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The two finally returned to the hotel and asked the waiter to deliver the food to the room.

It was very quiet at the dinner table.

Xia Yu didn't eat fast at first, and he ate even more slowly because he had something on his mind. Zhou Ding looked at him several times, and finally he couldn't help but said, "Still thinking about your brother?"

Xia Yu shook her head: "Not only that, but also thought of something else."

Zhou Ding asked: "What do you think?"

Xia Yu put down her chopsticks, looked up at Zhou Ding, "I was thinking, how much do you like me, and what do you like about me?"

The past of his elder brother and sister-in-law made him sigh, and each of the three people in the story couldn't love each other, and he couldn't tell who was more miserable than the other.

But what concerned him more was their relationship.

How much love should Xia Zhao be tortured like that, and even give up his life in the end? How much love makes a woman who doesn't plan to get married and just concentrate on her career not only give birth to a child, but also be willing to be a widow for almost 20 years.

What kind of feeling is that?

How deep is the feeling?

After a period of time in units of years, it has not faded at all.

The story is tragic, but with a fatal attraction.

He couldn't help thinking, what about him and Zhou Ding?

How deep is their relationship?How much do they love each other?

At the same time, he also had a feeling of being knocked awake.

Such a family, such parents, why should he be scared all the time?

Why should it be his constraint and concern all along?

And why should he disappoint Zhou Ding again and again because of their stubbornness and pedantry, making him so humble and careful in front of him and in this relationship?

He wants to move forward.

He wanted to give Zhou Ding an exact response.

Zhou Ding was a little surprised when he heard the words: "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

"Because I suddenly want to know." Xia Yu said.

Hearing the seriousness in Xia Yu's tone, Zhou Ding also put down his chopsticks: "How can you say you like it?"

Also.

Xia Yu lowered his eyes, he didn't even know how much he liked Zhou Ding.

But after thinking about it, he quickly asked again: "Why did you agree to be friends with me in the first place? And you liked me very much from the beginning, but I don't think we had much interaction before, nor enough to have any feelings , but you fell in love with me very quickly, and I can feel that you seem to like me very, very much, why?"

Xia Yu paused while speaking, looked into Zhou Ding's eyes, "Is it Crush?"

Zhou Ding was stunned: "Crush? Squeeze? Crush?"

Xia Yu couldn't help laughing: "I'm not talking about its English interpretation, what I'm talking about is Crush, which is a kind of violent and rapid love, just like fireworks, very short, but gorgeous and colorful, making people addicted, just like in my love In my eyes, you just fell in love with me suddenly, without foreshadowing or accumulation, your feelings for me were already very deep, as if you fell in love with me all of a sudden."

He said, "I think it's very similar to Crush."

Zhou Ding thought for a while: "Does that mean stunning?"

Xia Yu thought for a while: "You can also think of it this way. Crush is easy to happen. If you think a person is good-looking, or think that his fingers are good-looking, or even think that the bow tie the other party wears is good-looking, it may cause Crash, that kind of crushing feeling. The feeling of heartbeat will come very quickly, people will never forget it, and mistake it for love."

Hearing this, Zhou Ding was stunned.

Because this explanation was quite in line with his initial state, he also noticed that he was dizzy at that time, but he just couldn't control the liking in his heart, his eyes and thoughts could not wait to turn around Xia Yu.

Xia Yu kept paying attention to Zhou Ding's expression, and asked, "Is it really Crush?"

Zhou Dingdao: "But my liking for you is not short-lived."

He thought for a while, and then said, "At the beginning, there may indeed be a bit of the Crush you mentioned, but I think what you said actually means stunning and heart-pounding, right? But isn't this normal? You were really amazing at that time It's up to me, it suddenly appeared in my field of vision, and left a deep impression on me, I didn't reject it, but was attracted by you, in bars and stadiums, I would unconsciously go to see you."

Zhou Ding scratched the back of his head as he spoke, frowning with distressed expression.

Emotions are too detailed, he felt that it was really not something that could be explained clearly in a few words, but Xia Yu wanted to know, so he had no choice but to explain it clumsily and hard.

"You didn't play your cards according to common sense. You invited me to bed as soon as you came up. If you don't agree, you can't do it. Otherwise, you can go to someone else, so I have to agree. Then the matter of going to bed..."

Zhou Ding licked his lips, recalling his first reaction. At that time, he was excited and excited, and even had an illusion that he and Xia Yu became husband and wife and loved each other. Even if he thinks about it now, his heart beats It will still speed up.He continued, "Physical negative distance contact is very exciting and intimate to me. It really deepens my liking for you, and it has deepened a lot."

"Later, because I knew very well that I liked you, I wanted to chase you, to treat you well, and to think that you liked me too. That's what I thought, and I did the same."

"As for the Crush you mentioned, I think it is more like the beginning of a relationship. If there is no surprise and excitement at the beginning, there will be no follow-up."

Zhou Ding looked into Xia Yu's eyes and said seriously, "So I think Crush is the beginning, and like and love are the extension and advancement of Crush."

Xia Yu rested her chin with one hand: "Then how did I surprise you?"

Zhou Ding was even more confused: "Did someone say something?"

Xia Yu shook her head: "I suddenly wanted to know."

"Isn't it all over?"

"So I said I suddenly wanted to know."

Zhou Ding looked at Xia Yu suspiciously, but after watching for a long time, he didn't match the other's brain waves.

He had no choice but to reply: "Looks, demeanor, style of doing things, etc., are all amazing. Anyway, I have never seen anyone like you."

Xia Yu laughed: "Did you really take the president's script? You thought I was unique and you were attracted immediately?"

"What's wrong? People will yearn for unfamiliar countries and unseen scenery, and will love beautiful things. Of course, they will also be curious about a person who can't understand clearly, not to mention you are so good-looking. , and the behavior is very attractive."

The more Zhou Ding spoke, the more relaxed he was. He opened and closed his mouth, full of good words, "And you are also very good, you have good grades, you can draw, and there are many beautiful things. Is it strange that I am attracted to you?"

Xia Yu said: "You're talking about a good side, but I also have a bad side. Do you know the real me? Do you know what kind of person I am?"

"Are you going to say that you are selfish and don't want to take responsibility?"

Zhou Ding reached out and touched Xia Yu's forehead, "Who hit you?"

Xia Yu: "...No."

"Then why are you acting weird all of a sudden?"

Zhou Ding's eyes were full of confusion, "Is there something I did wrong that made you question my feelings for you?"

Xia Yu: "...not at all."

Zhou Ding spread his hands and looked at Xia Yu silently: "?"

Xia Yu didn't answer, but pursed her lips and fell silent.

He looked at Zhou Ding, with the answer in his heart, but he didn't know whether to say it directly.

Crush is a short and passionate love. This short time can be a few hours, or one day, two days, three days...

Zhou Ding said that his relationship is not short-lived, but who knows if his suspension period will be a moment of "get".

And Zhou Ding always said that he was difficult to deal with, that he made him worry.

But now, why doesn't Zhou Ding's rapid and passionate liking from the beginning make him feel nervous and anxious?

He didn't care before, but now...

Clenching her fingers on the table little by little, Xia Yu took a deep breath secretly, then raised her head and looked into Zhou Ding's eyes: "Because I don't want to play anymore."

Zhou Ding choked for breath.

His head seemed to be struck by lightning, and it was blank for a moment.

"I want to talk to you seriously."

Zhou Ding: "..."

In an instant, he felt that he had gone through heaven and hell.

"It didn't matter before. I didn't care why you liked me or how much you liked me. It's just for fun anyway. I'm not responsible anyway, but now..."

Xia Yu pursed her lower lip lightly, and stared straight at Zhou Ding with her deep black eyes, "I don't want to play anymore, because I like you too."

When talking, my heart beats several times faster than usual.

After speaking, the feeling of tension spread from his heart to his whole body. Xia Yu swallowed, and looked at Zhou Ding almost holding his breath. While waiting for the other party's reply, he also had the feeling of entrusting the important items that had been carefully guarded and hidden. The feeling of going out is relieved, but I am afraid that the other party will not pay enough attention to it and deal with it casually.

He looked at Zhou Ding without blinking.

Zhou Ding also stared at him.

The air fell into silence, they looked at each other, and no one spoke for a while.

After a long time, Zhou Ding let out a long breath, raised the corner of his mouth, and his eyes sparkled: "You mean you are attracted to me?"

Xia Yu nodded: "Yes."

"Do you really like me?"

"Correct."

Zhou Ding asked again: "When did you find out?"

He had already felt Xia Yu's liking for a long time, but Xia Yu refused to admit it. He was depressed for a long time because of this. He didn't expect that he didn't expect Xia Yu to say the word "like" himself, but Xia Yu suddenly expressed his love to him. white.

what a good day today

Did sister-in-law Xia Yu say something to wake him up?

Zhou Ding was full of surprises in his heart, but he didn't dare to be too outrageous, for fear that Xia Yu would take him to heaven and hell again.

Xia Yu replied: "That time you took me to play in a private gymnasium."

Zhou Ding was taken aback, and after realizing it, he wanted to jump up: "No wonder you are willing to run 3000 meters with me suddenly! I checked your freshman, freshman, and sophomore sports meeting registration records, and you never ran 3000 meters. His grades have always been on the pass line, only swimming is better, no wonder!"

He still stood up uncontrollably, with the corners of his mouth raised high, and his whole body was full of joy, "No wonder!" He said loudly again.

Seeing Zhou Ding's overjoyed appearance, Xia Yu also rolled his eyes.

The tension in his heart gradually receded, he let go of his clenched hands, and his mood rose along with the corners of Zhou Ding's lips.

It turns out that it is such a happy thing to say what you like.

Zhou Ding walked up to Xia Yu, put his hands on his shoulders, and his eyes seemed to be shining: "So from now on we will be a real couple, a real boyfriend, right? We will be responsible for each other's feelings, Will keep going, will not separate for no reason, right?"

Xia Yu nodded: "Yes."

Zhou Ding was speechless for a moment because of this surprise, he simply held Xia Yu's face, lowered his head and kissed it.

Xia Yu also closed her eyes, responding to Zhou Ding's kiss.

Is this the joy of connectedness?

He felt that his liking for Zhou Ding seemed to have increased a lot.