only love is not enough

During the brief time together, the severe cold has been projected in Li Zinan's heart, always playing repeatedly inadvertently: his hands, his legs, his tone of voice, his walking posture, the way he eats, and his gentle Smile, clean eyes.

For three days, Li Zinan has been wanting to visit Yan Han again, but he doesn't know why, anyway, he didn't think too much about it.It's a pity that except for the two test drives, he has never found time. There is always this and that at noon. After get off work in the evening, he either has a meeting or invites his colleagues to have dinner.

"Brother Nan, sit here!" The cafeteria at noon was very lively, Xiao Lu saw Li Zinan coming over after eating, and waved to him.

"No, you guys eat!"

"Where are we going with the food!" Xiao Lu muttered, and Xiao Lizi on the side said disapprovingly, "I don't want to stay here to eat, look at those nympho in Skoda, they are star-eyed since Brother Nan came in." , A lot of pink bubbles came out, I didn’t feel appetizing after seeing it! Shanghai is more calm than Ruan.”

Li Zinan carried the lunch box, led the little electric donkey and started looking for someone along the street.

The severe cold is still under the rubber tree, it seems that it is his lunch break.He still has steamed buns in his right hand and a book in his left hand, but there is an extra plastic water cup next to him.Seeing Li Zinan coming, Yan Han smiled reassuringly, as if he had finally waited.

"It's so hot, I'm still worried that you'll go back!" Li Zinan touched the stone steps with her hand, "Don't you feel hot? You live far away, so you didn't go back?"

Yan Han shook his head, Li Zinan sat down with a smile, took out the lunch box from the thermal bag, "I'm here for lunch, do you mind if I sit here?"

Today Li Zinan came prepared, although he wasn't sure if he could find Yan Han, but just in case he would, so he ordered two more dishes in the cafeteria.

"Auntie in the cafeteria thinks I'm handsome, so she bought me a lot of dishes, let's eat together!" Li Zinan took out the portable tableware and stuffed the spoon into Yan Han, "Eat, I can't finish this much!" Picking up the chopsticks by herself Spin it, and eat it.

Yan Han looked at Li Zinan, smiled knowingly, and said, "I'm full. You, eat."

"I didn't let you eat, you can't get enough food!" Li Zinan stared and said, "You only eat so little, can you have the energy to work?" Seeing what Yan Han wanted to say, Li Zinan hurriedly continued, "Don't talk nonsense Is it so difficult to ask you to eat something? I came here on a hot day, so you have to act like you are too kind!"

Yan Han held the spoon with a perplexed expression on his face.Li Zinan didn't say much, and put some scrambled eggs with asparagus on the spoon: "Try it, it's rare for our cafeteria to make a few decent dishes!"

In this way, Li Zinan served Yan Han with vegetables while eating, and Yan Han also ate the food silently while eating steamed buns.After eating, Li Zinan took out two cans of iced Coke and handed one to Yanhan.Yan Han shook his head, picked up his water glass, Li Zinan didn't force him, and threw the Coke back into the bag.

Li Zinan casually picked up the third-year math textbook and flipped through it. Yan Han stood up slowly while supporting the tree trunk with his left hand.

"What are you doing, can I help you?" Li Zinan stretched out his hand to help Yanhan.

"It's okay, I'm fine." Yan Han stood for a while, then slowly dragged his right leg to the side of the cleaning truck, he took out a paper bag from the gray shopping bag, and moved it in front of Li Zinan, "Here, you! "

Li Zinan took the paper bag, thinking it might be a gift for him, what could it be?He had little expectations in his heart, but when he took it apart, he felt like he had been poured cold water on it.

"What do you mean, this is?" Li Zinan said coldly, "I have this money in my pocket every day, why don't you wait for me?"

"Ben, I shouldn't, I want it!" Yan Han said slowly but firmly, "You paid for the medical expenses! Please, eat! Money, here you are. Or, return, that person!"

"I'm sick! You have to pay it back yourself, I don't know that woman!" Li Zinan stuffed the money back into the shopping bag, "I thought that apart from the relationship between the perpetrator and the victim, we were not considered friends, but also acquaintances. I didn't expect you to be so clear!"

"We, no, yes, we meet!" Yan Han looked at Li Zinan and said seriously.

"Intersection! Ha, I've read too much mathematics!" Li Zinan snorted, "Why don't you talk about parallel lines!"

Li Zinan stepped onto the small electric donkey and walked away.

Yan Han looked up at the dappled sunlight again, which seemed to be one world, but there were clearly two worlds between the interlaced light and shadow.Light is light, shadow is shadow!

"It's such a big deal, and it needs to be calculated so clearly! Isn't it just a small amount of money, who is it! I feel bad for the money! I can't bear to go to the hospital! I have to pay it back! I'm sick! Hit someone and lose money, just take it! Think so much, It’s useless! We haven’t met yet, hand me some wool!” The maintenance department didn’t know where to go, just giving Li Zinan a space to vent, he kicked the tire beside the wall bitterly while cursing.

"What are you doing, Ah Nan, what a convulsion!" Ah Si turned from the car wash and looked at Li Zinan inexplicably.

"Fuck your sister!" Li Zinan scolded casually, and felt that she had gone too far after scolding, "I'm sorry, fourth brother, I didn't mean it, I'm sorry!"

"Forget it, no one is in a bad mood!" Ah Si patted Li Zinan on the back and left.

All afternoon, Li Zinan felt very angry, inexplicably irritable, with a sullen face, making people afraid to approach her, fearing innocent victims.When he got off work, Ah Si made an appointment with a few people and asked Li Zinan to have dinner with him.Ah Si is an old man in the car dealership. Everyone has something to discuss with him.Li Zinan knew that Ah Si probably saw him like that at noon before asking him to eat, so she let him go slowly, talking and laughing with everyone, drinking and drinking until 01:30 in the morning before arriving home.

After a brief shower, Li Zinan lay on the bed, before falling asleep, his head was full of Yan Han's eyes and serious expression. "Maybe, he and I really are people from two worlds!" Li Zinan sighed unknowingly.

The ringtone of the mobile phone dragged Li Zinan out of his deep sleep. He reached for the mobile phone by the bedside, and just connected it. Before he could speak, an excited voice came from inside: "Xiao Nan, Xiao Nan, your sister gave birth!"

"What? Mom!" Li Zinan couldn't react.

"Your sister gave birth to a boy, 7 catties and 2 pounds, and you are now an uncle!"

"Mom, what time is it?" Li Zinan rubbed his head irritably, he felt as if he had just fallen asleep.

"It's almost 5:30, I said brat, why are you so impatient!"

"Mom! I didn't sleep until midnight last night. Can't you wait until dawn to call?"

"It's already dawn now, and the sun is out! Besides, of course I'll notify you immediately about this kind of thing! What's your attitude, did you wake you up?"

"No, Mom! Congratulations on being promoted to be a grandma!"

"You live by yourself now, you are capable, no one cares about you, you fool around until midnight every day..."

"Mom! I'm going to see my sister and my lovely nephew after get off work tomorrow. Please help me say congratulations to my sister and brother-in-law first!" Li Zinan hurriedly hung up the phone before his mother started talking.

Li Zinan had a headache all day long. It seemed that she couldn't drink alcohol when she was in a bad mood. The more she drank, the worse she became.After get off work in the evening, he took a ride with his colleague to the city hospital.There is still a certain distance between the old city and the new district. It takes more than an hour to take a bus, not to mention riding a small electric donkey, so even in the same city, Li Zinan seldom goes home. Anyway, he is read when he goes home. Hide and hide.

The ward is very lively. Fortunately, it is a single room, so I am not afraid of disturbing others.Li Zinan's older sister, Li Ziying, was half lying on the bed drinking soup, and her husband Zhou Zheming was sitting beside her; Li's parents, Li mother and in-laws were discussing the next confinement plan; Zhou Zheming's younger sister, Zhou Xin, also came, Watch the baby with the confinement nurse next to the crib.

As soon as Li Zinan entered, Zhou Xin was the first to respond, "Brother Nan! You are here, come and see the baby!" Li Zinan sighed in his heart, he really couldn't deal with this woman!

Zhou Zheming is Li Ziying's university senior. They have been in high school for two years. They fell in love in university and got married two years after graduation. Unfortunately, they never had children.Li Ziying followed Li Ma as a teacher, but she was a middle school teacher, and Li Ma was a primary school teacher before retiring.Zhou Zheming is now the middle and high-level leader of the power company, with a bright future.Although he is a bit machismo from the north, he is definitely in the palm of his hand when it comes to his wife.Li Ziying is also 30 years old this year, so this baby really came out after a long wait, which made the families on both sides very happy.

Zhou Xin is the youngest of the Zhou family, and Zhou Zheming is the second of the two older brothers.She graduated from the third year of high school and was admitted to the next city. She is now a junior.Because she was far away from home, she often went to her second brother's house on holidays, and Li Ziying and her husband would go back to her mother's house for dinner on holidays, so Zhou Xin also went to Li's house.Zhou Xin has a sweet mouth and will come to things, Li Ziying's sister-in-law has a good relationship, and the Li family treats her as half a daughter.

"Hello, Uncle, Auntie!" Li Zinan greeted Zhou's father and Zhou's mother.

"Okay, okay. Xiao Nan is really getting more and more mature and stable! It's been two years since I saw her, she's really a good-looking talent! My in-laws are so lucky!" Mama Zhou caressed Li Zinan's arm affectionately, saying that Li Mama's heart was full of joy.

"This kid's wings are stiff now, he is disobedient, and he knows how to fool around all day long. He has graduated from university for more than a year, and he can't compare with Zhe Ming back then. He is not as sensible as Xiao Xin." Li Ma looked at her son and said in her mouth Not good, but his eyes are full of good things.

Zhou Xin pulled Li Zinan to look at the baby, and talked about it.In the eyes of the elders, they felt that the two were very right, but no one pointed it out. After all, it is up to the young people to decide their relationship.

"Xiao Nan, go home and sleep at night! It's not convenient to go back so late!" Seeing that her son was about to leave, Li's mother hurriedly said.

"No, I won't get up tomorrow morning, and I still have a car to go back now."

"Then ask your dad to see you off." Li's mother was still worried, and Li's father stood up to see him off.

"Uncle, you can give it to Auntie, and Brother Nan will give it to me. My sister-in-law let me drive the smart recently, for my convenience." Zhou Xin finally seized the opportunity, so he must not let it go.

Along the way, Zhou Xin asked about his health, cared about his health, and cared about his work. Li Zinan just felt noisy.It can't be said that Zhou Xin is bad, but Li Zinan treats her as a younger sister and has no other feelings, so she really can't respond to Zhou Xin's feelings.

In order to avoid Zhou Xin, Li Zinan didn't go to the hospital again.But three days later, Li Ziying's mother and son came home, and Li's mother called her son to see the baby together.

"Come on, baby, let uncle hug you." Li Ma put the baby in Li Zinan's arms, "Be careful, don't push too hard."

The baby had enough food and sleep, opened his eyes, and looked at Li Zinan blankly, half-seeing.Looking at the black eyes, holding the tender body of the baby, Li Zinan's mind suddenly flashed that pair of clean and clear eyes, white and soft hands and feet.The memory of severe cold turned in Li Zinan's mind uncontrollably, and Zhou Xin's rambling beside him fell on deaf ears.

No intersection can create intersection!Like this newborn, everything starts all over again, just beginning!Li Zinan's mood suddenly brightened, and a smile slowly crept onto her cheeks, Zhou Xin's face turned red.