mark of the rain gl

Xiao Yu's heartbeat stopped suddenly for two seconds.

Even though she knew that the separation was imminent, she still subconsciously wanted to protect Qiu Zixin, and didn't want her to face this terrifying scene, so she pretended to be calm and said, "...don't look back."

It's a pity that Qiu Zixin had already read the shocked emotion from her pupils. The woman was puzzled at first, and she frowned beautifully, then her heart froze, and her complexion gradually turned pale under the calm appearance.

She looks away.

Eyes met with the woman who flowed with a blood similar to hers.

As soon as the wind stops, the flowers fall.

The atmosphere was as stiff as mourning.

Ms. Yang and Mr. Liang, who were also stunned in place, were even more stunned and speechless, with complex changes of anger and surprise on their faces.

"you......"

Ms. Yang's eyes widened in disbelief, her face was pale and pale, and she took a step back before gaining a foothold. Mr. Liang hurriedly supported her, and if you looked closely, you could find her face twitching.

"Qiu Zixin, did you tell me about..."

Ms. Yang pointed at the girl sitting beside Qiu Zixin, but she couldn't say her name with a choked angry voice stuck in her throat.

Recalling the scene they just saw, Ms. Yang felt dizzy.

If it weren't for being outside and needing to take care of face and dignity, Ms. Yang would probably have stepped forward to give Qiu Zixin a slap in the face.

Xiao Yu had never thought of encountering such a scene in her life, her nerves tensed up quickly, and she wanted to explain something for Qiu Zixin, "Auntie..."

Qiu Zixin stood up first, protected her behind her, and tried to mediate with Ms. Yang, "I know you may not be able to accept it for a while, but..."

Ms. Yang: "Shut up...! Are you trying to piss me off!?"

Perhaps there was too much movement, and people passing by in twos and threes outside the pavilion glanced in their direction several times intentionally or unintentionally.

Ms. Yang took several deep breaths, and her head started to hurt violently. Mr. Liang immediately said anxiously:

"Didn't the doctor tell you not to get angry? Let's not argue outside, in case Xiaoqiu is photographed by others..."

Qiu Zixin reached out to help Ms. Yang, but the other party slammed her away.

Ms. Yang's angry eyes glanced at Xiao Yu behind her for a moment, and then turned back to the person in front of her - her daughter.

"You better explain it to me when you get home!"

On the surface of the pond, the dragonfly resting on the edge of the lotus leaf was eaten by the carp that had been lurking for a long time.

It was clear that the sky was clear just now, but at this moment it suddenly rained lightly.

The rain was getting heavier, and some tourists in the park chose to leave because of the rain and got into the car. Qiu Zixin turned the steering wheel and drove without saying a word. She looked ahead, and her face was almost bloodless. raindrops.

"I'll take you back to Aunt Wen first." The woman said as she pushed the windshield wiper away.

Xiao Yu, who had been silent all this time, suddenly had red eyes at this moment. She clenched her skirt that was already full of wrinkles, and could no longer hold back the pain that she had just suppressed with all her might. When she spoke, her voice was hoarse:

"I don't want to go back..."

"Qiu Zixin, I don't want to leave, I don't want us to end..."

Looking at the front, the eyes of the woman were slightly rosy, she pursed her dry lips, turned sideways, put her hand on Xiao Yu's head, and comforted her:

"Don't worry, Xiao Yu, it's not your fault. Didn't we agree that after watching the cherry blossoms, you have to go home and give Aunt Wen and the others a small surprise."

Qiu Zixin barely pulled out a smile that was acceptable, but in Xiao Yu's eyes, that forced expression made her feel sad and sore, and it hurt again and again.

What hurts my heart is not only facing the problem of separation, even now, Qiu Zixin still cares about Xiao Yu's affairs in every way, and said to her:

"It's rare that you come back from vacation, so spend more time with your family."

"Ms. Yang's side...I'll take care of it."

When the red light came on, the car stopped in front of the traffic light, Xiao Yu suddenly unbuckled her seat belt, stood up and hugged Qiu Zixin.

The unzippered bag fell off the seat due to her actions, and the photos of her and Qiu Zixin taken with Polaroid inside were scattered all over the floor.

Xiao Yu hugged her tightly, and the cold skin sent a low trembling feeling into the bottom of the woman's heart, as if she was afraid that Qiu Zixin would disappear in the next second, so that she would never be able to touch it or see it again.

She buried her face in Qiu Zixin's neck, and kissed the woman several times along the side of the woman's neck, her voice turned into a soft, soft, unforgettable thought in the rainy day.

"Qiu Zixin, promise me."

"Don't leave me behind for my own good this time."

She tightened her arms, her voice was low, thinking about taking the woman as her own.

"Don't disappear for no reason, don't leave me alone again."

The cold raindrops slid down the skin into Qiu Zixin's collar, she stroked the back of the girl's head, biting her lips into a straight line, Xiao Yu stood up and looked directly at her, her eyes were already filled with red tears.

She shook her head weakly, and tears fell down.She said to Qiu Zixin:

"Let's not separate."

She can be brave and strong, but she is still afraid that Qiu Zixin will choose to leave her.

Some tastes only need to be tasted once, and they will be deeply ingrained in my heart.

She hasn't even given Qiu Zixin the ring yet, so she can't just part with it.

Qiu Zixin put away her tear-stained hair sticking to the corners of her eyes, and looked up at the girl with a gentle and firm voice.

"I promise you."

"We can't be apart."

Qiu Zixin hugged her waist tightly, she closed her eyes, her heart was quietly surging wave after wave of soreness.

"There is always a way, trust me..."

After Xiao Yu went back, Qiu Zixin sat alone in the car, thinking about how to face Ms. Yang, calm down the emotions of both parties, and resolve the matter in the most peaceful way.

Qiu Zixin didn't go home, thinking about it, the time came to the next day, she answered Xiao Yu's phone call, and when Mr. Liang secretly called her, Qiu Zixin had already arrived at their door.

......

The atmosphere at home was eerily silent.

The two mothers and daughters sat facing each other, neither of them said a word, but Mr. Liang, who kept warming up by the side, served tea and forced conversations.

It didn't work at all.

Qiu Zixin didn't sleep all night yesterday, and she didn't even change her clothes. She was wearing glasses and sat silently on the leather chair, a tired blue shadow fainted under her long eyelashes.

Ms. Yang also remained silent, neither raising her eyelids nor giving Qiu Zixin a second glance.

After a long time, Qiu Zixin sat up straight, as if she had made up her mind, raised her head, slowed down her voice, and said:

"I'm dating Xiao Yu now."

Just a short sentence was enough to make Mr. Liang, who was drinking the 'embarrassed tea', choke his throat. He shook his head at Qiu Zixin desperately from an angle that Ms. Yang could not see, signaling her not to mention this topic!

After that, Ms. Yang was silent for a long time.

After a while, Ms. Yang finally shifted her gaze to Qiu Zixin. She frowned incomprehensibly, and her voice was sad:

"Why is it her..."

Qiu Zixin clenched the teacup in her hand, she mustered up all her courage to come here, no matter what the factors were, nothing could change her mind.

"There is no reason, just because we chose each other."

"I came here just to confirm my relationship with Xiao Yu. I don't ask you to agree, but... you can't interfere with our affairs."

Ms. Yang's complexion immediately darkened. When she got home yesterday, she was equally disturbed and exhausted, and she was troubled by this unbelievable horror all day long.

If Qiu Zixin likes a man who is many years younger than her now, Ms. Yang will choose to bear with it and accept; if Qiu Zixin likes a woman today, she can also choose to take a few steps back and try to slow down. Slow to accept.

But now, Qiu Zi's new favorite is actually...

Ms. Yang still couldn't understand, and was even more annoyed by Qiu Zixin's tough attitude to say such words. She suddenly pressed the cup vigorously on the coffee table.

She was furious, and raised her voice to question Qiu Zixin:

"Don't you feel ashamed at all?"

"With a girl who is 15 years younger than you? And she is the child you saw growing up!?"

As if she had touched the most embarrassing thing for her, Ms. Yang slapped down the seat excitedly, "Do you know that she is your Aunt Wen's daughter? What face do you want me to tell her!?"

Qiu Zixin's ears turned red, and she hurriedly retorted: "I can go and explain to Aunt Wen myself, Xiao Yu said, and their family will definitely understand..."

"Xiao Yu, Xiao Yu, do you think a child can really fully understand the affairs of adults!?"

"How old is Xiao Zhuzi? I used to think that you two just have a good relationship, but you, it's a good thing, if you dream about a child and trick him into bed, aren't you afraid of being laughed at by others?"

"No..." Qiu Zixin bit her lips tightly, a bloody smell gradually filled her mouth, her eye sockets were swollen and sour, and her hand holding the teacup began to feel cold.

"It's not like that..." She shook her head and murmured again, her breath trembling, "Me and her...our relationship is mutual, I didn't deliberately lie to her... "

These are the labels that Qiu Zixin has been evading to face in the past, the words she is most afraid of hearing, but now they stab her fiercely from the mouth of her biological mother.

"I know it's a mistake, but now I still talk to me in a confident manner..."

"Qiu Zixin, think about it for yourself, how shameless are you?"

"Speak less, Xiaoqiu knows it, she may just be confused for a while..." Mr. Liang hurriedly tried to persuade Ms. Yang.

They clearly saw that Qiu Zixin, who was sitting in front of them, blushed instantly after hearing those hurtful words, but still insisted with the belief that he didn't know where it came from, and said:

"I know exactly what I'm doing...my decision, I don't regret it."

How could Qiu Zixin not understand that she had already asked herself countless times in her heart those questions that she had worried about for them in the eyes of outsiders.

Every inquisitive conversation has put a lot of pressure and pain on herself, and now confronting her family members is tantamount to digging out the wounds that she had buried so hard and turning them into a bloody mess.

Qiu Zixin's hands began to tremble uncontrollably, realizing something was wrong, she stood up, with tears on her face, and hurriedly said: "...I'm going back."

At this time, Ms. Yang also stood up suddenly, her voice extremely angry, "Do you know how much responsibility you have to bear for doing this? What is your identity, and what will the outside world think of you if they find out!?"

"Qiu Zixin! I want you to stop dating Xiao Yu immediately!"

Qiu Zixin turned around, part of her long hair blocked her face, her face was as pale as paper, but her eyes hidden under the glasses were particularly firm, "Impossible."

"I really love her."

"I will only marry her in my life."

--"Snapped"!

A sharp slap was thrown directly on Qiu Zixin's face.

"...Say it again if you have the ability." Ms. Yang blushed furiously, her chest heaved and heaved with pain.

Mr. Liang quickly stood up and stopped her, "Don't do this! Zixin, don't be angry with your mother, just apologize once and for all!"

That slap quickly burned Qiu Zixin's cheeks, and her mind was buzzing for several seconds, as if a lightning strike had struck her nerves.

It hurts.It's also hard.

Qiu Zixin was so uncomfortable that he really wanted to give in temporarily and apologize to them.

However, when she recalled Xiao Yu's words and deeds to her, her heart seemed to be grasping something, supporting her to stand firm step by step and continue to move forward.

Qiu Zixin helped back the spectacle frame that Ms. Yang had knocked out, her long hair was disheveled, and her eyes were red. Even though tears kept rolling down her eyes, she was determined not to give in, "I said I love her!"

"I, Qiu Zixin, don't want anyone but Xiao Yu!"

It was the first time in their lives that they yelled at Ms. Yang, which stunned the two parents for two seconds, but after the surprise dissipated, there was even greater anger. Seeing Ms. Yang raised her hand, she was about to hit her again , Qiu Zixin finally called her in a hoarse and tearing voice:

"mom......!"

"You yourself understand how painful it is to marry someone who doesn't love you......!"

Ms. Yang stared at her blankly, her lips were pale, her raised hand was hanging in the air, and she clenched her fist.Finally, it fell down.

Qiu Zixin rushed into the car at a staggering pace along the way, her whole body trembling uncontrollably, such a scene of arguing, she had only seen Ms Yang arguing with her biological father when she was a child.

Excessive emotions made Qiu Zixin recall a lot of pain that had been sealed in her heart for a long time. Those pains crawled out of the hole in her heart like greedy ants, and were constantly gnawing and devouring her bloody heart.

As soon as she entered the car, Qiu Zixin shrunk her shoulders and curled into a ball, her hands and feet were so cold that she was about to twitch, and with only a faint consciousness, she struggled to get up and rummaged through the armrest box of the car for medicine bottles.

She couldn't find a water bottle, so she just swallowed the pills dry, and it took her a while to recover, with cold sweat on her forehead.

Qiu Zixin continued to inhale and exhale to calm down her spirit, but her complexion was still not very good. She put the medicine bottle back, and accidentally found a photo in the gap of the armrest box.

It was a photo taken of her and Xiao Yu in the park.

It is likely that Xiao Yu missed a piece when she was tidying up in a hurry.

Qiu Zixin tightly grasped that photo, and pressed it heavily on her heart, as if she could get Xiao Yu's comfort from it.

She is brave now, she is no longer the cowardly Qiu Zixin she used to be.

If Xiao Yu was here, no matter whether the decision she made was correct or not, she would definitely understand her.

She will definitely hug her, kiss her lips, touch her head, and tell her, "It's okay."

As soon as the woman lowered her head, her heart was so sad that it was unbearable to see, and the tears fell out again uncontrollably.

It was close to 12 o'clock in the middle of the night when Qiu Zixin returned to his home.

Standing at the gate, her thin figure looked particularly bleak in the middle of the night, as if the wind would blow harder, and she would collapse immediately.

In sharp contrast to the night, there was a slight warm light from under the crack of the door. Qiu Zixin stood there in a daze for a few seconds, and pushed the door open.

Qiu Zixin's house is very spacious, and she lives in it most of the time. After Xiao Yu went to study at BU, she often felt that something was missing at home, empty and lonely. It's better to simply change to a smaller house.

Qiu Zixin hadn't eaten for a whole day, and his complexion was particularly haggard at this time, with tear stains mottled on his face.

She was holding on to the door frame, her vision and head were a little blurred and disordered.

Qiu Zixin thought that she was so insane that she was hallucinating, but the girl sitting on the sofa with a polar bear pillow had stood up and opened her arms, walking towards her step by step.

"Don't cry, Qiu Xiaoxin."

"Come here and let me hug you."

The author has something to say: Thanks for reading, see you in the next chapter.

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