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The part-time job life that he wanted to clock in officially ended in June [-]. He was very glad that Shen Yunjia's motorcycle was not sold at the time, and now he has the opportunity to make a living by racing motorcycles.

It was the third year of senior high school, and Sister Chun had already assigned the task of selecting subjects for the third year of high school, so that they would have enough time to go home and discuss with their parents.

The squad leader went to the copy room early in the morning to pick up the mock form and came back. After sending it out, he found that the number of copies was wrong. Nearly one-third of the people in the class didn't get it. It allows them to average the forms first, at least one table is assigned one, and then tell the whole class about the details of the third year of senior high school selection in front of the form.

She didn't say anything, but called Bian Xiang to the office after class.

"Zhang Chufeng still doesn't handle things properly. I guess he doesn't have much interest in the position of monitor. It's better for you to come back and be the monitor. The teacher can save yourself some trouble."

After arriving at the office, Sister Chun's request was expected, but she wanted to smile, "Teacher, you are embarrassing me."

Last semester, he lost his post, but it was Sister Chun, who was the head teacher, who felt uncomfortable—for no reason, just compared with his "easy-to-use" class leader, Zhang Chufeng, who took over later, seemed to have no courage and leadership ability. Insufficient, and the work is not careful enough.After explaining the same matter, Sister Chun often had to go to the class to emphasize it.

Compared with the worry-free and trouble-free time when Bian Xiang was in office, the gap is not too big.

But she couldn't, the middle school students all came here for higher education, and parents didn't want their children to spend too much energy on places other than study—including class work.At the end of last semester, it was already very rare to be able to temporarily find Zhang Chufeng's most thankless job as the head of the office. With no other choice, Sister Chun had to bear it no matter how aggrieved she was.

However, seeing that this semester, I want to recover. After several months of observation, although she is not as active as before, her overall condition is not bad. After being disrupted by the negligence of the new monitor, Sister Chun once again moved her mind , I want him to come back and continue to be the squad leader.

I thought about rejecting it.

Sister Chun looked at him, frowned, and wanted to continue, "He's just inexperienced, so he wasn't thoughtful enough. You think I did a good job, but it's because I have more experience than him, but isn't experience accumulated over time? Did you come here? This really has nothing to do with ability. It’s good if he finds the problem now, next time he should know how to count the number of copies before receiving things. Besides, you let me be the squad leader now, that’s no offense Is it? Teacher, don't you really have a grudge against me?"

What he said was tactful, but Sister Chun had no room to refute.

While thinking about going back to the classroom, Zhang Chufeng happened to pass by. The other party looked at him as if he wanted to say something. He grinned, patted the other party on the shoulder and returned to his seat. Yu Jinle in the back seat was holding a form Spreading it out and covering the back of his head, it looked like he was sleeping on his stomach again.

While thinking about pulling out the form, Yu Jinle rubbed his eyes and stood up, dazed.

I wanted to say, "Go to bed early tonight, I won't look for you anymore."

Every night without sleep, I just go out blindly and run away, and fall asleep again during the day, so it’s a vicious circle, isn’t it!

Yu Jinle wrinkled her nose and argued, "I didn't sleep, I'm waiting for you!"

While thinking: "What's the matter?"

Just as Yu Jinle was lying on his stomach, there was a red mark on his face pressed by the tabletop, which was particularly eye-catching on the white and tender skin that had not been exposed to the sun. He stretched out his hand in a wicked way, and rubbed his thumb on the red mark twice more, making it even redder up.

Yu Jinle let him shave in a daze, and after a while he regained consciousness. He took the form from his hand and slapped it on the table, "Are you voting for politics?"

The college entrance examination policy has changed over the years. The 3+X+ comprehensive comprehensive program was implemented last year. They have followed the same model this year. The two of them discussed the subject selection problem before. At that time, the answer they thought was following the family The plan is to go, but now his family has changed a lot, and Yu Jinle is not sure whether his choice has changed.

Sure enough, while thinking about silence, after a while, he said: "Let's talk."

He asked Yu Jinle back, "Why are you asking this? Are you following me?"

Yu Jinle narrowed his eyes, feeling that there was something wrong with what he said, but soon he said, "I'll think about it."

While thinking about it, he couldn't help it, so he changed from rubbing to pinching, and pulled his thin skin out, tearing it into a piece of cake, "Yo, what else are you thinking about? That brother asked you to follow, can you go?"

Yu Jinle glared at him, and said with a strange pronunciation: "No dog (go)."

The warm eyes forcibly formed a fierce shape, coupled with that deformed face, it was so funny, the aggressive appearance made him think "puchi", he let go, and comforted her in the position that he had pinched just now. Kneaded for a while.

"Let me take a look again." He said, "The previous path will not work. In fact, I don't know what I want to do in the future. It's probably—"

He looked at the street scene with cars coming and going on the main road downstairs, thought for a while, and then continued: "I just want to make money, buy a house of my own, buy a car, eat three meals, and wear clothes." Worry, save some more money, so you can feel more at ease in your heart."

It's hard to describe what kind of mood he had when he said these words. He also knew that this kind of thinking was far from the vision pattern that his father had explained, but he couldn't help it.

He was so tired.

People always have to solve the basic survival problems of the moment before they have the extra energy to worry about other things. What is placed in front of him now is not the future or ideals, but how to survive tomorrow after today.

He listened to his father's advice, continued his studies, and prepared for the college entrance examination, but before that, he had to eat, rent a house, pay for utility bills, gas bills, and all the various daily expenses, as well as tuition fees.Shen Yun's best expected date of delivery is at the end of September, which means less than three monthly salary cycles, when the operation fee, hospitalization fee, nutrition fee, etc. will be charged...

Although Shen Yunjia also has a job, but she is pregnant, she just picks up some light work to take care of her body, she can only be regarded as a semi-part-time job in the boarding class, and her income is limited, so her main income is still under pressure. on his shoulders.

Since joining Mo's army, in order to increase his income as much as possible, he can only go out for a walk.

However, his time was not as abundant as expected.

He was in his third year of high school, and the original two-month summer vacation was shortened to less than one month. Sister Chun's morning course selection guidance gave him a big blow, reminding him that there was not much time left.

The pressure of high school studies that he never paid attention to, it was at this time that he rushed towards him along with the pressure of life.

He used to be arrogant, ignorant and passionate. He naively thought that he could be self-reliant and self-improving with bare hands. The weakness of people is just their self-exile. Therefore, he looked down on the poor households in the Minsheng report who were always crying for help. An extremely poor household, but now, the reality slapped him hard and woke him up.

It was true that he could make money, given enough time--but time?

24 hours a day, he wished he could break it up and knead it for 48 hours to use.

If he wants to take care of his studies, he has to give up his income. If he gives up his income, what do they eat?for what?

Or give up your studies, drop out of school...?Use your time to make money and live?

But... when this idea popped up, his mind was blank, and his intuition seemed to be that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell where the problem was.

Anxiety and uneasiness shrouded his head like a dark cloud, and vaguely, an unknown beast entered his body, waiting for the right time to break free from the cage and rush out.

Then he thought of his dad.

In front of the bars, he never forgot to mention that he was going to take the college entrance examination... He was not the only one in Bian's family, but also his grandfather, Shen Yunjia, and a little life that was taking shape, but who was his father? I don't even think about it, just remember him.

He is the most important thought in my life——

This knowledge gave him a jolt, and his mind cleared up a bit. It was like squeezing water out of a sponge, struggling to squeeze out a limited time to make a living—but fate has always been so capricious, and it wants to treat you well. When you are lying down and rolling around, you will be successful in every possible way; if it wants you to stretch out its minions, even if you try your best, you will not be able to avoid its arbitrary, seemingly random but heavy weight. hit.

Soon he wanted to find out that many times he had tried his best, but the reward he got was even less than one ten-millionth.Reality uses its ferocious canine teeth to tear the boy's hopes to pieces bit by bit.

Typhoons came very frequently this summer. There were no destructive and catastrophic frontal landings, but they brought abundant precipitation to the city. Most people like this kind of weather because it can take away most of the heat waves in the scorching heat. ——On the one hand, I imagined that I had a severe mental breakdown. On the one hand, I rejoiced that I could sleep more comfortably at night without the air conditioner after the temperature dropped. On the other hand, I was worried that he would not be able to start work if the rain continued.

Yes, when it rains, no one wants to take a ride in the rain.

At the beginning, he didn't believe in evil, he didn't care about the heavy rain, and he didn't wait for customers to come to his door. Instead, he ran all over the street, hoping to pick up some passers-by, but the rain was terrible and there were few pedestrians. Pay some money to take a taxi, or simply wait for the rain to stop before traveling.

If no one takes a ride, he has no income.

This is the first time he realizes that part-time work has the advantages of part-time work-at least it is rainy or not, and the income is stable.

The motorcycle driver, who was waiting for customers in the rain with him, saw his frustrated face, and smiled crookedly, "In our business, we also depend on the sky for our meals. Look at this day, God will not give us a good life." !"

Illegally operating motorcycles, when encountering traffic management and traffic police who run faster than anything else, it really gives rise to a sense of belonging in the industry.

He wanted to smile, but didn't say anything, the man saw that the kid wasn't fun, so he stopped teasing him.

It is also the life of running back and forth to earn those few dollars, and it is not easy for children at a young age.

It is in this anxious and restless state of mind that his thoughts on studying are getting weaker and weaker, and the only reason for him to maintain such a sliver of continual cessation can only be for his father. He complied with concern—even in this situation, his grades were getting lower and lower at a clearly visible rate, and until the eve of the final exam, the unit test scores of all subjects were already hanging in the balance. The state of passing the warning line at low altitude has passed.

In the past, he didn't put much time into his studies because he was just playful. At that time, he didn't have to work hard for three meals a day, even if his grades were only used to exchange rewards with his father. A few days before the exam, he had to hold the basketball temporarily, and after passing the test, he would be his awesome Mr. Bian again.

But it's different now.

Now he can't pay attention to himself.

People are highly self-suggestive creatures. They will have a good impression of something because they are “good at”; at the same time, they will feel bored because a certain behavior cannot bring them satisfaction.

Thinking about it now, the whole person is shrouded in the second state.

Facing the blackboard and textbooks every day, is it useful to learn quadratic trigonometry, three-dimensional geometry, arrangement and combination of numbers?Can it be converted into utility bills and gas bills for him?So what if the history of the periodic table of elements has been memorized?Will the supplementary tuition fee fall from the sky and hit him on the head?

For a long time, the huge gap between exhaustion and low income caused by the exhaustion of brains and energy made him more and more self-doubt.He uses the pseudo-rich experience accumulated by his "self-experience" to make unreasonable comments on life, without even realizing that this is just a partial prejudice and misunderstanding formed due to his own experience and short-sightedness.

It's like a poor climber who has never climbed to the top and witnessed the ruins of mountains and rivers. Halfway up the mountain, he was shocked by the ferocious dangers along the way, so he stopped and pointed to the dilapidated small villages at the bottom of the mountain and said to himself, look, The scenery on the mountain is mediocre.

He began to feel that the theory that reading is useless is really such a thing. It is neither helpful to live, nor can it bring him any substantial benefits, so he implemented it personally.

On the day when the simulation form was handed in, Sister Chun mentioned to him about supplementary tuition fees for the summer vacation of the third year of senior high school. The bursary fund he had applied for had been confirmed to provide him with these subsidies, which made him feel at ease. She also said a few words about his recent decline in grades .

In the end, she looked at it and hesitated to speak.

Thinking that she was impatient and didn't want to spend too much time in the office, Sister Chun hesitated, "You won a lot of municipal and provincial awards when you were in the first and second grades of high school, but this year's policy changes, and the extra points for the college entrance examination are estimated to be higher. -"

It can be seen that she has tried her best to pass on the news, she paused for a moment, then nodded very sensiblely, "I understand, it's not a big problem, don't worry about it, I'll go back first if there's nothing else to do. "

His appearance was as natural and smooth as if he was talking to someone about the good or bad weather, but it was precisely because he was so natural that Sister Chun was even more disturbed.

The situation of the college entrance examination is divided into different levels. How can there be "no big problems" for people?This is a big problem!

But Sister Chun couldn't say more, and as she thought about it, she understood that his father's matter not only overturned his original overall plan for the future, but even the "icing on the cake" that he had fought hard for himself was crowned by others. The ambiguous hat of "taking power for personal gain".

Want to feel aggrieved?Of course he was aggrieved!Even if he never really paid attention to these things!

He has his own persistence and arrogance. It is his choice to do well the work that everyone shirks from each other. He never thought of using these as the capital to move forward. His original intention was maliciously figured out once and imposed on him as one of his father's "evil deeds", which made him even more disappointed and disgusted with the world.

But he concealed his emotions very well, and responded one by one with a sincere attitude and a good attitude in front of Sister Chun. He went home at noon that day after eating, and then went out again with the motorcycle key.

Life has become a problem, who still has the mind to entangle in nosy things?