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08.

From making friends to falling in love.There was only a week between them.

I've never done anything so quickly and recklessly as this one.

The confession was also the one I confessed first, although he said it in my precognitive dream, but in the end I decided to say it first.

Shen Xiangyang is a bright and cheerful person. In order to confess, he had 10 minutes of foreplay. After the confession, he half-threateningly said that if I refused for 10 minutes, he would recover.Although I didn't want to admit it, I was really afraid that he would repeat it again, so I spoke first.

"Xiangyang, let's be together." That's what I said.

That scene is very memorable.Although I didn't take a picture of it, I still remember that he stuck out his tongue and sent the ice cream in his hand to his nose.

We have no romantic kisses, no candlelight dinners, and no bouquet of roses.After Shen Xiangyang wiped the ice cream off his nose, he was at a loss for a long time, and then agreed.

Although he would occasionally complain that my confession was not romantic or poetic, but every time, I would think of him putting ice cream into his nose.

09.

Shen Xiangyang is a perfect person.

He is confident, cheerful, active and has many friends.He doesn't worry about being special at all, he is a person shining like a diamond.Like a child, he is full of curiosity and anticipation about everything, and he doesn't worry about them at all.

I never said it, but I envy him.

10.

The days of dating Shen Xiangyang were happy.

I am a stupid person, and I really can't think of a good description, but in a simple summary, it is probably plain happiness.

My character has nothing in common with his.He likes to be lively and can never be quiet, especially after we confirmed our relationship.Thanks to him, my monotonous dreams become colorful every day.

I have no intention of telling him about my abilities.One is that the timing is not mature enough, and the other is that I am afraid of scaring him.I am a coward who holds happiness in my hand and is afraid of losing it in a blink of an eye, completely different from Shen Xiangyang.

I don't like to go out, and occasionally avoid him.The highest record is that I watched a new movie ten times from its release to its release, and finally asked him out when I realized that there would be a possibility of breaking up if I kept hiding.

It was a long and constant break-in period.

Either to me or to him.

"I've thought about it a lot. Maybe we're still not suitable... I can't say it's not suitable. How should I put it... It's just that the time of meeting is not right."

I listened to words like this about breaking up for nearly a year before it gradually disappeared.

At that time, Shen Xiangyang was already a senior, and it was time to go out for an internship.

11.

The first time we had sex was after their class fellowship.

At that time, my salary was not high, and his internship salary was only more than 1000. We rented a small single room outside. He occasionally went back to the dormitory to live, and occasionally he would squeeze with me after working overtime.He was so drunk at a sorority party, stumbled to my place, and gave me a silly joke as soon as he opened the door.

"Brother Yang, do you look good?" He leaned on the door to look at me.

"Hmm." I nodded.

"Do you love me then?" He leaned forward.

"Hmm." I nodded.

"Really? It's the kind of love that will never leave. Well, you are my brother Yang's first love~ I believe you will not be a scumbag." He smiled, and stood up straight again, wanting to spread his hands and shrug his shoulders , didn’t stop, his legs gave way and he fell towards me, I stretched out my hand to catch him.

It was more important than I imagined. As I knew it, I took two steps back before barely hugging him.

"Yeah." I nodded slightly.

He stretched out his hand and slapped my face, the face buried in my chest lifted up, and he grinned at me, "You fart! Talk!"

"I love you very much." I said back to him.

I used to be unable to distinguish between dreams and reality.No expectations for the future.

I used to hold happiness in my hand, but I didn't know how to cherish it at all. My heart was full of fear of losing it, but I never knew how to enjoy it.

I used to regret it all the time.

But fortunately... none of these things can affect my love for you.