Gratitude is clear

When Li Su said this, everyone was stunned, only Chen Leshu shrugged with a smile.

He didn't intend to listen to the old things, because he knew about them a long time ago, and even helped them decide.

Seven years ago, Chen Leshu met Li Su for the first time in England.

This young man is holding a transparent umbrella and walking in the misty rain in London. He is aloof and noble and independent. He is standing in the corridor of the school. European buildings are as deep and quiet as old castles in the rain. Chen Leshu looks at him silently. He walked towards him, but felt that this person's temperament was inexplicably familiar, as if he was someone he had known a long time ago.

Chen Leshu became interested in this young man, he stopped him: "Hello, have we met somewhere?"

Li Su swept across his face expressionlessly: "No."

With an indifferent attitude, Chen Leshu, who looks like a noble son, is just a boring passerby.

Chen Leshu knew that this way of striking up a conversation was very old-fashioned, if he really wanted to strike up a conversation, he would never use such a perfunctory way.

From this young man, he seemed to see another person, but he seemed to have forgotten who it was.

He and Li Suben were classmates, and it was easy to get close to him.

Until one day later, he accidentally saw a photo, and he finally remembered why he was so familiar with Li Su.

The person in the photo was the godfather of pop music more than ten years ago, No. 1 in the music scene, but eventually died of drug addiction in a drug rehabilitation center. When he died, there was no relatives around him, which was extremely desolate.

He is Chen Leshu's father's friend, his most respected first teacher, and also Chen Leshu's true "first love".When he saw Li Su, he seemed to see that gentle middle-aged man standing in the living room of his house and smiling at him more than ten years ago. Chen Leshu's father patted that person on the shoulder and said to Chen Leshu who was still a child: " Le Shu, this is Mr. Li."

Chen Leshu looked at Li Su in front of him. The time of the old year and today overlapped. He still remembered that person's gentle smile and his slender hands.

Li Su was so similar to that person, with similar facial features, similar temperament, just standing there, as if the man who could write the most beautiful music came back to life.

Li Su ignored the gazes of others, and looked down at Wei Laosi. The smile just now was gone, and his voice was cold: "What does your expression mean? Do you not believe me, or do you not believe what you heard?" .”

Wei Lao Si trembled in fright at his tone: "I have no grievances or enmities with you!"

Li Su sneered, his eyes full of murderous intent: "No injustice or enmity? Is that so? Then do you still remember Li Ronghe?"

Wei Laosi suddenly raised his head and looked at his face carefully, the more he looked, the more frightened he became: "You...you are..."

"What? Did you just find out?" Li Su touched his face with a gentle apology in his eyes: "I don't like to show my face, so I'm sorry I didn't let you see it right away."

Wei Laosi gritted his teeth: "Who made him ignorant of flattery!"

Li Su snorted coldly when he heard the words: "Just because he said that your brother's lover has no musical talent, Li Ronghe refused to write songs for him to praise him, so you brothers feel that you have lost face on the road, and you used unscrupulous means to make him fall in love with him." drug addiction, and eventually died of an overdose?"

Li Su stretched out his hand and patted Wei Laosi's face vigorously, making a "papa" sound, then rubbed his fingers as if touching something dirty: "He really doesn't know how to praise, he is the one who died You deserve it, but you are not much better than him, your brother died in a prison fight, and there is no evidence of his death, I can't help you otherwise, let you brothers reunite, I can still do it."

Fourth Wei stared.

Li Su looked at him calmly: "Speaking of which, Gao Bin's affairs were also done by you?"

"you……"

"Back then, he personally brought people to arrest your brother. Didn't you always hate him?"

After all, Li Su stood up and waved his hands expressionlessly: "Send him to Gao's house. They are experts in this area. If they can kill him, they won't let him go to jail."

Fourth Wei was gagged and dragged out.

Chen Leshu kept watching with cold eyes, until then he walked up to Li Su and patted him on the shoulder with a smile on his face: "You always surprise me.

From the beginning to the present. "

Li Su adjusted his suit expressionlessly: "Thank you."

Chen Leshu was noncommittal: "I'm not for you."

Li Su is kind and generous: "I am not thanking you for myself."

Chen Leshu was stunned, and nodded: "I don't know how he made you change your mind, you have always been a firm person, no matter what decision you make, it is not easy."

Li Su nodded: "I know."

Chen Leshu shook his head with a smile, but finally turned around and left without saying anything.

Gu Liangchen has been in a state of shock since just now, Li Su sent everyone out, and sat next to Gu Liangchen calmly: "Are you okay? Is there any discomfort?"

Gu Liangchen looked at him and didn't know how to speak for a long time. He had never felt that Li Suyou was so strange.

He didn't know Li Su well in the first place, and now he didn't understand him even more, and he was even a little creepy.This person is unsmiling and restrained. In the past ten years, I don't know how many secrets he has hidden.If he didn't want him to know, he would never know.

Li Su looked at Gu Liangchen's expression, but it was clear: "Are you scared?"

Gu Liangchen nodded, but shook his head again: "Li Su, I don't understand you."

The corner of Li Su's mouth twitched, as if laughing, but also as if he was laughing at himself: "Gu Liangchen, do you know how I felt when I found out that you looked completely different outside and in front of me?"

Gu Liangchen looked at him without saying a word.

Li Su took a deep breath: "It's similar to your current mood. In front of me...you have always been a gentle and good lover, but countless flaws tell me that you are outside, decisive in killing and attacking, with high means and countless flair... But when you come back to me, you still only show the side you want me to see."

"..."

"Gu Liangchen, for a while I almost drove myself crazy. I wanted to believe that the person I loved was this gentle and tender appearance, but I couldn't help thinking, if what I fell in love with was just an illusion, then this How long can the illusion last?"

As Li Su said, he gently brushed Gu Liangchen's handsome and handsome face. This face has more sharp edges and corners than ten years ago, just when they missed each other intentionally or inadvertently.

"Later, I figured it out. Maybe you, Gu Liangchen, have always been like this. You haven't changed, and you haven't concealed anything. It's just that I haven't discovered it. What I love is that illusion, but it's not that illusion. I just force myself , Pretend to be ignorant and continue to endure."

"..."

"Do you know why I hid from you later? Because I couldn't pretend anymore, and more and more facts made the illusion in my heart collapse. You are still you, but you are no longer what I thought you were. I still love you, I just don’t know if I love the real you or the illusion of you.”

As Li Su said, he stood up and looked down at Gu Liangchen: "It's like how you feel facing me now. Can you understand how I felt back then?"

Gu Liangchen looked up at him halfway, with a faint sadness in his eyes, but only for a moment: "You did it on purpose."

Deliberately let me know all this.

Deliberately uncover everything in front of me.

Deliberately let me re-experience your original feelings...

Li Su nodded and admitted: "Yes, Gu Liangchen, I did it on purpose. The Li Su you loved once was a happy and simple person. Have you ever thought that maybe the person you love is not the one you see?" How did I arrive?"

Gu Liangchen stopped talking, because he knew that this was not a rhetorical question at all, it was the truth.

He used to only know that Li Su was a person with a thin appearance but a strong heart, but he didn't know that maybe that weak appearance was just an appearance, and he was always so complicated that he couldn't see through it.

Li Su gently closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered, and opened them a few seconds later, the emotion in his eyes had disappeared: "Gu Liangchen, since I have made up my mind, I want to tell you this story, but, The right to decide is still yours. If you want to listen, just listen, if you don’t listen, let’s leave it alone.”

Gu Liangchen looked up at him, his heart was full of reconciliation: "Impossible."

Li Su was unmoved, and asked softly, "Then is there anything you want to know?"

Gu Liangchen closed his eyes, turned his head away, and looked at him again after a while: "Who is Li Ronghe to you?"

Li Su smiled slightly: "He is my father."

Gu Liangchen hesitated to speak.

"Is it strange? I thought you would have found out a long time ago. After all, he became very famous later on, and your family should know him too."

Gu Liangchen was silent again.

"My mother is a teacher, and she has the stubbornness of an intellectual in her temper. She thinks that since he and my father are separated, there should be no more contact and bondage. Bridges return to bridges, and roads return to roads."

"..."

"I don't want to break her heart, but, after all, that's my father too."

"..."

"He is not a good father, but he has never treated me badly. When I was a child, I always lied to my mother that I borrowed money from stock speculation. I was very good when I was a child. I didn't lie. My father gave it to me secretly. He didn’t give me much, and he always wanted to recognize me after he became famous, but my mother didn’t allow it, so he could only see me secretly.”

"..."

"Later he died, and I was only a teenager at that time. I have been investigating the cause of his death, and it was not until I got to know Chen Leshu that I finally realized how miserable he was when he died."

"You...why didn't you tell me?"

Li Su shook his head: "At that time, we were no longer able to talk about everything."

"Why did Chen Leshu know?"

"My father is a friend of his father, Mr. Chen, and also Chen Leshu's music teacher. He... admires my father very much."

Gu Liangchen listened to these, completely unable to connect these things with Li Su, as if he was listening to an innocuous story of someone else.

Li Su leaned back on the table, took off his glasses, and wiped them slowly, his eyes indifferent.

"Is there anything else you want to know?"

Gu Liangchen looked at him, not sure what he wanted, but still asked: "How many more things like this are there?"

How much more is he not aware of?

Li Su paused for a moment while wiping his glasses, and put on the glasses, the prescription is just right.

This pair of glasses was brought by Gu Cunsong from Gu's house, Li Su almost never went there, but Gu Liangchen always prepared everything related to him in case he needed it.

"Not much more. I promise."