Superficially reserved

After hearing the ins and outs, Xia Yu couldn't laugh or cry for a moment.

After a while, he said: "If you want to break up, I will say it directly, there is no need to wait for you to return to Dragon City."

"But you haven't contacted me these days, I thought you didn't want to talk to me anymore."

"Because I was waiting for you to contact me."

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment, and said, "I'm sorry."

Xia Yu laughed: "You don't have to keep apologizing."

"Then you sent me that message because you wanted to talk to me about my sister Chujun

Xia Yu said: "Let's talk about it when we meet, it's not a bad thing anyway, so you don't have to worry."

"Can't you talk on the phone?"

"If you can say it, you can say it, but..."

Xia Yu paused, "I would rather have an interview."

He wanted to talk to Zhou Ding about this matter face to face and earnestly, just like when he first established the relationship, confirming every rule and every detail face to face.

Look at the other person's eyes, listen to the other person's tone of voice, and observe the other person's most authentic reaction.

"It's probably my sister's words, my words, my words, my heart, my heart, my heart, my heart, my heart, my eyes, my eyes, my house, my heart, but at least let me know the general idea?"

Zhou Ding brooded over that news for three days. If he didn't get an answer, he probably wouldn't be able to let it go for the next few days.

Xia Yu also thought of this, and he said helplessly, "Okay, I won't torture you anymore."

He said seriously again, "That's right, I want you to be my boyfriend."

The sound is very soft, but the response is very loud.

The moment the voice fell, Xia Yu heard a gasping sound from the other end of the phone.

The corners of his lips raised slightly, but he didn't say anything. After waiting for a while, he felt that the other party had almost reacted before continuing: "Did you hear what I said?"

"I heard it! I heard it!"

Zhou Ding finally reacted and said in a hurry, "Are you serious? Seriously? Do you agree to fall in love with me? Is it the boyfriend I want?"

"Yes, and no."

"I know! Our relationship can't be made public, can't let anyone know, it can only exist underground!"

Xia Yun hummed: "Yes, that's right, but I want to tell you more than that."

"And sister Chujun

With nothing in hand, Xia Yu turned his head to look at the big fat orange who had jumped to the ground to stretch.

He withdrew his hand, and his eyes fell on the leftover packaging shell on the ground: "Well, is there anyone else on your side? Is it convenient for video?" As he said, he leaned over and picked up the packaging shell.

"convenient!"

"Then wait for me, I'll go upstairs and we'll make a video."

"it is good!"

After Xia Yu threw away the trash, she waved at the little animals and went back upstairs.

After closing the door, he turned on the tablet and started a video chat with Zhou Ding.

As soon as I sent it, the other side immediately picked it up.

As soon as the screen lit up, a handsome face appeared in front of him instantly.

"Xia Yu." On the screen, Zhou Ding was grinning happily.

Emotions are contagious, and Xia Yu couldn't help softening her expression: "So happy?"

"When I was happy, I thought I was cold."

Unexpectedly, not only was it not cold, but it was upgraded. Zhou Ding's mood was so beautiful, "You want to tell me that my sister is thirsty, eager, busy, tomb, oyster, Jun,

"There are no rules. There are only two. One is that our relationship must not be discovered by anyone, and the other is that our relationship can be stopped at any time."

Zhou Ding was stunned for a moment, and repeated: "Stop at any time?"

Xia Yu nodded: "Yes, you and I can propose a breakup at any time, and we must ensure that we will not entangle or procrastinate after we break up."

Zhou Ding smiled, and the joy in his heart sank a little bit.

This rule is actually very normal, and it also applies to ordinary couples. Everyone has the right to break up, and no one wants to be entangled after breaking up, but he always feels weird when he deliberately brings it up. A person who is going to get married, before receiving the certificate, talks about how to be normal after divorce, which is a bit... disturbing.

"clear?"

Zhou Ding hummed: "Understood."

"As for the rules, there are only these two, nothing else." Xia Yu said.

Zhou Ding nodded again: "Yes."

"Actually, our previous relationship was almost like falling in love."

Speaking of this, the remaining gentleness on Xia Yu's face disappeared completely, he looked straight at Zhou Ding, and said seriously, "It's not that I don't want to fall in love, I have always planned to fall in love before I met you, It's just that you are not in my consideration."

Zhou Ding asked: "For my sister Chu Jun

Xia Yu said softly: "Because I think you can't afford it."

Zhou Ding was stunned.

Xia Yu said again: "Until now, I don't think you can afford it."

Zhou Ding stared blankly at Xia Yu, feeling choked.

He wanted to say something about me, but he didn't know what to say, so he swallowed several times before saying: "Then dare you to... play for me again?"

Xia Yu lowered her eyes, and her voice was very soft: "I don't want to be so conscientious anymore, I'm quite tired."

He said, "I like you very much, like your body, like your personality, like that you care about me, treat me well, and like you hug me, kiss me, and sleep with me. From being a friend with benefits to now, I love you You don’t have any dissatisfaction. I think you continue to treat me well, and I want to continue to feel this feeling of being cared for. The previous rules were too troublesome, and I think we are almost like a couple anyway. ,so……"

"I've changed my mind. I want to try to fall in love with you."

"But, I still don't want to be responsible."

Xia Yu looked into Zhou Ding's eyes seriously: "I know you can't afford it, but I want to play with you, so I think it's necessary to tell you clearly."

He knew before that Zhou Ding couldn't afford to play, so he didn't play with Zhou Ding.

They were just friends with benefits, not emotionally involved, so they didn't have any problems—under the circumstances that the rules and conditions were all clearly stated, no one could blame anyone for the extra affection, and the consequences could only be borne by themselves.

Xia Yu also knew that Zhou Ding had a crush on him from the very beginning, but he didn't take it seriously.

Because he feels that there are not many favors and likings, which can be controlled, and there is no equal relationship between sisters and equals when getting along with others, and he likes to be the one who controls and guides, so this liking means that he has the upper hand weight, he doesn't think there is a sister bed to enjoy the bath

But he didn't want Zhou Ding to like him too much, it would make him uneasy.

Short-handed.

It's okay to take a little, but if Zhou Ding gives too much and he can't repay, he will feel very stressed and feel unfair to Zhou Ding.

Xia Yu thought that her previous self was still very conscientious.

For example, at the beginning, after finding out that Zhou Ding was gay, he immediately explained his intention and sent out an invitation, because he didn't want Zhou Ding to have too much affection for him, after all, he just wanted to have sex with him.

It was the same in Sanya after that, because he found that Zhou Ding liked him beyond his expectation, so he immediately wanted to put everything back in place and make Zhou Ding sober.

Zhou Ding couldn't afford it.

But he didn't want to play with someone like Zhou Ding.

——He couldn't reciprocate such a passionate feeling, and he couldn't give Zhou Ding any guarantee. He would worry that Zhou Ding would be deeply involved and hurt.

So, don't play at all, just be friends with benefits.

but now……

He still has no way to repay such feelings, still has no way to give Zhou Ding any guarantee, and he clearly knows that this is unfair to Zhou Ding.

But he just wanted to try to fall in love with Zhou Ding.

That is, I want to talk about feelings with Zhou Ding.

To clarify everything in advance, Xia Yu felt that this was his last conscience.

Xia Yu looked into Zhou Ding's eyes: "So, do you still want to fall in love with me?"

A feeling may be wrongly paid.

All efforts may not be rewarded.

That's it, are you still talking?

Zhou Ding nodded without thinking, "Talk."

His voice was very soft, but he said it again firmly, "Talk."

"You stop thinking about it?"

Zhou Ding shook his head, and smiled at Xia Yu: "I've been mentally prepared for this a long time ago."

Not only did I not feel embarrassed, but I felt a sense of relief.

He is not stupid.

How can he not see that Xia Yu is a coward, afraid of giving, afraid of being hurt, and afraid of others giving, afraid of being hurt, looks very strong, but in fact... the heart is very fragile.

If it wasn't for that trip to Sanya, he might not be able to see it.

But after he went there and happened to meet Xia Yu's father, he had a rough idea in his mind.

A person who has been obedient for 20 years, a person who is so obedient that his parents dare to directly arrange his marriage, a person who even has to set rules to vent his feelings, and only dares to let go in bed...

He also said that the sister bed has a bad conscience.

I really don't want my conscience to directly tell him that I want to fall in love, and just scumbag him directly. I have to "talk" and express my thoughts clearly, for fear that he will be fooled in a muddle.

Zhou Ding felt that he might not be good at emotional matters.

But it's not that he has no IQ, nor does he know how to read people.

The more he thought about it, the more worried he was that Xia Yu would be cheated in the future.

It's better for him to watch it under his nose.

Zhou Dingdao: "Normal couples don't dare to guarantee that they will be responsible to each other until the end. When it comes to marriage, isn't it more normal for same-sex couples to dare not promise each other when they are in love?" .

"I think it's good to be happy when you're in love."

"Marriage and divorce, we'll talk about it later, as long as I like you right now and you like me."

As he said that, Zhou Ding rolled his eyes: "I really don't need to think so much."

Xia Yu frowned slightly.

He thinks that Zhou Ding is a little naive, a little love-minded, like the kind of person who falls in love suddenly and doesn't listen to anyone who persuades him.

After thinking about it, Xia Yu said, "Don't you think I'm a scumbag?"

"no."

Zhou Ding shook his head, "You don't step on two boats, how can you be a scumbag?"

Xia Yu: "..."

"I just want to take, not give," he said.

Zhou Ding looked at Xia Yu and said, "It's just right, I like giving."

This is real.

Zhou Ding loved being a team leader since he was a child. He was the "boss" when he was a child.

He got the "Helpful" certificate from kindergarten to elementary school, but he didn't get it later because he didn't have this award.

He is really willing to give.

Especially willing to pay for the people you like.

Xia Yu: "...You may not be rewarded for your efforts."

Zhou Ding said: "I give because I am willing to give, not because I want something in return."

He paused, "Ah, it's not that I don't want it, I still want it, but it has nothing to do with my willingness to pay, so you don't have to feel pressured."

Xia Yu: "..."

Looking at those deep black eyes full of innocence, he suddenly felt more stressed.

Obviously he said he was irresponsible because he didn't want to be pressured.

What is the result now...

Why is it more stressful?

Ah...forget it.

Anyway, they're a couple now.

Then he should treat Zhou Ding better, and teach him how to look at people by the way.

"Okay, that's it, since you accept it, then—"

Xia Yu took a deep breath, rolled her eyes, and smiled at Zhou Ding, "Hello, boyfriend."

The author has something to say: Xia Yu: He is so pure, he will be deceived in the future.

Zhou Ding: He is actually very pure, he will be deceived in the future.