If love could come back

This is where they held hands for the first time.

Walking through this not-too-long ramp, there is a place like a watchtower in front of it. The area is not large, but the view is wide enough.Raising your eyes and lowering your brows, you can see the tranquil endless night sky and the bright Victoria Harbor night view.

The observatory is located between the sky and the earth, and standing on the observatory, she seems to be standing in the middle of the two worlds.

The evening breeze sent it lightly, and a shooting star happened to pass by, but it was fleeting.

She only had time to catch the fading taillight.

"It is said that this is the place where meteors can be seen most often." The person beside her was looking in the same direction as her, said in a gentle voice.

"meteor?"

Staring at the place where the shooting star passed by in the boundless night, he felt a drop of coldness finally fall into his heart, but a cold color spread to his limbs and bones.

"...Why are there meteors?"

Kingsley turned his face away, staring at her dazed profile with a complicated expression.

There has always been an inexplicable premonition that has made his uneasiness grow stronger, and it is especially obvious today. I hope it is not what he thought, and I hope this time he does not have the same thoughts as hers.

After waiting for his answer for a long time, she turned her gaze back to him.

Suppressing the strange feeling in his heart, he smiled as usual with a gentle expression.

"In simple terms, meteors are small objects and dust particles originally distributed in interstellar space, but in fact, about 93% of meteors can be said to be ordinary rocks, because their main component is silicon dioxide."

While speaking, another beam of light flashed by.

"These rocks originally moved around the sun, but when they passed near the earth, they were perturbed by the earth's gravitational force to change their orbits and enter the earth's atmosphere. During the process of entering the atmosphere, due to friction with the atmosphere, they burned, It glows, and finally burns out to become a beam of light, which becomes the 'shooting star' we see."

She stared at his serious and focused face.

As long as he talked about similar academic topics, he would involuntarily show such a look.At this moment, she seemed to be able to see his wise demeanor that he could speak with eloquence no matter on the podium or in front of the students.

Suddenly understand why people always say that serious men are the most attractive.

Slowly, the corners of the mouth slightly curled into a calm and powerless shallow arc.

The tone and voice of his speech are controlled slowly and well, which makes people feel very comfortable - she will always remember the way he spoke.

"I know of another explanation for the 'shooting star', though."

She was startled, a little surprised, can there be two scientific conclusions?

Seeing her doubts, he said "another explanation" that he knew.

"'Shooting Star' is a 'wishing tree' for many people. It not only surprises people, but also brings a kind of hope. I don't know if every wish can come true, but from a psychological point of view, this itself is a It’s a good encouragement, even a comfort.”

After listening to him quietly, looking at those deep eyes sparkling with starlight, the gentle smile in those eyes hurt her, she twitched the corners of her mouth absent-mindedly, and she spoke in a light and unwavering tone.

"If it was in the past, there would only be one explanation for the 'shooting star' in your eyes, and making a wish on a shooting star, which sounds so unrealistic, has no scientific basis at all. Maybe the reason we want to believe it is just to lie to ourselves That's all. The so-called meteors are just ordinary rocks that have deviated from their own orbits, because they are 'deviated', no matter how bright or beautiful they are, they can only be fleeting."

Kingsley couldn't help frowning, he was not stupid, of course he could hear that there was something in her words.

"are you--"

"Why don't we break up."

With an unusually flat tone, he cut everything mercilessly!

The world stopped abruptly.

It seemed that even the evening wind stopped instantly, and quietly retreated with resentment and apology.

He looked at her in shock, froze on the spot, unable to make any reaction, only listened to her but added as if it wasn't enough: "Everything, let's stop here."

Staring blankly at that face that was too calm, she felt a roar in her ears, and suddenly she couldn't see any expression on her face, as if she was wearing a completely white mask, the lines of her face were so perfect and smooth that it was unbelievable, between her lips There was only one straight line left, and those hollow and deep eyes looked straight at him...

"...What did you just say?"

The perception of the whole body became chaotic, and after an unknown period of time, he managed to find his voice, but it was pale and indescribably weak.

"Actually, I lied to you today. Before I came here, I sat alone in the office and thought about it for a long time, thinking about everything about you, about me, and the things between us... Only then did I realize that I I have already owned a lot, so I am still lucky, and this is enough.”

"Enough? Is this what you want to say to me?" He managed to squeeze out the complete words in his constricted throat.

She paused for a moment, and the corner of her mouth couldn't help but twitched, trying to endure the sharp pain in her heart.

"You are the one who should be sitting in a high-end restaurant and eating high-end steak with high-end red wine, instead of wronging yourself to accommodate me. I am very grateful to you, really, but this is not what you should do."

I finally said what I had accumulated, but why didn't I feel relieved at all?

Her words resonated deep in his heart, and some things that he was unwilling to admit finally surfaced.

He knew it wasn't a whim of the moment.

he knows.

Yes, always knew.

So you shouldn't be too surprised, you shouldn't be caught off guard, you shouldn't panic, and you shouldn't let some kind of unexplained feeling run around like a mad cow irrational, bumping into walls everywhere...

For the first time, he truly experienced the feeling of helplessness, and the helplessness was as frightening as a devouring beast.

Kingsley closed his eyes.

The only thing I can do now is to calm myself down, even though the turmoil in my heart is clamoring to break through the shackles of reason.

After a few seconds, he said hoarsely, "Can you give me a reason?"

He looked stunned, hesitant, and unbelievable. If you didn't look into his eyes, you would feel that this was still the usual Professorking, but in these deep and seductive eyes, she clearly saw the deep pain. The pain seemed to be connected to an invisible thread, and the other end of the thread was her heart, and her chest throbbed involuntarily.

A kind of pain, two people bear it, not only can't share it, why does it increase exponentially?

But at the same time, she couldn't bear the pain.

Fearing that the disguise she had put on so hard would be torn apart and would be self-defeating, she had no choice but to turn her back.Now that we have to say goodbye, the last thing we need at this moment are tears.

Wait until your breathing becomes easier again before continuing.

"You and I still belong to two different worlds after all, it's just that we both deviated from the path we should have taken, and now it's time to get back on track. I don't want to see you force yourself to change, just to Come cooperate with me. If the relationship between us will make you not like your original self, is it worth it?" She swallowed the lump in her throat, "The person standing next to you should be someone who has the same taste as you If you have the same knowledge and family background, that person is the one who is really suitable for you and the best match for you."

"What did you say? What is someone who is really suitable for me?"

"Maybe that person has already appeared, but you haven't realized it yet."

The two cuddling figures couldn't be restrained in her mind. She kept telling herself that she was making the right decision. In the beginning, in order to fulfill her greedy heart, she was willful and selfish. Now it's time to stop.

His kindness to her has made her more and more timid, afraid of being invincible, and even more inseparable, and sometimes even makes her doubt that she is good enough to get such love.Both greedy to let go and afraid of the ending that cannot be rewritten, forced myself into the quagmire, even after struggling, I still let myself sink deeper and deeper.

It's a pity that on the road of love, no one can trust the horse freely.

If the relationship between her and him will only be hurt in the end, and even her family will be involved, how can she still commit crimes knowingly?

She wants the people she loves to be happy and fulfilled.

Love is never a tight grip, sometimes you have to let go of true love, and you have to hold back the pain.

This time, she understood.

Why does a "best match for you" suddenly appear?

Not wanting to continue this rambling, he didn't understand what she was talking about at all, it wasn't fair.

But the slender but straight figure with her back to him, couldn't see her face, and the torment in her heart couldn't be increased. I didn't want to just look at her determined back in panic, but my body couldn't move, because of the inexplicable trace in my heart. Timidity - it seems that just one step forward will make things more chaotic and out of control.

"There has never been a third person between us! Don't you know me until now? I can tell if I'm forcing myself! Everything I do is because it makes me feel happy and fulfilled, but Do you think I'm just pushing myself?"

She was almost speechless, not daring to say that she knew him [-]%, but she knew enough about him to know what kind of person he was, and she never saw even a little helplessness on his face.

So, she evaded the important ones.

"I just want you to be yourself again."

At this moment, he had mixed feelings in his heart, and he was panicked, and finally asked: "I just want to know, is this the reason why you are willing to treat me well but not accept that I treat you the same way?"

Xu Xiaoli's heart was shocked, and she was speechless for a moment.

"In the past, my life was almost limited to the research of physics. It was you who gave me more different experiences, and let me know that a cup of ordinary mandarin duck and a bowl of egg noodles can be delicious. Even A woman is not much inferior to a man, and she can even do rough work like changing tires with ease, and she won't stand by because of the need to take care of her manners. You know how I felt when you came all the way to help me celebrate my birthday? I have always carried the cufflinks you gave me, you brought me into your world, but now you say we are people from two worlds?"

The memory opened up, like a black and white painting flashed by one scene after another, her eyes were sore, she didn't dare to listen any more, for fear that she would be shaken.

"Those are in the past."

"There is no past." Kingsley couldn't help but stepped forward, and decided to open up the conversation. "I know your concerns because of my family, don't I?"

Shocked again, she suddenly felt that she was about to be defeated in front of him, her hands were involuntarily clasped tightly, and she tried her best to stabilize her tone. "Stop before everything gets worse, okay?"

"You still don't believe me, don't believe that I can go down with you, do you?"

The self-conscious endurance has reached the critical point, but she chose to turn around and face him at her most vulnerable moment, and her eyes met. Kingsley was instantly shocked by the crystal tears that flickered in her eyes.

"I don't believe you, I just don't know how to go on this road, I don't know if I can go on! Rather than having to separate in the end, it's better to leave now and leave good memories for each other That's enough, it's good for you and me."

Just accept it when you see it?

Suddenly he was suffocated, and he tasted the heart-wrenching feeling, which seemed to make even breathing hurt.

But neither of the two who were equally stubborn looked away first, he could still see her pupils clearly reflecting himself, and then asked softly.

"So, are you leaving me?"

It was such a humble question.

There were bursts of sharp pain in the eyes, the mist became thicker and thicker, and the handsome face in front of her eyes was slowly becoming blurred, but she heard her own voice coming from somewhere far away.

"This time, for me, you won't have any guilt."

The author has something to say: I don't know if the breakup scene between the two will hit everyone's tears.