only love is not enough

In the next few days, Li Zinan held a car show at Wanda, and Li Zinan forgot about that day in his busy schedule.It wasn't until Xiao Lu said that he would invite him to dinner that he found out that the long-haired girl came to the showroom with her boyfriend again to confirm the car.Seeing Xiao Lu's smiling face, Li Zinan suddenly remembered that young, pale face, and those bright, clean eyes.

People who have only met once, but left such a deep impression.Li Zinan couldn't help smiling, she had seen many beauties, but there were very few of them who had a deep memory like this, let alone boys.

The effect of the auto show was not bad, and the sales department was still very busy when it was withdrawn to the store.Li Zinan originally wanted to take a day off, but was rejected by all the staff on the grounds that it was a waste of money.

The customer knew cars very well. Li Zinan sat in the co-pilot and chatted happily with the customer. When he turned the intersection, he saw a sanitation worker and a cleaning vehicle from a distance.When the car passed by, Zi Nan could see clearly that the cleaner was the same boy that day—he was sweeping fallen leaves with a big bamboo broom.After the car passed by, Li Zinan continued to look at the boy from the rearview mirror, feeling a little awkward.He took another look and was sure that something was wrong with the boy's legs.

"Could it be that the injury on the knee hasn't healed yet? No way, it's been a few days, and there are still other injuries?" Li Zinan thought over and over again, and didn't come back to his senses until the client called him.

Back in the exhibition hall, Li Zinan was thinking about this all the time.After get off work at noon, he went to the cafeteria and left again. He was still uneasy, thinking to go and have a look first, to make sure that it was not too late to come back for dinner, so he took the little electric donkey and went to the place where he saw the boy in the test car.

The boy was not in the place before, so Li Zinan continued to search along the road, and soon saw a person sitting under the rubber tree in front of him, and a cleaning vehicle parked beside him.

It wasn't until Li Zinan rode close that the boy slowly raised his head to look over.White long-sleeved shirt, black trousers, orange vest, with a book on his lap, sitting on the low steps by the side of the road, without the cover of the straw hat, the dappled sunlight under the tree makes the boy look calm and gentle .The slightly brown hair covered the forehead, and the texture of the hair could be felt soft, and the eyes were still clean and cloudless.

"Do you remember me? The person who bumped into you a few days ago, Li Zinan!" Li Zinan walked over hesitantly, saw the boy smiling and nodding, and smiled unconsciously.

The road surface at noon is at least 35 degrees, and it is very hot even under the trees.Li Zinan's back was already wet all the way here, but the boy looked refreshed except for a thin layer of sweat on his nose.

"Aren't you hot?" Li Zinan sat down on the boy's left, feeling that the stone steps under his butt were really hot, "What book are you reading? So serious!" He reached out and closed the book to take a look, stupid!That's a high school math textbook!

"Are you really a student? A summer job?" Li Zinan looked at the boy in disbelief.

"No, yes. I borrowed the book." The boy said softly, seeing Li Zinan's disbelief, he said slowly: "I, no, study. No, summer job. Yes, go to work."

It was the first time to hear a boy say such a long speech, and Li Zinan felt that it seemed a little hard for him to speak.Embarrassed to keep staring at other people's faces, he looked down at the book on the boy's lap again, still a little puzzled.Snapped!The book fell on the floor, Li Zinan picked it up and handed it to him, only to see a steamed bun on his right hand which was placed on his abdomen, which should have been covered by the boy with the book on purpose.

"How's your knee? When I passed the test drive in the morning, I saw that you didn't seem to be walking very well. Is the wound still not healed?" Li Zinan changed the subject and squatted in front of the boy, "Let me have a look, is that okay?"

"It's okay!" The boy protected his knee with his left hand, which made Li Zinan feel that there was something wrong. He took the boy's hand away without saying a word, and pulled up the trouser leg.

The wound was not treated with medicine or bandaged. Although there were scabs all around, the deep wound in the middle not only did not heal, but also a little suppurated.

"What's going on? Didn't you go to the hospital?" Li Zinan was a little angry, "Don't you know that wounds are prone to inflammation in summer?"

"No, nothing." The boy lowered his head and said softly.

"It's okay! You just say it's okay!" Li Zinan suddenly became angry, "Didn't I give you money to let you go to see it? Why didn't you go?"

The boy lowered his head and remained silent.Li Zinan grabbed the boy's right arm fiercely and said, "Let's go and see it now!" He stood up, but the boy didn't follow, but his arm was pulled high, his forearm and wrist hanging down limply. With that, the steamed bun that was originally in his hand also fell to the ground.

Li Zinan felt that the arm she was holding was limp and something was wrong, so she quickly let go of it, but her arm fell weakly, and the back of her hand hit the steps.Li Zinan was stunned, not understanding what happened for a moment.

The boy raised his right hand slowly and tremblingly slightly, and the left hand holding the book gently helped his right hand to put it back between the abdomen and thighs, then put down the book, picked up the steamed buns, then raised his head and smiled at Zi Nan and said, "Really , it’s okay. I, myself, go, see, that’s fine.”

The smile on the boy's face was very gentle, as if a gentle breeze was blowing on the calm water, but Li Zinan found it a bit dazzling.He squatted down again, and said softly: I'm sorry, and gently took the boy's right hand out of his arms, as if treating a fragile object with care.

The boy's hand was cold, white and thin, with blue and purple blood vessels clearly visible and slightly floating, the knuckles where he hit the ground just now were red, and the skin was scratched.Li Zinan rubbed gently, "I'm sorry, does it hurt?" The boy shook his head.

Li Zinan turned his palm over, loosely fisted his four fingers wrapped around his thumb, spread his fingers lightly, and rolled them back slowly as soon as he let go.Feed Suxiu Nan reached out and took the steamed bun on the boy's left hand, put it on the math book, then took his left hand up and put it on his lap together.The left hand is obviously fine.Feed Suxiunan spread out the boy's right hand again, and watched carefully.The left hand is rougher than the right hand, and the roots of the fingers are callused, but this does not affect the beauty of the slender fingers.What both hands have in common is that there are many small scars on the palm and finger pulp, and the scars on the left hand are longer and more numerous; the nails on both hands are as slender as the fingers, but there is no crescent white, and the edges of the nails are uneven. together.Also, the right hand obviously can't cut the nails of the left hand, and when the left hand cuts the nails of the right hand, the right hand is not obedient.

Li Zinan wanted to ask what happened to the boy's hand, it looked like it was broken or injured, but he couldn't ask, after all, no one wants others to pay attention to their own flaws.

Li Zinan gently wrapped the boy's hands with both hands, and took a deep breath: "Let's go, I'll take you to treat the wound!" Just as the boy was about to speak, Li Zinan said forcefully: "Don't say no! You must go! "

Li Zinan gently put down the boy's trouser legs, this time he behaved well, supported his right arm with one hand, held his left arm with the other, and slowly stood up.

Seeing the boy bent down to pick up the book on the floor, Li Zinan quickly reached out to help him pick up the book and the steamed bun.

"The steamed bun just fell on the ground, don't want it!" Li Zinan said, and threw it directly into the cleaning cart next to him.

"You..." The boy became anxious, took his book, pushed Li Zinan away, turned around and staggered towards the garbage truck.

Seeing the boy's walking posture, Li Zinan was dumbfounded.The boy took a small step with his left foot first, and then drove his right leg through his hip. The toe of his right toe drew an arc on the ground and dragged forward.He walked staggeringly, and Li Zinan finally understood: the awkwardness he saw in the rearview mirror was not because of his knee injury!

The boy spoke very softly and slowly; his right hand was weak and his fingers were fisted; his right leg was dragging.With all these things in front of them, normal people will basically understand what's going on.

The boy put the textbook into a gray non-woven shopping bag hanging in front of the handlebar, leaned over to look inside the cleaning car, and sighed softly and helplessly.Li Zinan walked up behind him and solemnly said sorry.He found that since the last time he bumped into a boy, he has been apologizing, and every time he apologized from the bottom of his heart.

"I'm sorry! I was too reckless!" Li Zinan looked down at the boy, and asked very cautiously: "Shall we go to the hospital first? I haven't eaten lunch yet, or should we go eat first?"

"Go to the hospital!" The boy looked at Li Zinan, and finally smiled.He turned around to get the shopping bag on the handlebar. Li Zinan quickly helped him take it off and carried it. The boy slowly took off his orange vest and stuffed it into the bag. The eDonkey went.

Li Zinan walked on the boy's left, wanted to help him, but didn't know how to reach out, so he could only walk slowly in coordination.The boy is fisting with his right hand, his arms are bent on his abdomen, and his body is slightly leaning forward.He is about 10 centimeters shorter than Li Zinan, Li Zinan looked at his hair, and an inexplicable emotion spread in his heart.

"Clean, car!" The boy stopped suddenly and looked back anxiously.

"It's okay, no one will take you away! Besides, at this time, there are no cars on this road, let alone pedestrians!" Li Zinan comforted him.

Walking to the side of the car, the boy was a little at a loss, how did he get in the car?

"I'll help you, step over with your left leg first, sit up, and then put your right leg on the footrest, okay?" Seeing the boy nodding, Li Zinan carefully supported his right arm with one hand, and walked around behind his back with the other. Supporting his left rib, let him lean on his chest.

After the boy sat in the back seat, Li Zinan just put his right leg on the pedal when his knee fell outwards and his feet fell off.Li Zinan put his legs up again, but before he got into the car, it fell off again.

"Yes, no, get up!" the boy said with a look of embarrassment.

"Don't worry, I have a solution!" Li Zinan smiled and pulled the loose tie from her neck.He sat in the front seat and tied the two men's calves with ties. "That's it. There's a storage box in the back that you can lean on."

Li Zinan grabbed the boy's left hand and put it on his waist, "Hold on to me! Can I go?" The boy hummed softly.

Li Zinan rode slowly, always paying attention to the situation behind him. Under the scorching sun at noon in summer, even though he was sweating profusely, he felt an inexplicable lightness in his heart.