my secret ex boyfriend

Speaking of birthdays, in Qi Wangshu's view, it was a complete misunderstanding.

However, the reason for the misunderstanding made him feel a little embarrassed to say it in front of An Ling.

To enter the company, he had to fill in a complete personal profile. He was at a low point in his life at that time, and his mind was in a trance. In the first year after that, fans all wished him a happy birthday on May [-]th, and he reacted belatedly.

At that time, it would be too late to change it, not to mention that he didn't think there was anything wrong.His parents have been strict with him since he was a child, with little warmth, and he is not allowed to make big fuss on his birthday. He has always been a bowl of longevity noodles accompanied by his parents' love and expectations.So this day has no special meaning in his heart, so if he had to choose an extraordinary day in a year, he would definitely think of An Ling's birthday first.

So it's not a typo, it's just that I forgot to cover it up.

He couldn't say these things, so he moved closer to kiss Anling again.An Ling pushed his face away, "You just don't believe that you are younger than me?"

Qi Wangshu smiled helplessly, "Only two months."

"What's wrong with two months, two months is enough for you to call me 'brother'," An Ling snorted, suddenly straightened his back and looked down at him, his fingers flirtatiously raised the other's chin, flirting with the good family The woman's prodigal son, pretending to say: "Call 'brother' and let me listen."

In Qi Wangshu's eyes, this was tantamount to flirting. He stood up from the chair with his arms around An Ling's waist, dragged his buttocks up with the other hand, turned around and walked a few steps, and pushed him onto the bed. The man at the top became him.

With a hoarse voice, "Brother."

An Ling wasn't shy at all, he curled his lips into a smile and said, "It sounds good."

The half-day vacation was unbearable, and Qi Wangshu was still thinking about Anling's wisdom teeth after returning to the film crew.He knew what kind of temperament An Ling was, and he always just promised nicely when he didn't want to do things, but he couldn't see the slightest bit of action.

But he was not helpless, so he directly sent Xia Xiaoyu to follow him.As long as Anling's wisdom teeth are not pulled out, Xia Xiaoyu will not be able to come back for a day.

"Good morning, brother Ling! Are you pulling your teeth?"

"Have you eaten, brother Ling? Do you know about the tooth extraction package?"

"Brother Ling is in a bad mood? Pulling your teeth will keep you happy!"

"Brother Ling wants to beat someone? It's not too late to beat someone after pulling out his teeth!"

……

After being annoyed like this for less than three days, An Ling honestly and accompanied by Xia Xiaoyu pulled out the wisdom tooth that had been haunting his gums for several years.

Xia Xiaoyu took photos to save evidence, and returned to the crew happily after completing the task.An Ling turned off the video request sent by Qi Wangshu coldly at night.

Qi Wangshu looked at the screen after being hung up, and was stunned for a few seconds, then smiled indifferently, he knew that Anling was sulking.Then it's better for him to avoid it, and he doesn't plan to fight a second time.

Qi Wangshu took the script and read it, but he couldn't calm down. From time to time, his eyes flicked to the mobile phone on the side, and he couldn't help being dazed.

Obviously I know it clearly in my heart, but the video time is gone every night, and I still feel a little lost and at a loss.

Qi Wangshu frowned and pulled back his thoughts, forcing himself to focus on the script in front of him.

The phone screen suddenly lit up, and he picked up the word "Anling" as soon as he saw it.

"What are you doing?" Anling asked him bluntly as soon as he connected.

Qi Wangshu looked down, "Look at tomorrow's script."

"Does it look good?" The other side asked quietly.

Qi Wangshu's throat tightened, not knowing how to answer.

"Every time I make a phone call or video, as long as I hang up the first one, you will never call the second one." An Ling continued: "Qi Wangshu, you really make my teeth itch."

Qi Wangshu: "I..."

"What about you?" Anling's voice carried some grievances that he didn't realize, "You have a good manner and know how to advance and retreat, so I will always be the one who rushes to harass people."

"No." Qi Wangshu interrupted him, and said in a low voice: "It's not harassment."

"Actually, I haven't read the script carefully. I can't stand it. I want to see you and hear your voice."

"Then why didn't you call me?" An Ling lowered his eyes and said, "Two years ago, did you call my old cell phone number once? I changed the number, I don't know. But you only tried once, didn't you?" If you can’t get through, you can call the second time and the third time. If you can’t get through the second time and the third time, you can find someone who knows me, Xu Chaofan, whoever you want, and you can find me in half a day. But you didn’t do anything. "

When An Ling saw the missed call, he almost shed tears with a smile.He used to think that it would be good for Qi Wangshu to take one step, and he would not feel tired if he walked all the remaining 99 steps.But at that time, he really blamed Qi Wangshu for why he didn't want to take another step, even one step.

"Two years ago..." Qi Wangshu suddenly smiled wryly, "So I called you once at that time."

An Ling suddenly frowned, "What do you mean?"

"I must have been drunk at that time," Qi Wangshu said, "I don't remember."

After the fire, the company held a celebration banquet, and the company's executives poured him a lot of wine, with smiles on his face all the time.However, he himself didn't feel much joy, only bewildered.The next day Xia Xiaoyu said that he was drunk and held on to his phone. At that time, his schedule was as tight as a spinning top, so he didn't take this sentence to heart, and naturally he didn't look at the call records in his phone.Now it seems that what Xia Xiaoyu said is indeed true.

An Ling suddenly understood, and fell silent into the microphone.

During the three years of separation, how each of them lived, neither of them mentioned it to each other, nor did they want to mention it.

However, it doesn't mean that if you ignore it deliberately, you can treat it as completely non-existent.

An Ling hung up the phone.

When he was young, he was very good at deceiving himself and being falsely optimistic.At first he lied to himself that his father was a man in black from a mysterious organization, and he couldn't reveal his whereabouts, so he never came to see himself and his mother; later he lied to himself that as long as others stared back at their mother and child, no one would be there for them Gossiping behind his back; later on he lied to himself that Qi Wangshu was okay standing still, whoever takes the initiative is not the one who took the initiative; but now he is so tired that he doesn't want to continue to lie to himself.

He didn't want to continue like this, as long as Qi Wangshu gave him a look, he would run towards him frantically.

An Ling took a deep breath and put down the phone.

Qi Wangshu, it's your turn to take a step forward.

During the summer vacation of the sixth grade, Qi Wangshu went abroad with his mother to visit his grandparents.Grandpa and grandma are experts in medicine and have lived abroad all year round. That was the first time he saw them.Grandma is short, slightly fat, with a round face, and she smiles like a cartoon character in an advertisement.As soon as she saw Qi Wangshu, she hugged him and kissed him on the face.

Qi Wangshu's reaction was to immediately push her away and run away.

In his memory, no one has kissed him, including his parents.He started to speak when he was over one year old, and the first word he learned was not "dad" or "mother", but "doctor".At home, his parents only called each other "Dr. Qi" and "Dr. Yang", and he called them the same when he grew up.In the kindergarten, before lunch, he washed his hands with the seven-step hand washing method. His classmates laughed at him for washing his hands slowly. His eyes widened and he could only stand there helpless.In the third grade of elementary school, the Chinese teacher asked the students to write essays with the title "My Dream". He wrote "My Dream is to be a doctor", but he didn't know what to write next.He knew the heartbeat of a normal adult, knew the correct method of bandaging and first aid, and was even familiar with human anatomy diagrams, but he didn't know why he wanted to be a doctor, and he stumbled when writing the [-]-word composition.

That's how he grew up, his parents taught him how to prepare him to be a doctor, but they didn't teach him to love and accept love.

He still remembers that night, when he stood outside the door and listened to his grandmother and mother quarreling, the grandmother said, "Did you treat him as a normal kid?"

The sudden sense of shame made him run back to his bedroom, and he covered himself with the quilt, thinking dejectedly: So I am not normal.

An Ling held his favorite in his hand and handed it to him generously. He felt apprehensive and uneasy, but wanted it too much, so he still hesitated to take it.After receiving it, I didn't know where to put it. I was afraid of getting hurt, touching it, and being disappointed, so I could only restrain myself from looking at it from a distance, and I was ready to return it immediately if I didn't keep it properly.

He went back once.

But it's so sad, it seems that not only Anling's favorite, but also half of me are going back.