Reluctant to give up

Yuelin Palace.

Yan Xu looked up at the red lines flying all over the sky, his flustered heart desperately sought calmness.

There was still a red scar on the little finger, which added a bit of rosiness to the fair skin.

"Sure enough, it's quite difficult to completely let go of a person."

God said he could help him.

As long as he casts a small spell, which is not painful or itchy, he will forget everything about Chu Manyu.

Forget to grind with his ears and temples.

Forget skin-to-skin contact with him.

Forget all the good things with him.

It's not that Yan Xu hated Chu Manyu for being so ruthless to him.

What he hated was that the tenderness that the man left for him was too deep.

Let him make up his mind to let go every time.

But in an inadvertent moment, he remembered the small details of getting along with him day and night, and then... locked himself in the mirror again, over and over again, without beginning or end.

"Chu Manyu... If there is a chance, next time you run after me, okay?" Yan Xu clutched his chest in pain, his eyes struggled slightly, "Or, you can turn around and take a look at me." .”

After a long silence, he clasped his hands together and prayed devoutly.

"Forget it, don't want it, we'd better not see each other."

"Young master, someone is looking for you."

The little boy ran in bouncing around, and he bent over unskillfully.

This little boy looked no more than the size of a three or four-year-old human child.It was originally a caterpillar beside the marriage tree, and Yan Xu felt that he resembled him in some respects, for example, there was no fairy fate.He transformed it into a human form and taught it to read and write, fearing that something would happen to him in the future, and there would be someone who could help Yuelao.

"it is good."

Yan Xu nodded, he collected his emotions, and walked out expressionlessly.

Seeing the person coming, he immediately froze, and subconsciously wanted to back away.

People who were just thinking about it.

Now stand alive in front of you.

Can he not shrink back?

"Huh? You don't want to see me?" Chu Manyu looked at him with a smile.

Yan Xu pretended to be calm, but his slightly trembling shoulders betrayed him. He gritted his teeth and asked, "What does Immortal Zhaoguang want from me?"

"Yan Xu, I haven't seen you for so long, you are so indifferent to me."

Chu Manyu didn't expect that he would walk here aimlessly after the banquet.He still disliked what Yan Xu did back then, but Yan Xu's indifference made him even more unacceptable.

Since this person came out of the sky prison, he has become less and less similar to the protagonist who was said to love him so much that he couldn't extricate himself.

"There is nothing more to say between me and you." Yan Xu kept a distance from him, "Is there any other business for Xianjun Zhaoguang? If not, I will go to work first."

"and many more."

Chu Manyu pulled him back, and both of them froze for a moment.

One is that he never thought that he would hold the other party, and the other is that he did not expect that the other party would hold him back.

"Ahem." Chu Manyu let go of his hand in embarrassment, "That..."

"Xianjun Zhaoguang." Yan Xu interrupted him, "Don't give me hope anymore, before I know the word self-knowledge."

Does he have to speak so directly?

Yan Xu lowered his eyes, he tasted the bitterness in his mouth, swallowed it with difficulty, and it got stuck in his throat again.

"I won't send it off, Xianjun, go slowly."

He turned around, and his calm expression suddenly collapsed, replaced by panic.

Even though he had countless thoughts about why Chu Manyu came to him.

It's a pity that the impulse failed to break through his last rationality.

Yan Xu snuggled up under the tree, he closed his eyes.

After all, he didn't want to go to that ghostly place in Tianlao, nor did he want to stay another 30 years.

However, some people don't think so.

He was too anxious to leave, and he didn't see the slight smile on Chu Manyu's mouth.

Yan Xu with this personality successfully aroused his desire to conquer.

He kind of misses...his scent.

Chu Manyu was like a hunter at this time. He was not in a hurry when facing the prey that was bound to be caught. Instead, he was thinking about it and prepared to enjoy it.

Yan Xu was the first lover who fell in love with him like a fascination, but also wished to avoid him.

Although the play of playing hard to get is already very old-fashioned, there are some people who are not tired of it.

Chu Manyu began to wander around Yuelin Palace all day long with nothing to do.

Yan Xu ran into him several times, and was too frightened to hide in the palace and dare not go out.

Later, that person learned to block people.

"Yan Xu." Chu Manyu blocked his way, "Are you free today?"

"Xianjun Zhaoguang stopped me again and again, is there any dissatisfaction with Yan Xu?"

Yan Xu had a headache. As soon as he saw Chu Manyu, his forehead began to ache.

Can't afford to offend, can't hide, right?

Chu Manyu shook his head, "I'm not dissatisfied with you, but you have been avoiding me. Could it be that we can't even be friends?"

friend?

Is he dreaming?Could it be from the mouth of a man who regretted knowing him?

Yan Xu stared at him indifferently for a moment, then slowly said: "The Immortal Monarch has a noble status, Yan Xu cannot be reached."

"Yan Xu..."

"All over the world, there are people who want to get acquainted with Xianjun. If Xianjun is bored, with a word, thousands of people will follow him. Why waste time on a little fairy with a bad reputation." Yan Xu approached him, his expression unchanged, "Stay with someone like me, isn't Xianjun afraid of being gossiped?"

"Yan Xu, I'm sorry." Chu Manyu lowered his head at a loss, "I did too much in the past and didn't take your feelings into consideration. Let's start over, shall we?"

"you……"

The index finger rested on Yan Xu's lips, stopping what he was going to say next.

"I'm not begging you to get back with me, I mean, let's start as friends."

Lie to him.

A person who hates him to the point of panic, tell him to start as a friend?

Yan Xu didn't believe it.

"Xianjun, I don't know what tricks you are playing, I can't afford it."

"I'm not playing, I'm serious." Chu Manyu pulled him back, "I watched my three lives and three lives in the mortal world, and I saw... I'm married to you."

Yan Xu suddenly felt that it was difficult to breathe, and even the picture in front of him was shaking.

He touched his little finger subconsciously, trying to calm down.

"For a moment, I felt that such a day is very good."

Chu Manyu approached him tentatively, seeing that the other party did not retreat, he smiled in satisfaction, and soon returned to normal without anyone noticing.

"Don't you doubt?" Yan Xu's eyes flashed, "Why is your third life with me?"

"I saw that your red thread was tied to mine. I didn't know that you were my love for the third life. As soon as my mind became hot... a few days ago, I remembered the past and found that I was with you It turns out that the world is a husband and wife. It was my fault, Yan Xu, it was my fault, and I cut it off with my own hands... I'm sorry."

Chu Manyu actually knew the truth a long time ago, but in order for his prey to take the bait, he had to pretend that he didn't know anything.

"You are wrong, I tied the red thread to you on purpose." Yan Xu looked away without changing his face, "Your third life was forced back by me, which is why I was imprisoned by the Heavenly Emperor. "

He didn't take the initiative to tell anyone why he was punished by the Emperor of Heaven to face the wall in the prison and think about his mistakes.

Opening up the scar and telling others how it hurt, Yan Xu thought he was not so strong.

"Chu Manyu, don't you regret it?"

He squeezed out a smile, a smile uglier than crying.

"I am so disgusting, do you still want to be friends with me?"