who's chrysanthemum

However, he cared too much, he couldn't deceive himself, he couldn't assume the perfect construction in his heart.

The turbulent emotions in Can Jian's heart were suppressed by his efforts, and he was inexplicably angry. How could Lan Yichen like so many people?

Humans seem to be born greedy. When you get something, you want more, more.

All kinds of desires are extinguished and then rise, rise and then die, and then rise again, never ending.

Therefore, you will never be able to be truly happy, and spend your entire life pursuing and satisfying your desires.

It was a great surprise for Can Jian that Lan Yichen spoke of love to him, but after knowing that Lan Yichen loved him, he still hoped that Lan Yichen would only love him in his heart and no one else...

Can Jian's thoughts were fully focused on his movements, and the movements under his lips also changed from tenderness at the beginning to a bit rough, and he bit Lan Yichen's soft lips with his lips and teeth.

A breath called tyranny spread over him.

Lan Yichen struggled a little, the breath made him afraid.

But his whole body was hugged in Can Jian's arms, and he couldn't break free for a while.

He tried his best to turn his face away, panting to avoid Can Jian's kiss:

"Hoo... the sword, it hurts."

His lips were already bleeding a little, and he hadn't experienced such an ungentle kiss for a long time.

Can Jian was stunned by the rejection, his body froze, and his head gradually became clear.

He was too complacent, thinking that Lan Yichen would be more unrestrained because he didn't care about him, his eyes dimmed slightly, and Can Jian didn't move any more.

For a while, the atmosphere became a little silent again.

It seems that the wind has picked up, and there is a sound of 'huhuhu' in the dark night.

Lan Yichen lay in Can Jian's arms, staring at the brilliant stars in the sky, lost in thought.

Can Jian was so unhappy with his reaction, let alone others.

In Lan Yichen's heart, among the people he likes, if one can talk the best, it must be Can Jian.

Can Jian is somewhat indifferent by nature, and doesn't like to talk too much. In the past, Lan Yichen would always tease him and test his limits of patience. Can Jian has been silently tolerant of his actions.

However, if even such a broken sword can't accept the fact that he loves so many people, then, let alone Duanmu, Xuanyuan and Xiahou...

The escape mentality made him rejoice again, fortunately he chose to rescue Xuanyuan, otherwise, knowing all kinds of thoughts of his own, he would not be able to be with them...

It was a kind of torture that would make his life worse than death...

Still dead.

Thinking of this in his heart, Lan Yichen's whole body exuded a sense of desolation and helpless melancholy.

How sharp Can Jian is, I can feel it.

He told himself in his heart that Lan Yichen would like so many people, it must not be intentional, there must be a reason...

That's not his fault.

Just now, Lan Yichen seemed to be about to tell him this, but he was too impatient to mess up all of this.

Tai should know what Lan Yichen thinks, and how Lan Yichen plans to arrange them.

In short, he should use a clear mind to figure out the ins and outs of the matter.

"Chen'er, you like so many people...

Can you get both, and won't you be sad if they get married?

Can you smile and bless them?

Perhaps, Chen'er, have you ever thought about what you call liking.It's not what you think it is. "

Lan Yichen didn't intend to tell Can Jian any more, but now Can Jian's questioning made his body tremble uncontrollably, even his face and soul trembled.

"No... I won't smile and wish them happiness, I will leave, far away.

Jian, you can't escape, and neither do I, my like is indeed love, I love you, it's true.

It may be unbelievable, but I really love so many people..."

Can Jian hugged Lan Yichen's body, rubbed his chin on his shoulder, and took a few deep breaths.

Suddenly, he changed his tone, and for some unknown reason, he was no longer so aggressive.

"Chen'er, you are tired..."

Lan Yichen's trembling body was a little stiff, but Can Jian continued to speak, as if sighing, with pity:

"Maybe you are smiling on the surface, but...your heart is very tired...

Bearing the guilt of loving so many people, deep down you are still blaming yourself, you are still hating yourself...

Tell me, tell me how you fell in love, let's work it out, work it out, okay? "

Lan Yichen didn't speak, closed his eyes, and tried his best to shrink into the embrace behind him, rubbing against the warm chest.

"sword……"

He understands him, and Can Jian understands him.

He was indeed blaming himself in his heart, so he chose to use death to escape and punish himself.

His heart was panicked, exhausted, and at a loss.

I'm afraid that they will leave him if they know his feelings, look down on him, and give up on him like this...

"I really love you……

Love them too, but I can't figure out what to do...

I think everyone is happy..."

Can Jian hugged him tightly, telling himself hard in his heart:

Enough, enough, this is enough, I can't ask for more...

"Chen'er, actually being by your side is my greatest happiness...

I think they are too, everyone will be happy...

God wants you to fall in love with us, wants us to fall in love with you, and will definitely give us an explanation..."

Lan Yichen bent his lips and smiled:

"Isn't Jian very angry just now, why is he comforting me now?"

I don't want to continue talking, the more I talk, the more I will hurt Can Jian, he owes them enough, let him rot in those lands with his love alone.

In the limited time and limited life, I still leave my smile to everyone.

Can Jian's heart rises slowly from the depths of darkness:

"Because, in my heart, your happiness, your happiness is more important, and I want you to get rid of those psychological burdens and become truly happy.

What I can do is to adapt and not to create more psychological pressure on you.

Of course it's impossible to say I don't care, but for your happiness, I'm willing to learn to adapt, to get used to it..."

Lan Yichen was a little dazed, he couldn't believe that Can Jian would say such a thing, what kind of deep emotion is this?

He's not like Xuanyuan, he doesn't want Xiahou, he once owned him, he just said he loves him...

Crystal liquid rolled in Lan Yichen's eye sockets, compared with Can Jian's love, he felt even more ashamed and felt more selfish.

However, it is undeniable that at this moment, the greedy nature of human beings makes him fantasize, if everyone loves him like a broken sword and is willing to compromise for him...

No, no, no.

Don't talk about others, but talk about Duanmu who used to be so strict with him, you know it's an illusion...

Where in the crazy Xuanyuan is still a fantasy.

And Xiahou, knowing that Leng likes him, how can he tell Xiahou that he still loves others?

Alas, it really is that imagination is beautiful, but reality is cruel.

Can Jian's compromise and retreat was already an unexpected surprise, he couldn't desire anything more.

This is very good, even if he went to another world, in this world, there is still a Can Jian who backed down for him, knowing all his feelings, all his love.

"Actually, I have liked Duanmu since I was a child..."

Knowing that Can Jian behind him was listening, Lan Yichen spoke softly about his love and past.

Can Jian hugged him tightly, listened to his words, and savored those feelings with him in his heart.

Now, he may not be able to let go of the fact that Lan Yichen loves so many people.

However, he believed that one day, he would let go and accept it.

Because he couldn't bear to make things difficult for Lan Yichen, he already backed down, didn't he?

Complete acceptance is only a matter of time.

"After we separated from you, I met Xiahou, and with him..."

Can Jian listened, his mind turned and he lamented the coincidence of fate.

No matter what he had to think about before, he would never have imagined that the mad lord of the Xiahou clan he met would also love Lan Yichen.

At that time, what they were looking for was actually the same person...

Xia Houzhan loves Lan Yichen so much, Can Jian is thinking, his love for Lan Yichen, or Xia Houzhan's love for him, which one is more important?

"Meeting Xuanyuan, I don't know if it was my luck or a disaster, he saved my life, and I also lost the memory of the past..."

Can Jian feels a little distressed, Lan Yichen's weak body is always being tossed, that Xuanyuan Yu, in his eyes, is torturing Chen'er in the name of love...

damn guy...