Revlon

Xiaoyue was careful not to move in Qi Chen's arms, he was afraid that if he moved, he would hurt him, Zhao Tianjian said that the residual poison in his body was not cleared, and the blood coagulation function was extremely poor, once the wound opened, it would be difficult to stop the bleeding.

Qi Chen couldn't bear to watch him nervous, so he followed his will and lay down.

Xiaoyue sat on the floor at the head of the bed, with one hand clasped tightly by Qi Chen's ten fingers, and the other hand stroking Qi Chen's clear face, soft fingertips stroking his eyebrows.

Xiaoyue did this to let him sleep peacefully. In the past, as long as Ye Zhao gently shaved his eyebrows like this, drowsiness would hit him quickly, and he would sleep peacefully throughout the night.

It's just that although Qi Chen closed his eyes lightly, he was still awake all the time, and he couldn't bear to sleep, but Xiao Yue seemed to wish him to sleep very much, as if he would recover if he slept again.

Knowing that he was pretending to be asleep, Xiao Yue gently tugged at his crow-feather eyelashes.

Qi Chen frowned, opened his eyelids slightly, and what caught his eyes was Xiaoyue's soft eyes like water: "...My lord."

Xiaoyue's eyes are not completely dark, there is a shattered light flowing deep in the rainbow pupils, and the surface is a layer of brown that seems to be absent, because of crying for too long, the eyelids are still thin red.

In Qi Chen's heart, Xiaoyue has always been a person with a cold personality, as gentle as ice covered with cicada's wings, but he is actually very aggressive, and often shows vigilance that resists others. This time, it is Qi Chen's first Once I saw Xiaoyue's frail and unbearable appearance.

The way Xiaoyue cried and trembled in his arms, so fragile that it seemed to turn transparent in front of his eyes, made Qi Chen's heart ache.

Qi Chen's weak and lingering eyes lingered on Xiao Yue, his tired eyelids fought several times, but he persisted in refusing to fall asleep, Xiao Yue was afraid that he would be hurt, so he said in a low voice: "My lord, please sleep for a while, I'll be right here Here to accompany you, nowhere to go."

"...Xiaoyue." Qi Chen moved his pale and dry lips, and looked at him with a smile.

Qi Chen seldom smiled at him, so that it was only a faint arc, and Xiao Yue could be deeply comforted by him.

He tightly clasped hands with Qi Chen's ten fingers, and nodded seriously.

"This time, you can't forget me again." Qi Chen looked into Xiao Yue's eyes, his voice was weak but firm.

Xiao Yue was slightly taken aback, Qi Chen had said this to him many times.

He had already made up his mind to confess to Qi Chen everything about General Xiao when he woke up, but...

Seeing that he did not answer for a long time, Qi Chen said: "If I die this time..."

Xiaoyue covered his mouth with one hand, and looked at each other for a long time before Xiaoyue said hoarsely: "...No, you will be fine."

Qi Chen grabbed his hand and planted a kiss on his palm: "Zhao Tianjian told me that if the residual poison in my body is not eliminated, I will not last for three days, and if the second injection fails, I will also die. .”

This is what Xiaoyue wants to avoid the most, and it is also something he has to face. The emperor has already issued a verbal order, no matter what, he must try his best, and the choice is never in their hands.

Qi Chen was a little afraid of Xiaoyue's tears, but his fragile hairpin slave was extremely calm.

Xiaoyue knows that now is not the time to sink together with Qi Chen, he can't say the lines of life and death in those TV novels, he has just found his lover, they haven't spent a spring and autumn together, and the ice and snow outside the window have not yet melted , How could he just die like this.

Xiaoyue bent his eyelids, and his voice was not the least bit dignified: "The second treatment must be done when you are awake, the process will be very hard, but you must persist, just for me, do you think, how many pairs of treatments are there in Nanyue Chaozhong?" Your eyes are on me, and you have to continue to protect me."

Qi Chen moved his lips, his throat was suddenly so dry that he couldn't speak.

Xiaoyue's eyes flickered faintly, his pretentious calm almost collapsed, he was afraid that Qi Chen would see something from his face.

Xiao Yue suddenly reached out and tapped Qi Chen's eyelids twice, and began to caress his eye sockets, Qi Chen could only close his eyes subconsciously.

In this way, he could not see the hesitation and fear in Xiaoyue's eyes.

Xiaoyue's face was covered by darkness, Qi Chen couldn't avoid Xiaoyue's hand, so he could only grab his wrist.

"Hiss~~" Xiaoyue groaned in pain.

Qi Chen hurriedly let go, forgetting that Xiaoyue's wrist was injured, he said nervously, "... Did it hurt you?"

After Xiaoyue lay down for these days, the wound on his wrist has healed [-]% to [-]%. He deliberately pretended to be in pain so as to prevent Qi Chen from opening his eyes to look at him.

"It hurts." There were tears in his eyes, but his voice was soft and relaxed, "It's too painful for you to keep your eyes open. It's easier to talk like this."

Qi Chen didn't refute anymore, under the gentle touch of the person beside his ear, his breathing gradually became even, steady and soft, and Xiao Yue's heart gradually became quiet.

Xiaoyue stared at Qi Chen's tall nose in a daze, now is not the time to tell him the truth, now that Qi Chen treats him as General Xiao, maybe he can survive for the General Xiao he misses so much, and...

Moreover, Xiaoyue is not yet mentally prepared. Facing Qi Chen's face after knowing the truth, he is such a person who cannot tolerate sand in his eyes. Will he forgive such a deception?

Xiao Yue is reluctant, he has lost Ye Zhao for too long, he is reluctant to return Qi Chen to General Xiao...

It's also ironic, this body was originally General Xiao, so who is he going to return Qi Chen to?

"Why don't you speak..." Qi Chen suddenly said in a weak and empty voice.

With his eyes closed, sleepiness swept over his consciousness overwhelmingly, but he didn't want to sleep, as if he would never wake up.

"Huh?" Xiao Yue responded, "What is the prince laughing at?"

Xiao Yue stopped what he was doing, but Qi Chen had already closed his eyes: "I remembered something... the scene when I first met you."

First time?

The first meeting in Qi Chen's mouth should not refer to the first meeting with Xiaoyue. Their first meeting was in Zhao Prison, and such memories...seem to be nothing to relive.

Xiao Yue said: "Then what? Is there any more?"

Qi Chen was silent for a moment, and said, "You really don't remember me at all?"

"Yeah." Xiaoyue no longer hesitated, he said, "I went through a particularly bad chaos, lost important people, and also lost a lot of things, some things before... I can't remember clearly."

He finally completely lied to Qi Chen.

But after saying this, Xiaoyue miraculously did not feel regretful, instead he was extremely relaxed, as if...

As if a soft drizzle was floating in my heart, all the previous doubts, uneasiness, self-blame, and apprehension were all melted away.

Xiaoyue finally understands that all those self-tortures come from the unknown of the future. Before this lie is formed, there are too many variables in the future between him and Qi Chen. A secret torment that he could not declare to others.

But it won't happen now, if Qi Chen dies, everything will be the end, if he is not dead, everything will be the beginning.

... The ending is either happy or sad, and there is no need to be too harsh on yourself.

Xiaoyue laughed, and Qi Chen also smiled: "It's okay to forget...it's not a pleasant memory."

"Did we have any grudges before?"

Qi Chen: "Well...you said you would... never see me again."

"It's so serious..." Xiaoyue smiled, "No wonder you treated me so badly before."

Qi Chen scratched the air with his hand, Xiao Yue quickly passed his hand over, and heard him say: "It won't happen in the future."

Qi Chen is really tired, his voice is getting more and more tired, and his breathing is getting longer and longer, Xiao Yue can no longer drag him to chat, excessive consumption of his energy will hinder his body.

Xiaoyue spoke in a low voice, but he was still afraid that his loud voice would disturb Qi Chen's drowsiness, so his voice was almost a whisper: "Go to sleep, recharge your energy, and in the evening, Imperial Physician Zhao will come over to give you an injection. "

He felt Qi Chen hold his hand tightly.

Xiaoyue: "Don't worry, I will always be here."