my secret ex boyfriend

An Ling chose a big adventure.

"Bring me your phone," the school girl at the dinner party asked him for the phone, "Let me see, huh? Who is this 'baby'? I remember Senior An, you are still single, right?"

The people next to him heard it and leaned over to look curiously.

"Crush someone?"

"Okay, Anling, it's enough to hide."

"Who is this person? I'm so fucking curious!"

"Senior An," the junior girl laughed narrowly, "It's better to hit the sun than choose a day, why not confess your love to her today, come on, don't be shy, I'll press the call button for you!"

The school girl quickly pressed the call button and raised the phone to Anling's ear.

An Ling was a little drunk after drinking, and couldn't bear to be teased, so he took the phone and stood up as soon as his blood hit his head.

A group of people below raised their heads and pricked up their ears, waiting to hear the gossip.

"Hello?" Qi Wangshu was in the library with a low voice.

"Baby, where are you?" An Ling smiled very unseriously, and a uniform "Yo—" came from below.

Qi Wangshu stood up with his mobile phone and went to the toilet, "Are you drunk again? I'm in the library."

"In the library, the library is good, what a sacred place, this place is good..."

"If you're drunk, let your classmate take you back to the dormitory, and if it's okay, I'll hang up." Qi Wangshu interrupted his rambling words.

"It's okay, what should I call you if it's okay? It's okay."

"Say it."

"Let me just say," An Ling grinned, "I like you very much, so please stay with me!"

In the silent library, Qi Wangshu heard his own voice, "OK."

……

Qi Wangshu's body froze.

An Ling stared at him stubbornly.

He had to listen to Qi Wangshu say some things himself.

"I was accidentally injured while filming before." Qi Wangshu didn't avoid his eyes.

"How long ago was it?" An Ling continued to ask.

"During the first play." Qi Wangshu replied.

"The first film," An Ling pressed the surging emotions, "Is it "Gunshot"? I read on Baidu that the filming of this film only started in October of the year we graduated, and the four months after graduation , where have you been? Why did you only receive the first play after four months?"

The words that Xia Xiaoyu asked yesterday came to mind again.

"When did Brother Wangshu and I meet? I was his assistant when he first joined the company. It must have been two and a half years. He is Wei Xiao, who was picked up by his former manager by chance."

"At that time, Wei Xiao accompanied the company's newcomers to audition for the crew, and met Wang Shu, who was also auditioning, and felt that he had potential, so he brought him back and signed a contract with the company."

"Brother Wang Shu had a miserable life before. I heard that he and his family had a very tense fight because of being an actor. Is it a break? A college student who has just graduated, because he has to constantly find different crews to try out. He couldn't find a stable job, so he could only work as a temporary worker. I remember that he seemed to have three part-time jobs at that time. In this way, he was still short on food and lodging, he was very thin, and his condition was far worse than it is now. Looking at Very poor."

"When did you sign the contract? I remember it was in mid-September of that year. It just so happened that the company was short of a second male lead in a drama. Wei Xiao stuffed Wang Shu, who was completely new, into it, and then became an instant hit. !"

……

Qi Wangshu looked at him and said nothing.

"Xiaoyu told me everything." An Ling said calmly, "But, I want to hear you say, tell me why."

Qi Wang frowned slowly, and said with some difficulty, "What did he tell you?"

This time, Anling stopped talking.

Qi Wangshu was a little uneasy, and acted like a child who had done something wrong, "In those four months, I went to the crew to audition for opportunities while working."

"Does the work refer to the three temporary workers you worked for?" An Ling's voice suddenly became louder, "You broke up with me because you didn't want to drag me down? Did you? You never asked me what I thought or what I wanted, Do I want to break up! Did I treat you as a burden!"

"Anling..." Qi Wangshu was stunned, and opened his mouth, but after whispering his name, his voice fell silent.

"Tell me, is that the case?" An Ling asked closely.

He couldn't tell how he felt now, whether he was more angry or distressed.Not only did I feel sorry for Qi Wangshu who spent those four months alone, but also the three years wasted by the two of us being separated. I felt sorry for myself who was tossing and turning about this matter, so I was more angry. How could Qi Wangshu be so angry? Yandi made a decision for the two of them.

"……Yes."

Finally said it out.After Qi Wangshu uttered the word stuck in his throat in a low voice, the remaining words seemed not so difficult to say, "Not all of them."

"An Ling, I really wanted to break up with you."

"At that time, I only had you, but you had a lot besides me, family, friends, work, I was very uneasy, I wanted to get all your attention, but you couldn't, you were always full of energy, and you could even talk to strangers you just met. People talk and laugh unscrupulously, and I just want you to laugh at me alone."

"During that time, I was holding on to you like a life-saving straw, so I would have this... unreasonable possessiveness, but I couldn't control myself, this kind of thinking was like an addiction, and I couldn't quit. I was afraid that I would always It will hurt you one day."

After a period of silence, An Ling sneered, "Am I some kind of glass man? So fragile that you can hurt if you say it?" He looked at Qi Wangshu, "There is no harm that can be deeper than you leaving me directly."

"Do you think you are dispensable to me? You can break up if you say you want to break up, and you can leave if you say you want to leave. ?”

"If you want me to only have you in my eyes and only look at you, you should show it!"

"I fucking thought you didn't like me clinging to you, so I called you once a day. I was so sensible that I was almost moved to tears. What are you doing miserably there!"

Qi Wangshu couldn't help showing a smile on his face, "Don't laugh!" An Ling stared at him, then turned around and laughed after a while, "Fuck."

Qi Wangshu caressed Anling's side face with one hand, the affection in his eyes was like strong wine, "I'm sorry."

An Ling was fascinated by his gaze, "Are you only sorry?"

Qi Wangshu lowered his head and approached him, "Stay with me, okay?"

Between breaths, An Ling smiled slyly, "I chased you for so long, now you want to chase me back with just one sentence?"

The expression on Qi Wangshu's face froze, he straightened up, "I will try my best to chase you back."

An Ling climbed onto the back of his neck with both hands, and pulled his head down again: "I like you."

After speaking, she leaned forward and kissed him.

Deep in love, Qi Wangshu supported An Ling's waist, reached into the hem of his clothes with one hand, and stroked it vigorously.An Ling's skin was aroused to tremble, and he couldn't help but press his shoulder to make the two of them get closer.

A muffled hum escaped from Qi Wangshu's lips, and An Ling immediately bounced himself away from him, "What's wrong, did I crush your hand?"

Qi Wangshu pulled him back and smiled, "It's okay."

An Ling pushed away Qi Wangshu who wanted to continue, held up his arm and took a closer look, "It doesn't matter, the day your arm gets better is the day we get back together, so take good care of your illness and don't make me wait too long. "

He leaned close to Qi Wangshu's ear, and blew, "Only when your arm is healed can you touch me without fear?"

Qi Wangshu's ears burned quickly.