The beauty of rebirth

Lin Rui met Shang Zhongyuan's gaze, then lowered his eyes after a while, and did not speak.

Zhong Yuan bent his eyes and smiled, leaned down and pressed a pampering kiss on the forehead of the person in his arms.Lin Rui's body trembled instinctively, but when he raised his eyes, he saw Zhong Yuan loosen his hand again, and sat up all of a sudden.

"You can sleep a little longer." Zhong Yuan stretched out his hand and pulled the quilt over Lin Rui, "Let me use the bathroom." After speaking, he got up, picked up half-dry clothes from the back of the sofa, and walked into the bathroom.He has always been obsessed with cleanliness, and taking a shower every morning is a must.Even if I finish washing at six o'clock and go to bed, I must wash it again when I wake up at seven o'clock.

Even at four o'clock in the morning, he continued to soak in the bathtub with someone, and after something was over, he closed the glass shuttle door. Zhong Yuan walked a few steps into the bathtub and stood still, turned on the water gate, and the warm water Water is poured quickly and slowly from the shower head above the head.

Zhong Yuan closed his eyes, tilted his head slightly, and felt the flowing water flowing over his face continuously.This familiar feeling immediately brought back the bits and pieces of last night.Stretching out his hand to stroke his hair back, he paused and let out a long breath.

At this time, it was finally confirmed that all that was not a dream.Zhong Yuan leaned his body back against the wall and calmed himself down, a smile slowly emerged from the corner of his mouth.Even though he knew for a long time that his so-called rationality and restraint would often be easily destroyed when facing Lin Rui, but he would lose control like that... It was really unexpected.I have longed for something that seemed out of reach for so long, and suddenly it came true so much that it still feels like a dream to this day.

However, he also knew that all this was not a dream, and that he had indeed obtained Lin Rui for real.Even if he didn't expect it, even if he knew that it was when Lin Rui was most vulnerable... even so, he didn't regret it at all.

Because he knew that every feeling he had for Lin Rui was extremely real and firm.It was the same two years ago, and it hasn't changed in the slightest until now, and it will continue to be like this in the future.

He can use everything he has to bet on this determination, so with these, he can give Lin Rui whatever he wants.

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Lin Rui lay sideways on the bed, his limbs were limp and weak, and he didn't know what happened last night that caused it.After listening to the sound of running water in the bathroom for a long time in a daze, he suddenly remembered something and sat up.

He got out of bed, fumbled for his phone in his coat and looked at it.

The phone has been turned on since last night when I called Zhong Yuan, but there is no missed call on the screen at this moment.

Lin Rui stared at the empty screen, feeling that this was a bit abnormal and made him feel a little uncomfortable, so he paused and pressed the shortcut key 1.

On the other end is still the tireless female voice, just like what I heard last night.At that time, although the gnawing pain all over my body made me almost unconscious, so I instinctively pressed the 1 button that I usually press.However, the phone was turned off, so he pressed 2 again as usual.So, they called Zhong Yuan.

Holding the phone, Lin Rui suddenly thought, if it was Fed who brought him back, then what would happen?But he quickly shook his head and denied this meaningless assumption. He put the phone back on the table, went to the closet and opened the door, took the suit and trousers, sat back on the bed, lowered his head and put it on his body.

There are some scattered traces of love left on her body, but they are very shallow.Perhaps he subconsciously considered that Lin Rui's identity as a model required more or less exposure of his body, so Zhong Yuan's actions left some rationality that went against the blazing heart.

The movement froze for a moment, but he quickly got dressed.Turning around, Zhong Yuan also came out of the bathroom.Slightly steaming from his body, he tilted his head and wiped his wet hair with a towel on one side, his gestures were still calm and elegant as usual.

Lin Rui stared at Zhong Yuan, then turned his head and looked out the window, his mind was empty.

After a while, I felt someone gently hold my hand, turned my head, and Zhong Yuan was already sitting beside him, his clear facial features were removed from the obstruction of glasses, and appeared more distinct and refined.

"Lin Rui, I..." Zhong Yuan looked at Lin Rui steadfastly, his brows slightly raised.He hesitated to speak, but in the middle of the conversation, he was interrupted slightly by the latter.

"Brother Zhong," Lin Rui stared at the person in front of him for a long time, then suddenly showed a faint smile, waved his hand and said, "You don't need to say anything, this is what I want, isn't it?"

Zhong Yuan was stunned for a moment.In his opinion, this sentence is clearly only half the point.

Because it was voluntary, so "you don't have to be responsible, just forget it", or because of this, so "I feel the same about you..."?

Zhong Yuan couldn't figure out the possibility from Lin Rui's indifferent expression, but he didn't ask further.Maybe he was a little worried in his heart. If the answer was really the former, he also knew that it was impossible for him to be completely calm.

So he could only smile, put his hand on Lin Rui's shoulder, stood up quickly, and said, "Then, I'll go first. Call anytime if you need anything."

"Yeah." Lin Rui smiled and nodded.

Zhong Yuan habitually went to the bedside table to look for glasses, but there was nothing he wanted there.I stood still and remembered for a while, only to remember that I seemed to have dropped it at the bathroom door last night.I looked down and looked around, but still couldn't find anything.

He frowned, thinking that he still had a few spare pairs at home, so he didn't think too much about it.It's just that it might be a bit inconvenient on the way back.

However, when he walked to the door, he suddenly stepped on something.Looking down, it was his own glasses.

But only half.Looking around, he saw that the other half was lying crookedly in the corner of the wall.

Zhong Yuan was startled at first, squatted down, held the two halves of the glasses in his hands, and stared at them for a long time as if absent-minded.The tip of the brow has been subconsciously raised according to the guess in his heart.

"Brother Zhong, what's the matter?" After a while, Lin Rui's surprised voice came from afar behind him.

"It's okay," Zhong Yuan quickly stood up, stuffed his things into his pocket, waved his hands with a smile, and said, "I'm leaving." Then he quickly opened the door and walked out.

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Fed lay on his back on the bed, staring straight at the ceiling.

After a while, mother Yu Hui opened the door and walked in.Sitting down by the bed, he called out "De'er", but got no response.She frowned, and reached out to unplug the earphones plugged into her son's ears.

Immediately, a sound came out through the small earplugs, even if you were sitting on the side, you could hear the melody clearly, you can imagine how deafening the volume is in the ears.

This song, if Lin Rui or Zhong Yuan were present, they would definitely be able to recognize that this is the song "Gloomy Sunday" that caused countless people to die because of it.Although Yu Hui didn't know the story related to this piece, she could clearly feel the despair and sadness emanating from the melody.

Her usually giggling and nervous son suddenly heard such a tune today and made such a loud noise, which made her a little worried.Stretching out his hand to rub Fed's yellow hair, he asked softly, "When did you call back? I couldn't get through the phone at night, which really made me anxious."

Fed crossed his hands behind his head, and after a while he turned his head slowly, with a slight smile on his face, and said apologetically: "After the celebration yesterday, I went out to play with my friends, so I got a little late. , and didn’t realize that the phone was out of battery.” I don’t know why, but my voice was a little hoarse.

Yu Hui stared at his son's expression, feeling a little abnormal.As expected, if it was in normal times, he would definitely smile, stretch his waist, and maybe wrap his shoulders in a big or small way, and say, "Mom, I'm not a three-year-old anymore, I'll be back later." Can you still get lost?" But she didn't ask further, and reached out to caress Fed's face, but her movements froze for a moment.

"What's the matter? Have a cold?"

"Huh?" Fed looked a little surprised, reached out and touched his forehead, and found that he couldn't feel any temperature difference, so he just smiled and said, "I didn't bring an umbrella yesterday, and it rained a little bit. It's just a cold, it's okay."

"I'll get you some medicine." Yu Hui quickly got up and went out the door after speaking.

Fed was still staring at the ceiling.When Yu Hui opened the door again and came in, and put the teacup gently on the bedside table, there was still no movement in her body.

"Then you should rest for a while." Yu Hui looked at his son who was like a wooden figure on the bed, and said worriedly before leaving, "Remember to drink the medicine."

"Yeah." Fed responded, and from the corner of his eye, he saw his mother push the door and go out, and then he reached out and quickly put the earphones back.

The water-like dark and desperate tune lingered in my ears again in an instant, and Xiao Ti's somewhat mournful wail filled my mind in an instant, driving away all other thoughts. Fed felt empty in his head, not thinking about anything, not wanting to think about anything.Just stared at the ceiling all the time, as if to see a hole there before giving up.

"GloomySunday", the lovelorn composer conveyed to all listeners, a sad and desperate psychological hint.He couldn't help but think a little self-deprecatingly, maybe this song is really suitable for him to listen to now.However, after leaving Lin Rui's house, he found that he was far less hopeless than he had imagined.

It's not that there is no throbbing pain in my heart, it's just that this feeling seems to be numb, so numb that my body has automatically defaulted to it as a habit.So much so that other feelings have been so blunt that they are easily ignored by themselves.

After being told by my mother, I felt a little hot all over. Fed exhaled, feeling that he was usually in good health, how could he suddenly become sick because of a little rain.But subconsciously, he still understood that perhaps it was because of the unexpected blow that the psychological defense line collapsed all of a sudden.

But at this moment, he can be sure that he is still in peace.I even just hope that my head will always be filled with music like this, and it will always be empty like this.In this way, those voices from last night will not keep echoing in his head like a nightmare again, lingering.

After all, it is still a kind of escape, Fed smiled self-deprecatingly to himself.However, besides escaping, do you have any other options?

No.No.Perhaps, from the moment I left Lin Rui's room, I had already decided to be a good person with adult beauty.

I don't know why, but when I think of this, I feel a little more uncomfortable than before. Fed took a long breath of relief deliberately, and forced himself to look away, not to dwell on the fateful outcome any longer.

However, at this time, I saw my mother pushing the door open again, holding a newspaper in her hand, with a somewhat strange expression on her face.

He took off the earphones, paused, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"De'er," Yu Hui sat by the bed, hesitated, and asked, "Is your model named Lin Rui?"

Fed nodded, turned his face and was about to ask what was going on, but his gaze had already landed on a very eye-catching headline in the newspaper.So he immediately shut up, knowing that there was no need to ask any more questions.

"Lin Rui's late-night tryst was photographed with a mysterious boyfriend whose identity is unknown"

Below the caption is a slightly blurred photo of two men kissing.The figure of the person with his back to the camera is already unrecognizable, but facing the camera, it can be easily seen that it is Lin Rui.