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Breathing is intertwined, deep and shallow, intertwined with the sound of electric current, hitting the eardrum.Breathing heavily while thinking, through the microphone, you can still hear the occasional sound of car horns over there.

Yu Jinle could imagine what he was thinking on the other end of the phone: with a cigarette in his mouth, he found a place to lean on lazily, and then he started to swallow clouds as soon as he squinted his eyes.

He obviously had a lot to say, but he just couldn't squeeze out a single word.

When facing Sister Chun's interview, he was calm and safe, well-behaved and obedient, but in fact, Sister Chun's earnest words had just entered his left ear, and then leaked out of his right ear in a blink of an eye.Being teachable with an open mind can be an attitude or just a gesture. When it is classified into the latter, it represents a refusal to communicate.He used this gesture to express his unconditional support for Bian Xiang, but when facing Bian Xiang himself, his position wavered.

He was not as firm as he thought.

He doesn't know anything about what Bian Xiang is doing now, he is worried about him, he is afraid that something will happen to him, he wants to remind him to cool down and don't lose his temperature for the sake of demeanor, and he also wants to tell him to cherish his body and smoke less, just like Sister Chun, I want to tell him to go home at night and study hard during the day...

But his mouth loosened and closed again, and finally he didn't say a word.

This is why Sister Chun thinks that Yu Jinle is unwilling to cooperate - he is more inclined to be the hand that flies the kite than to be a rope that affects the side's thinking. He puts the side's wish first and supports it unconditionally He thought about flying high, so he lengthened the rope, but then he only listened to his words while thinking about it, so it became an endless loop again, and this breakthrough was useless at all.

Seconds ticked a new circle, the two-way charge for mobile calls is the most expensive in China, and Yu Jinle's monthly allowance is limited, thinking that spending money now can't be as lavish as before, so the two of them once in a while He will try his best to control the time of the calls, and hang up after finishing the conversation in a few words.

While thinking about it, he said "Hey" over there, breaking the silence, "What? Is it because you miss me so much that you can't even say what you want?"

If Yu Jinle trusted him and gave him enough space not to interfere, then correspondingly, he could also see a little bit of his anxiety from Yu Jinle's hesitant words.

Yu Jinle gave a low "hmm".

While thinking about it, he laughed silently: "Do you believe me?"

Yu Jinle nodded without thinking, and then remembered that the person on the phone couldn't see, and then said "um".

The smoky voice was transmitted through the signal band, and it was half a degree lower than my own. It was a bit like a subwoofer, and the bass was full of vibration.

He said over there: "Then be obedient, finish your homework and sleep well, and you can see me at school tomorrow."

This is a definite quasi-belief.

So Yu Jinle said, "Then will you be fine?"

Thinking of being silent for three seconds, this time he laughed out loud, "Yeah."

That's good.

He listened to him, and he believed in him, nothing could be better than this.

The two took the time to say two or three more words before hanging up the phone.

Sister Chun approached him several times, probably because she felt that she would not get any response from him, so she gave up, and then cooperated with Shen Yunjia to find Yu's mother, trying to persuade Yu Jinle to cooperate from the family.

As soon as Yu Jinle hung up the phone, Sister Chun and Shen Yunjia arrived at Yu's house.

"Xiao Xiang doesn't go home every day before dawn. He smells like cigarettes or alcohol. He's a child, and he doesn't even come. What did he do to make him smell like that?" Shen Yunjia was confused, She had a relationship with Yu Jinle once at the Bian's house, and she was able to maintain a sense of self-esteem as a parent at that time, but now that she came to Yu's house, she couldn't bear it anymore when she saw Yu Jinle.

As soon as Yu Jinle came out of the room, she rushed up and grabbed her and staggered, taking a few steps back to stabilize her body.

He thought he still had a mobile phone with him, but apart from Yu Jinle, no one could contact him now, no matter at home or at school.

Yu Jinle naturally became the one who knew something - even if he really didn't know anything - but because of his "one and only", it was decided that he couldn't get rid of this matter, and they even wondered if he still Cover up something.

Shen Yunjia's face was full of sadness, her thin face had surprisingly big eyes, she wiped her face, her hair was loosely tied into a ponytail, quickly exhausting her years and anger in a short period of time.

She said to Jin Le: "I know he hates me, and he can hate me for me. Hatred is not an excuse to spoil himself. He can hate me however he wants, and he shouldn't make fun of his own future!"

Her posture was very low, as if the young man in front of her was the only surviving driftwood for her. It was probably because she was too busy these days, her complexion was very bad. Kneeling down for him, Yu Jinle quickly reached out and grabbed her falling body. Sister Chun and Mother Yu came over to help her sit on the sofa.

"Mother Bian, sit down first, let's have a good talk."

Shen Yunjia's posture scared both Sister Chun and Mother Yu, and Mother Yu turned her head to wink at her son.

Yu Jinle stepped forward, like a student being interviewed, standing in front of the head teacher and the parents of both parties, bowing his head and being extremely sincere.

Squad leader Bian used to be the most worry-free student in the minds of the teachers. He was a gun in the hands of the head teacher. He pointed at where to hit and helped maintain countless teacher-student relationships. He was especially familiar with the school's various routines. Now he rebelled. The countermeasures come at your fingertips, it's really handy, for other people, a sentence of demerit can be bluffed into obedience, but on the sidelines, thinking about it, punishment, suspension or even expulsion have lost their original effect, he even tried to suppress Come and go to challenge the majesty of the school.

"If something happened to Xiao Xiang, I wouldn't have the face to explain it to his father..."

Speaking of which, I thought that this woman had the greatest "contribution" to why I didn't stay at home. If she hadn't promised to give Bian Zhenhua many children by being pregnant, I thought that I wouldn't even go home now.

In the past, he also regarded Shen Yunjia as a family member, but she herself broke this trust. Now that his father has an accident, home is no longer home to him, so what's the point of going home?

Facing Shen Yunjia, he would think of the current situation of wanting to be homeless, and then spontaneously developed a dislike for Shen Yunjia, but the education he has received in the past 17 years does not allow him to be in front of his teachers and parents. Facing an elder's disrespect, he could only maintain an alienated and indifferent attitude and kept silent.

The second one to speak was Sister Chun, "Jin Le, you think you are a buddy, don't you have the heart to watch him have an accident at this juncture? You still have to take the college entrance examination and go to university, and the road ahead is still long, don't you now To cooperate with us is to harm him, do you really decide to do this?"

When Sister Chun opened her mouth, he inexplicably came up with an idea that was inappropriate, as if he had become a student who had a puppy love and was caught by the teacher and parents. A stack of love letters with pink stickers was found in the drawer. "Torture" asked him to recruit the target.

"Now I'm afraid that when I think about it impulsively, I did something irreparable. He has cut off contact with everyone, and you are the only one who can talk to him. If you really want to help him, you should Advise him to come back instead of giving up on himself."

One sells miserably and the other fills chicken soup, so the remaining one is Yu Mama, and it should be a bad face.

While thinking about Yu Jinle, an excellent class and a little transparent in the class, the former will help her lead the class, the latter will not cause trouble, and they are the ones that don't bother, Wang Zhichao and Li Qin in the class are better than others. The two of them are much more difficult to deal with, but now it is these two who have united to fight against the school, the parents, and her, and they are so disregarded that they can make the dead alive.

Thinking that it is soft and hard, Yu Jinle just refuses to eat. He is respectful and humbly taught, but he just refuses to repent.

Mother Yu's temper exploded. Seeing her son acting like an old man in front of the teacher in charge, she dragged him to come and scold him, "What's the matter with you child? Thinking about mother and Teacher Chen being worried Think, don't you two want to be better? Everyone is thinking about it for Xiao, so why don't you cooperate?"

Yu Jinle glanced at her calmly, "I don't know."

"Why are you doing this, child! Do we still harm Xiaoxiang!" Yu's mother raised her voice an octave, "Don't think that this is a good thing for Xiaoxiang. If something happens, who can be responsible for you two children? ?”

Yu's mother used to have a loud voice, but now the sound is even more effective. The heads of the two little ghosts who were locked in the room popped out to peek.

Sister Chun got up to support her mother, and said softly to Jin Le, "Jin Le, we are all concerned and thinking, we can't hide his truancy from the school. It will be difficult to break it back later.”

"If something happens to Xiao Xiang, can you take responsibility?" Yu's mother was so angry that her liver hurt.

The three of them looked at him in unison, but Yu Jinle still disappointed them.

Don't say he really didn't know, even if he knew, he wouldn't say it.

Yes, he was like them, he was also worried and thinking, but he was different from them, he believed him, and when he was worried, he just said "will you be fine?"

It was a kind of tacit blankness and respect.

Yu Jinle's dark eyes stared at a certain point on the ground motionlessly, and what he was thinking at this moment was: It's really troublesome, in the future, I guess I won't be able to come to his house anytime and anywhere for dinner.

He confronted them stubbornly alone, shouldering the pressure from the master's family on his shoulders, like a helpless warrior, protecting the king behind him, he looked naive and ridiculous, but everyone had nothing to do with him.

Shen Yunjia looked at him, as if he saw the unruly rebellion projected on him by his stepson. They were different individuals, but they were so similar, but the child in front of him buried his sharpness deep in the silent Just in the resistance.

She let out a long sigh.