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"If I said, if, if, if you were a straight man, would Chen Yun be the one you chose?" Before telling Zhang Huai the cause and effect of the incident, Jiang He asked such a sentence.

Zhang Huai thought carefully for dozens of seconds, then shook his head and said, "I don't know, this kind of assumption is unnecessary in the face of the established reality. I only know that if I hadn't met you, I would definitely be alone for the rest of my life."

"Who asked you to say such things at this time, I don't want your affirmation." Jiang He found that Zhang Huai's love words are so natural and natural, of course he is also very happy, "I tell you... "

After talking about what happened, the two were silent for a while, neither knowing what to do.Regardless of whether it was true that Chen Yun liked Zhang Huai or not, she decided to get married only to get Zhang Huai's attention. No matter what the outcome of this behavior of betting on major life events, someone would definitely be hurt.

"It shouldn't be too late to regret now. Do you know the person Chen Yun is going to marry? Do you know what kind of person he is?" After getting a negative answer, Jiang He couldn't help but worry more about the girl's future. How could he be married in such a short time? Knowing the real situation of each other, the man doesn't know the truth is unfair to him, but what if he becomes angry when he knows that she doesn't really want to marry him?Or he doesn't care about anything, but what if he has potential domestic violence tendencies or other bad habits?

Zhang Huai comforted him: "Don't be so nervous, it may not be the worst outcome."

The horse continued to pretend to be sick. Even if Zhang Huai couldn't cure it, Chen Yun's family would find him as soon as it became "ill".Jiang He would follow Zhang Huai when he was free, and a few days later, they met Chen Yun's marriage partner together.The young man has an extraordinary appearance and reasonable demeanor, and his conversation reveals the confidence and charm of a successful person.Jiang He noticed that Chen Yun was looking left and right, her eyes were constantly wandering between Zhang Huai and her marriage partner, and there was a hint of confusion in her eyes. Finally, she ran out of the yard under everyone's gaze, and his marriage partner said Sorry to go after her.

Taking advantage of the fact that there were no outsiders, Jiang He leaned close to Zhang Huai and kissed him on the corner of his lips. He knew that the hedgehog couple must be watching from the dark, so he deliberately showed them.

After returning home, Zhang Huai might have been too excited, except that the first kiss was Jiang He who took the initiative to rush forward with the mentality of just this one time. Kissing Jiang He non-stop.

Zhang Yunyuan, who even made seven phone calls and was not answered, rushed to prepare for the indictment, so surprised that Zhang Yunyuan's jaw almost dropped.

"Dede, take a good look—" Ye Xuanling saw the snowball somewhere, and as a fluff lover, she certainly didn't let go of the live plush toy in front of her, because she was 2 minutes late in catching the snowball and saw the petrified one first. Boyfriend, and then I saw two people hugging and kissing, "Chiji..."

Jiang He pushed Zhang Huai away, wishing he could find a crack in the ground and slip in.He didn't dare to look at his friend's face, Zhang Yunde also blushed, and after a long time he cleared his throat to break the embarrassment: "Ahem, it's broad daylight, at least be careful to close the door, it's near the school, it's not good to be seen by children."

Ye Xuanling hugged Xueqiu and kept staring at Jiang He with a smile. Before entering the living room, she asked quietly, "Which lipstick color is it?"

Zhang Yunde turned a blind eye to Zhang Huai who was pouring tea for him, his eyebrows almost twisted upside down, wondering if he was having an ideological struggle with himself.

"I still find it hard to believe..."

People's hearts are unpredictable, even if they are friends who have known each other for many years, Jiang He's heart sank when he heard this, worried that Zhang Yunde would not accept his sexual orientation, and his eyes began to look a little frightened.Zhang Huai sat next to him and grabbed his hand.

Zhang Yunde looked at the tightly clasped hands of the two, and became more and more entangled, his tone sounded quite disappointed: "If I had known earlier, when I was in college... Oh! It hurts, it hurts—" Ye Xuanling was melancholy for only two seconds. He twisted his ears without warning, ruining his image.

Ye Xuanling smiled very kindly: "What do you want to do then?"

"Don't encourage him to have a girlfriend!" Zhang Yunde changed his words temporarily, but he still couldn't escape Ye Xuanling's eyes, his ears turned red.Originally, I wanted to play a joke on my friend, whether he had a crush on me back then, now it seems that self-preservation is important.

"It's fine if you didn't tell me before. In this fart place, do you think you can hide it for a lifetime? You told me so pitifully before the New Year that you won't come again. In fact, it's just a conflict between the couple, you awkward little I still don’t understand the character, I’m so stingy, a very simple sentence can make you interpret N sayings.”

"How, my eldest nephew is not bad, right? Not only is he tall and handsome, but he is also as careful as a hair. Looks like he raised you well. Hey, when did the two of you hook up? Why did you see each other so coincidentally? It stands to reason that I should still be your matchmaker, if I didn't let you come here, how could you meet such a good cabbage?"

Jiang He's hanging heart returned to its original position little by little, letting Zhang Yunde hurt him, his friend's tone was not at all the resistance and disgust he had imagined before, he even patted Zhang Huai's shoulder, and said earnestly: "It's good. , Jiang Xiaohe will be handed over to you." Zhang Huai nodded solemnly.

Jiang He wanted to laugh and was moved when he saw their serious faces. After being shocked, he was pleasantly surprised by Zhang Yunde's sudden return: "Why are you back at this time?"

Zhang Yunde said with a smile: "This is my home, do I need to make an appointment in advance when I come back?"

Trembling with fright when he was touched just now by the non-smiling question, Jiang He said weakly: "I just asked casually..."

"Who knows," Zhang Yunde said, "After all, when I come back, I will disturb the two-person world that some people are enjoying."

"Such a strong smell of vinegar, do you dare to be more obvious? I now understand why you called Jiang Xiaohe to your village, Jinwu Zangjiao, right? I didn't expect to be caught first by others. You regret it now Well... Zhang Dede, who would want you but me! Let me tell you, you are dead!"

Ye Xuanling threw the snowball onto the sofa, stretched her ten fingers and strangled Zhang Yunde's neck like a female ghost in a movie, Zhang Yunde fell down on the sofa without struggling and said his last words with difficulty: "Pretend X is risky, and you need to be careful when climbing walls." It's a natural couple.

On the same day, Zhang Huai cooked a table of dishes here in Jianghe, as a thank you to Zhang Yunde, Zhang Yunyuan also ate here for the first time, but he finished eating in advance and went home first, leaving a few young people chatting while eating , Zhang Yunde took Ye Xuanling away at 09:30 in the evening.

After tidying up the kitchen, Jiang He yawned and didn't want to take a rest. He planned to take out all his things that Zhang Yunde brought back and rearrange them. In the end, he took out a brand-new SLR camera, thinking it was Zhang Yunde misplaced it and brought it with him, so he called him.

Zhang Yunde was obviously a little confused, and said, "I don't remember buying a camera? Xiaoxuan, Xiaoxuan, did your camera fall into my place?"

Ye Xuanling replied that no, the three of them felt very strange, not knowing what the sudden appearance of the camera indicated.

"Ah, I remembered—"

"It's mine, and I'm going to ask Little Eighth Uncle to send it to you."

The voice in the receiver continued: "It's Zhang Huai's. He gave me something and said it was for you, but I didn't open it to see what was inside. Didn't you go home? Zhang Huai probably thought you would never come back." I went back... You are so unfeeling, you didn't even plan to tell Zhang Huai the address. Now that you think about it, it's actually not that difficult to solve... The most important thing is to live a happy life. If you really fall in love with someone, you will find something Things are not a big deal in front of the other party... Deciding to be with her, really only death can separate us from each other."

Jiang He didn't want to admit that he was first bought by the camera and then touched by Zhang Yunde's words.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang He asked Zhang Huai why he didn't tell him, but Zhang Huai just hugged him silently and didn't speak.

At that time, no one expected that there would be a chance to meet again, he just wanted to do one last thing for him.

"I used to think that homosexuality is a kind of sin. Although I don't steal or rob, but the degree of harm to others is not low. I am afraid that my sin will be magnified and swallow everyone around me, so I am timid and cowardly. , I dare not face my heart to respond to your feelings, I don’t want to lose my friends and relatives. In fact, I understand that even if I do nothing, the fact is the fact, and no one can change it. An excuse to make myself feel better, the moment I saw you turn around on the train, I really felt my heart was empty. I always only pay attention to my situation and emotions, always put myself first, wait for myself After I'm done, I think about what other people should do, but things are always a mess, I'm always regretting, I can't do it well, I can't do it..."

He choked up while talking, Zhang Huai could only comfort him: "It's okay, you can take your time."

Jiang He always said that he was naughty when he was a child, but before he established a complete outlook on life, those were just the nature of a child, and he lived in such a family since he was a child, and his parents were forced by their livelihood, so it was impossible for him to speak nicely to him in everything. Good words, he received a lot of punishment from his parents, of course he would think that many things should not be done.But he is unwilling to do what his parents want. He is not born with low self-esteem, lack of communication and affirmation, which makes him feel that besides being expected to carry on the family lineage, the remaining value is dispensable.

He recalled his life before he met Zhang Huai, with a sad face and resentment all day long, and he was lucky that no one wanted to beat him to death.Not daring to pursue happiness and stability, living in a muddle of contradictions and guilt, accomplishing nothing, how dare he say that he doesn't want to be a walking dead?

It was really nice to meet him. Someone asked about his health, cared for him, and put him in his heart and gave him a warm and reliable embrace... His phrase "take your time" is really better than countless times of self-encouragement by yourself.

Quietly wiped tears on the sleeves, thinking Zhang Huai didn't see, but Zhang Huai hugged him and sat on the chair, took off his glasses and wiped off the excess moisture on his eyelashes.He loved to cry since he was a child. He was said to be unmanly, and he was ashamed more than this time. He simply became self-willed: "No, I can't be slow. I still want to take my parents to places they have never been and enjoy them. Happiness never enjoyed."

"I'm so selfish. I never considered your feelings. Even if I left home and came back here, it was because of unavoidable reasons. Although my father beat me and my mother scolded me, I still love them, and you love them so much too." For me, do we both have masochistic tendencies?"

Zhang Huai caressed his hair and back, denying his words: "You are not selfish, it is because you think too low of yourself, you think you don't deserve to be understood and loved as ordinary people should, It is not abnormal to want to get the understanding and approval of your family members, and to make up for them, but it is not contrary to how you live. You can tell me about your affairs and your family affairs one by one. Telling your painful and embarrassing experience is easier to dilute the scars than keeping it in your heart. I like you, and I never think liking you is self-abuse. If you don't care about me, everything I do will only make you feel disgusted. You like me too, no ?"

Zhang Huai is also a person who is used to hiding his thoughts, but why does he become more and more resilient, while he just trains his tear glands to become more and more developed... It can be seen that there is still a gap between people.

He felt frustrated and even more sad. In front of such a good person, he felt that his former self was nothing.

"Zhang Huai, I won't leave you again. No matter what kind of problems you encounter in the future, as long as you don't dislike me, I will stay by your side. Don't tell me what you have, I can help you share it. "

He wiped away all the tears himself, swearing in his promise.

Zhang Huai smiled and embraced him again.

Lying in his arms with his eyes closed, he seemed to fall asleep for a while, half asleep and half awake, he opened his eyes and looked at the wall clock on the wall: "It's almost twelve o'clock..."

Zhang Huai's breath lingered in his ears, making his body tremble slightly.

"I'll stay tonight, okay?"

"Do you want to sleep on the sofa? The bed is really too narrow..."

It's not that Zhang Huai has never seen a 1.2-meter single bed, and his answer this time is much better than before.

"I'm holding you, you won't fall."

Yes, it really won't fall, because Jiang He has been in a state of being unable to fall in the first half of the night.

Zhang Huai is simply taking advantage of the fire, his clingy skills are too different from his usual image in front of people, he should go to bed and sleep with his head covered, what is the story of the past, whether it is happy or sad, what about one thing? People get excited just once.

Zhang Huai was in high spirits. He woke up Jiang He after washing his clothes and sheets in the morning. He didn't look like he had only slept for three hours. He was also wearing a suit that Jiang He had never seen before.

Jiang He's first reaction was that no matter what happened last night, Zhang Huai would stay and not leave, otherwise he would run back and change his clothes before coming back before dawn. The second reaction was: "Chen Yun is married and the groom is not you. , why are you dressed so handsomely?" Her voice was a little hoarse, and her face was full of impatience that she hadn't slept well.

Zhang Huai rubbed his head and smiled: "Did you forget what Little Eighth Uncle said yesterday? His cousin got married today. They went to pick up the bride early in the morning. I will go to Little Sixth Uncle's house to help later."

"If you don't put another flower on your chest, you will steal the groom's limelight." Jiang He was not all angry at waking up, but also angry that he didn't mean anything last night—he would stop if he said it hurt, but He was hoarse--inevitably a bit mean.

"You go to sleep a little longer, breakfast is in the pot, get up and heat it up before eating."

"Don't laugh when you go."

Zhang Huai responded, and kissed his forehead again before leaving.

Jiang He was actually not interested in other people's marriage at all, after all, it was impossible for him to have such a scene in his life, but he couldn't stand Ye Xuanling's stubbornness, so he had to come here with her to rejoice.

The bride hadn't arrived yet, and there weren't too many guests. Children who didn't go to school were chasing and playing on the red carpet, and a few young people came in and out to set up the auditorium.

The style of weddings in rural areas is a bit different from that in cities. They are not so luxurious. The main colors are red and yellow. It looks tacky but it is also the unique folk atmosphere of the East.

Ye Xuanling just wanted to know in advance what it would be like to get married when she got married. After seeing it, she was no longer curious, so she found a table to eat melon seeds and drink tea to pass the time.

Both of them are people who become more and more excited when they talk about speculation. From where to go on vacation, to the different customs of different places, to what they like to eat, who they don’t like to communicate with, and the funny things they encounter, they are talking to their lovers. In the process of making complaints, they were manipulated by a strange force, and each of them conveyed the concept of "my family is the best" to each other...

Ye Xuanling, who was unsuccessful in brainwashing, tried to change the subject. She looked at the roadside and there was still no sign of the wedding car. She looked at the auditorium again, her eyes lit up, and she gloated: "My nephew is handsome than Dede, but he also has a lot of peach blossoms. It would be annoying if there were lewd and wretched uncles walking around Dede every day."

Peach blossom?Sexy?uncle?Alarm bells rang in Jiang He's heart: Shouldn't this be suitable for both men, women and children?

The auditorium has been basically set up. Zhang Huai has just come out of the side room with a pair of red candles. Behind him is a middle-aged man, wearing white clothes and white trousers. .

I thought Ye Xuanling was just talking casually to make things difficult for him, but when Jiang He noticed, the man had already moved his face even closer, and was about to touch Zhang Huai's neck!

Jiang He scolded a curse in his heart, whether he could bear it or not!

"Zhang——" The result of impulsiveness was that the threshold was too high and he tripped over it without stepping over it. There was no problem with the carpet on the floor, but many people were laughing at him.

Two hands came to pull him, and one of them was actually the man in white. Jiang He didn't want to be touched by him, so he got up by himself while hiding.Zhang Huai asked him what happened, and he dragged him out of the auditorium without saying a word.

"Fragrant," the man in white took a few deep breaths, squinted at the direction where Jiang He and Zhang Huai left, and sighed again, "It's so fragrant!"