Mr. black belly

Chapter 5 Don't Guess Your Secret Love

The stupid Rong Xiaochun really didn't feel Boss Bao's concern, and his depression and depression reached a certain level.Boss Bao is also anxious because of Rong Xiaochun's slowness and because Rong Xiaochun never updates the blog again.

In fact, Rong Xiaochun didn't engage in any underground activities, he just went back to the community where he had been drenched in the rain for a few nights, and sat on the same bench in the same position in a daze.

The place hasn't changed much, but ten years have passed, and it has slowly taken on an old air.The coffee vending machine on the street corner was nowhere to be seen, so Rong Xiaochun had no choice but to go to the cafe to buy a cup of takeaway.It is no longer the taste of cheap coffee in memory, but it still tastes so bitter, and the sugar and creamer poured in seem to have disappeared.

It hasn't rained in the past few days, but Rong Xiaochun's heart seems to have rained.The yellow light of the street lamp was as warm as the sunlight at night. Rong Xiaochun looked at the window that he thought was Bao Yu's bedroom, as if he had returned to ten years ago.

It turned out that it had been ten years, those feelings that had been left behind and abandoned.But it must be over soon.Confession, rejected.This was what Rong Xiaochun had planned.

Is it too disingenuous to just send a text message with a mobile phone?But how to say a confession?

I have liked you for ten years.

I like you for ten years.

You know that ten years is enough for me to like you, are you happy?

Haha, what an idiot, it will scare Bao Yu, right?Rong Xiaochun laughed at himself.But thinking about the surprised expression that person might show, Rong Xiaochun laughed to himself.

Sorry to trouble you.But you are so powerful, you must be able to solve it, right?I have liked you for ten years, and you have only known me for two years.No matter how troublesome you are, leaving a friend you have only known for two years, your heart will not hurt as much as mine, will it?

More and more Gu Ying felt sorry for himself and let Xiaochun get into his own horns.

Love is like a battlefield is just a joke, but all kinds of strange ideas and horns will always hurt the heart.After being injured, others cannot see the wound.So he covered it silently, even the military division was embarrassed to tell these wounds.

Poor Boss Bao didn't know anything about Rong Xiaochun's bullshit. He thought that as long as Rong Xiaochun confessed, everything would be fine and everyone would be happy.But Rong Xiaochun's recent behavior doesn't look like he wants to confess, but like he wants to break up the relationship!

It's scary.Where on earth was that crazy fool thinking?Boss Bao has a headache.

So Boss Bao did something he had always disdained before.He registered an account and started to leave a message to spring's BLOG.

Rong Xiaochun never told any real-life friends about this spiritual trash can blog, and completely ignored any requests from online friends, so almost no one would leave him a long and stinky complaint message.So when I saw Anthony's serious message, it made Rong Xiaochun, who had been troubled for a few days, feel quite fresh.It should be okay to share your thoughts with a complete stranger, right?At least bystanders are clear.

Anthony: Seeing your diary, don't you want to confess?Why is there no follow-up.

Spring replied to Anthony: After the confession, you may not even be able to make friends, so you have to take it easy.

Anthony: Are you really that unsure?Maybe that person will feel very moved.

Spring replied to Anthony: I'm afraid it's true that he finds it troublesome.Always thinking, let's be friends for one more day.

Boss Bao was silent. Rong Xiaochun usually looks carefree and a little silly, but in fact he still has his own seriousness and meticulousness.So the plan can only be repeated!

But before Boss Bao could figure out his new plan, he was startled by Rong Xiaochun's new diary.He never knew Rong Xiaochun's point of view of "breaking up friendship with a confession".Confession for the sake of ending, the comparison of more than ten years of heartache and two years of heartache, these seemingly inconceivable thoughts to Boss Bao, were silently kept in mind by Rong Xiaochun.

What a defeat!Boss Bao rubbed between his brows, why is Rong Xiaochun so stupid?Stupid enough to make people feel sad.

Is there anything in this world that can really go [-]% as expected?Human ideas and plans are limited.As long as you know your mistakes, you can correct them.Boss Bao, who had always wanted to plan a strategy, finally wanted to make his own concessions.

If you say action, you will act, and Boss Bao's Plan B will start quickly the next day.

"Xiaochun, let the acting store manager who is on duty come on top tonight, and I'll treat you to dinner." Boss Bao called early in the morning.

"Huh," Rong Xiaochun was somewhat flattered, "Why so suddenly?"

Boss Bao didn't explain, but said, "I'll pick you up in the evening."

Confused, Rong Xiaochun quickly sent a text message to the military advisers: "Xiaoxia Xiaoxia, Bao Yu suddenly invited you to dinner!" "Military Advisor, Bao Yu suddenly invited you to dinner!"

Ms. Mo, who hadn't received the notice of Boss Bao's change of plan, naturally didn't know what his plan was.So I replied: "Eat more, be good."

After thinking about it seriously, Rong Xia replied: "You must eat enough, and order more expensive wine!"

So, what an unreliable character the love strategist is.

I waited anxiously until the evening, when Boss Bao came to pick up Rong Xiaochun as promised.Because he was completely unprepared, Xiaochun, who had changed his restaurant uniform, was wearing casual clothes today, a little embarrassed, and he didn't know where Boss Bao was going to take him for dinner.

Boss Bao was still there, and he turned two streets in the car, and arrived at a business restaurant under the office building.

Now Rong Xiaochun was relieved, and broke into a cold sweat. It turned out that he was only here for market research.So the obstinate Rong Xiaochun completely ignored Boss Bao, and studied the restaurant's decoration and service quality on his own.Boss Bao looked at Rong Xiaochun's seriousness and didn't point it out, he just liked it in his heart.

With the mentality of market research, Rong Xiaochun chose a seat in the lobby and abandoned the box.The two looked at the menu and ordered, and Rong Xiaochun talked about his feelings as soon as the waiter left.From restaurant decoration to service attitude, from menu arrangement to price.As he talked, he secretly glanced from time to time to see if a waiter passed by and heard him.

"Anyway, we won't know anything else until the dishes are served..." Manager Rong, who had finally finished his work speech, breathed a sigh of relief, picked up his glass to drink water, and only then noticed that Boss Bao was looking at him with a smile.Uh, the shop manager Rong who choked on a mouthful of water coughed again and again, his face flushed.

"Xiaochun, you did a good job and have your own opinions." Boss Bao smoothed things over for him.

Rong Xiaochun nodded hastily: "It should be, thank you boss for cultivating me." I really didn't realize that I was acting like a dog again.In fact, he was still reminiscing about Bao Yu's look in his heart, and his face burned badly.

Bao Yu made him laugh and let him feel embarrassed.

Rong Xiaochun felt that he was embarrassing again, he cleared his throat embarrassingly, and calmed down.As soon as he raised his head, Boss Bao stopped him: "Xiaochun, look at the man who just walked in."

Rong Xiaochun turned his head to look at the door of the restaurant, only to see a few white-collar workers in suits walking in.A trace of fatigue can be seen on their faces, but they still wear polite smiles and seem to be still talking about work.Although there were only a few of them, at first glance, one of them was a young man with a handsome appearance. He was very gentle and eye-catching.

"Boss?" Xiaochun asked a little puzzled.

Boss Bao pursed his lips: "That person is my ex-boyfriend."

Rong Xiaochun was struck by lightning, and there were only two words in his mind: boyfriend, boyfriend, boyfriend... even the word "before" was omitted.Boss Bao didn't say anything, but he knew who the "ex-boyfriend" was without asking.It's really good enough to be seen at a glance, Rong Xiaochun still has the strength to sigh after being shocked.

It turned out that Boss Bao had a boyfriend. Rong Xiaochun lowered his head and suppressed the expression on his face.He didn't know whether to be happy or sad, and he didn't know what Boss Bao's intention was.

The waiter brought up the meal, and the two began to eat in silence.Rong Xiaochun's taste was like chewing wax, he couldn't swallow anything, and completely lost the interest he had when he came here.He could only keep silently telling himself that this was work, and finally said reluctantly: "The food in this restaurant tastes okay."

Boss Bao looked at Rong Xiaochun's reluctance, and felt a little distressed.He coughed and said suddenly: "I met him when we were studying abroad. He is the student I have been taking care of."

Rong Xiaochun's hands trembled, and he replied sullenly: "Hmm."

"That was the first time I liked someone," seemed to have a beginning, and the next words could be said, "I am full of joy, but he doesn't really care about me. I put him in my heart, Treat him wholeheartedly. You know what? Saying that you are willing to give everything, even if you are already a couple, giving without feeling rewarded will make people tired."

Rong Xiaochun didn't speak, but was still eating silently.It's just that the cheeks are bulging, and after chewing so hard, I still can't eat.

After being silent for a while, Boss Bao said again: "I was young at that time, and I always felt it was unfair. But isn't it ridiculous to break up with this kind of reason? Feelings are something that you know well, and you feel unfair and wronged, but it's petty to say it out. That's all. So I have been trying to maintain a happy mood, wholeheartedly, and I can't help but wonder if he can be a little moved."

The person I cherish the most but can't ask for it, yet treats others coldly with all my heart and soul.That kind of grievance, jealousy and embarrassment made Rong Xiaochun's eyes heat up, and his heart ached: "Does he not like you?"

Finally forced Rong Xiaochun to say something with a nasal voice, Bao Yu helped the frame: "I communicated with him, but the answer I got was ridiculous. He said that he just saw that I took good care of him, and he also liked me a little bit. So let's date for a while, but why bother so much. A completely calm and rational relationship seems to be just my hot head. But at least I dated him. How can I complain about seeking benevolence? When I return to China, I will be with him He broke up."

Rong Xiaochun chewed hard with puffed cheeks, looking swollen.

Bao Yu sighed: "The day I returned to China, he told me: The one who expresses his love first loses, because the other person will soon learn to be proud of being favored."

Rong Xiaochun's tableware fell to the table with a clatter.

"So, at that time, I was really sad."

It was an obvious trick, but Bao Yu still had a lot to say.

If you say that the other party is too indifferent, in fact, if you always want to treat him well, don't you also carry out your own ideas indifferently?It has already been said that the extent of completely disregarding the other party's wishes.To be honest, Bao Yu's anger at the failure of his first love may be much deeper with himself than with the other party.But such words cannot be said to others, not even the closest people.

As a result, the embarrassing emotions that he couldn't express when he was a teenager slowly deteriorated the wound in his heart, turning into a strange knot in his heart, to the point where even thinking about feelings would make him bored.

Lingering through the flowers can't calm down the restlessness and restlessness in my heart.Until, until I met the idiot Rong Xiaochun, I thought maybe this person could do it.

In a trance, Rong Xiaochun rejected Boss Bao's kindness, and took the MRT home by himself, feeling his head was muddled along the way.Bao Yu wanted to rekindle his old relationship, so he poured out his heart to me as a bosom sister?Or, does he have a deeper meaning?

Rong Xiaochun shook his head, feeling dizzy for a while.

"Brother, did you drink tonight? Why do you look so sluggish." Rong Xia heard the sound of the door opening, but saw that Rong Xiaochun stayed in the porch for a long time and didn't come in, so she couldn't help asking.

Rong Xiaochun let out a long sigh: "Xiao Xia, brother's head can't turn around..."

"What's the matter?" Rong Xia's spirit of gossip ignited, "Did something happen to dinner today?"

Rong Xiaochun nodded, and said firmly: "Go and turn on the computer to find Mo Yun, let's have a video conference!"

"Decree!" Rong Xia acted immediately.

So the video conference started soon, and Rong Xiaochun, who was a little uncomfortable, lowered the camera, causing Ms. Mo to shout over there: "Stupid Rong Xiaochun, don't point the camera at your lower body!"

"Huh," Rong Xiaochun blushed, "I just don't like to face the camera directly!"

Rong Xia suppressed a smile at the side: "Brother, please hurry up and get down to business."

Rong Xiaochun cleared his throat, and then embarrassedly told what happened at the dinner.

"It's a bit suspicious." Miss Mo said dryly after a while of silence.

Rong Xia was straightforward: "What's a little suspicious? It's very suspicious at all! Why did Brother Bao suddenly mention this to my brother? If he really wants to pour out his heart, wouldn't it be more normal to go to your brother?"

Mo Yun thought of his elder brother with facial paralysis, and explained with a distorted expression: "The friendship between gentlemen is as light as water."

"I think he must have a deeper meaning." Rong Xia said pretendingly.

Rong Xiaochun scratched his head: "What deeper meaning does this have? Could it be that he still hinted that I would confess to him first?"

"Cough, cough!" Mo Yun accidentally choked himself.

Rong Xia also looked at her brother speechlessly.But with a flash of inspiration, he pondered: "Why do I think it seems reasonable to think so?"

"Huh?" Rong Xiaochun's heart was pounding.

Ms. Mo raised her forehead, it seems that brother Xiaoyu really used bitter tricks.

The three of them were silent again, Rong Xia snorted: "Brother, please hurry up and get together!"

"Why are we together? I'm so tired. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed!" Rong Xiaochun quickly cut through the mess and fled to the bathroom.

"That ostrich is going to use the sleep method again to resolve its troubles." Rong Xia spread his hands at Mo Yun and interrupted the video conference.

Although the sleep method can make people temporarily forget their troubles, it is not so easy to use casually.When the afflictions are strong enough to a certain extent, a magic weapon called insomnia will be produced to resist the sleep method.

"Loving you is like riding a train half-closed, dreaming to and fro in panic. Sleeping and waking up, squinting to see where you are outside the window..."

Rong Xiaochun was sitting by the narrow stairs on the roof of his house, playing Peng Jiahui's song on his mobile phone.Today, Bao Yu's words cast a stone in his heart, and he felt sore and aching after all the grinding.That feeling of panic seemed to be swaying back and forth in a dream.

What does he mean?Does he like me?

Such a vague guess, dare not say it, secretly hide it in my heart.

Rong Xiaochun pinched his cheeks, suddenly he was not sure.Should I be happy or sad?What are you happy about? Does Bao Yu really like me?What does he like about me, since when did he like me?

He was a little depressed, obviously ready to confess, but suddenly the plot fast-forwarded, and then he was spoiled.

It vaguely seems to be a feeling that has already been obtained, but it is more restless and hesitant.Liu Jia wrote: "Because I love you, I am willing to bow down."So lower your posture, can you treat me as a treasure?

"If you are willing, you will not be afraid of difficulties. If you are not willing, you will cry out. I want you, and I don't care about anything else. Stubbornness becomes brave, and confusion becomes relief..."

Humming a song, it seems that you can really become brave.This song could cheer me up ten years ago, but now it sounds very sad.So easy to "get", what is the patience and grievance of these ten years?Rong Xiaochun snapped open a can of beer, ready to drink away his worries.

Isn't that how it's done in soap operas?The narrow rooftop stairs, the sky full of stars, sad songs, and a few cans of beer.

This is the romance that a frustrated person should have!Rong Xiaochun thought romantically.

Over there, Boss Bao, who was returning home, suddenly regretted it again. Xiaochun's depressed mood all night made him very worried.But before he called Mo Yun to confess his solo actions, he received a call from Mo Yun first.

"It's a good thing you thought of telling him such a thing!" Miss Mo couldn't laugh or cry on the phone.

Bao Yu smiled: "It's a bitter trick."

"Why do you want to play tricks all of a sudden?" Miss Mo softened her voice when she heard his annoyed tone.

"Suddenly there are many things I really want to tell him." Bao Yu sat on the sofa and rubbed his brows, "Suddenly I really want to tell him right away."

"Then why can't you tell the truth? You are simply torturing each other." Mo Yun said helplessly.

Bao Yu was silent for a while, and then said: "Originally, I just felt relieved and cheerful when I saw him. Until I checked his BOLG, until I found out that he liked me for so many years. At that time, I thought , if it were him, we would definitely be able to be together very happily. It would definitely be different from before. But he only paid for his love, but never said it out. I suddenly didn’t know how to treat him. I still like that one the most A flamboyant and foolish Rong Xiaochun, not a guy who shy away from feelings."

"If you talk about others, what about yourself?"

"What's wrong with me?" Bao Yu snorted coldly, "I just want to save him."

"The dead duck has a hard mouth, I think you are also afraid, right?"

"I wanted to take it step by step and tell him at an appropriate time, but he is going to start a blind date." Bao Yu avoided the topic, and said with a bit of gritted teeth complaining, "I really care about him." Can't you feel it!"

"Hahaha, it seems to sound quite sad."

Bao Yu took a deep breath and sighed, "He is so dull, I can't swallow this breath!"

"It's amazing that the two of you are struggling with each other. Brother Xiaoyu, how about your courage?" Mo Yun laughed dumbfounded.Of these two people, one is struggling with himself and the other is holding back. Who is torturing whom?

Before Bao Yu answered, he heard a voice on the other end of the phone: "Idiot, act quickly." It was Mo Yan's voice, and Mo Yun's laughter was beside him.Tsk, hell, my childhood sweetheart!Boss Bao, who was ridiculed, hung up the phone in anger.

The first love that exhausts tenderness and patience is nothing but heat.Gradually becoming mentally exhausted, but still pretending to be energetic every day.He silently counted the wounds in his heart, but on the surface he was still unrestrained and unrestrained.Later, I simply thought that I should let go of my weakness of feelings. A man's career is the most important thing!

But the second time I was moved, I was going to treat that person cautiously, and wanted to use a long ambush to obtain the miracle of the surprise attack.I want to use my deepest thoughts to treat him better every day. Is it possible that he will be inseparable from me one day.The person who is placed on the apex of his heart can't feel his friendship at all.Sometimes I feel angry, and I have to force myself to hold back and try to achieve consummation.Thinking that love can sit on the sidelines and wait for the rabbit, it is hard to understand.

But it's all self-torture.All the secret love and painstaking efforts are self-torture.

Rong Xiaochun, I know your favorite color, I know your favorite dish, I know your favorite song, I know your favorite movie, I know your favorite magazine, I know your favorite place , I know all your favorite snack flavors, I know you're going to start craving afternoon tea at [-]:[-]pm.

The gifts I give you are all wrapped in your favorite color; every time I treat you to dinner, I only order your favorite dishes; I start listening to your favorite songs before going to bed, thinking about whether you can hum; Every time I casually throw the snacks to you, I have chosen them specially.I took your resume and searched for you all over the Internet according to your electronic information.Even if it is a little clue, I just want to see a few words from you.

And you, when will you be able to get out of your own world and see the cobwebs I weave for you with love?

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