Deep sake

After I opened my eyes, there was a beam of light above my head, shining from the dilapidated window upstairs, making me a little dizzy.

The aftereffects of the hangover are not as great as I imagined. Apart from a slight headache, sporadic fragments still flash back from time to time.It's not actually a flashback, it's just me trying desperately to recall yesterday's scene.

There are only a few snippets.The only certainty is that it didn't come true.

Maybe I kissed his earlobe, neck, waist or ankle, maybe he reached an orgasm in my hands, but I'm sure it didn't come true.Because that one clear segment made me very sure.

His face was red, reddened to the neck, and his slightly suppressed panting sound scratched my whole body like a feather, which was extremely sensitive.

And when I pressed against his back, his doubtful and frightened voice came: "Mr. Shao, what are you doing?"

I couldn't answer, but I pushed forward unconsciously, and he trembled, as if he understood something instantly.

I also seemed to understand something instantly, and it turned out that he didn't understand anything.

It's sad that he doesn't understand.

At that moment, I remembered every word he said to me under the dim light upstairs when the water was rising.It may just be like a moth, when my parents left one after another, I became a sudden light, so he had to catch it anyway, no matter what way.

Such thoughts make me self-doubt, but it doesn't give me pause.What I have, what I want is right in front of me, no matter how noble the reason is, I will never give up, as selfish as I am.

I leaned sideways, pressed my forehead together, and comforted me: "It's okay, it's okay."

Putting on my clothes, I lifted a thin blanket over my body, and I went downstairs.

It's getting late, I should go to school.I looked around in front of the hall and in the small kitchen, but there was no sign of Li Shenjiu. When I sat on the table, I found a note left there, neatly written with a pencil.

——Teacher Shao, I’m going down to the river to release the net first. I won’t go to school with you today. On the table is fried rice with fried eggs. Remember to eat it. Behind the towel on the third nail, remember to push the back door latch.

I looked at the note and couldn't help laughing.

I left a sentence in the blank space of the note: OK, remember to wait for me to come back.

Now I need to commute between school and home four times a day, which means that I have to spend two hours in a day. I only need to go twice a day. It was originally to save trouble and not come back for lunch at noon, but now I am happy to have trouble.

When I arrived at the school, several children were playing bobblestones in the pit in the yard. When they saw me, they all shouted: "Ms. Shao is here, come in quickly."

A few lively children ran towards me, and one of them asked, "Why didn't you see brother Shenjiu today?"

I smiled and touched the top of the child's hair: "He has something to do today."

"Teacher, Xiujun is a little liar!"

Suddenly a child made a small report: "A few days ago she said that she was going to marry Brother Shenjiu, and she was going to become Brother Shenjiu's wife. Yesterday I asked Brother Shenjiu and he said no, he would not marry Xiujun , it turns out that Li Xiujun is a little liar!"

I was dumbfounded, and grabbed the child who had just spoken: "No."

"What's the matter, teacher?"

I thought about it, and finally just said: "You can't speak ill of others behind your classmates' backs."

After walking into the classroom, I listed all the new words I taught yesterday on the blackboard. I wanted to review them again, but when I glanced over, I noticed Xiao Xiujun who was bowing his head under the podium.

"Which classmate is willing to get up and read?"

Several children raised their hands eagerly, but Xiao Xiujun, who was also in the group earlier, still buried her head, unable to see what her little head was thinking.

I stopped her when the morning class was over.

She stood in front of me, raised her head, and asked carefully: "What's the matter, teacher?"

I knelt down so that I could be at her eye level, and took her cautious little hand: "Xiujun will always meet someone who belongs to me in the future. If you like him, he will like you too. Maybe the culture is as high as deep wine." , even taller than him, so Xiujun should continue to work hard?"

She opened her eyes wide and nodded with red eyes, and then tears fell one by one. I touched her braids and patted her back, but I couldn't say anything more.

I know I ruined a fledgling girl's fling, albeit arranged.