his plaything

Qin negative was a little absent-minded.

Ever since he thought of Shen Ze'an for no reason at the wedding, he seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, walking on a tightrope distractedly.Even the thoughts are difficult to concentrate and become swaying from side to side.

"I'll make a call."

He went to the balcony and took out his mobile phone. Instead of calling that person directly, he called the nanny, only to learn that the nanny didn't come over today.

Qin negative hesitated for half a minute, and decided to call Shen Zean.

No one heard.

He hit again.

Still no answer.

Could it be that the little rabbit lost his temper with him?

Qin negative tried not to care about the flash of panic in his heart.

He went downstairs, handed the housekeeper a key, and whispered a few words to him with his head down.

The butler nodded cautiously, then took the key and left.

"Mr. Qin... No, am I going to call you husband now?"

The young beautiful woman is sitting on the banister with a glass of red wine.She lowered her eyes, looking at Qin Ling on the first floor charmingly and alluringly.

Qin negative had one hand in his pocket and a cigarette in the other.

"Miss Xu Qing spends so much money, is she willing to bet her youth just to have a child?"

"Not only do I want a child, but I also want the child to be changed to his name." The woman's fingers holding the red wine glass slowly tightened, and hatred appeared in her clear eyes, "Since you and I have signed a one-year contract husband and wife contract, do you want to fulfill your obligations as a husband?"

"of course."

Qin negative met her at a bar, and they were friends who had chatted with her.He didn't know what hurts she had suffered in the past, he only knew that this woman hated men very much, even though she was pretending to be innocent and cute.

But as the only child in the family, she must take responsibility.

So she found Qin negative.

She said she wanted a child, and she would give Qin negative company shares in exchange.

Anyway, Qin Ling didn't like children, and he didn't want to get married, but his mother urged him, so he readily agreed.

She can't accept other men touching her, only Qin negative can.

But I have to say that she is very satisfied with this smart man.

Qin negative deceived everyone, and almost deceived her too.

Three in the morning.

Qin negative received the news from the housekeeper, just a few words, made him sit up suddenly.

The range was too large, and the wife next to her moved in dissatisfaction.He had to coax her softly a few times, and when he saw her sleeping soundly again, he took out his phone and read every word carefully.

Shen Ze'an committed suicide by cutting his pulse. Due to excessive blood loss, he fell into a coma.Fortunately, it was discovered early, and it is still breathing. Now it is being rescued in the No. [-] Hospital.

Qin negative finally knew what was causing the uneasiness that kept him on pins and needles all night.

He had imagined many ways for Shen Ze'an to leave, but he never expected that person to bid farewell to him with this ending.

If today he doesn't care about those little details as usual.

Could it be... There is one less person who loves him in this world.

I will never see that person staring at him with affectionate and helpless eyes again.

Not to mention hearing someone say that they love him tirelessly, persistently and seriously.

The next day, Qin negative found an excuse to go to the hospital.

Shen Ze'an is still awake.

Just as he was about to change the medicine for the hanging needle, he saw the nurse lift up the man's arm, which was covered with dense scars.The wound was very thin and deep, probably from the blade of a utility knife.

Qin negative couldn't guess what kind of mood the man had to cut dozens of times.

Does he not hurt?

Didn't he say he was afraid of pain?

"Doctor, how long will it take him to wake up?"

"It's hard to say. The patient's current situation is not very optimistic. If there is a disturbance of consciousness, the recovery time is uncertain, but if it remains the same after a long time, it may leave sequelae."

"Thank you, sorry for your trouble, doctor."

Qin negative started smoking as soon as he walked out of the hospital.

The pale color of the ward and the smell of disinfectant made the whole atmosphere look lifeless and depressing.

The phone kept ringing, he glanced at the caller ID, and told the aunt who was taking care of him to get in the car and leave in a hurry.

When Shen Zean woke up, it was already night.

He looked at the hanging bottle and wanted to get up, but his whole body was weak.

It seems that this is God's punishment for him, deliberately not letting him go.

"Doctor! The patient is awake!"

The nurse at the side saw him move, and hurriedly took down the phone by the bedside.

Not long after, a doctor followed the nurse and pushed the door open.

They double-checked, asked a few questions, made sure there was nothing serious and left.

Shen Ze'an turned his head to look at the strange nurse, "Hello...well, who are you?"

"I'm the nurse invited back by Mr. Qin! You can just call me Aunt Su. If you have any questions, just tell me!"

"Qin... Mr. Qin?"

Shen Ze'an couldn't turn around.

How could Qin negative know what he did that day.

Logically speaking, Qin negative would come to him the next day at most, by then he would probably be a cold corpse, let alone have time to enter the emergency room.

unless……

Shen Ze'an didn't dare to think about it.

He was afraid of giving himself too much hope, and then being crushed by Qin negative himself when he returned to reality.He can't help scolding himself for not knowing how to repent, and forgetting the pain when the scar is healed.

"Hey……"

Someone sighed softly.

The sound was so small that it almost melted into the air.

"Are you good at it?"

Qin Ling stood next to the hospital bed with a cold face, his body carried the smell of morning dew, which replaced the smell of disinfectant in the ward.He wouldn't tell Shen Ze'an that when he received the news that he had woken up, he almost rushed to the hospital to grab his clothes and scold him.

"What? I don't understand what brother means." Shen Ze'an continued to pretend to be stupid to figure out Qin Ling's emotions.

"Shen Ze'an, have you been too used to you these days, and started to imitate others to commit suicide?"

You have to let Qin negative understand what it means to be so heartbroken that you can die to comfort him.

That was really too difficult.

His brother has no feelings at all.

Shen Ze'an lowered his eyes, his long and narrow eyelashes concealed the turbulent emotions in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm too willful."

"What do you think you are? Are you blackmailing me by deliberately choosing a day to do this kind of thing? Or revenge on me?"

"I... I didn't think about it that way." Shen Ze'an shook his head excitedly, "I'm sorry, I caused trouble for my brother again."

"Are you dissatisfied with my arrangement?"

"No... not really."

He cried unbearably, his throat was so sore that he struggled even to speak, as if a thorn was stuck in his throat.

"I know that because of my existence, my brother has been unhappy for so many years. Now that my brother has finally obtained happiness, I have become his biggest problem...I don't want to spoil my brother's happiness, but I am afraid that I will not be able to bear it." Live in your dirty mind."

"If I die……"

"I won't be in pain, and my brother... can be free from restraint."

"If brother is worried, next time I will just find a corner and die."

"I won't get into any trouble with you."

Seeing that he was speaking so seriously, Qin negative couldn't find the meaning of joking at all.

He panicked.

The person who pushed away with his own hands time and time again took the initiative to back down this time.

Shen Ze'an didn't beg him to let him stay, he begged him to let him go.

He has no minor miracles.

He can't seem to find anything he throws away at will.

"No." Qin negative firmly vetoed his idea, he didn't even realize what he said, and blurted out without thinking: "I won't let your behavior like this happen a second time."

After finishing speaking, Qin Negative was stunned, probably not expecting himself to say such a thing.He reached into his pocket irritably, intending to smoke a cigarette to relieve himself, but then thought that this is a hospital.

"Brother." Shen Ze'an saw his distress, stretched out his hand, and carefully grabbed his sleeve, "It's my fault that made brother angry. If brother wants to find a place to vent, I... I'm fine."

"..."

A person who is so desperate to commit suicide has obviously lost interest in everything.

But still care about him.

For the first time, Qin negative felt a pain in his heart, exactly as Shen Zean described.

I was so sad that I almost stopped beating.

"Shen Ze'an, I may be a little moved by you, what should I do?"

Qin negative looked at him helplessly.

"What... what?"

Shen Ze'an thought he was dreaming, so he withdrew his hand and pinched himself hard.

painful?

"I said... I seem to care about you a little bit."

Seeing the man's actions, Qin Ling leaned down and gave him a kiss.

Very soft.

As if back to that rainy day, they kissed for the first time.

Pure and beautiful.

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