Liu Linxi has actually teased Li Yan a lot these days.
His thoughts were quite straightforward, thinking that if he really died soon, he managed to survive this scene, and he and Li Yan could be regarded as falling in love, and he would have to consummate the room before he died, otherwise it would be too bad , Li Yan later recalled that he didn't have many details to pay tribute to.
Besides, we are all men, and we are in love with each other, and it is normal to want to do something when we stay together.
Liu Linxi is not very awkward in this regard, even more expected than Li Yan.
But these days, Li Yan was probably worried about his physical condition, and every time he faced Liu Linxi's teasing, he "sit still", which can be called very restrained.Originally, on the day when the two of them were going to worship, Liu Linxi reckoned that the matter could be settled. Unexpectedly, he was soft-hearted, and he was not willing to let Li Yan be a widowed emperor at a young age. …
Things dragged on until now.
Did Li Yan finally figure it out today?
Liu Linxi secretly laughed in his heart, but he was still a little embarrassed when the situation came to an end, after all, he had no experience in such matters.
"Don't you want to?" Seeing that Liu Linxi didn't answer for a long time, Li Yan rubbed his forehead, looked at Liu Linxi with aggrieved eyes and asked, "You don't want to make out with me?"
Liu Linxi didn't intend to resist at first, but when he saw Li Yan's appearance, his heart became softer, and he immediately looked around and asked, "Is it right here?" As soon as he said this, it was as if he agreed.Li Yan immediately stepped out of the pond with the man in his arms, and put him on the low couch beside him.
Suddenly coming out of the warm pool, Liu Linxi was so cold that he couldn't help shivering. Li Yan leaned over and wrapped the person under him, warming Liu Linxi with his own body temperature.
"How about going to bed?" Liu Linxi asked.
Li Yan leaned into Liu Linxi's ear and said, "Don't worry, it won't be cold soon."
When Liu Linxi's incident came to an end, he was excited but also a little scared. He pressed Li Yan's hand and asked, "Are you going to be so hard? The medicine given by the imperial physician..."
"Don't worry, I'm taking it with me..." Li Yan said, bowing his head and kissing Liu Linxi.
Liu Linxi: ...
Well, it turned out that it was not a whim, it was premeditated...
But soon, he didn't have the energy to worry about Li Yan's thoughts.
……
……
Although it was Li Yan's first time, he was not so reckless. Liu Linxi was hardly injured. Afterwards, he was just a little uncomfortable and didn't even hurt much. The medicine is good, in short, he is very satisfied with this experience.
However, although Li Yan was extremely restrained when acting with him, his enthusiasm for this matter was extremely presumptuous. Just before dark that day, he pestered Liu Linxi twice.The next morning, he went to the morning and went to the front, and pulled the drowsy Liu Linxi to come again.
Liu Linxi was tossed so hard by him that her whole skeleton was about to fall apart, but she couldn't bear to refuse every time.
In the morning, Li Yan coaxed Liu Linxi to sleep before going to court. Although Liu Linxi was extremely tired, he woke up after not sleeping for a while, only to find that his stomach was empty and he was so hungry that he panicked.
Su Heng asked someone to make some porridge and side dishes, and Liu Linxi ate two bowls of porridge in one go before putting down the bowls and chopsticks.In the past few days, he didn't eat much because of his lack of energy. Li Yan was always thinking about getting Yushang to make him something to eat. Today, he finally had a better appetite, and even Su Heng was happy watching him.
"General Liu ate a lot today. Your Majesty will be happy if he finds out." Su Heng said while bringing medicine to Liu Linxi.
Liu Linxi was already used to drinking medicine every day, took the medicine bowl and drank it all in one go, then smashed his mouth and said: "Why is the medicine not so bitter today?"
"The imperial physician said that it was getting cold and the general was cold, so he changed some medicines for the general to recuperate." Su Heng said.
Liu Linxi nodded, thinking that her dying body had caused the imperial physicians a lot of trouble.
Liu Linxi put on his clothes and came out, and saw that the sun was just right outside, the snow that had fallen on the ground had accumulated a thick layer and hadn't melted yet, it was dazzling white under the sunlight.They made such a fuss in Jiyueju yesterday, Li Yan was afraid that he would catch the cold when he went out, so the two of them stayed in Jiyueju, and they happened to see the snow scene today.
"When will Your Majesty come down?" Liu Linxi asked Su Heng.
"It will take about half an hour." Su Heng said.
Liu Linxi thought for a while, and said, "Let's go and say hello to the Queen Mother, while I'm still energetic."
"Yes, this servant will let someone prepare the sedan chair." Su Heng said hastily.
Liu Linxi wanted to say that he just walked over, but when he thought about how many times he had been tossed by Li Yan, his waist and legs were sore everywhere, and he really didn't have much strength, so he followed Su Heng.
The queen mother probably didn't expect Liu Linxi to come to pay her respects, and she was quite surprised when she saw him.
"Xi'er seems to be in good spirits today, and her complexion is much ruddy," said the Queen Mother.
"Drinking medicine every day, and eating a lot of tonics, the treatment I receive is almost as good as confinement." Liu Linxi laughed at himself.
The Empress Dowager's face froze when she heard the words, she hurriedly concealed her emotions and asked, "It's snowing and slippery today, why did Xi'er want to come and see Ai's family?"
"I don't know how long this body can last. Thinking that the queen mother has always taken good care of me, I always want to take a look at it while I can still walk." Liu Linxi already knew that the queen mother had seen him after he became poisoned, so The condition is not hidden from the Queen Mother.
"Yan'er...didn't I say anything to you yesterday?" the queen mother asked tentatively.
"Your Majesty..." Liu Linxi smiled shyly and said, "Your Majesty is well aware of your intentions towards me, so I don't need to say anything more. He came back from the suburbs of Beijing yesterday with a rather gloomy look on his face. I guess the antidote is here. The matter is probably not settled, and I was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so I never asked any questions." Liu Linxi said.
The queen mother nodded when she heard the words, "Yan'er didn't say anything, because I was afraid that you would be sad."
"I have already seen it through now. If it is God's will, I can only accept it happily. I just hope that one day after the minister leaves, your majesty will be able to see it." Liu Linxi said: "The empress dowager knows your majesty best, and I have no one else. It can be entrusted..."
The Empress Dowager's expression was also quite gloomy when she heard the words, and she said, "Although your Majesty is young, his temperament is very similar to that of the late emperor, and whoever he recognizes will be the one. Aijia remembers that the late emperor only met with Aijia at the Mid-Autumn Festival. He wrote a long letter and sent it to Aijia. He said in the letter that he wanted to propose marriage directly, but he was afraid that Aijia would not care about him and would be rude to me instead, so he informed me in advance."
Upon hearing this, Liu Linxi hurriedly asked, "What happened next?"
"Later, Ai's family didn't reply to him, so he wrote one letter in three days, which lasted for three months." The queen mother recalled the past, and said with a gentle face: "It's not that Ai's family doesn't like him, it's just that the boudoir The daughter was so thin-skinned that she didn't respond. Later, the matter of his writing letters gradually became unbearable, and my father came to ask me what I wanted, so I nodded."
Li Yan mentioned the matter of the late emperor and the queen mother to Liu Linxi before, but Liu Linxi didn't pay much attention to it at the time, but today when he heard the queen mother talk about it, he felt quite sad.Think about it, when the Queen Mother was young, the late Emperor went away. Lovers may eventually get married, but not all of them will live forever.
"Actually, the Ai family has one thing that they have always held dear to the late emperor." The Queen Mother said, "The Ai family has never mentioned this matter, even Yan'er doesn't know about it."
Liu Linxi was startled, thinking that what Li Yan didn't even know must be a secret, the Queen Mother was planning to tell herself?
"The Ai family had a child with the late Emperor originally..." The Empress Dowager said: "At that time the Ai family was not in good health, the imperial doctor said that only one child could be saved, the late Emperor gave up that child without even thinking about it."
Liu Linxi was a little surprised when he heard the words. He didn't expect that the question of whether to protect the big or the small would happen to the Queen Mother and the first emperor.
"Since the first emperor had a deep friendship with the queen mother, he naturally cared more about the queen mother than the child he had never met," Liu Linxi said.
"The Ai family naturally knows his painstaking efforts." The queen mother said: "But what the Ai family has always worried about is that he knew from the beginning to the end that the child would not come to this world safely, but he never mentioned it to the Ai family. Mother, she was looking forward to the arrival of this child with joy every day, but in the end it was a dead baby."
The empress dowager's eyes turned red as she spoke, Liu Linxi frowned and her nose was a little sore.Although he has never been a parent, he also knows that mothers always have a certain sense of love and responsibility for their children. Many people even regard their children as more important than their own lives.
"The first emperor was probably afraid that the queen mother would pay too much attention to that child, so he concealed it." Liu Linxi said.
"The Ai family didn't know his painstaking efforts." The queen mother said: "But before the late emperor was alive, the Ai family never let go of this matter. It was not until after he left that the Ai family found a letter among his belongings." , was written to that child."
The queen mother covered her face and wept softly, choked up and said: "It was only then that Ai's family knew that he was hiding the truth from Ai's family not only because he was afraid that Ai's family would not let go of the child, but also because if Ai's family was willing to do so, he would inevitably feel guilty and blame himself for it. So he I want to bear the crime of murdering my son alone... The Ai family has been thinking these years, if the late emperor hadn't kept it from the Ai family, and I had taken the charge of harming morals with him, perhaps the late emperor would not have left so early."
"Empress Dowager." Liu Linxi said: "The deceased is dead, and the Empress Dowager mourns."
The Empress Dowager nodded, but still couldn't help sobbing softly. She thought that no matter whether she thought of the child or the late emperor, she would inevitably feel deep regret and pain.
"I don't know what happened to the Ai family today, but I told you so many unhappy things." After a long while, the queen mother finally regained her emotions, and said apologetically.
"Maybe the Queen Mother can feel relieved when she speaks out, it's better than keeping it in her heart all the time." Liu Linxi said.
The queen mother let out a long sigh of relief when she heard the words, and the sad look on her face finally eased a bit.
Thinking about it, all these years have passed, and she has never mentioned what was in her heart to others, so it is a kind of relief to say it today.
After coming out of Yongshou Palace, Liu Linxi felt uncomfortable in his chest, as if choked by some emotion.He used to always feel that if two people love each other deeply, they should treat each other honestly and bear the burden of the storm together.But things like love, or things like fate, always like to ask people difficult problems, forcing people to make choices all the time.
And anyone who is deeply involved in it will inevitably make blind and "self-righteous" decisions.Liu Linxi thought to himself, since his time is short, he must not repeat the same mistakes, and must spend the rest of the time with Li Yan well, without leaving any regrets.
His thoughts were quite straightforward, thinking that if he really died soon, he managed to survive this scene, and he and Li Yan could be regarded as falling in love, and he would have to consummate the room before he died, otherwise it would be too bad , Li Yan later recalled that he didn't have many details to pay tribute to.
Besides, we are all men, and we are in love with each other, and it is normal to want to do something when we stay together.
Liu Linxi is not very awkward in this regard, even more expected than Li Yan.
But these days, Li Yan was probably worried about his physical condition, and every time he faced Liu Linxi's teasing, he "sit still", which can be called very restrained.Originally, on the day when the two of them were going to worship, Liu Linxi reckoned that the matter could be settled. Unexpectedly, he was soft-hearted, and he was not willing to let Li Yan be a widowed emperor at a young age. …
Things dragged on until now.
Did Li Yan finally figure it out today?
Liu Linxi secretly laughed in his heart, but he was still a little embarrassed when the situation came to an end, after all, he had no experience in such matters.
"Don't you want to?" Seeing that Liu Linxi didn't answer for a long time, Li Yan rubbed his forehead, looked at Liu Linxi with aggrieved eyes and asked, "You don't want to make out with me?"
Liu Linxi didn't intend to resist at first, but when he saw Li Yan's appearance, his heart became softer, and he immediately looked around and asked, "Is it right here?" As soon as he said this, it was as if he agreed.Li Yan immediately stepped out of the pond with the man in his arms, and put him on the low couch beside him.
Suddenly coming out of the warm pool, Liu Linxi was so cold that he couldn't help shivering. Li Yan leaned over and wrapped the person under him, warming Liu Linxi with his own body temperature.
"How about going to bed?" Liu Linxi asked.
Li Yan leaned into Liu Linxi's ear and said, "Don't worry, it won't be cold soon."
When Liu Linxi's incident came to an end, he was excited but also a little scared. He pressed Li Yan's hand and asked, "Are you going to be so hard? The medicine given by the imperial physician..."
"Don't worry, I'm taking it with me..." Li Yan said, bowing his head and kissing Liu Linxi.
Liu Linxi: ...
Well, it turned out that it was not a whim, it was premeditated...
But soon, he didn't have the energy to worry about Li Yan's thoughts.
……
……
Although it was Li Yan's first time, he was not so reckless. Liu Linxi was hardly injured. Afterwards, he was just a little uncomfortable and didn't even hurt much. The medicine is good, in short, he is very satisfied with this experience.
However, although Li Yan was extremely restrained when acting with him, his enthusiasm for this matter was extremely presumptuous. Just before dark that day, he pestered Liu Linxi twice.The next morning, he went to the morning and went to the front, and pulled the drowsy Liu Linxi to come again.
Liu Linxi was tossed so hard by him that her whole skeleton was about to fall apart, but she couldn't bear to refuse every time.
In the morning, Li Yan coaxed Liu Linxi to sleep before going to court. Although Liu Linxi was extremely tired, he woke up after not sleeping for a while, only to find that his stomach was empty and he was so hungry that he panicked.
Su Heng asked someone to make some porridge and side dishes, and Liu Linxi ate two bowls of porridge in one go before putting down the bowls and chopsticks.In the past few days, he didn't eat much because of his lack of energy. Li Yan was always thinking about getting Yushang to make him something to eat. Today, he finally had a better appetite, and even Su Heng was happy watching him.
"General Liu ate a lot today. Your Majesty will be happy if he finds out." Su Heng said while bringing medicine to Liu Linxi.
Liu Linxi was already used to drinking medicine every day, took the medicine bowl and drank it all in one go, then smashed his mouth and said: "Why is the medicine not so bitter today?"
"The imperial physician said that it was getting cold and the general was cold, so he changed some medicines for the general to recuperate." Su Heng said.
Liu Linxi nodded, thinking that her dying body had caused the imperial physicians a lot of trouble.
Liu Linxi put on his clothes and came out, and saw that the sun was just right outside, the snow that had fallen on the ground had accumulated a thick layer and hadn't melted yet, it was dazzling white under the sunlight.They made such a fuss in Jiyueju yesterday, Li Yan was afraid that he would catch the cold when he went out, so the two of them stayed in Jiyueju, and they happened to see the snow scene today.
"When will Your Majesty come down?" Liu Linxi asked Su Heng.
"It will take about half an hour." Su Heng said.
Liu Linxi thought for a while, and said, "Let's go and say hello to the Queen Mother, while I'm still energetic."
"Yes, this servant will let someone prepare the sedan chair." Su Heng said hastily.
Liu Linxi wanted to say that he just walked over, but when he thought about how many times he had been tossed by Li Yan, his waist and legs were sore everywhere, and he really didn't have much strength, so he followed Su Heng.
The queen mother probably didn't expect Liu Linxi to come to pay her respects, and she was quite surprised when she saw him.
"Xi'er seems to be in good spirits today, and her complexion is much ruddy," said the Queen Mother.
"Drinking medicine every day, and eating a lot of tonics, the treatment I receive is almost as good as confinement." Liu Linxi laughed at himself.
The Empress Dowager's face froze when she heard the words, she hurriedly concealed her emotions and asked, "It's snowing and slippery today, why did Xi'er want to come and see Ai's family?"
"I don't know how long this body can last. Thinking that the queen mother has always taken good care of me, I always want to take a look at it while I can still walk." Liu Linxi already knew that the queen mother had seen him after he became poisoned, so The condition is not hidden from the Queen Mother.
"Yan'er...didn't I say anything to you yesterday?" the queen mother asked tentatively.
"Your Majesty..." Liu Linxi smiled shyly and said, "Your Majesty is well aware of your intentions towards me, so I don't need to say anything more. He came back from the suburbs of Beijing yesterday with a rather gloomy look on his face. I guess the antidote is here. The matter is probably not settled, and I was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable, so I never asked any questions." Liu Linxi said.
The queen mother nodded when she heard the words, "Yan'er didn't say anything, because I was afraid that you would be sad."
"I have already seen it through now. If it is God's will, I can only accept it happily. I just hope that one day after the minister leaves, your majesty will be able to see it." Liu Linxi said: "The empress dowager knows your majesty best, and I have no one else. It can be entrusted..."
The Empress Dowager's expression was also quite gloomy when she heard the words, and she said, "Although your Majesty is young, his temperament is very similar to that of the late emperor, and whoever he recognizes will be the one. Aijia remembers that the late emperor only met with Aijia at the Mid-Autumn Festival. He wrote a long letter and sent it to Aijia. He said in the letter that he wanted to propose marriage directly, but he was afraid that Aijia would not care about him and would be rude to me instead, so he informed me in advance."
Upon hearing this, Liu Linxi hurriedly asked, "What happened next?"
"Later, Ai's family didn't reply to him, so he wrote one letter in three days, which lasted for three months." The queen mother recalled the past, and said with a gentle face: "It's not that Ai's family doesn't like him, it's just that the boudoir The daughter was so thin-skinned that she didn't respond. Later, the matter of his writing letters gradually became unbearable, and my father came to ask me what I wanted, so I nodded."
Li Yan mentioned the matter of the late emperor and the queen mother to Liu Linxi before, but Liu Linxi didn't pay much attention to it at the time, but today when he heard the queen mother talk about it, he felt quite sad.Think about it, when the Queen Mother was young, the late Emperor went away. Lovers may eventually get married, but not all of them will live forever.
"Actually, the Ai family has one thing that they have always held dear to the late emperor." The Queen Mother said, "The Ai family has never mentioned this matter, even Yan'er doesn't know about it."
Liu Linxi was startled, thinking that what Li Yan didn't even know must be a secret, the Queen Mother was planning to tell herself?
"The Ai family had a child with the late Emperor originally..." The Empress Dowager said: "At that time the Ai family was not in good health, the imperial doctor said that only one child could be saved, the late Emperor gave up that child without even thinking about it."
Liu Linxi was a little surprised when he heard the words. He didn't expect that the question of whether to protect the big or the small would happen to the Queen Mother and the first emperor.
"Since the first emperor had a deep friendship with the queen mother, he naturally cared more about the queen mother than the child he had never met," Liu Linxi said.
"The Ai family naturally knows his painstaking efforts." The queen mother said: "But what the Ai family has always worried about is that he knew from the beginning to the end that the child would not come to this world safely, but he never mentioned it to the Ai family. Mother, she was looking forward to the arrival of this child with joy every day, but in the end it was a dead baby."
The empress dowager's eyes turned red as she spoke, Liu Linxi frowned and her nose was a little sore.Although he has never been a parent, he also knows that mothers always have a certain sense of love and responsibility for their children. Many people even regard their children as more important than their own lives.
"The first emperor was probably afraid that the queen mother would pay too much attention to that child, so he concealed it." Liu Linxi said.
"The Ai family didn't know his painstaking efforts." The queen mother said: "But before the late emperor was alive, the Ai family never let go of this matter. It was not until after he left that the Ai family found a letter among his belongings." , was written to that child."
The queen mother covered her face and wept softly, choked up and said: "It was only then that Ai's family knew that he was hiding the truth from Ai's family not only because he was afraid that Ai's family would not let go of the child, but also because if Ai's family was willing to do so, he would inevitably feel guilty and blame himself for it. So he I want to bear the crime of murdering my son alone... The Ai family has been thinking these years, if the late emperor hadn't kept it from the Ai family, and I had taken the charge of harming morals with him, perhaps the late emperor would not have left so early."
"Empress Dowager." Liu Linxi said: "The deceased is dead, and the Empress Dowager mourns."
The Empress Dowager nodded, but still couldn't help sobbing softly. She thought that no matter whether she thought of the child or the late emperor, she would inevitably feel deep regret and pain.
"I don't know what happened to the Ai family today, but I told you so many unhappy things." After a long while, the queen mother finally regained her emotions, and said apologetically.
"Maybe the Queen Mother can feel relieved when she speaks out, it's better than keeping it in her heart all the time." Liu Linxi said.
The queen mother let out a long sigh of relief when she heard the words, and the sad look on her face finally eased a bit.
Thinking about it, all these years have passed, and she has never mentioned what was in her heart to others, so it is a kind of relief to say it today.
After coming out of Yongshou Palace, Liu Linxi felt uncomfortable in his chest, as if choked by some emotion.He used to always feel that if two people love each other deeply, they should treat each other honestly and bear the burden of the storm together.But things like love, or things like fate, always like to ask people difficult problems, forcing people to make choices all the time.
And anyone who is deeply involved in it will inevitably make blind and "self-righteous" decisions.Liu Linxi thought to himself, since his time is short, he must not repeat the same mistakes, and must spend the rest of the time with Li Yan well, without leaving any regrets.
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