Reluctant to give up

Yan Xu woke up from the pain.

He really wanted to move his stiff limbs, but found that Chu Manyu had fallen asleep next to his bed.

There was a circle of darkness under his eyes, it seemed that he had been busy for a long time.

He didn't make a sound, didn't move, just looked at him quietly.

It seems that if you do this, the pain will disappear without a trace.

"Yan Xu? Are you awake?"

Chu Manyu didn't sleep for a long time, he felt a gaze staring at him like a torch, turned his head and saw that the person on the bed was looking at him intently.

"How long have you been awake? Do you want to drink water?" He helped Yan Xu up with concern, thinking of his coughing up blood after drinking water, he asked again: "Do you still feel uncomfortable?"

"No."

"wait for me a while."

Chu Manyu was worried, he got up and ran out, and came back with a man after a while.

Yan Xu knew at a glance that the man was definitely Chu Manyu's favorite type. Perhaps the two of them stood together too well, so he slowly lowered his eyes to cover his imperceptible sadness.

"This is Luanhong." Chu Manyu sat back beside Yan Xu's bed again. Seeing that Yan Xu lowered his eyes and did not speak, his heart tightened for no reason. He thought he was afraid, so he unconsciously lowered his voice, full of tenderness and harmony. He said, "Don't be afraid, he is an immortal doctor who came to treat your injuries."

"Xianjun, give way."

Luanhong unceremoniously pulled Chu Manyu away, he pressed Yan Xu's arm, and Yan Xu immediately groaned a few times.

"Does it hurt?" Luanhong didn't speak yet, but Chu Manyu looked at him anxiously, "How is his injury?"

"It's not very good." Luan Hong's face turned serious, and he looked at the weak Yan Xu and asked, "Besides being hit by three thunderbolts for this man, did you suffer other injuries?"

Yan Xu remained silent.

"If you don't tell me, I can't prescribe the right medicine."

"I'm fine, thank you." He shook his head, probably because he had a bad cough before, and his throat was so hoarse that he could hardly make a sound.

Luanhong raised his head and glanced at Chu Manyu, and said, "Then I'll prescribe some medicine for you to restore your vitality, keep warm, and don't catch the cold."

After Chu Manyu sent Luanhong away, he turned around and saw Yan Xu pinching the quilt tightly in pain. His face was as pale as paper, and he pursed his lips without saying a word, worried that he would let out a sound.

"Yan Xu, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me!" He hurriedly grabbed Yan Xu's hand, trying to give him some fairy energy.

Yan Xu struggled to withdraw his hand, "Don't waste it, I know my body very well."

"But you..."

"Chu Manyu." Yan Xu suddenly stopped him, "Why are you still here?"

"what?"

"Your wife..."

"She's not my wife." Chu Manyu put his hand on his chest, "I got married to Chao Xu in a fake way, in order to attract Chao Ge, it's very complicated to say. But I don't like her, it was our first marriage that day. meet again."

"..."

Hearing that he said it was fake, Yan Xu felt even more sad for some reason.

No wonder Chu Manyu's red line never ends.

Fortunately, he thought that Chu Manyu had made up his mind and specially made the eternal knot concentric thread.

It seems that someone will not need it in this short period of time, and it is estimated that after a few years, they will lose it or forget where to put it.

It was he who pretended to be passionate and wasted a lot of trouble.

"Yan Xu, I'm sorry." Chu Manyu lowered his head and kissed the cold back of the man's hand, "You blocked the robbery for me before, but I ran away because of my cowardice and fear. I thought about going to find him several times later. You, but... I think you should hate me. Hating me is ruthless and ungrateful, hating me will just run away blindly. I'm afraid you hate me, and I'm afraid you don't hate me. Obviously I have done so much, in case you Forgive me too, I think I'm going crazy with guilt."

Yan Xu sighed vaguely.

"You don't have to feel guilty for everything I've done." He felt chills and aches all over his body, but the hand that Chu Manyu placed on his heart was warm, "I am willing, and it has nothing to do with you. If you Feel uncomfortable, and I won't bother you in the future."

"Yan Xu, give me a chance to redeem myself, okay?"

"Let me go, Chu Manyu." Yan Xu's tone was calm, without any other emotion, "You don't love me, and I don't need your sympathy."

"It's not Yan Xu, it's not sympathy or pity, I think I like you, and it's the kind of liking that I really care about."

"You like too much, maybe if it takes longer, you will get tired of me. I know, because I have experienced it twice. I don't need your likes, what I need...is you to put me Preference in the first place.”

Don't expect a covetous person to look back.

At most, he will look at you occasionally when he is lonely, and ask you for entertainment.

Yes, at most.

Chu Manyu panicked, "Yan Xu, I swear there won't be a third time."

He is a person who sometimes deceives himself.

Keep saying give him a chance, the sincerity is beyond doubt.But while talking about the promise, he will be moved by Chaoge and Luanhong.

How could Yan Xu believe him?

"Chu Manyu, I want someone who will stick to one goal. You can't do it, and you can't do it either."

"I can do it!" Chu Manyu said it without even thinking about it. He felt a little regretful. After all, he knew himself very well. If he couldn't do it, wouldn't everything go back to the original point?His voice was a little weaker, and he said, "I'm much better now than before..."

What he said next is indeed true.

Anyway, he would miss Yan Xu and care about Yan Xu, isn't this a good start?

"Why me?" Yan Xu's expression was full of bewilderment, "There are too many people who are as boring as me, and it is just dispensable to Xianjun. As long as you are willing, there are countless People are waiting in line for you."

"You are different from them..."

"Xianjun." Yan Xu interrupted him, "How do you feel about me? What do you like about me?"

Chu Manyu couldn't speak, he racked his brains to organize the language, but he couldn't say a word when he reached his mouth.

How does he feel about Yan Xu?

Do you like it?

But he couldn't tell what kind of liking this kind of liking was.

Then what does he like about Yan Xu?

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that there is nothing I particularly like.

When he first met Yan Xu, that person was the type that no one would notice his existence once he stood in the crowd.He was used to all kinds of beauties, and suddenly became interested in taciturn and honest people.

Later, when they met again, for some reason, he missed Yan Xu's sweet and seductive smell very much, and wanted to see his indifferent face bloom with lingering lust.

All in all, he was reacting to an old flame.

Chu Manyu rarely looked back.

Let alone reliving old dreams with the type you see everywhere.

"I don't know." Chu Manyu clenched his hand tightly and refused to let go, "The only thing I know is that I want to be by your side now, Yan Xu, give me some time, and I will tell you the answer."