only love is not enough

When Yan Han offered to resign, his distant relative was baffled. After taking leave to recuperate and take exams, why did he quit.He didn't agree, and only said that there is not enough manpower now, so let's do it for a while.As soon as Yan Han left, he immediately called Li Zinan to inquire about the situation.

Not long ago, I was worried about losing my job and what to do.Now, he voluntarily gave up his job.Yan Han couldn't help laughing, he wished that Li Zinan didn't confess his love and they could continue to be friends, but he also knew how selfish this thought was.Where is the road ahead, home?But what can you do at home?He is the only male in the family, and he doesn't want to worry his grandma or his younger sisters. He is their support and the backbone of the family, at least for now.There is also a self-examination. I finally embarked on this road. Do you want to give up?

The severe cold stopped his staggering steps, held the broom, and watched the small insects in the green belt flying in the morning light, and the transparent wings shone with the light of life.One flower, one world, one grass, one heaven, unable to escape the entanglement of the world, unable to understand the joys and sorrows of life, he is just a tiny speck of dust in this vast world after all.

"Severe cold!" Li Zinan's voice awakened the severe cold in deep thought.

Li Zinan's face was anxious, his eyes were full of confusion and pain, he almost begged and said: "Don't go, Yan Han! Forget what I said last night, and pretend I didn't say anything, okay? I was wrong! Don't go, Please! Don't go!"

The morning sun shines on Li Zinan, he has always been so confident and energetic, even at this time, his face is slightly haggard, but still radiant.Yan Han wanted to reach out and touch his face, but in the end he held back, turned his head to face the sun, and said word by word: "You are right. I am wrong! Go, not for you, for me, for myself!"

"Why do you have to go! To be honest, I don't understand. Isn't it that I like you? What's the big deal? I didn't ask you to accept me. You can just say what you want. You don't like me or hate me. It’s okay if I don’t appear in front of you! Why make fun of your own work? Besides, don’t you plan to continue studying? It’s so hard to start, do you want to give up? "

Yan Han didn't answer, he didn't want to let go of work, he didn't want to let go of study, but Li Zinan he had to let go!

Li Zinan waited for Yan Han to express his opinion, Yan Han's last words made him disheartened - Yan Han euphemistically expressed that he could not accept the relationship between men, and hoped that Li Zinan would not appear again.He believes that without him Li Zinan will find a more suitable one.

Yan Han felt that he was very selfish and despicable. He obviously shouldn't like the other party, but he pushed the responsibility on the other party.He was ashamed to see Li Zinan again, and he was also afraid that he would always pay attention to passing cars and wonder if Li Zinan was sitting in the car.In the end, he and his colleagues changed the cleaning section.

Both sides of East No. [-] Road are full of white orchids, and the faint fragrance makes people feel refreshed. There are not many fallen leaves and no fruits in this season, so it is relatively easy to clean.In the isolation zone in the middle, the crape myrtle and crape myrtle are blooming like a brocade, which also brightens the mood of the severe cold.

Li Zinan secretly watched from a distance, drinking poison to quench his thirst, the more he watched, the more he couldn't let go, couldn't let go.

One autumn rain and one cold, ten autumn rains need to wear cotton.There is no autumn in the south. You don't need to wait for ten autumn rains. In just a few days, you have changed from unlined clothes to cotton clothes.

The sudden change of the climate aggravated the bronchitis caused by severe cold, and with the dust raised during cleaning, even wearing a mask, I still coughed non-stop, especially in the morning and dusk.Li Zinan looked worried, but did not dare to act rashly.He didn't know that the rapid weight loss and pale cold had a lot to do with mental pressure.

Li Zinan herself is also not well. When she can't sleep, she either drinks to relieve her worries, or plays games all night, and she is obviously haggard.I am absent-minded at work, and I am unhappy when friends and colleagues gather for dinner.The whole person has lost a lot of weight, but on the contrary, the lines of the handsome face are more distinct, the facial features are more profound, and the movements of his hands and feet have changed from the previous dynamic and energetic, and become lazy and casual.For a while, rumors spread everywhere, and all kinds of speculation became the talk of the beauties in the car dealership after dinner.

Mama Li's birthday is here.Li Zinan was sleepy and silent when he returned home, guests came and went, he just stayed in his room and ignored them.

"Oh, it's so lively!" Mama Li's little sister, Cheng Lan, heard the baby crying as soon as she entered the door, "Why are you crying, who bullied our baby? Come, auntie, give me a hug!"

"Hello, auntie!" Zhou Xin came out of the kitchen and called obediently.

"Xiao Xin is here! It's great to help in the kitchen." Cheng Lan said hello to Zhou Xin while coaxing the baby, but the baby cried more and more fiercely, "Xiao Ying, hurry up and take her away, I really can't help it!"

"Come on, baby, we don't have any patience for ignoring my aunt!" Li Ziying took the baby, pushed Cheng Lan, then winked, and went to the study.

Holding a glass of water, Cheng Lan followed into the study and closed the door behind her.

"What's so mysterious?" Cheng Lan sat down beside Li Ziying, stretched out her hand to tease the baby's little hand, "Did your parents quarrel? No wonder I didn't see your father when I entered the door."

"What nonsense! My dad is going to get the birthday cake that he ordered. I knew you would be here, so I called you to get it." Li Ziying took the bottle to feed the baby milk powder, "It's Xiao Nan! Don't say a word , I shut myself in the room, I lost weight all over, and I don’t know what happened?"

"You're broken in love! It's normal at this age." Cheng Lan didn't think so.

"Will he be broken in love? He's always the only one who dumps others, who doesn't chase after him!" Li Ziying didn't believe it at all, "Things don't seem to be simple, I've never seen him like this. Auntie, go and see , find out the situation."

"Why don't you go by yourself, I don't bother to care about that stinky boy, he has never been big or small to me."

"I'm not taking care of children. Besides, he can talk to you, so he can treat you casually."

"What's your mother's opinion?"

"My mother has always looked down on his girlfriends. She intends to match Xiao Xin and Xiao Nan, but I don't think Xiao Nan has that intention."

"Oh, that girl Xiaoxin hasn't impressed that brat for so many years!"

Cheng Lan knocked on the door of Li Zinan's room, but there was no response for a long time, so she went straight in.Li Zinan wore earphones and lay on the bed to doze off.Cheng Lan unceremoniously took off his earphones and waited for him to jump up.Unexpectedly, Li Zinan not only ignored her, but pulled the quilt to wrap herself tightly.

"Stinky boy, what are you doing? Is there such a thing for elders?" Cheng Lan went to pull the quilt, but couldn't pull it off, "Come out, be careful you're suffocated!"

Li Zinan remained motionless.Cheng Lan ignored him, lit a cigarette and started puffing on his head, waiting patiently.

"Go out and smoke, it stinks!" Li Zinan could drink but didn't smoke, so she couldn't stand it.He jumped out of bed and opened the window wide.

"No, there's a baby outside!" Cheng Lan also moved to the window, "What's bothering our little Nan like this? Tell me, I'll analyze it for you, Auntie!"

"It's nothing!" Li Zinan lay back on the bed and put on the earphones.

Cheng Lan stubbed out the cigarette butt, threw it into the trash can, walked over and took off the earphones, "Broken in love? Whose girl is so blind, let the handsome guy not!"

Li Zinan said nothing, turned her back to Cheng Lan.This time, Cheng Lan was really annoyed.

"Brat, don't be ignorant! Look at you, are you still a man? What's yours is yours. It's useless if you don't force it. It's like a child who can't eat candy and throws his temper. People look down on you! "

Li Zinan turned around and stared at Cheng Lan with resentment.

"Sakura still doesn't believe you are broken in love! Look at your expression, you look like a little bitch, it's really embarrassing!" Seeing that Li Zinan was about to turn her back again, Cheng Lan didn't hurt him anymore, "Don't be like this, talk nicely Can you? If you can help, my aunt will definitely help you!"

"Auntie, why are you still not married?" Li Zinan thought for a while and asked the question that the whole family wanted to ask.

"Whether I get married or not has nothing to do with you!" Cheng Lan froze for a moment.

"You don't plan to get married in this life, do you?" Li Zinan asked seriously.

"Hey, I'm talking about your business now, not mine!" Cheng Lan was upset, "It's not your mother who sent you to be a lobbyist again!"

"No! I want to know!" Li Zinan asked Cheng Lan with his eyes, waiting for her answer.

"I don't know, when I meet someone who wants to get married, I will get married naturally!" Cheng Lan seemed to understand suddenly, and asked with a smile: "You want to get married? Ah! Could it be that you get on the bus first and pay for the ticket? Then It's okay, double happiness, your mother will be happy."

"You think too much, auntie!" Li Zinan rolled his eyes.

"What the hell is that? You are so annoying!" As Li Ziying said, Cheng Lan really had no patience.She is engaged in criminal investigation work in the police force. She has a vigorous personality and most of the men around her, so she doesn't have the gentleness and patience of a woman.

"Auntie, how can you tell if a person loves you?"

"The way to love is similar. How you love others, others will love you. Use your thoughts and actions of loving others to measure others, and it will be almost the same."

"If the other party says that you will find a more suitable person, does it mean that the other party doesn't like you?" Li Zinan didn't quite believe what Yan Han said that he couldn't accept the relationship between men.Because they hugged and kissed, Severe Cold did not resist, nor did they show disgust, especially since they were sick, their physical contact has become more frequent.Yan Han is not a scheming person, Li Zinan does not believe that Yan Han is acting, nor does he believe that with Yan Han's intelligence, he will not feel anything.But if Yan Han felt that Li Zinan was not a suitable match, it was possible.After all, Yan Han always has an awkward sense of inferiority, and may feel that their conditions are not suitable.

"If the other party says that, it doesn't necessarily mean that you don't like it. It can only mean that the other party also thinks that you are not the most suitable person!"

"If it's not suitable, don't meet again. It's best to break it cleanly, isn't it?"

"It's not so absolute, but it's better to cut the mess quickly than to be indecisive. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain!"

"Then why have you been thinking about others for so many years?"

"What are you talking about, brat!"

"Isn't it? You said it's not suitable, so you left, and you're far away from each other, but you still hide the senior's photo in your wallet!"

"How dare you steal my wallet! You are looking for death!" Cheng Lan grabbed the pillow and hit Li Zinan hard on the head.

"It was you who drank too much that time and forced me to buy wine!" Li Zinan hid, "Auntie, since that love, why did you leave? After leaving, why don't you let go, just be It’s okay to let yourself go!”

"You don't understand. Leaving doesn't mean you don't love, and love doesn't mean you have to be together. If you know you shouldn't love, and you know it won't work, why bother with each other? Isn't it good to give the other party a way out?" Cheng Lan walked to the window , took out a cigarette and lit it, and looked out the window with blurred eyes.

Li Zinan rushed out of the house suddenly, all the bustle behind him seemed to have nothing to do with him, surprise and questioning had nothing to do with him, his heart was only in front...