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"Miss, are you in a daze?"

Xiao Yu was slightly startled by Sister Cai's white face suddenly appearing in her field of vision, her body subconsciously leaned back, backing away a little distance, "No..."

"But I see that you have been staring at the air silently for several minutes." Sister Cai removed the clothes on the mattress, put away the skirt, and sat down beside Xiao Yu lightly, "I need to help you pack your luggage." ?"

Xiao Yu squeezed the nightdress in her hand, shook her head, "I can do it myself..."

Sister Cai lowered her eyes and patted Xiao Yu's head, "Okay, Sister Cai knows that you have grown up..."

"...There's something bothering me."

"It's still about Ms. Qiu, right?" Sister Cai thought that her own lady has achieved outstanding results in both academic and part-time jobs, so she doesn't worry about these 'trivial things' at all, and only one thing is enough to make her feel depressed. , is the emotion between people.

Because that thing is complicated, there is no standard problem-solving equation.

Forever, unpredictable.

Xiao Yu lowered her head, and her invisible long ears also drooped down, "Sister Cai..."

"Ok?"

"Why... I want to come back..." Xiao Yu folded her knees, put down the nightgown in her hand, and leaned against the bed quilt softly, she embraced her knees, her eyes full of confusion and confused.

Sister Cai paused slightly when she heard the words, and the corners of her lips curved lightly. She gently stroked the long hair behind Xiao Yu, "...Madam is just worried that you will trouble Miss Qiu. After all, she has a small accident now and needs to rest well. It will be more convenient for Aunt Arita to take care of her..."

"I can take care of her too." Xiao Yu raised her head and retorted, she pouted.

"That's not good, Miss is still a child after all." Sister Cai persuaded her gently.

Xiao Yu's pouting lips pursed even more, "Aren't you still a child at the age of 16!?"

Sister Cai slightly curled her lips, and asked instead, "Does the miss think you're an adult already?" Her five fingers touched the end of Xiao Yu's hair, and after a long time, the young lady's black hair had already grown to her waist.

It's a pretty girl.

Xiao Yu couldn't answer, so she could only put her hands on her chin, her brows frowned.

Again because of age...

Her eyelashes drooped, recalling the scene of parting from Qiu Zixin that day, the light in her eyes gradually dimmed and disappeared, and her mood sank little by little, sinking into the endless deep sea.

Xiao Yu couldn't be sure whether Qiu Zixin was really aware of his feelings for her.She tried her best to think back, before leaving, did she do something that went too far and was discovered by Qiu Zixin.

After much deliberation, Xiao Yu's suspicion finally came down to the kiss that was printed on Qiu Zixin's arm that night...

Did Qiu Zixin really find out?

During these days, they still keep in touch and send text messages to each other, and Qiu Zixin's attitude towards her seems to be the same as before.

She still calls herself a little friend occasionally, little one...

Will share the breakfast she eats every day, lunch, and the scenes she met when she went for a walk in the park outside...

There is not much information, it is inconvenient for Qiu Zixin to type, most of them are spoken, Xiao Yu listens carefully to Qiu Zixin's tone every time when he calls her a child, she wants to find out something strange about Qiu Zixin.

But again and again, always nothing.

During the outing with her family, Xiao Yu was unable to lift her spirits all the time, she looked depressed, and the scenery along the way could not catch her eyes. The adults were celebrating and enjoying life, but she hid in the corner, holding the ring .

The hustle and bustle of the city keeps her out, and the hustle and bustle outside cannot be integrated into her world. Xiao Yu raises her head in a daze. She is standing on the yacht looking at the river view. Her skirt, blowing her black hair.

The night was thick, the black sky shrouded Xiao Yu, her body and heart were chilly, she shrunk her shoulders, played with Qiu Zi's new ring in her hand, her eyebrows and eyes were soft and indifferent.

At the other end of the river, those colorful lights will only make lonely people more lonely, and sad people more sad.

Two seagulls flew by at low altitude, and their sharp claws grabbed the chain in Xiao Yu's hand. Xiao Yu exclaimed, and quickly pulled the end of the necklace.

The clear and high-pitched cry of the seagull pierced the long silent night, flapping its wings frantically, pulling the chain violently, the two confronted each other, Xiao Yu was extremely flustered, clutching the chain tightly in her hand, her voice trembling, "Don't. ..! This is all I have left...! Please don't take it away...!"

The tight chain fell into Xiao Yu's palm, and the tingling pain came very quickly, but Xiao Yu was still unwilling to let go, because if she lost even this...

Then she really has nothing.

The salty sea breeze howled violently, and her hair disturbed Xiao Yu's vision. She tried her best to get back what belonged to her, and the rings in the chain swung wildly, just at the last moment of the battle.

The necklace suddenly broke.

The ring that accompanied the girl through countless nights of thinking and carried all the affection of the girl, went away cruelly with the wind.

"Don't!" The scream was almost blurted out, Xiao Yu didn't even think about it, she let the sea breeze pull her down.

The lights are dizzy.

"Someone fell into the sea! Come on!"

The clammy chill came from the bottom of my heart.

"Xiao Zhu! Wake up!" Xiao Yu opened her eyes bewilderedly as she touched her wet cheek lightly. Her throat was congested and uncomfortable. She coughed several times in a row, feeling her lungs were filled with water and heavy.

Maybe the lights were too harsh, or maybe the sea broke her willpower.

She suddenly had the illusion that Qiu Zixin was right in front of her eyes.

The woman smiled softly and stretched out her hand, just like that sunny afternoon when she was a child, Qiu Zixin asked her, "Would you like to come with me?"

Xiao Yu nodded with tears, she said with a smile.

Abduct me quickly, Qiu Zixin.

When Xiao Yu reached out and was about to touch the woman, the phantom suddenly shattered, leaving only the feeling of emptiness when Qiu Zixin let go of her without saying a word that morning; she watched the ring fall into the sea, while she A sense of helpless loss...

Xiao Yu's heart ached uncontrollably.

The first time she fell in love with someone, she knew the pain of love before she experienced the sweetness of love.

She is clumsy, and it can even be said that she doesn't understand love, she just wants to treat Qiu Zixin with enthusiasm.

She thought liking was just a matter of mutual affection, and she thought that as long as she worked hard enough and was sincere enough, the world would allow her love.

But the reality...

Xiao Yu couldn't help it for a while, tears fell down and slid into the corners of her lips, and the salty and bitter taste melted uncomfortably in her mouth.

Seeing this, Wen Yujie's face panicked, thinking that her daughter was overly frightened, she held Xiao Yu in her arms and kept coaxing, "Don't be afraid... Mommy is here... It's okay... It's okay... .”

Xiao Yu tried her best to restrain her sad emotions, she covered her eyes, not wanting others to see her red eyes.

that ring...

Can't find it anymore.

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In the days after Xiao Yu left, the news of Qiu Zixin's car accident had already spread on the Internet, and there was another disturbance on the entertainment headlines, but Qiu Zixin personally didn't care about it, she just wanted to stay in her own small space and practice the piano , After playing it with the left hand, I played it again with the left hand at the position of the right hand, during the day and at night.

She tried her best to calm her heart towards Xiao Yu, and tried her best not to have too much emotional fluctuations. Just like in the past, she should respond calmly to the girl's messages, and don't cross the line in everything. A good elder should Some duty.

Qiu Zixin always thought that she was pretending well, but when she stayed at home, she often saw Xiao Yu's shadow.

Whether it's the kitchen, the hall, the study room, the side hall, the bedroom, or the bathroom, there are traces of their life together everywhere.

In this home, Qiu Zixin also felt that there was nowhere to hide.

It was very late at night, and Qiu Zixin couldn't fall asleep even after taking sleeping pills. She walked with heavy steps and came to the room she had never dared to enter.

She pushed open the door of Xiao Yu's bedroom, inside it was as dark as a constant day and night, Qiu Zixin walked in slowly, her heart sank little by little with the scent in the room.

She couldn't restrain herself in the end, and leaned against Xiao Yu's mattress.

The woman smelled the fragrance on the bed quilt lightly, as if the girl was still beside her.

Qiu Zixin admitted that in this dark place where there is no light, she can say without fear that she loves that girl.

The girl who made her think about it day and night, almost driving her crazy.

Qiu Zixin relaxed her body and clinged to the bed with her whole body, when her hand suddenly felt a foreign object under the pillow.

Qiu Zixin sat up and rummaged through the treasures hidden in the pillow with one hand. In the dark field of vision, she touched a flat and smooth cover suit with her sense of touch.

Qiu Zixin was taken aback, she quickly got out of bed, and walked quickly to the brightly lit corridor outside.

When the record came into Qiu Zixin's eyes completely and clearly, the woman's heart clenched tightly.

The person she loves loves herself far more than she does.

Qiu Zixin squatted down weakly holding the record, her skirt was spread into a fragile flower on the ground, the corridor light shrouded her thin body, and even the shadow was so thin that only afterimages remained.

Recalling that night, the girl's kiss on her arm was so cautious, yet so nostalgic and restrained.

The girl's pious and sincere love always plucks her heartstrings, confuses her mind, makes her inevitable, and makes her more eager to cross that boundary.

But how should she respond?

Is she qualified to respond?

Xiao Yu still has such a long road ahead, she doesn't want to tie up the girl, she doesn't want Xiao Yu to walk this road for her.

Comments from the outside world, worldly views, opposition from family members, differences in their gender, age, and status...everything is enough to break her down, crush her to pieces, not to mention that Xiao Yu is just a girl. young children.

Her mind is easily induced to go sideways, mistakenly thinking that it is the feeling of love, but Qiu Zixin is different, she is already an adult, and she still treats Xiao Yu like that when she knows what she wants. Grasp the propriety and seduce a minor...

It is really unforgivable.

Qiu Zixin couldn't imagine the scene when Wen Yujie pointed at her and yelled at her, Xiao Yu's embarrassing appearance when being questioned about her love partner, and when they were walking on the street, she didn't even dare to hold Xiao Yu's hand anymore .

Qiu Zixin admitted that she was cowardly and selfish, and she didn't have the courage to respond.

It's her, it's her who doesn't deserve the one she loves.

She really didn't want her little lover to shoulder so many unnecessary responsibilities.

The author has something to say: the peace given to October cannot be left behind.

Thanks to the little angel who has been irrigated with nutrient solution recently! :

5 bottles of Sister Pei's main room;

Subsequent updates will be more uncertain, but it will not be too slow. If you want to write well, the turning point in the next few chapters is very important

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