stunned.

"…what is the problem?"

"Why are you here?"

Suddenly, it fell into silence, and the two looked at each other.Gazing deeply into her clear and bright eyes, the eternal black and white on the pupils seemed to be able to tell the truth, but she asked why, for a moment it was impossible to guess the intention behind these words, but at this moment he just If you want to let yourself go, do whatever you want.

"I'm afraid you won't come back."

She couldn't help showing a little daze in her eyes, but she wasn't too surprised. She didn't speak but just stared at him carefully, because she vaguely felt that what he was afraid of was not that she would not return to Hong Kong.

"During this time, I realized more and more that I was really stupid and ridiculous. To like someone is to like someone, which is very pure. It is not an arithmetic problem, it is not a hormone, and there is no theory at all. Like a person, Even if I don’t do anything, as long as she is by my side, I can be satisfied, happy, and at ease. When I can’t see each other, I will think of her no matter what I do. It turns out that there is a kind of concern that can be everywhere, so even if it’s just a call The phone call, as long as 5 minutes or even 1 minute..."

I have been suppressed for too long, and I want to say too much, just to let the person my heart is tied to know that this feeling has never faded, and it has become deeper and deeper without knowing it. open.

"But when I didn't even have enough courage to pick up the phone, I realized how much this person is in my heart. When I thought things would slowly get better, you turned around in front of me. At that moment, I really Afraid to just look at your back like this, watch you walk away slowly, watch you go away from me. It's like being hollowed out... I can't stay where I am, I can't do nothing... "

Can't bear to watch Jun's face begin to show a fragile look, she can feel her heart being squeezed tightly, and the unstoppable sourness spreads.

"Kingsley..."

"I know I'm not good enough, I don't dare to expect that you will forgive me immediately, but trust me again, can you? Or I understand it too late. I didn't know how to cherish before, but now I finally know when I hold you What does raising your hand mean, I won't let you down again, okay?"

He took a step forward, and the eyes they looked at each other seemed to look into the depths of each other's souls.With sincere eyes, humble tone, and familiar helpless expression, she was speechless for a moment.

"Without you, I might never be happy again." The hoarse voice seemed to be carrying heavy emotions, and seemed to be tossing and turning uneasy.

His focused and affectionate black eyes were like a deep pool, bottomless, she was standing in the water but unable to move, she didn't know whether to move forward or back.The place was full of water, and her feet were already wet. She stared blankly at the rippling waves, and her tenderness, like the charm of the night, constantly tempted her...

Don't go any further, don't go any further.

A distant voice suddenly came from somewhere, drifting into the heart, lingering.A burst of panic for no reason dispelled all the delusions, and only then did she realize her shaking, her black eyelashes drooped slightly, and she concealed the gloom in her eyes without a trace.

Seeing her silent, deliberately avoiding eyes, and her unpredictable expression...Suddenly, there was a strong feeling of suffocation in his chest, and he asked in a tight voice with difficulty: "We, Can I start over?"

The words finally came out, he didn't know if he was breathing at the moment, the surrounding was suddenly silent, only the dull sound of the heart quickly hitting the chest wall, once, twice, and another "boom", it seemed that even time was frozen Come down, it's like everything stops.

"it is good."

She raised her eyelashes, her beautiful eyes glowed with a calm and gentle light, her lips slightly raised a gentle arc, and her trembling voice was very soft.

"……real?"

He wasn't sure if it was an illusion caused by his excessive desire, until he watched her purse her lips and chin slightly.

After Kingsley was stunned for only half a second, joy and disbelief surged in an instant. The sudden burst of excitement overflowed his chest. , the bodies close to each other, the comforting warmth ironed the fluctuating hearts.

"Thank you, thank you..."—and willing to give me a chance.

Immediately, he became more and more clumsy, and could only whisper his indescribable emotion close to her ear. He could hardly believe his luck. j□j's hug was full of ecstasy of regaining what was lost, and even submerged his whole body in it, and everything else was no longer important.

But she let herself sink quietly in the surroundings full of familiar atmosphere, but her eyes fell on the farthest side, the gleam in the corner of her eyes gradually gathered, a crystal clear teardrop could not be controlled after all, slid across her cheeks, and fell silently , Actually disappeared suddenly.

For a long time, the hands hanging by the sides seemed heavy, and they seemed to hesitate to caress the thick shoulders, and the beautiful eyes were gently closed.

It's a beautiful thing to like someone, and you shouldn't cry.

Can't cry.

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