his plaything

God gave Shen Ze'an the gift he wanted, and in exchange, he offered his heart.

"Brother, what should I do to make you happy."

Shen Ze'an was blindfolded, enduring the constant tearing pain, and at the last moment of destroying his rationality, he hugged the person on his body tightly.

"Who told you to touch me?"

"I'm sorry..."

His face turned pale from the pain, and he still couldn't stop shaking after clenching his teeth.I had no choice but to pinch the quilt tightly with my fingers, trying to stay awake.

The pain almost disintegrated him, devouring his body, mind and nerves.

But the thought of it being a handout from a loved one.

Shen Ze'an was surprisingly satisfied again.

"Don't show such an expression." Qin negative grabbed the quilt next to him and covered his head, "It makes people sick to look at."

Shen Ze'an didn't lift it up, only heard a weak sound of "I'm sorry, I won't do it in the future" from inside the quilt.

after?

Will they have a future?

The corner of Qin negative's mouth couldn't help but sneered.

He will become Shen Ze'an's nightmare.

Let him cry and beg him to leave his life.

This mutual demand will not end until both parties are exhausted.

"Brother, is our relationship eased?"

Shen Ze'an pulled off the quilt and looked at Qin Ling who was leaning on the edge of the balcony and smoking.

"..."

Qin negative glanced at him casually, maintaining his usual attitude towards him - silence.

Later, behind everyone's backs, they continued to develop this dirty relationship.

Qin negative is more than just his bed partner.

The people around him came and went, overwhelmed.

Only Shen Ze'an stayed on his bed the longest.

why?

Qin negative said he was easy to use.

He is not noisy, and the way he treats him does not need to be gentle.

Qin negative hates the so-called sense of ritual before the foreplay, making affectionate money.

I was going for this purpose, so I still have to say sweet words.

Therefore, Shen Ze'an is easy to use.

And he won't complain, he will try his best to please and cooperate no matter how he wants to play.

Don't be pretentious after the work is over, go back to the room to take a shower and sleep.

What about Shen Ze'an?

He said he was used to it.

He still revolved around Qin negative, making a phone call, ordering, and locating.

Play the role of a pet brother.

Another one is.

Just as Qin negative thought, he had nightmares every night.

The lingering fear of waking up made his hands and feet cold and sweating all over his body.He didn't have the illusion of narrow escape until the light was turned on and his heartbeat stabilized.

Dreaming that Qin negative is gone, he will panic.

Dreaming that Qin negative was intimate with others, he would become mad with jealousy.

Dreaming that Qin negative hit him, he would stand obediently.

……

Shen Ze'an's friends said he had changed.

It still looks good on the outside.

But he would often lose his mind and then fall into deep thought, and he couldn't find himself after a long time.

He became less fond of laughing.

He gradually fell silent.

Facing their alienation, Shen Ze'an didn't say anything.

They didn't know that he had sacrificed himself to Qin negative.

Qin negative said he hated him laughing.

So he lost his happiness in front of everyone.

Qin negative said he was noisy.

So he learned to cherish words like gold when necessary.

Shen Ze'an sometimes felt that he was becoming less and less like himself, as if he was a desirable pet fabricated by Qin Ling.

He knows.

But he had no choice.

Even if reason tells him that if he continues like this, he will be completely eaten by the devil, he will still go crazy for the other party's actions.

Their relationship was transformed early on that night.

Shen Ze'an's possessiveness gradually magnified over time, and he intensified his demands for more attention from Qin Ling.

Even if it was an indifferent look in his eyes, a hurtful word, or a rough sex without emotion, he would be as willing as the beginning and respond to every request.

"Brother...what should I do to have you."

Shen Ze'an learned to pray.

He would sleep peacefully with a bunch of photos he secretly took of Qin negative every night.

It turned out to be discovered by Qin Negative.

Burn all the photos in front of him.

"Are you worthy?"

"I'm sorry." Shen Ze'an knelt on the ground, this dirty behavior made him dare not look directly at Qin negative, "Brother doesn't like it, I won't do it in the future."

"What reward do you want?"

Shen Ze'an couldn't help being startled when he heard the word "reward". He put his head on the ground and his lips trembled violently.

"Brother, I was wrong, please forgive me, I won't do it in the future, I'm sorry."

Qin Ling lowered his eyes and looked at him, as if he was looking at a humble and lowly bereaved dog.

What would those parents and teachers who admired him think if they saw it?

This is the proud son of heaven that everyone praises.

For his own selfish desires.

reduced to this point.

"I'm asking what reward you want now, don't make me say it again."

"As long as it is given by my brother, I want it."

"You are so greedy."

Qin negative lit a cigarette, he took a few puffs, and directly burned a few holes in Shen Ze'an's back.

"what……"

The sudden pain made Shen Ze'an, who was not prepared, scream, but he quickly realized what was happening and immediately covered his mouth.

The clothes rubbed against the wound, causing him unbearable pain.

Cannot make sound.

My brother hated the noise disturbing his interest the most.

Shen Ze'an covered his mouth tightly, and after a while, a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead.

"You just yelled, how do you count?"

"Double... double, it's my fault, I will pay attention next time."

The sparking cigarette butt mercilessly poked it a few more times.

"next time?"

"Sorry, I said something wrong, no, no next time."

This time, Shen Ze'an obediently took off his pants.

There are scabs all over the thighs.

Some are big and some are small, some are fresh, and some are uneven.

This part is said to be very painful, so Qin negative fell in love with this place.

Before the cigarette butt was extinguished, Qin negative found his newly healed wound and pressed it down mercilessly.

Soot blocked the re-opened wound, no doubt a sprinkle of salt.The bloody cigarette butt fell to the ground and was crushed by Qin negative's foot.

Shen Ze'an didn't dare to say anything, his lower lip was bitten to a bloody mess, but he was still so painful that he almost passed out.

"You can faint if you want."

Qin Ling leaned lazily on the bed, he was only wearing a bathrobe.

Shen Zean knew very well how good the body wrapped in the bathrobe felt.

He also knew how terrible the fate of fainting would be.

He had passed out only once in so long.

However, Qin Ling grabbed his hair and dragged him into the bathtub, where he soaked in cold water over and over again.In order to prevent him from waking up, Qin negative specially added a bucket of ice in it.

He had a cold and fever at the time, and it took five days for the fever to subside.

"No, I don't want to."

"Not coming yet?"

"Yes." Shen Zean climbed onto his bed with his head down, "Brother, please enjoy me to your heart's content."

The more it hurts, the better.

Leave an indelible mark on me.

Even if one day you have to leave.

This is also the record that I have had you.