Deep sake

This is something I didn't expect at all.This is the first time I have been so embarrassed.

It was almost dark.

I was lying on the bed, covered with a quilt, and all my clothes had been changed into dry ones.But these are not very important, because the boy is lying on my bedside.

He seemed to be asleep, his closed eyes couldn't see the light in his pupils, and his face was still dark, but this didn't hinder the fact that his whole body was shining in my eyes.I watched carefully, and his sleeping appearance was really peaceful. Although the corners of his eyes were drooping when he closed his eyes, he raised his eyelashes mischievously.The corners of the lips are also slightly pressed down, like a child who can't get sweets.

I fumbled for the glasses, but couldn't find them, and then I found that Li Shenjiu was holding them in my hand, maybe I accidentally knocked them when I fell into the water, and there were cracks on the lenses, but fortunately, I should still be able to wear them, but I dare not take them, for fear of waking up accidentally he.

He was very close to me, even though he didn't wear glasses, he could even see the mole hidden in his temple on one side of his head, I counted, one, two...

When I heard that voice, it was like opening Pandora's box.I knew what I really thought, but I felt like I was sitting on pins and needles all the time. It was a restrained and painful feeling. Reason and morality reminded me that my current imagination and greed are shameful, very shameful.

I closed my eyes and stopped looking at him.

In such a moment of silence, the voices of my parents' resolute crying echoed clearly in my mind over and over again: "You are a pervert! How could we have such a monster as you!"

Monster, I don't want Li Shenjiu to become what others say.

Let's go after two months.

With this decision in my arms, I couldn't fall asleep anyway.I just lay there until Li Shenjiu woke up, it was almost midnight, he thought I was still asleep, but in fact I was always awake.

Feeling the sound of him waking up, I immediately closed my eyes tightly, don't wake me up, don't wake me up, I thought so until a hand touched my forehead.It retracts as soon as it is touched, like being scratched by a feather on the sole of the foot, but I somehow feel that this touch is lingering, attached and lustful.I spurned myself from the bottom of my heart, he should just see if my falling into the water caused a fever, but he thought, touch me again, touch me again, I will definitely open my eyes and kiss him.

Li Shenjiu had already left when my complicated and delicate emotions were intertwined.

Once again I had to spit on myself deeply.

In the next few days I finally started to look like a gardener who saves the flowers of the weak motherland.

I even got up earlier than Li Shenjiu, took two buns, and rushed to tomorrow’s elementary school. After arriving at school, I taught the children in turn. I took a few tools from the chicken warehouse in front of Li Shenjiu’s house, and I was fine after class. I repaired the tables, chairs and benches, and didn't rush back until the sun was about to set.

When I get home, Changshou will rush over, sniffing here and there, wagging its tail, acting like a baby, I have never seen it except in the morning and at night, so it thinks about me closely, if a person is like a dog How nice it is to have a tail, if you refrain from saying anything, your own tail can't help but curl up, so that Li Shenjiu can see at a glance how happy my tail is wagging in front of him.

Usually at this time Li Shenjiu has already gone upstairs to sleep.

For a week in a row, he seemed to have finally noticed that I was avoiding him. One morning when I woke up, I saw him sitting on the steps in front of the door.Hearing my voice, he turned his head to look at me, then smiled and shouted: "Teacher Shao."

I stabilized my mind, pretended to be casual "um", and then asked him, "Why did you get up so early?"

Li Shenjiu frowned, and asked a little angrily, "Should I ask Teacher Shao?"

He went on to say, "Is my poor performance making Teacher Shao unhappy? Is it because the food is not delicious? Or does the environment make you feel uncomfortable? Is the teacher... avoiding me?"

Li Shenjiu directly confused me with a few questions in a row.

I finally realized that I did it on purpose. This kind of secret and unspeakable, I deliberately showed it slightly by avoiding his posture, and then attracted his attention, hoping that he would find something unusual and discover my dissatisfaction. kindness.