white striped blue bird in the tent

These days are really exhausting, Yin Qin fell asleep almost as soon as he touched the pillow, but his sleep was extremely restless. For a while, he dreamed of falling in love with Zhou Zheng, for a while, the two of them tore their faces apart, and then he dreamed of being kicked by him Stomach bleeding...

The pain was severe and real, he struggled to wake up, his face felt cold, he raised his hand and wiped his face with tears, wiped away the tears, got up and found the painkiller and swallowed it indiscriminately, wrapped the quilt tightly and curled up on the bed, It is already late spring, but the night is still so cold.

He hadn't dreamed of Zhou Zheng for a long time. If he dreamed of it, he wanted to dream of Lu Xiong even more. At least what Lu Xiong brought to him was all warmth. Even in the final quarrel, he was not willing to beat himself up.

I took out my phone from under my pillow, there were only a few advertisements for cars, and no missed calls.

Yin Qin clenched the phone with both hands, bit his lips, and dialed Lu Xiong's number. He couldn't stand it anymore. After such a dream, he missed Lu Xiong like a tide.

The love with Zhou Zheng is a mark, deeply engraved on his lifeline, that betrayal is unforgettable, but Lu Xiong is like an addiction, his tenderness invades his limbs and bones like opium, once the drug addiction breaks out, the pain goes to the marrow .

"I'm sorry, the user you dialed has turned off..." The cold female voice that has never changed for thousands of years came from the phone, Yin Qin sat up abruptly, slammed the phone against the wall, leaned over and buried his head in the quilt .

The next morning, Yin Qin fell ill, with a high fever approaching [-] degrees. As soon as Blueberry entered the door, he was frightened and put his hand on his forehead, "Steaming egg custard is more than enough for this forehead, right?"

"Shut up," Yin Qin said weakly, holding the thermometer in his mouth, "Bring here the documents on my desk, I'm not in good health..."

Blueberry took the phone to the side to make a call, and came back after a while, "The doctor will be here in half an hour, can I order you something to eat first?"

"I don't want to eat," Yin Qin took out the thermometer from his mouth, and squinted his eyes to identify it, "Damn, my eyes are blurred, Sister Berry, am I going to die?"

"Stop fucking me," Blueberry snatched the thermometer, looked at it casually, threw it on the bedside, and said calmly, "It's only 39 and a half degrees, it's okay, you can carry it for a while, and drink arsenic granules by the way , and he will be cured immediately."

Yin Qin grinned, as expected the whole world abandoned him, Blueberry would stand behind him like a female Transformer, licked his chapped lips, and said with a smile, "Sister Berry, you really don't think marry me?"

"You are so bad, can you give me happiness or sex?" Blueberry walked into the bathroom, wrung out a cold towel, and put it on his forehead.

Yin Qin said suddenly, "This is Big Bear's towel, and the pink one is mine."

"He doesn't want you anymore, why are you so clear about it? From now on, it's all yours." Blueberry lifted the quilt for him, "I'll ask the kitchen to make some porridge, you need something to eat."

Yin Qin flattened his mouth, "I don't want to eat."

"What the hell are you getting Joe?" Blueberry raged, "Give me something to eat and get well! Is this the time you can get sick? Is your bank loan settled? Is your sales channel open? Your credit Is the crisis over? You idiot! If you play tricks on me again, I will chop you up!"

Qin Qin was astonished.

As soon as Blueberry turned around, her sexy and fiery long legs stepped on small high heels and walked away aggressively.

Yin Qin was covered in cold sweat and was terrified. Fortunately, he had no brains to marry her, otherwise he would really have no stable life. It's better to be a big bear...

This disease made Yin Qin realize that he was no longer young. He was full of enthusiasm and high spirits when he was out of college, and he dared to start a business with his father's coffin.

How good business was at that time, sweetness forced him to open a small hotel without a license into a city-wide chain, and his health was good at that time, no matter how hard or tired he was, he slipped into Zhou Zheng's arms After a night of sleep, he will be able to live and breathe again the next day, which is not like now, after a few days of drinking, he becomes tired and sick.

But he can't fall down, there are still hundreds of people waiting to eat in sweet honey, the more panicked people are, the more calm he has to be.

It was already evening when we came back from negotiating the contract, leaning lazily on the back seat of the car, closing our eyes and meditating, "Sister Berry, open up this sales channel, our life will be much easier."

"Yeah," Blueberry said with a smile all over her face, "Aqin, I really have you. I haven't appeared in the negotiation in person for many years. This mouth is not old."

Yin Qin smiled triumphantly, "Of course, I have practiced my oral skills."

Back at the hotel, Blueberry said with a smile, "What do you want to eat tonight, I'm in a good mood today, my sister will cook for you."

"I have no grievances or enmities with you, why do you bother to kill me next time?" Yin Qin said with a look of contempt, "Although today is my mother's death day, I have no plans to accompany her so early."

Blueberry: "...I really want to send you to accompany her old man."

Yin Qin rested on the sofa for a while, and drove out in person. When he arrived at the cemetery, it was already dark, and the staff were about to close the door. Yin Qin smiled and stuffed two packs of good cigarettes, and said in a low voice, "Go in and see my mother, it's very Come out soon."

"Isn't it too early to visit the grave?" The staff put away the cigarettes and said relentlessly, "Young people nowadays know how to make money..."

Smiling attentively, he drove in slowly. The cemetery had a gloomy feeling at dusk, with white tombstones, blue pines and cypresses, and a cool wind. Holding the sky full of stars, I found my mother's tombstone.

"You boy... you're late again," the father had already arrived, and was sitting by the tomb drinking. He was startled when he saw the baby's breath in his arms, "Hey, you got rich? How did you buy so much?"

Laughing attentively, he put the flowers down in front of the grave, kowtowed to his mother's portrait, got up and sat next to his father, "I came too late, the flower seller at the door was closed for a big bargain, and I gave it a [-]% discount to sweep the goods."

His father handed him a bottle of wine and said appreciatively, "It's so smart, next time I'll come back after the door is closed."

The two sat by the mother's tomb drinking and chatting, gradually getting drunk, the father put his shoulders on his shoulders, "Son, I heard about you, father is not a businessman, I can't help you much... ..."

"Why are you talking about that?" Yin Qin clinked glasses with the old man, "My family's business is so big that it won't collapse all at once, you just need to enjoy it comfortably outside, don't worry about it so much."

The father was very sad, "Oh, my son is pitiful... It's really unfair to have no companions at such an age, alas, sometimes I really want to introduce you to my true love, Yanyan, but it's a pity that you don't have any companions. dislike……"

Yin Qin was expressionless, "Old man, you said this in front of my mother's grave, aren't you afraid to make her angry?"

"No, your mother has a big breast, D cup," the father stretched his arms around the tombstone, as if he was holding his daughter-in-law when he was young, looking at the dim photo on the tombstone, and said drunkenly, "Really, Ana Da, after you left, I lived a good life. I have made many girlfriends, all of whom are beautiful, but unfortunately they only like my money. Alas... You are still good, although you are not good-looking and your IQ is not high, I'm still in a bad temper, but I just miss you..."

It was completely dark, and the garden was lined with tombstones. The two father and son drank slowly, touched the cold tombstone attentively and said, "Mom, I'm useless, I haven't even learned half of the old man's skills in picking up girls, and my man doesn't want me." But I can't live without him. He has ignored me for a month. Mom, I miss him so much... Why do you say you left so early? You didn't teach me how to discipline a man. I've been abandoned so many times, they don't love me, Mom, you don't love me either..."

"Why are you talking so miserable? Do you still want to find your mother to drink milk when you are old?" The father interrupted him impatiently, raised his hand with the wine bottle, and put his arms around him. The old man put his arm around his wife just like when he was young. , with one arm around his son, looking at the scattered stars above his head, he said in a hoarse voice, "Son, Dad loves you."

Yin Qin turned his head to look at his father's gray temples, tears fell down uncontrollably suddenly, he wiped them away, "Old man, you are so nasty."

Father: "You are such an unfilial son!"

It started to get cold at night, the father and son patted the tombstones, and walked out of the cemetery with their arms crossed. clean.

The father put his hands on Qin Qin's shoulders, stared into his drunken red eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "Son, no one loves you, we just love ourselves, and whoever we like, we bravely go after him. At worst, we will be rejected. I'm not a fledgling kid, I've already got a thick skin, what are you afraid of? If people really don't like us, let's change it. It's hard to find three-legged toads in the world. Aren't two-legged men everywhere? ?”

Yin Qin nodded with warmth in her heart, "Well, I see, Dad."

The old man stayed in N City for two days, and boarded the plane again on the third day. This time, he was going to Africa to see lions. He heard that there was a local hot girl with a strengthened company waiting for him.

After seeing the old man on the plane, Qin Qin turned around and left. Suddenly, he saw a tall figure dragging a box in the crowd, his heart jumped into his throat, and he yelled, "Big bear!!!"