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The apple slices on the plate are gradually turning yellow.

Qiu Zixin was stunned, her eyes froze on Xiao Yu's face, she could no longer force herself to pretend not to care, to deliberately ignore all this.

The girl's voice was very low, and she hadn't swallowed the piece of apple in her mouth yet, and the sour feeling filled her heart with grief.

Xiao Yu embarrassingly wiped away the tears that kept pouring out with the back of her hand, but the tears kept falling outwards like a broken thread, no matter how much she wiped, she couldn't finish it.

Xiao Yu felt that she was so stupid.

Why did she ask sister Qiu such a question?

Do you think that Qiuzi's new burdens and troubles are not enough?Sister Qiu didn't confess or bluntly showed her dislike for her because she knew that if she told the truth, it would hurt Xiao Yu's heart.

Sister Qiu obviously wanted to avoid this topic, but she was forced to face it by herself.

She thought that Qiu Zixin must dislike her even more now.

No one knows exactly where the movie ended.

Qiu Zixin stared at the girl blankly, the glint in his eyes was obscure.

When Xiao Yu asked that sentence, her heart seemed to be lifted high, and then slammed down to the ground.

In this dark, confined space, Qiu Zixin's heart shrank to the point of trembling, and it shattered silently.

"How could Sister Qiu hate you? Why do you ask?"

Facing Xiao Yu, Qiu Zixin softened her tone a little bit. She lowered her eyes and saw the girl's precarious teardrops hanging from her eyelashes. She really couldn't bear it.

She wanted to touch Xiao Yu's head to give the girl some comfort, but she hesitated for a long time, and still dared not let go of her hand hanging in the air.

Qiu Zixin tightened her fists, and in the end, she only put her hands on the back of the sofa behind Xiao Yu.

The low pressure in the air struck again, the TV screen was flickering, and the screams of women were constantly coming from the speakers, and the sly laughter was very inappropriate for the current scene.

Xiao Yu sucked her rosy nose, and kept pinching the oxidized apple grains with her fingers, "Because... since I kissed you that day... you seem to..."

You seem terrified.

You seem to be avoiding me intentionally or unintentionally.

But how could Xiao Yu speak the original words, she knew what Qiu Zixin's various reactions meant.

She really hoped that Qiu Zixin could comfort and comfort herself, but this extravagant request was ultimately wishful thinking, and now Qiu Zixin didn't even want to touch herself.

It is impossible for her to be allowed to express love.

If Xiao Yu really expressed all the emotions in her heart now, Qiu Zixin would probably avoid her in fear. She didn't want to be hated by Qiu Zixin, but she really couldn't control the uncomfortable feeling.

She is still too young, and still doesn't understand how to make a person pretend to be normal in front of the other party even though she knows that the other party doesn't like her.

She was still too young to do it, completely hiding her emotions.

The heart was pierced deeply by a sharp weapon, and the painful blood was choked in Xiao Yu's throat. The words she spat out were so cautious and tentative, "I thought...you don't like me being close to you... .”

As soon as the words fell, the teardrop filled with the girl's heartache quickly ran across Xiao Yu's cheek, fell vertically, and fell silently on the back of Qiu Zixin's hand, peacefully blooming the most beautiful love in her life. Last minute.

Qiu Zixin's cheeks twitched imperceptibly, and the water stains on the back of her hands seemed to carry scorching flames, burning her heart along her scalded skin.

What the hell is she doing?

During the days when Xiao Yu came home, Qiu Zixin was always alone and repeatedly thinking about her relationship with Xiao Yu.Every time, she was anxious and irritable, she often didn't know how to eat and drink, and couldn't sleep all night, which made her not in a good state.

Does she still not understand?

No.

Qiu Zixin understands her feelings, but she doesn't want to admit it.

Don't dare to face it.

Qiu Zixin realized a lot from it, including her feeling of dependence on Xiao Yu.She felt joy and joy for this feeling, which was a sweet feeling she had never tried before.

But at the same time, she also felt terrified of this thought that came to her quietly.

How old is Xiao Yu?

How old is she?

When she fell in love for the first time, she shouldered many sinful sentences, all of which were enough to kill her.

Qiu Zixin was afraid, she had always hoped to protect Xiao Yu, and let that girl grow up safely under her protection, but now.

She actually had evil thoughts.

It turned out that she was the heinous villain.

This is not something that can be solved by reciting the Heart Sutra a few times.

Because the Buddha would not be willing to save someone like her.

Qiu Zixin clenched her lips tightly, and the bloody smell gradually spread in her mouth. She looked at the girl in front of her, the one she hid in her heart and didn't dare to spy on, and there was something warm in her eyes.

She is so guilty.

It was obvious that he was the one who had evil thoughts, but why, Xiao Yu was punished?

"Xiao Yu... I don't dislike your closeness..." Qiu Zixin took the brown apple in Xiao Yu's hand, and the wall of heart she built with great difficulty was immediately surrounded by everyone. An emotional breakdown of grief.

"I just......"

Brown-yellow apples sit next to equally oxidized apple slices.

"It's just...never been kissed there...not used to..."

Qiu Zixin gently turned Xiao Yu's face away, and looked directly at her. Her fingertips wiped away the girl's sad crystal. Really, I can't stand Qiu Zixin being so gentle to herself.

When she thought that this kind of gentleness was just the attitude that an older sister should have towards children, Xiao Yu felt very sad, very uncomfortable...

She kept scolding herself, why should she be so greedy?

Why not be satisfied with the status quo...?

Xiao Yu was extremely wronged, she broke away from Qiu Zixin's holding her face, and dodged back, but her action completely hurt Qiu Zixin, she looked at the girl with astonished eyes.

This look again...

Xiao Yu covered her tear-stained face, now that she was healed, even she almost hated herself.

"I'm sorry..." I don't know why, but Xiao Yu just wanted to apologize, and now she can't say anything else except sorry.

She covered her face and cried, she thought, Qiu Zixin must feel that she is very strange, but she can't control it now, maybe after she finishes crying, wait for her to sleep, and tomorrow morning, everything will be back to normal.

Maybe she can keep pretending...

"Don't cry..." A gentle female voice fell into Xiao Yu's ears, Qiu Zixin finally couldn't hold on anymore, she carefully wrapped the girl into her arms with unbearable distress middle.

At this moment, time seemed to be stopped suddenly, and Xiao Yu couldn't hear any sound at all.

The tip of her nose is the rich fragrance of a woman, and her ears are the sound of a woman's warm breathing. She has longed for Qiu Zi's new touch for a long time, and now finally, finally...

Xiao Yu closed her eyes, tightened her hands, and embraced the woman deeply, and she handed herself over to Qiu Zixin, together with her body and mind.

The moment Qiu Zixin hugged her, Xiao Yu knew that she couldn't live without Qiu Zixin in her life.

Even if she really wants to stay by Qiu Zixin's side as a child, she is willing.

Even if Qiu Zixin really has someone he likes in the future, at least Xiao Yu must be sure that that person will really love Qiu Zixin and really give her happiness.

Isn't it just a lifetime, bear with it, suffer with pain, and it will be over soon.

Thinking of this, Xiao Yu couldn't help but frowned.

Living a new life with Qiu Zixin, just thinking about it makes me happy.

Qiu Zixin hugged the girl in her arms heartbroken. She knew that she had really hurt Xiao Yu recently, and she shouldn't treat Xiao Yu like this. For a person she likes, she should put all the best things in the world Put your hands in front of her.

Qiu Zixin thinks that she is very selfish now, she doesn't want Xiao Yu to be sensible, and she doesn't want her to grow up.

Because when she grows up, she will leave herself and go to a better future, she will meet someone better than herself, and then forget herself.

Qiu Zixin really hoped that Xiao Yu could be regarded as his own property.

But she can't, Xiao Yu is still so young, she can't delay her, and can't become a stumbling block in her life.

She should be the one who overcomes obstacles all the way for her.

That night, very late at night, Qiu Zixin hugged Xiao Yu tightly, her palm pressed the back of the girl's head, the TV screen was completely dimmed, and Xiao Yu's nerves that had been tense for the past few days were finally released on Qiu Zixin's His arms relaxed.

The light outside the window was dim, Xiao Yu was in a daze, and she didn't know how long she had been leaning against Qiu Zixin like this.

When she was very tired, Qiu Zixin picked her up, she wrapped her arms around her waist, and supported her legs with the other hand.She took Xiao Yu to the second floor, walking very lightly, as if she was afraid of waking the girl up.

"Sister Qiu..." Xiao Yu called her softly, Qiu Zixin lowered her head, her voice was as warm as a lake, "You should go to sleep."

The moonlight penetrating from outside fell on them and fell on the ground, forming two intimate shadows.

"I want...to be with you..." The girl's soft hands hooked Qiu Zixin's neck, and the heavy oppressive feeling disappeared without a trace as early as the second after they embraced .

In the long night, what is left to them is only the ambiguity of infinite sweetness and pain.

Qiu Zixin didn't respond, she paused for a moment to think, and during these few seconds, Xiao Yu also saw Qiu Zixin's lips bitten by herself.

That wound was faintly glowing with rosy pain.

What a torture.

Xiao Yu lowered her eyelashes, and the corners of her lips curled into a bleak smile.

It would be great if she bit it out.

After a long time, Qiu Zixin took another step and took Xiao Yu to her own room. The lights in the room were not turned on, and the dim atmosphere was tinged with a little warmth. Qiu Zixin gently put Xiao Yu on the bed, her curly hair followed The action slides down a bit.

"Good night, sleep well." Qiu Zixin pulled up the quilt for her, Xiao Yu's hand had not been completely let go, she stared at Qiu Zixin with such nostalgic eyes, "Sister Qiu...you In the future, will you find me annoying and disturbing your life?"

Qiu Zi news paused her movements, her eyes softened and softened, almost melting tears, "You despise me, right? I think I'm old and I don't know how to be interesting."

How could Qiu Zixin be willing to dislike her?

This girl will be the one she loves most.

Qiu Zixin understands that this is a love that will not be known by the world.

She kept this emotion deep in her heart until she took it to the grave.

"Qiu Zixin..." The girl raised her chin, her lips moved slowly, as if she was talking about something, but it was a pity that Qiu Zixin's eyes were already full of tears at that time, and she couldn't clearly see the girl's words Three words spit out.

'I love you. '

The room was dark, Xiao Yu also couldn't see Qiu Zixin's wet red eyes, just when the tear was about to fall, Qiu Zixin quickly turned away.

The teardrops only hit the mattress beside Xiao Yu.

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